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Phainon is very attentive after sex and will check on you to see how youāre feeling. He hopes the experience was just as good for you as it was for him. If you need anything to eat or drink, heāll volunteer to get it for you and then will lay in bed while cuddling you. Phainon is very affectionate during this period, showering you in kisses all over your face, hands, and neck. He also rubs a hand along your back and thighs to work out any tension and soothe your nerves.
He compliments you a lot afterwards, as well, saying things like how amazing you were, how happy he is to have shared such an intimate experience with you, and cheekily saying he hopes to do it again so he can best his personal record of bringing you to even more orgasms.
Phainon likes to engage in pillow talk in general, be it about the sex you just had or anything else about your lives. He listens to your feedback about what you liked or disliked in the recent session and mentally files that information away before sharing his own thoughts. He believes in open communication and treasures your opinions because he wants to do all he can to ensure your happiness and satisfaction, even outside of the bedroom.
Phainon also shares his favorite moments with you, such as funny memories, interesting stories from his life, or cool facts he learned while appraising artifacts. If you share anything about your life and interests, he listens attentively to your every word, wanting to learn all he can about the woman that has captured his heart so completely. If you get really into talking about something, donāt be surprised if Phainon compliments how beautiful you look. Even with mussed hair and hickeys all over your skin, in his eyes, you radiate beauty when you talk so passionately about something.
He smiles a lot, too. Aside from the satisfaction that comes with sexual release, Phainon loves the emotional intimacy that comes with sex. He feels happy that he got to make you feel good and bond with you on a deeper level.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerās)
Phainon doesnāt have any one particular part of himself he takes pride in, but he does like his arms. They help him wield his claymore to protect others against monsters and malicious people. Furthermore, he likes wrapping you up in hugs. Itās both an expression of how much you mean to him and his desire to keep you safe. That, and he just likes how you feel in his arms in general.
As for your body, Phainon says he loves all of you, which is true. He loves every little bit of you, even your flaws and imperfections because they are what make you who you are. If pressed for a more specific answer, Phainon would say he adores your eyes. Eyes are the windows to the soul, as the common saying goes, and Phainon can often tell how you feel by the emotions reflected in your eyes. Whenever you look at him with undisguised love, his heart swells with so much joy that he fears it would burst.
Romantic notions aside, Phainon also likes gazing into your eyes while making love to deepen the emotional connection between you. To Phainon, the emotional aspect of sex is just as important a the physical, if not more so. Plus, he just likes seeing your eyes glaze over with desire or roll into the back of your head when he hits a pleasurable spot inside you. Your expressions of bliss arouse him.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Phainon tries to be respectful and not cum on your body aside from your tummy or ass. If he does get it on your skin, he apologizes and helps you clean it off. He feels bad if he gets it on your face, though a part of him secretly likes how you look covered in his seed.
He generally prefers to ejaculate inside because it deepens his connection to you but will respect your wishes if you tell him to do it outside. He also asks for permission to cum inside the first few times you have sex until you tell him he doesnāt need to ask every time.
Loves being covered in your juices, though. Feeling your slick coating his face from eating you out or your juices drenching his dick really gets Phainon going. To him, itās a testament to how good heās making you feel.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Back when he was crushing on you, Phainon once had a wet dream about you and him making love and woke up to find his dick pitching a tent in his pajama pants, much to his embarrassment. Heād be lying if he said he didnāt enjoy that dream (in fact, he sometimes uses it as masturbation material) but he was also ashamed for having thought of you in an inappropriate manner even if it was unintentional. He struggled to look you in the eye for several days afterwards since the dream remained so vivid in his mind.
Phainon managed to successfully keep the dream a secret from you up until you had sex for the first time. When he finally joined bodies with you and was showering you in reverent praises, he accidentally let slip that the way you felt around him was much better than in his dream. He realized it all too late but handled the situation with grace when you asked him for more detail about it, though his face was tomato-red. Will happily re-enact the dream for you if you ask, though.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyāre doing?)
Is a virgin. Phainon believes that sex is an act best done with the person you love so heās been saving himself for that special someone.
He does have a general idea of what to do and where to touch to make his partner feel good (heās seen his fair share of⦠literature at the Groveās library) but he relies mainly on your reactions and feedback to gauge what feels best. Phainon is devoted to your pleasure and diligently studies every inch of your body to find all places and ways you like to be touched that make you keen and turn your mind blank. If youāre more experienced than him, he will carefully listen to your directions and trust you to guide him on how to best please you. Though he knows heās not perfect, he wants to be the best lover he can be for you because he wants to see you happy with him.
He's also very gentle with his feedback, giving you lots of praise when you do things that make him feel good and lightly guiding you to adjust your technique if something wasnāt quite working. Heās very communicative and encourages you to voice your thoughts, as well, because he knows the only way to improve and enjoy good sex is to openly discuss each otherās preferences and give feedback.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Phainon prefers positions where he can see your face, so missionary and lotus tend to be his favorites. He wants to see your face melt with pleasure while he thrusts into you, wants to give you kisses and whisper sweet nothings beside your ear, and above all, he wants to look into your eyes and see the love he feels for you be reflected back at him.
If doing missionary, Phainion hikes one of your legs up onto his shoulder for deeper penetration or wrap his arms around you to hold you close, practically pinning you down with his weight while he covers you in kisses and bites. He also loves it when you lock your legs around his waist to keep him close.
In lotus, Phainon likes to hug you close while thrusting up into you, whispering words of love in your ear and brushing the hair out of your face before capturing your lips in a kiss. He also finds it a great position for holding hands since you can use it as leverage to bounce on his lap easier.
Phainon is also fond of spooning. The skin-to-skin contact of spooning you from behind while leisurely fucking into you is really nice to him. He enjoys experimenting with leg positions by lifting one of your legs in the air at various angles to see which angle makes him hit the best spots inside you. He also takes advantage of this position to gently bite the nape of your neck and nip at your ear or play with your clit. Phainon loves this position in reverse even more because that way he gets to gaze into your eyes and exchange kisses more easily. Face him while laying on your sides with your legs tangled together and your hips grinding against each other.
In the event youāre both too horny to take things slow, Phainon will bend you over a flat surface and take you from behind. He presses his chest against your back so he can whisper filthy things in your ear and reaches between your legs to play with your clit. Heās also fond of cowgirl because he likes seeing you take pleasure from his body. The sight of your body bouncing on his lap is very erotic to Phainon and heāll be positively mesmerized by it. Will encourage you to ride him harder by guiding your hips and thrusting up into you.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
While Phainon doesnāt joke around much during intercourse, he does try to keep the mood lighthearted and romantic by showering you in lots of praise, heartfelt confessions of his love, and kissing your hands and face. He wants you to feel safe being this vulnerable with him. He never brings negative emotions into the bedroom because he wants both of you to enjoy such an intimate experience.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Has a tuft of thick, white hair that he lets grow out and trims when necessary to keep it tidy.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Phainon treats sex as something more than just a means to a pleasurable end. To him, itās one of the most intimate experiences one can have with their partner. Itās a time to bond on a level that goes beyond the physical. As such, he often makes love instead of fucking. Even rough coupling is still imbued with his love for you through eye contact or affectionate words and touches.
Heās also passionate. Phainon is already very affectionate outside of the bedroom, but he pours out all his love for you during intercourse. Youāll be kissed senseless, praised like a goddess, touched with the utmost reverence and possession. You will feel loved, desired, and cherishedāPhainon will make sure of it.
He is also a romantic. As mentioned previously, Phainon likes maintaining eye contact with you to make the sex more intimate and emotional, and to use it as a way of communicating the unspoken feelings between you. Even if you donāt believe his sweet words of love, he hopes you will understand just how deeply he loves you by looking into his eyes. He also likes holding hands and intwining your fingers together and pressing his body flush against yours. Phainon just really likes physical contact, he finds it more intimate when he can feel your skin against his. Additionally, he whispers sweet nothings in your ear when the mood is romantic.
Is the type to sprinkle rose petals and light candles when he wants to set a romantic atmosphere, usually for anniversaries or other special occasions to make the session feel extra special.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Phainon masturbates a few times a week to blow off steam. Being a Chrysos Heir is tough work, especially when he has other peopleās expectations and hopes riding on his shoulders. Phainon may face every challenge with determination and a smile but heās still subject to feeling stress. Masturbation is one of the most effective methods for helping him relieve it.
He uses his imagination a lot while touching himself, usually thinking about erotic scenes heās read in books and imagining it were you and him in those roles or thinking back to his wet dream of you. While stroking himself, he imagines what it would feel like to kiss your skin and caress your curves. How his real name would sound on your lips as you moaned it. He imagines what it would feel like to have your mouth on his cock and how you would feel wrapped around him when he finally joins your bodies together. How you would writhe and move against him, consumed by the pleasure he was giving you. How your expression would melt, and your eyes would glaze over with lust as you looked at him.
Phainon can easily get lost in thought and picture very vivid scenarios in his head that get him off better than any piece of erotic literature ever could, though after orgasm, he always feels guilty for thinking of you in such lewd ways.
Once you enter a relationship, he will masturbate less since he now has you to help him relieve his pent-up urges. Plus, he finds it more fun to get off with a partner than do it alone with his hand. In the event youāre not available, Phainon will use your lewd texts or recall all your past sexual encounters and use those memories as fap material, though heāll wish you were around to help because doing it alone really isnāt the same anymore.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Phainon is a switch but leans more dominant. Heās perfectly happy to let you take the lead and call the shots since it absolves him of some responsibility and it ensures heās doing things that make you feel good. Plus, he just wants you to be happy, and if taking charge is what you want, then heāll eagerly comply. Blindfold him, pin him down, order him aroundāheāll find your confidence and commanding presence a turn-on.
When dominating, Phainon likes to employ gentle dominance. He wonāt degrade you, hit you, or yank you by the hair and force you to comply. Instead, he gives sweetly worded suggestions to coax you to obey. For instance: āDarling, could you please come here and sit on my lap? I want to hold you close and feel your warmth against me.ā or āYouāre doing great, my love. Your mouth feels so good around me, itās hard to hold back. Relax your jaw and take a little bit more. Can you do that for me, sweetheart?ā He also rewards your obedience with kisses, caresses, and praises, āYou did so well, darling. Thank you for being so good to meā and āYou look absolutely stunning like that, my love. Your beauty takes my breath away.ā
Aside from praising you, Phainion also loves receiving praise. Tell him how good of a job heās doing at pleasing you, how attractive he looks, or even how safe and desired he makes you feel. Though Phainon knows heās making you feel good, it still does a lot for his confidence and ego to hear you say it out loud. Being praised on his looks is also nice ego boost since he likes hearing you find him desirable.
Phainon is also into body worship. He mainly prefers to give, but heās fine with receiving too. He worships your body with reverent caresses, loving kisses, and sweet compliments, letting you know just how beautiful and sexy he finds you. If there are aspects of your body that you feel insecure about, Phainon will compliment them to reassure you that these traits donāt make you any less attractive in his eyes and he hopes you can grow to love these parts of you, too.
Another one of his kinks is lingerie. Dress up in lacy lingerie with frills and cute bows that flatters your figure and show off for Phainon. It will instantly arouse him to see you looking so delectable and dressed up all pretty just for him. Forgive him if he stares at you for too long, he simply canāt get enough of how good you look in lacy undergarments.
Face-sitting is another one of his kinks. Take charge and sit on his face. Phainon will eagerly lap at your pussy and relish the feeling of you grinding against his face. He may struggle to breathe but fuck if it isnāt hot to see you taking your pleasure from him and smearing his face in your juices.
Finally, Phainon enjoys a bit of light bondage to spice things up. It can be you or him whoās tied up, it doesnāt matter much to him, though he takes extra care to be gentle on your skin if youāre the one being tied. He prefers to use ribbon, string, or leather belts to tie you up, but if nothing is available then heāll pin your wrists down with his hands.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Phainon prefers privacy when making love, so his main choice will always be your home. Heās fine with having sex in pretty much every room in the house, but the bed is his favorite since itās comfortable and makes it easy to cuddle afterwards. A private bathing pool is his second favorite since thereās something intimate about bathing and making love in the bath.
If you play your cards right, Phainon can be convinced to go for a romp in the Chrysos Heirs baths when no one is around. However, Aglaea will know (her golden threads are everywhere, in case you forgot) and sheāll make you and Phainon clean the baths as punishment.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Aside from dressing in lingerie, Phainon gets turned on when you touch him with the intention to seduce. Kiss his neck through the gap in his choker, trace your tongue over his sun tattoo and feel him shiver as a wave of desire washes over him. Press yourself against him. Let him feel your soft curves against his body or grind against his leg and whisper that you want him. Itāll drive Phainon absolutely crazy with desire to know you crave him.
Another thing that can get Phainon going is playful teasing and banter. Engage in some lighthearted and sexual back-and-forth with him, say some innuendos, or make a bet where the reward is something pleasurable you can both enjoy. Phainon will find your wit and ability to give as good as you got incredibly sexy.
Finally, a good date can also get him in the mood. If you had a romantic evening with Phainon where you had a lot of fun and connected on a deeper level, he wonāt be ready to let the date end. Phainon will touch you (respectfully) and try to convince you to spend more time together to exchange more words and affections that will naturally lead to something more carnal. Itās not so much a planned event as it is a result of one thing leading to another and the mood being just right.
N = No (something they wouldnāt do, turn offs)
Phainon is open to trying many things, but nonconsensual acts and physical abuse are where he draws the line. He doesnāt want to do anything that doesnāt have your explicit consent, and even roleplaying non-con scenarios makes him uneasy and turns him off. He also refuses to hit or choke you. He can lightly spank you if youād like but anything more than that will get a hard no from him. As such, whips, paddles, and the like are not his thing.
Phainon also doesnāt like sharing as heāll get jealous and insecure and start questioning whether your relationship means as much to you as it does to him. He struggles with self-doubt and thinks heās undeserving of you sometimes, so you wanting another partner in the bedroom will make him think heās not satisfying you enough. He gives his entire self to his romantic relationship with you, baring his very heart and soul, so you giving yourself to another will hurt him.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Phainon loves giving and will even get pussy drunk. Heās devoted to your pleasure and gets off on making you feel good. Heāll bury his face between your legs and suck on your clit, lap at your folds, and fuck you with his tongue until youāre tugging on his hair and begging him to stop because youāre overstimulated.
While eating you out, Phainon keeps his eyes on your face. He likes watching your expression turn blissful from him flicking your clit or fingering your G-spot and will even tell you to keep your eyes on him when your gaze grows unfocused. If you look closely, youāll see his own eyes glaze over with arousal because pleasing you turns him on. Hearing your moans, praises, or bucking your hips against his face gets him hard, and itās not uncommon for him to cum in his pants when he finally sends you careening over the edge.
He also gets painfully hard when you sit on his face and grind against it. Cover his chin and cheeks in your slick, grind your clit against his noseāheāll eagerly welcome it.
While Phainon prefers giving, he wonāt say no to receiving oral sex. When you take him into your mouth, he gets vocal, murmuring praises about how good your mouth feels around him and gently guides your head to take more of him. While he tries to remain still for you, sometimes his control falters and he starts to shallowly thrust into your mouth to chase his pleasure. He tries to be careful to not choke you. If you manage to deepthroat him, you will successfully render Phainon speechless and his mind blank.
When he comes, Phainonās entire body shudders and he tosses his head back with a choked cry of your name. While he doesnāt expect you to swallow, heāll feel an immense sense of satisfaction if you do.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Phainon is pretty flexible. He can go slow and sweet during lovemaking to make the moment more tender, or he can go fast and hard for a more passionate fuck. It all depends on the mood. He prefers to take things slow when making love, purposefully rolling his hips in such a way as to hit your sweet spots and watch your eyes roll back in bliss. It also gives him an opportunity to give you slow and deep kisses and whisper words of love in your ear.
However, he can also go rougher if itās what youāre in the mood for. He himself sometimes has a lot of pent-up lust and craves a faster pace. At times like these, Phainon will fuck you with quick and hard, yet still purposeful, thrusts. Theyāre not hard enough to hurt but youāll feel them in your core. He keeps a tight grip on your hips to keep you in place and angles them for a deeper penetration.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Phainon rarely goes for quickies. He prefers to take his time exploring and worshipping your body, to show you the appreciation and reverence he believes you deserve. He doesnāt want to fuck you like some horny animal, though he recognizes that sometimes quickies are necessary to blow off some steam. If youāre both needy but donāt have time for a proper session (especially for several days), Phainon will opt for a quickie.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Phainon is willing to take a healthy amount of risk in the bedroom. Heās eager to make you happy, and if experimenting with kinks and dynamics is what you want to do, then heāll go along as long as itās consensual and doesnāt put either of you at risk of harm.
He himself is interested in trying light bondage (giving and receiving) and experimenting with things like oil massages or food play to spice things up.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Has really good stamina from training so he can last a long time, but Phainon is mindful to not push you past your limits. Sessions with him last a while since he likes taking his time with foreplay, so he usually goes for 1-2 rounds, but heās willing to go as many times as you want until youāre satisfied.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Doesnāt own any toys but is open to experimenting with them if you bring up that idea. Most toys are a bit much for Phainon, though he does have fun trying out a few to see what you both like. His favorites to use on you are vibrators to stimulate your erogenous zones, though itās just as fun when you use them on him.
Phainon doesnāt mind if you use toys to satisfy your urges when heās not around to help, but he makes sure to thoroughly remind you later that the touch of a lover is far more satisfying than some plastic.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Phainon likes playful banter, so he tends to verbally tease you about small things such as dressing up specially for him or being so eager for his touch that youād make the first move. His teasing is always light-hearted, though he can sometimes unintentionally say something a tad mean and profusely apologizes if you get offended.
Otherwise, Phainon doesnāt tease you much. At most, heāll toy with your nipples or play with your pussy by lightly touching your clit or skimming a finger through your folds to gauge your state of arousal but wonāt edge you. Phainonās mission is to make you orgasm as many times as possible until youāre thoroughly sated, so heāll hardly ever deny you that pleasure. The only time he would is as revenge for edging him first.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Phainon is very vocal during sex. One could even say the man hardly shuts up. He moans, groans, and gasps, voice pitching lower from arousal. He also talks a lot, sometimes devolving into senseless babbling when he nears orgasm, usually when youāre the one in control. You will hear him say a litany of praises, compliments, heartfelt confessions of love, and if the mood is right, some romantic dirty talk.
For example, he might say things like āI love you. I love you so much. You feel so perfect against me, as if we were meant to fit together. Iām the luckiest man to call you mine.ā
āYouāre so beautiful. You have no idea how much the sight of you turns me on. I want to kiss every part of your body until youāre lost in the sensation of my touch.ā
āYouāre squeezing so tightly around me, my love, it feels amazing. Does this spot feel good? Do you want me to hit it again?ā
He talks less when youāre having a more intense coupling since heās too busy working both of you towards climax to think straight, but in exchange he gasps and moans more, in particular your name.
Loves hearing your moans and sounds of pleasure. Tell him what heās doing feels good and Phainon will swell with pride and be even more eager to keep going. Moan his name, as well. He likes hearing you call out his name in bliss, it gets him going. He also frequently wonders how his real name would sound on your lips if you were to moan it.
Phainon positively melts when you say you love him. His heart swells with so much love that he fears it will burst, and heāll hotly whisper that he loves you too before kissing you deeply. He adores exchanging words of affection and love during intercourse, it makes him feel cherished and he hopes to make you feel the same way.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Have an assortment of random headcanons.
- Phainon gets competitive even in the bedroom and sometimes has little competitions with you to see who can make the other orgasm first (usually in the 69 position to keep things fair) or who can refrain from climaxing the longest. One of his favorite competitions is seeing who can give the other the most orgasms since he usually ends up winning.
- Heās amused by your insistence for him to keep his choker on during sex. You claim it makes him look hot, so who is he to deny you? Though expect him to tease you about it.
- Aglaea may have burned his atrocious ochre-yellow shirt and dromas-purple pants, but she did not get her hands on Phainonās collection of lame underwear. He thinks the dromas and Kephale patterned boxers with gaudy colors look cool and doesnāt understand why you find his choice of underwear funny.
- Phainon enjoys sexting. Heās very good at coming up with erotic yet tasteful messages that get you going and can sometimes get too absorbed in describing all the delicious things he wants to do to you in great detail. He sometimes uses your responses and pictures as masturbation material.
X = X-ray (letās see whatās going on under those clothes)
(A reminder than girth is circumference and not diameter)
Length is 13 cm (5.1 inches) and girth is 10 cm (3.9 inches). Has a pink tip and one vein running along the length of his shaft.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Has a healthy sexual appetite. About 3-4 times a week is the sweet spot for Phainon but depending on how busy both of you are, he will suffice with once per week. To make up for fewer sessions, Phainon will try to make that one session count by making it extra passionate since heās missed being intimate with you.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
You tend to fall asleep before Phainon since he tires you out, but he doesnāt mind. He just wraps his arms around you and holds you close. He kisses your forehead and murmurs for you to get some rest and that heāll be with you while you sleep.
Phainon doesnāt fall asleep quickly unless heās really tired, so he spends that extra time admiring your sleeping features with a soft smile on his face. He gently brushes away a few strands of hair out of your face and ensures youāre properly tucked under the covers so you wonāt get cold.
If you donāt fall asleep quickly, Phainon will cuddle with you and talk about random things or male plans for tomorrow until you both get sleepy. He chats about what you should have for breakfast, where you should go for your next date, and invites you to appraise a relic with him.
With 25 - rope bondage, anal fingering, lube syringe, butt plug, anal beads, anal gape, slut shaming, degradation, open mouthed gag, blindfold, blowjob, piss, wetting
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A/N: As always, let me just remind everyone that no matter what verbiage, no matter what descriptors I use, there are absolutely NO mentions of fecal matter or scat anywhere in any of my fics. It doesn't exist in my little world of make of believe and I do not see it. My goal is not realism (duh) but fantasy fulfillment, which dictates that butts are only for sex and not a damn thing else. Amen.
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Dear mama,
I ā¦
This is the third time Iāve tried to start this letter and I still donāt know where to begin. I tossed the first attempt into the fire where it rightfully belonged, and the second I crumpled up into a ball because it did not even serve any worth in incriminating me of anything. Just pointless, directionless prattle. At this point, I almost wonder if I should cease altogether before I waste any more paper.
If I could freely write out my thoughts, and if I had it in good faith that Lord Dottore would in fact deliver it into the hands of my mother, I think I would like to ask her ā¦Ā
How did it feel when you first fell in love with papa?Ā
Oh, dear. Now this letter will have to be burned as well.Ā
May the blessed mother help me!Ā
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The pointed nudge of 65ās cane is so slight, so subtle, that it just barely moves the front of your skirt where it has slipped underneath the fabric, but you feel it on your cunt with near startling intensity. Itās a little hard not to be hyperaware of it, though, when the handle is unrelentingly solid and firm the way it ever so faintly rubs against the apex of your slit through your underwear. And the unavoidable knowledge that he was doing this right in front of an audience doesnāt help much either.Ā
Yet at your prolonged silence, when you neither move to pull away or make any sounds at all beyond that first gasp of surprise, the masked man rumbles another low chuckle of drawling amusement.Ā
āLovely to look at and obedient. Thatās quite the rare combination of qualities to find in a young person, especially for a girl as pretty as yourself. I might have expected you to be a bit uppity.ā Crooning at you so softly youāre sure you must be the only one who hears him speaking, 65 offers your captured hand a brief squeeze of approval. āYes, Iād say Zandik certainly got the better end of the deal in this arrangement. Would you care for a piece of candy, little one?āĀ
āIām ⦠Iām sorry?ā You whisper back, letting your eyes momentarily pinch shut while you try to find your bearings again.Ā
Humming softly, the dapperly dressed gentleman sitting in front of you eases his cane out from under your uniform and leans it against his leg while he reaches for a pocket in his massive black coat. Youāre more than just slightly taken aback when, indeed, you soon find him pressing a neatly wrapped piece of candy into your slack fingers which he manually closes around the offered treat to make sure you donāt drop it.Ā
āThere. Run back to your masterās side now, dear. Be a good pet for us, eh?ā He says, giving your curled fingers a rather fond pat.Ā
Feeling numb and jittery, and highly confused, you ever so slowly straighten up from the respectful crouch youād assumed to put yourself level with him. You arenāt really sure what to expect when you finally manage to turn away from 65 but, to your great relief, you find 8 still standing in front of Zandikās chair with his back to you. It looked like he was still in the middle of telling the old man something about his trip to Liyue in that soft, vaguely supercilious little voice of his, and it doesnāt appear heās even noticed whatās happening on the other side of the room yet.Ā
Thank the blessed mother for that small mercy!Ā
Still trembling weakly from the flood of warring emotions that kick up a storm inside your body, you stiffly step out of the loose sprawl of 65ās legs and make your way over to Zandik as well. There, you position yourself at his elbow where you send the hard ball of sugar in your palm a quick, surreptitious glance before sliding it into the pocket on your apron. You werenāt so sure you wanted to actually eat it but, even more than that, you have to wonder why he was carrying this sort of thing around with him. Was it for 8, maybe?Ā
āMy, it sounds like the two of you had quite the adventure.ā Zandik is saying to his youngest counterpart, drawing your attention now. The affectionate way he speaks to the boy unexpectedly pulls at your heartstrings almost as much as the kind, almost grandfatherly expression on his handsome face does, and you come very close to getting choked up about it.Ā
This situation really wasnāt fair. Not to him or to you, or any of them either. Itās somehow too much on your poor heart for you to think that even when they were so fundamentally at odds with one another, even when they looked down on the others existence, Zandik had still cobbled together some sort of dysfunctional family unit around himself with his own segments ⦠it was enough to have you sobbing like a baby.Ā
But you stubbornly blink back the tears that come into your eyes while you watch the two of them interact, choosing to focus on this instead of the way 65ās attention seems to linger on you. It wasnāt hard to see where this was likely to go, particularly when you were getting so well acquainted with how things worked in this place, but that would have to come later. Not now. Not when it feels like thereās a knife slowly twisting in your gut.Ā
āAnd did you find what you were looking for?ā Zandik asks the child who proceeds to huff a mildly bothered sigh.Ā
āNo. That place is much too massive. It would have taken us months to comb through every inch of The Chasm on what would have been a wild goose chase at best. I donāt even know what an archaic stone is supposed to look like to recognize when Iāve found one.āĀ
The old man hums a soft sound of agreement, looking like he could truly sympathize with those frustrations. āIāve never seen one either. Theyāre an exceptionally rare material that, at least according to what few sources still exist, are only formed in the veins of the oldest mountains. It makes sense that you would attempt to seek this ore out in Liyue, given that it is home to some of the most ancient stone structures in Teyvat. Do not lose heart, though. Perhaps you will have better luck next time.āĀ
You canāt help the way you slowly blink at that, momentarily forgetting some of your sorrows. Theyād gone all the way to the Nation of Contracts just to look for a rock?Ā
But of course 8 notices your attention on him, and he lifts his face with a grumpy little frown tugging at his mouth now. āYour maid is confused, Zandik. Is she always so easily bewildered?ā
Despite your best attempts not to, you still softly cringe at that. Yes, you could certainly see how this precocious young boy would go on to grow into the shoes of the Doctor when he was an adult.Ā
But, to your great surprise, Zandik is quick to come to your rescue. āOh, donāt terrorize her so. Sheās actually quite clever, you know. But I expect you to be patient with her the same way you are with Feofan, alright? She canāt know something unless she is taught.ā
Your heart gives a tiny, fluttery wrench at that. Just as heād taken it upon himself to gently teach you how to find your pleasures in the flesh instead of taking it by force or demanding compliance from you. It seemed, then, that this impatience bred from his staggering intellect was one aspect of himself heād truly managed to temper somewhere along the way. How curious.Ā
And to his credit, 8 bobs his small chin in agreement, crossing his arms in a way that makes him look wise beyond his years. āVery true. And thatās why I am going to take it upon myself to teach her while Iām here.ā
āOh?ā Zandik sends you a sidelong glance, but youāre too busy wilting in embarrassment to even look at him now. āYou think my maid is in need of a tutor then, I take it? What ways have you found her lacking, hm?āĀ
āMaster ā¦āĀ
But even at your recoiling murmur, 8 will not be deterred. āIād say itās obvious. If she cannot even memorize our designations then she must be lacking somewhere. Can she even read?āĀ
āAh. Well, in that case, Iām sure you will be quite pleased to know that she is not only quite literate but even a rather accomplished writer on top of that. Occasionally, when my arthritis is acting up, Iāll have her jot my notes for me while I dictate. Does that help quell some of your concerns?āĀ
8 sends you another slow, plainly critical glance. āCan she do any arithmetic?āĀ
You hang your head in shame, internally wincing so badly your skin feels like itās trying to crawl right off your bones, but it is 65 who chimes in then to shield you from the boy's harsh assessment.Ā
āCome now, come. Thereās no need to make the poor thing feel bad about herself, is there? Youāre being much too unforgiving of her lot in life, if you ask me.ā He says, giving his head a slow shake that makes the pointed beak of his mask stiffly bob. āConsidering what Omega told us, Iād say the fact she can read and write at all is already impressive enough. Besides, what use does a maid have for arithmetic anyway?āĀ
Another slow, grinding chuckle drawls out of him, making the excess of fur on his shoulders twitch. Despite the mild mannered reproach in that finely aged voice, 8 doesnāt even try to hide the way his little face twists up in peevish annoyance at that.Ā Ā
āBut she is working not just for a Fatui Harbinger, but the number two rank at that. Doesnāt that reflect poorly on us? You would think even the servants of such high ranking officials would be able to add and subtract.āĀ
Your hand flies up to your throat with unconcealed affront as you quickly rush to your own defense. āI - I can at least do that much! Iām not a complete idiot!āĀ
āItās alright, girl.ā Zandik soothes you, reaching up with one wavering, cool to the touch hand to gently capture your fingers and give them a light squeeze. āYou donāt need to explain yourself. As you can see, Iāve always had trouble knowing when to stop talking and I fear I still havenāt quite mastered that particular skill yet even at my old age.ā
You send him a coddled look to which he gives you one of those exceedingly tender smiles that makes your heart turn into mush inside your chest before directing his attention back around to the frowning lad. Releasing you, he extends his arm out to give his younger self a mindful tweak at the lobe of his ear.Ā
āAnd you donāt need to worry about such things. Trust me, sheās doing just fine for herself. But even putting that aside, you know I relinquished my title to Omega a long time ago. As far as the needs of a simple old man are concerned, I donāt think I could have asked for a better maid so be nice to her, alright?āĀ
8 doesnāt look cowed by the reprimand, exactly, but he does deferentially drop his gaze in a clear sign of relent. āAlright. But can I still tutor her a little bit?āĀ
The wizened man barks a warmly amused laugh. āYou just want to have a student to instruct, donāt you?ā At the childās stilted nod, Zandik exhales a slow, patient breath that just seems to twist the knife in you even harder when you think this was how he might have been as a father. The thought alone is almost sickening.Ā
āIf sheās amenable to it then I donāt see the harm. But that doesnāt mean you can pressure her into attending your lessons whenever the whim happens to strike you. Donāt forget she still has a job to do. Understood?āĀ
Looking fairly pleased at that, 8 brings his attention back up with another nod. āUnderstood.ā
āGood. Then why donāt you run along and check on your yeast propagation experiment down in the cellar so you can tell me how thatās going, hm? Iām sure if you keep at it much longer, youāll be making wine for Feofan to enjoy the next time he stops in for a visit.āĀ
The boy scrunches his nose up at that, clearly signaling his thoughts about alcohol and the bankerās apparent propensity for drinking it, but he obediently shuffles off towards the door without complaint. Something about the scene really does warm your heart in a way you never could have guessed it would, and you abruptly realize that thereās a fresh prickling of tears in your eyes. Gods, why were you suddenly feeling so weepy?Ā
To be fair, though, it has been an awfully long day, and you quickly decide you need to step outside for a moment to collect yourself. Luckily his leaving presented the perfect excuse for you to do just that.Ā
āHold on. Iāll walk with you down to the kitchen so I can make a fresh pot of coffee for everyone. Would you like anything else brought back, Master Zandik?āĀ
āNo, I think that will be more than sufficient. Thank you, girl.āĀ
Hesitantly pausing there, you send a cautious look over at the sofa. āAnd you, sir. Can I get you anything besides coffee? A sandwich, perhaps?āĀ
65 lifts a single, black gloved hand to give the offer a gracious wave. āThat will be plenty, my dear. Do hurry back though. Two old fogeys can only keep themselves entertained for so long.āĀ
Your cheeks faintly warm at that but youāre a little too eager to get out of that room to stop and question it. Pivoting on your heel, you quickly start to push off so you can trail after 8 who lingers in the doorway but Zandik reaches out to snag your hand, stopping you. Noising a small sound of surprise, you bring your attention down to the figure sitting in the chair and watch, slack jawed, as he brings your trapped fingers up to press a brief kiss to the backs of them.Ā
And your face goes so immediately, so violently hot you woozily sway on your feet for a moment.Ā
āM - Master?āĀ
āDonāt even give it another thought, sweet girl.ā He tells you gently, giving your hand a brief pinch in his bony grasp before letting go. āOff with you, now. And make sure you brew a large pot. You know how much I enjoy your coffee.āĀ
You nod once, knowing that in this case āIā actually meant āweā and he was including 65 in that statement, but you canāt quite seem to find your voice now as you almost drunkenly totter off towards the door. Heās turned you into such a thrumming ball of shy, happy nerves, in fact, that you almost trip over your own feet before you can make it out into the hall.Ā
While admittedly embarrassing to have him grace you with such sweet gestures in front of others, it's even more confoundingly alarming that you just feel so soft for him and how it very nearly leaves you incapacitated.Ā
Unfortunately 8 does not seem to be the least bit impressed when he closes the door behind the two of you before turning his face up with a rather bland look.Ā
āI thought he was only like that with Fanya.āĀ
It takes you a prolonged beat to truly shake off your disoriented stupor, sending him an uncertain look as you start to make your way back down the carpeted corridor together. āWho is Fanya?ā
āFeofan.ā He says as if it should have been obvious and, really, no matter what Zandik said, he was still quite certain that you did not meet his expectations of what he thought the hired help of a Fatui Harbinger should be.Ā
But despite any of his misgivings on the matter, 8 manages to catch you off guard when he brings his hand up to grab onto yours with his small fingers, exhaling a quiet sigh while he does it.Ā
āHavenāt you met him yet? He and Zandik are close.āĀ
That was certainly an understatement. āOh. Yes, Iāve met ⦠Lord Regrator.āĀ
āHe doesnāt let you call him Fanya?āĀ
āNot yet.ā You tell him, unable to hold back your laughter.Ā
For being so clearly intelligent in a way that far surpassed his age, it seems 8 was still somehow just as guileless as any other child. Even for as confusing as you find that contradiction to be, it still gladdens you a fair amount. Youād almost worried that just by virtue of being a segment and having to deal with the unscrupulous behaviors of the others, heād been robbed of what little innocence he still had left to him but thankfully that did not appear to be the case.Ā
āIām sure he will someday.ā 8 assures you, sounding rather confident in this assertion. He falls silent for a while after that until the two of you have almost reached the kitchen again, when he abruptly brings his head back up. āDid I hurt your feelings?ā
Even if he had, the fact he asked would have soothed away any of the lingering sting and you send him a warm smile. āOf course not. Donāt be silly. You were just thinking about Master Zandikās reputation, werenāt you? Besides, what you said wasnāt even necessarily wrong. Truth be told, I actually am awful at mathematics.āĀ
He doesnāt smile but the rich red in his eyes does faintly light up with what you think is an eager gleam. āIāll teach you. If you want. I wonāt try to force you if youād rather not, but ā¦āĀ
You can tell by the inflection in his soft voice as much as the interest reflected back at you in his expression that he wants to do it, for some reason, and much like when dealing with Zandik, you just canāt seem to find the willpower to tell him ānoā.
āIād love that.ā You tell him as you step into the kitchen together, guiding him by the hand across the flagstones almost without even realizing you were doing it. āPerhaps with your guidance, Lord Regrator might decide to hire me to work at his bank some day, after all. Wouldnāt that be funny?āĀ
Slowly blinking at that, 8 tips his head to one side rather inquisitively, looking very much like a miniature version of the Doctor with that gesture. āBut youāre already working for Zandik. Do you not like it here?āĀ
āOh, no. Itās not that, just ā¦āĀ
You hesitate, wondering if he fully understood what it meant that the old man was mortal and that he was subject to the ravages of time as much as any other. Did he know Zandik would not be around forever, or that without him here you didnāt really have a clear place in their patchwork, highly confusing hierarchy? Although you didnāt doubt for one second that he was wise well beyond his years and had likely seen plenty of things most children his age couldnāt even imagine, was his mind truly capable of comprehending the limited scope of the human lifespan?Ā
Youāre not so sure about that, and youāre even less sure you want to broach this topic when you already found it so very upsetting to think about, so you quickly decide to change the subject.Ā
āTruth be told, I hope to work for him for a long time still to come. Iāve found that I rather enjoy his company but itās hard to say what the future might hold, isnāt it? By the way would you like me to make you a sandwich before you go off to check on your ⦠yeast?ā
Another slow blink. āI donāt really need food to sustain myself.āĀ
āBut that doesnāt necessarily mean you canāt, right?ā You say, starting to tip your head in that now familiar gesture before you catch yourself. Damned Dottore! āDo you like to eat? Iād be happy to prepare something for you.āĀ
Noising a small sound of consideration, 8 sends an almost listless glance over at the icebox along the far wall. āI like it sometimes ⦠what do you have?āĀ
Ignoring the warm, almost maternal flutter in your chest, you guide him over to the big chiller box where you take a moment going over everything you have on hand. Luckily with the delivery just earlier that morning, you were well stocked and he pretty much has his pick of the lot.Ā
Eventually making his decision, he walks you through preparing a sandwich with left over chicken, sliced tomatoes and cucumbers, black olives, mint leaves and a healthy dose of olive oil poured over the toppings which he informs you, rather curtly, would do even though it is not on par with what he could get in Sumeru.Ā
And thatās when it suddenly hits you. The style of his relatively simple robe and slippers ⦠all youād recognized at first was that the clothes were foreign and not something you really saw in Snezhnaya. But between the ingredients heād picked out and the way he goes on to rather intimately describe the sorts of pita sandwiches one could obtain in the far distant rainforests and deserts, it occurs to you that that must be where his attire originated from. But did that in turn mean āĀ
āCan I ask you something that might seem a little ā strange?ā You hedge when he finally takes a bite of the sandwich after evidently exhausting his comprehensive knowledge of Sumerian cuisine.Ā
āHm?ā
āYou just have me wondering now ⦠is that by any chance where you and Zandik are originally from? Sumeru? I knew he wasnāt native to Snezhnaya, but ā¦āĀ
And to your reeling surprise, the boy nods his head in agreement, swallowing his food so he can talk. āYes, thatās right.ā He tells you rather sullenly, the corners of his eyes faintly pinching. āZandik ā we were born there but it doesnāt really matter. That was a long time ago. Weāve been here in Snezhnaya ever since we left.āĀ
You almost catch yourself reaching out to pull 8 into a hug, wanting to comfort and reassure him, but at the last moment you manage to refrain from acting on the impulse. The very last thing you wanted was to make the boy think you pitied him for his past, and yet itās so hard not to console him in that moment. Given the way he talks about it, you could only surmise, then, that the Doctor had been telling the truth about this too.Ā
āI see. Well, Iām glad all of you are here now.ā You tell him softly. āI have to admit, it gladdens me to know Her Majesty would take you in like that. Iāve never gotten to meet her. Is she as lovely as they say?āĀ
He gives a vague bob of his chin, making it clear enough that he has little interest in discussing this with you, and you certainly werenāt going to force him. If he ever decided to open up to you it would be on his own terms, when he was ready. Much like it was with Zandik.Ā
āYou can take your sandwich with you, if you want. Just make sure to bring the plate back when youāre done, okay? And please donāt hesitate to let me know if you want anything else. Iād better get started on that coffee before I have two angry old men wondering where I ran off to.āĀ
Hesitating, 8 just looks at you with a strange, unreadable look on his face before he finally offers you another slow nod. ā⦠thank you.āĀ
At that, he shuffles off with his snack to disappear down the hallway with it, and you have to stop for a moment, just standing there while you blink back the rising tears in your eyes. This really was a miserable situation to find yourself in, wasnāt it? As if Zandik wasnāt already throwing your emotions into total disarray enough, now his eight year old self was too. You canāt help it though. Even if he was precocious and a bit abrasive at times, you still couldnāt imagine anyone turning their back on a child like that.Ā
And although it was hardly justification, you could see how such total rejection from not only his own people but even his homeland would then result in the fiendish behaviors of 22 and the surgeon, and even the Doctor further down the line. How could a man show others kindness or consideration if he had never received any himself? But, still ⦠at some point something did change, and that was obvious. Zandik may not exactly have been what you would call nice, yet he wasnāt cruel or standoffish like some of the younger segments were either. You do have to wonder what could have facilitated that change in him, though.Ā
Thinking on this rather deeply over the next some odd minutes while you get everything together on a dainty silver tray ā two place settings, and a large coffee carafe ā you start to make your way back to your master, feeling much better now after taking that time to collect yourself. Of course you had even more questions swirling about inside your head now, but that was very quickly becoming the norm around here. It seemed that for every question answered, five more popped up.Ā
You assure yourself that everything would reveal itself eventually, however, and when you nudge the drawing room door open a few moments later, you find the two men having what appears to be a very pleasant conversation. Zandik is perfectly at ease where he lounges in his chair, hands clasped together over his stomach, and he glances up to send you a pleased quirk of his mouth. 65 looks at you as well, but with that full faced mask in the way you canāt even begin to guess at what his mood might be.Ā
āThereās the lovely little one. We were starting to miss you quite terribly, you know.ā The dapper gentleman tells you with an accompanying, decidedly good natured chuckle that seems to caress over your skin like a spectral brush of velvet.Ā Ā
āMy apologies, Master. Sir. I stopped to make a quick sandwich for 8 before he went down into the cellar.āĀ
Zandik looks ever so slightly perplexed by that information as he follows you with his eyes over to the round table beside him. The very same one Pantalone had sat at with the two of you the prior day.Ā
āThatās not much like him. He usually doesnāt show any interest in the food here.āĀ
āYes, well,ā you respond lightly, making an effort to keep your voice in check when you werenāt sure how he would respond to the request you were about to make of him. In all your time here, youād never once asked him for anything ā other than to have your cunt played with, that is. āConsidering what he had me prepare for him, I suspect he might have a preference for the tastes of his homeland, Master.āĀ
A vaguely pregnant pause follows that statement.Ā
āI see.ā Zandik says at last. His voice isnāt tight, exactly, but it has an edge to it that makes you think heās not quite sure how to navigate this new development. āAnd what might that be, sweet girl?āĀ
You send him a cautious look as you carefully set his cup down next to his elbow, making sure itās in easy reach. āSumeru, sir?ā
He grumbles a short curse under his breath, but 65 laughs a deep, reverberating sound made ominous thanks to his mask.Ā
āThatās not really some closely guarded secret is it, Zandik?āĀ
āNo.ā The old man huffs, shooting you a rueful look while you set the carafe down on the table as well. āBut I didnāt know you had any interest in that sort of information. I would have told you outright if youād asked.ā
āIām sorry, Master. It didnāt seem all that important until I noticed 8ās clothes when we were standing in the kitchen together.ā You hesitate for the span of but a single heartbeat before pressing on. āForgive me for making this request of you, sir, but do you suppose we could make some adjustments to our weekly deliveries? Iād be happy to learn how to cook more Sumerian dishes for you and 8, if it would please you.āĀ
ā⦠we can discuss it later.ā He relents, waving you off with a vague flick of his wrist, and you quickly retreat with your little tray to give 65 his cup next.Ā
And you canāt quite seem to keep the smile off your face now, knowing by his reaction that he would not deny you this. It wasnāt hard to understand why he would feel put on the spot in such a situation, and it was clear that he just didnāt like having the tables turned on him like that, but you were quite sure he must have felt secretly flattered by it given the way heād immediately shut the conversation down instead of antagonizing you any further. It was kind of cute of him, actually, even though youād never dare to say that out loud.Ā
āWell, arenāt you just the sweetest thing?ā 65 coos as you come up beside him to set his coffee on the small side table next the sofa. āMost native Snezhnayanās turn their noses up at Sumeruās cuisine, you know. If it werenāt for the housekeeping uniform, I might have even thought you were a homemaker instead of a maid with that charmingly dutiful disposition of yours.āĀ
Your heart gives a wretched little twist inside your chest, skipping a long beat.Ā
Sadly youāre a little too caught up in the warm, fuzzy rush that makes you feel like a bottle rocket set to go off to recognize the shady note in his voice for what it is, but you certainly notice the following nudge at the back of your skirt. Startling, you let go of the delicate saucer before itās lying completely flat to the sound of a loud clatter as you snap upright and glance over your shoulder.Ā
Sure enough, heās got that damned cane casually stretched out to slip the subtly curved handle under the bulk of the material, slowly lifting it, and for a harrowing stretch of seconds you simply do not know how to react. Thereās no question as to how you would have responded in your past life, that the old you wouldnāt have even hesitated before yanking yourself away to flee from the room in tears. But this place operated on a different rule set, and you were familiar enough with it now to understand that this was only part of the game.Ā
āS - sir?ā You stammer, unable to conceal your surprise as you shoot an apprehensive look back at Zandik.Ā
And you find that heās observing the unfolding scene before him quite closely indeed, the very interested expression on his face ensuring you he was amenable to watching the show, not put off by it. You have to consider it a good thing, then, that this was not the first time the prospect of sharing you had come up, otherwise you would not have been able to hide your scandalized alarm.Ā
Even so that doesnāt really do much to dissuade your flustered embarrassment at having so much attention on you all at once, especially when you were only just starting to grow comfortable with having the attention of one man at a time, and you nervously fidget in place as a result.Ā
āMy, what cute little white panties you have on.ā 65 murmurs, watching you shudder in response to the cool waft of air that washes over your exposed backside. āHow very ⦠innocent of you. I have a preference for black lace, myself.āĀ
Zandik snorts a quiet sound of amusement at that. āShe has no such lingerie. Everything is white and virginal. Simple. And all the sexier for it, if you ask me.āĀ
āI suspect his mind is leaning more towards steel accessories.āĀ
āAh.ā 65 relents, nudging his cane further down to slip it between your thighs, making you jolt.Ā
It reminds you a bit too much of 22 rutting so ruthlessly against you for it not to spark a certain amount of apprehension, and yet āĀ
āTell me, little one. Do you like a taste of pain with your pleasure?ā
āI ā¦ā Whatever you might have said is quickly lost in the tiny squeak you blurt when the shaft of his cane nudges up to press along the line of your slit. Your eyes grow wide and you sway unsteadily there for a moment, trying to reorient yourself to no avail.Ā
Any reminders of 22 and his oafish treatment are gone in an instant, whisked away by the warm tingling pressure he exerts and the fleshy squish of your labia moulding against the solid presence between your legs. This was quite a different situation, actually.Ā
Struggling to make any sense of your whirlwind thoughts, you have to force your throat to work around a rough swallow before you can manage to speak again. āSometimes, sir. I think.ā
āYou think?ā 65 prods, giving your cunt an attention grabbing, coaxing nudge. Encouraging you to go on while at the same time distracting you terribly from what you may have wanted to say.Ā
āIām ā Iām still learning, sir. Itās a rather ⦠new experience for me.āĀ Ā
āI see. But you are not outright opposed to it then, I take it? And unless my old eyes are simply playing tricks on me, your bottom looked like it may have been recently spanked too. Was it for pleasure or punishment?āĀ
You turn your head towards the sofa to send him a plainly horrified look. āS - spanking for ⦠for pleasure, sir?āĀ
That unsettling bird mask gives an inquisitive tip. āBut of course. Iām of the opinion that even good girls need to be regularly taken over a knee and given a nice peppering to ensure they stay on their best behavior. Donāt tell me Zandik has started to turn soft in his old age?āĀ
Your master chuckles his amusement from the other side of the room. āI may very well be. This little girl responds beautifully to a softer hand though, and I just donāt seem to have the energy anymore to exact my will like a tyrant the way I used to.āĀ
A sharp zap of static electricity races down your spine at that, recalling quite clearly how rough and merciless some of the treatment youāve received from the Doctor and the other segments has been. Yes, you didnāt doubt for one second that Zandik had been a real authoritarian in his youth. You had the bruises on your bottom to show for it.Ā
Humming a thoughtful sound now, 65 gently extracts the grip of his cane from your sadly squeezing pussy so he can pull it around to nudge at the outside of your hip instead. You quickly catch on that he wants you to turn around and, shyly holding the little silver tray against your chest, you oblige him with this request.
But you firmly keep your eyes downcast, far too embarrassed to be standing in the spotlight like this to look up and meet Zandikās gaze, much preferring to keep your attention on the floor for the moment.Ā
āIf that is the case,ā 65 muses thoughtfully to himself. āThen it must not have been you who smacked this poor girl's bottom. Who did it then, little doll? Be honest with me, now.āĀ Ā
You can feel yourself starting to wilt, bashfully hunching your shoulders up towards your ears. āIt was ⦠Lord Dottore, sir. This morning.āĀ
āHeh. That selfish brute, eh? He never was very good at tempering his hand. Ah, but thereās nothing to get so watery eyed about. Why donāt you hurry back to your Master and receive some nice pets from him, hm?āĀ
The cane eases back from your person, returned to its spot propped up between 65ās legs. Not sure what else to do now that youāve been dismissed, at least temporarily, you mechanically turn and shuffle back over to Zandik. You feel dangerously close to fainting though, so hot and dizzy, roiling in shame as much as the startings of your arousal. Like you werenāt even in control of your own body anymore.Ā
But when the old man holds out his hand to you in offering, you donāt even give it a second thought before you take his fingers, letting him gently guide you into sitting on his lap. It almost comes as something of a shock to find yourself perched there, and in front of company no less. Although, you supposed, it probably didnāt count when it was himself sitting across from you, now watching the way you relinquish your flimsy shield to Zandik when he reaches up to take the tray from your clammy hands.Ā
Setting it aside on the table next to him, he then goes about tugging you closer to his chest, ensuring youāre nice and snug, and the polite gap youād tried to maintain no longer exists. Oh, it was unexpectedly humiliating to have him coddling you like this in front of another person even while your heart swells the same way it does every time heās soft and doting with you like this.Ā
āThere. Youāre a very good girl, you know that?ā He tells you rather candidly, bringing a hand up to tap your chin while the other curls around your back. Ensuring you canāt scuttle away and escape, you canāt help thinking. āBut you do not need to fear this one. I know the way he looks might make it more difficult than it is with me, but I can assure you we do not have dissimilar temperaments. In fact, I rather expect youāll come to enjoy the sort of attention I liked to give when I was in my sixties.āĀ
Somehow your face has never felt hotter than it does in that moment, especially when Zandik reaches up to fondly pet over your hair, and you desperately cling to his jacket in an attempt to ground yourself. āW - what does that mean, Master?āĀ
āHm. Curious? Would you like to find out?āĀ
Itās almost impossible to bring your eyes up and look him in the face but, after a real battle with your own will, you finally manage to shyly peer through the thicket of your lashes. And of course you find him attentively watching you, so keyed in on your expression, your body language, the way you gratefully lean into him as if in an instinctive search for more of his comforts. It really is no wonder that you crumple embarrassingly fast.Ā
As long as it was Master Zandik, youāre relatively certain you would do anything at all he asked of you.Ā
āYes, sir ā¦ā You murmur softly, bobbing your head in a stilted nod and earning yourself a warm squeeze in return.Ā
āGood. Then just sit with me for a moment. Relax. I wonāt let anything bad happen to you in this room, alright?āĀ
Something about that immediately chokes you up and, eyes burning furiously again, you quickly turn your head to duck into the crook of his neck, hiding your face from the rest of the room. Zandik rumbles a low laugh at that, rubbing up and down your shuddering back as if to reassure and console you.Ā
To your surprise you catch the sound of 65 laughing too and you tremble harder at the indulgent, rich chuckle that slithers over to brush against your skin.Ā
āI see what you mean now.ā The other man drawls, the amusement in his thick voice heavy. Unmistakably carnal. Tinged and colored with something far more masculine than you could ever hope to name. āWhat a sweet little girl youāve found, Zandik. For once Omega seems to have done something right.āĀ
āFor once.ā Your master agrees, giving your shoulders a soft pat, pat. But, still, you werenāt quite ready to come out of hiding, content to stay tucked into his neck, and Zandik recognizes it for what it is. A clear indication that you needed time to sort yourself out first.Ā
And he gives it to you.Ā
āWhy donāt we talk about your trip to Liyue for a while? Iām sure my clever girl would like to hear more about it anyway, and that should give her a chance to come around.ā
āOh, but Iām not even sure what clever little girls find interesting these days. Itās been a very long time since I last had one of my own. Is there anything in particular youād like to hear about, my dear?āĀ
Youāre marginally surprised at being addressed like that, particularly when you were being arguably rude by refusing to look at him this way, but ⦠what heād just said did stoke your curiosity quite a bit. Rather than his trip to the Nation of Contracts, you were almost more interested in hearing about that. Had he done it on purpose? Was this a calculated part of their plan to tempt you and sway your resolve? You werenāt even sure if it really mattered.Ā
Hating how very hot your face still feels, you carefully nudge your chin away from Zandikās neck so you have enough room to speak. āWill you ā tell me about the girls youāve had?āĀ
Your voice is so small, so fragile in the thrumming tension of the room, that you almost expect him not to have heard you.Ā
But 65ās ears seem to be working perfectly fine, and he drawls another grating, granite scraping against granite chuckle that makes you feel invariably fidgety.Ā
āIf that is what you would like to hear, then it would be my honor to oblige the little miss.āĀ
And he does.Ā
He tells you all about a secretary he used to have whom he seduced ā seduced! Youād never heard such a shameful admittance spoken so casually in all your life! ā before turning her into his own personal plaything. Sheād been the serious, no nonsense type which, according to him, was how sheād landed the job in the first place. All merit and qualifications. But after spending enough time with her, heād subsequently decided that her energy would be better spent on other pursuits.Ā
Those other pursuits being the servicing of his cock, and to hear him say it sends such an intense tremor racing through your body you nearly vibrate right off of Zandikās lap. But your master holds you tight to his chest even when he can surely feel you vibrating at some of the more sordid details 65 relays to you, and he does not appear to skimp on any of them. For your benefit, youāre sure.Ā
How to suck him off. How to take him down her throat. He trained her, quite tirelessly by the sounds of it, to have such an innate, subconscious reaction to even just the simple suggestion of his cock that she would drop everything she was doing at a moment's notice to assume the position. Ready and waiting for him to take it out and slip it into her open mouth without having to be commanded to do so.Ā
He likes good girls too, 65 readily admits, but he has a particular sort of soft spot for training girls to be good. The rewards are just as important to him as the punishments, and almost as fun too. He tells you he likes spoiling good girls and taking away from girls who are still learning their place, whether that be his cock or the gifts heās given them. And he informs you, rather curtly, that often it was the withholding of his cock that carried with it the most incentive.Ā
āAnd what sort of ⦠rewards?ā You finally ask, sounding dreamy and distant now.Ā
Youāre not sure when, exactly, it happened, but at some point in listening to him youāve turned your head to peer over at the couch from the safety of Zandikās arms. Your head still rests against his shoulder though, not quite ready to fully extricate yourself from him just yet, but youāre able to observe the way 65 laughs to make his shoulders twitch from your vantage point.Ā
āI thought that might be of a certain interest to you. Most little ones do like to hear about that part, I suppose.ā Pausing, he reaches for his nearly forgotten cup of coffee to bring it up towards his covered face. āHow many orgasms have you had in a single sitting, little doll?ā
You tense slightly at the question, suddenly feeling put on the spot again. But somehow being asked that doesnāt surprise you half as much as the way he reaches to tilt the bottom half of his mask up. Itās hard to make out much of anything from this angle yet you are able to briefly glimpse the coarse mouth he drinks from, assuring you that, at the very least, there really was a person under there. Or something like a human, anyway.Ā
But he makes no move to fully remove it and, in fact, nudges it right back into place as soon as heās done sipping. An odd little sense of consternation trickles in then, effectively distracting you enough to keep you from getting too embarrassed about answering him.Ā
āTwo, sir. Or maybe ⦠three?ā You send Zandik a slow look at that, and he gives your waist a tight squeeze as if in reward for seeking out his input.Ā
āIām inclined to say two. There was some time between the first and the last one I gave you in the library. Although, knowing you, it wouldnāt surprise me in the least if you could manage more than that back to back.āĀ
āThis one has an eager cunt then, I take it?ā 65 chimes in, making your master bark a sharp sound of mirth while you flush red hot.Ā
āTo put it mildly. What do you think, pretty girl? Would you say you have a needy pussy?āĀ
āY - yes, sir. I do.ā You murmur, so caught up in staring into that handsome, wizened face, that you almost donāt even notice his hand angling towards your lap.Ā
But you certainly feel it when he bullies those long fingers between your thighs, forcing them apart so he can cup around your quim. You go ramrod stiff against him, gasping at the sudden contact, even as you instinctively nudge your pelvis up into his palm and clutch at his jacket all the more fervently while you do it.Ā
āSay it, sweetness. Be good and tell us what you have.āĀ
Your mouth moves but for a long stretch of seconds nothing comes out. Itās like your brain canāt quite catch up with your body until a delayed moment later when you finally manage a stammering response. āI - I have a needy cunt, sir. A greedy cunt. It ⦠itās overeager and insatiable.āĀ
Just like he was always saying.Ā
Rumbling a low sound of approval, Zandik gives your pubic mound a slow, lingering squeeze that squishes your pudgy lips together and you suddenly realize youāre soaking wet. Not just damp or mildly sticky, but absolutely flooded with slick arousal. Was that all from listening to 65 tell you about his secretary?Ā
āMmmm. Good girl. And let me guess ⦠even though I said no more after the last time today, Iād just bet youāre ready to go again, arenāt you?āĀ
You rather blithely nod your head before recalling what heād said about liking to hear you tell him how youāre feeling. It was humiliating to have to say something so vulgar out loud, but ā¦Ā
āYes, sir. Yes. Iām already w - wet and ā I want to cum again. May I? Please?āĀ
āI think that will depend on what my esteemed colleague decides, donāt you? Why donāt you go ask him yourself, little girl? See what he says.āĀ
Zandik slides his hand away from your pussy then, giving your back a gentle nudge with the other, and your chest wrenches painfully when you realize theyāve ensnared you in their insidiously laid trap.Ā
Unfortunately youāre running just a bit too hot and thinking slightly more with your pussy than your brain, so you somewhat listlessly let him coax you off his lap. Itās just like when youād heeded Pantaloneās summons to come put your mouth on the old man without really even understanding why you were doing it.Ā
And when you find your feet, you reluctantly wander in the direction of the sofa even when youād like nothing more than to turn back around and retreat to the safety of your Master again. But you know thatās not where youāll find your pleasure this time, and you shyly shuffle up to 65 with your hands demurely folded behind your back. Itās an aptly fitting posture, given how much you feel like a naughty child approaching an amiable grandfather in that moment. Guilty, almost, as you come to a stop in front of him.Ā
āYes, my dear?ā He prods you not unkindly.Ā
For a prolonged moment youāre not quite sure what to say. How did you even begin to ask for something like this?Ā
āM - ⦠may I have another orgasm, sir? If it would ā please you?āĀ
āOh, I donāt see why not.ā Relenting immediately, he holds his gloved hand out to you with a showmanās flair which you carefully take.Ā
Like a gentleman guiding a lady, he directs you to perch atop his thigh, much like Zandik often did, and youāre mildly surprised at how much sturdier he feels underneath you as you get settled. But heās quick to grab you around the middle to pull you further into his lap until youāre situated quite squarely over the stirring tent in his pants. You can feel it poking up into you with a fair amount of interest, and yet it seems much more tempered than 22ās had been. Itās still intimidating in its own right, just as you were starting to suspect all cocks were to some degree, but not anywhere near as aggressive in the way it seeks you out.Ā
Whimpering softly as 65 gives you a final nudge that leaves you leaning back into his chest, he wraps his arms around you tight to anchor you in place before giving you a somewhat belittling bounce on his legs. āThere you are. Thatās much more comfortable, isnāt it?āĀ
āMm ⦠yes, sir.āĀ
āExcellent. Now then, little miss, I do believe you asked me a question, didnāt you? If Iām not mistaken you wanted to know what sort of rewards I like to give to good girls, isnāt that right? Well, since youāve got such an eager cunt, how do you like the sound of being held down and having your pussy licked until you canāt stand it anymore, hm?ā
āO - oh.ā You squeak, swaying dizzily there in 65ās hold, feeling like the room is starting to spin around you. This really was too much.Ā
āOr,ā he goes on, evidently seeing that you were far too intoxicated by the rush to verbally respond. āIf you find penetration the more satisfying option, I have some lovely little toys I could stuff you with instead. Ones that rumble around inside your guts or ones that simulate thrusting. I even made a few that would fit just right inside your sweet little ass too.āĀ
Seething a truly mindless sound, you have to close your eyes against those mental images and try to get ahold of yourself but itās no use. It feels like youāre really sinking, suffocating in it. Just barely treading the surface of some great, bottomless lake that would drag you under, forever down into the dark void below.Ā
And itās especially hard not to react to what heās saying when it instantly brings back the memory of 25 fingering your ass open, how good it had felt even when you wished that it didnāt. It was the kind of pleasure you just couldnāt deny no matter how embarrassing or shameful, or humiliating it had felt to experience it in the moment. But now you almost find yourself wanting to feel that unique rush, the singularly mind numbing sear of penetration again. Knowing you shouldnāt want it isnāt nearly enough to deter you.Ā
āOh? Thatās quite the reaction from you, pretty girl.ā 65 intones, turning his head just ever so slightly to angle the closest glassy eye hole in his mask towards your face, although he remains mindful of the presence of the beak and does not turn fully towards you. āIs that of a particular interest to you, then? Have you had your ass played with very much?āĀ
Groaning a reluctant sound, you squeeze your eyes shut again and fitfully shake your head. āN - no ⦠only ā once, sir.ā
āTechnically twice.ā Zandik mildly corrects you from the opposite chair. āI also wedged your back end open with one of my fingers, although it was not with the intent to be pleasurable.ā
Somehow youād almost forgotten about that. How heād paused in the middle of spanking you over his knee to slip inside your already stretched and loosened ass to explore the sticky contents of your guts, thinking one of his segments had already taken you in that manner.Ā
65 gives his head another nudge at that, angling his mask toward your master now. āIs that so? And what did you do to earn yourself having fingers slid up into your ass as a punishment? Donāt tell me Zandik had to give you a suppository?āĀ
You can tell by the way he proceeds to chuckle another rumbling laugh that heās joking, teasing you, but you cringe so violently at the suggestion that you canāt help the way you try to curl away from him. 65ās arms are as good as iron around your middle though and, ignoring your flustered whimper, he drags you back into place with a jostle. The thought of someone doing something like that to you is much too potent though, too witheringly humiliating, and you bring both of your hands up to cover your face so neither of them can see your expression.Ā
āGoodness, and whatās all this for?ā The one in the mask croons, giving you another decidedly condescending bounce in his lap.Ā
āIt wasnāt anything like that.ā Zandik cuts in, speaking slowly, almost thoughtfully. No doubt watching and observing your reaction with that close attention to detail that made him so very frustrating to deal with at times when he seemed to notice every little twitch in your body, recognizing it for exactly what it was. āActually, if you want the truth, it was something of a misunderstanding on my part. It was ā 25 who truly got to play with her in that way.ā
āAdmitting to your mistakes? Thatās not like you, Zandik.ā The way 65 says it is without judgement or accusation. Itās not even a question. Just a simple statement, and then you feel him swing his attention back to you when his long beak gets a bit too close to your bowed head.Ā
āIf that is the case though,ā he tells you, not unkindly. āThen perhaps we should take the opportunity to reframe the experience, so you donāt associate having your ass stretched with such an unpleasant memory. Especially if it was 25 who opened you up first. Iām sure he was rather demanding of you, wasnāt he? Poor thing.āĀ
Softly tskāing under his breath, the sound rattling within the mask, he gives your waist one more reassuring squeeze before slowly drawing his hands up your body, dragging them to rumple the uniform. You tremble helplessly at the sensation, thinking you should protest ā knowing you should protest this treatment from him before it got any further out of control. It wasnāt right for a man of sixty to talk to you as if you were a child. To croon and coo just as one might at a baby when he was saying such sordid, inappropriate things.Ā
It successfully mixes your wiring all up, just as you suspect it was meant to, and when 65 ever so carefully nudges his beak close to nuzzle against the back of your wrist with it, your sense of self slips just that little bit more. How could you continue to let this happen to you?Ā
āOh, but donāt be so shy, little one. Come, now. Take your hands away and let Zandik look at your face while I tend to you.āĀ
You almost donāt do it, far too overwhelmed and stretched thin in this hazy, weightless atmosphere thatās inexplicably fallen over the drawing room. But with another encouraging, not demanding nudge from 65, you reluctantly lower your trembling fingers. You arenāt sure what to do with them now, however, and you finally let them drop to the forearms that bracket your waist to clutch at his sleeves.Ā
This really was a nice suit, you think, far off and dreamy. Distant.Ā
And when the man behind you murmurs soft words of praise at you for being an obedient, good little doll for him, your cunt gives such an intense, drippy pulse you deliriously start to think you may actually cum without even being touched.Ā
But then, he leans back against the upholstered cushioning of the sofa to stretch out underneath you while he drags you along until youāre lying out over top of him with your head resting on his shoulder. From this angle you have no way to avoid looking over at Zandik when you can no longer duck your head the same as before, and your attention momentarily fixes upon him again.Ā
That you find him watching you just as intently as before with a sharply knuckled hand now resting over the center of his pants makes your cunt throb like itās melting. A subconscious reaction you feel twice over when, seeing your eyes on him, he gives himself a slow squeeze to nearly send you into a full blown swoon.Ā
āM - Master - -āĀ
āYes. Thatās right, little one. Just keep your pretty eyes on him and make sure you put on a good show for us, alright?āĀ
The long fingers wrapped around your ribcage give you one last encouraging pinch and then theyāre sliding higher up, gloved palms dragging over the swell of your breasts. You shudder fiercely at the sensation, back bowing dramatically to jut your tits up into that teasing touch, but they just keep going. Following the curve of your chest until he reaches your sternum where he pauses for but a split second and then starts to direct his hands back down again on another slow, taunting glide.Ā
āO - oohn!āĀ
Tossing your head back against him, you sensitively seethe up at the ceiling as you twist in his hold, stiffly writhing. Your nipples, as it turns out, are still quite tender and receptive from the session in the library, and they sensitively stiffen under the broad swipe of his hands to poke through your shirt. That 65 seems to pick up on it immediately, the potency of your response, does not come as a surprise but the way he continues to torment them with the steady drag of his palms does. Given the eager impatience of the other segments, youād half expected him to rush right in.Ā
āBe careful with that one.ā Zandik murmurs, his voice noticeably pitched down now to make for a rather rumbly, vibrating drawl. āShe loves having her tits played with and pinched. Youāll have her making a mess everywhere if you keep that up.āĀ
When 65 chuckles this time it makes the expanse of his chest swell underneath you to send the masculine reverberation dancing through your body, and you have to close your eyes against it or risk getting pulled under.Ā
āWell, isnāt that cute, little miss? I wonder if we could make you cum if we just play with your nipples long enough.ā
Your hips involuntarily buck at the suggestion, canting your pussy up into the air as if in search of relief even when you know thereās none to be found. āI - is ⦠is that really ā possible?āĀ
āSome exceptionally good girls and boys can, yes. But weād have to run the experiment first to find out if youāre one of them.ā He gives you another nuzzle with his beak, this time rubbing the cool material that you think might be leather against your face.Ā
You loose a quiet, faltering mewl, feeling a little too intoxicated, a little too caught up in the tender heat of his words to rouse yourself from the shameless sprawl heās pulled you into. The smell of him and the way it registers in the back of your mind, having a man underneath you like this ...Ā
At the sound of that sweet, faltering sound, 65 finally ā finally! Slides his hands up over your heaving breasts again, stopping this time to carefully pluck at your straining teats through the layers of your top.Ā
āWhat do you think, lovely little miss? Would you like me to keep toying with these mouth watering tits of yours until you cum for us? Hm?ā
You wheeze, very softly. āYuh - ⦠yes, sir.āĀ
A rumbling exhale of approval slips out of him, and he rewards you for your sweet answer by tweaking your nipples with greater fervor. Making sure you can feel every little nudge against tightly coiled flesh, every lingering pinch, every friction inducing squeeze, even when itās dulled by the fabric of your shirt. Itās enough to have you squirming on top of him though and you bleat a truly mindless sound when, in the midst of your restless fidgeting, you grind down on that hard, hot cock under you in the process.
Gods, it really was almost too much. Too many sensations, too much stimuli, too many sights and smells, and sounds. You felt like you were going to go mad.Ā
But heās relentless and patient ā far more patient than you are in that moment, and even when you whine for him, for both of them, he just keeps plucking, plucking, plucking at the straining tips of your breasts until you start to think you really might cry from it.
Only then, only when youāre hiccuping rather sadly in your shuddering arousal, does 65 at last take his fingers off your poor tits and direct them inward to start working on your buttons instead. You donāt even have the presence of mind to worry about how you might look from Zandikās perspective anymore, although you can still feel his sharply focused eyes boring into your skin even from across the short distance that separates you from him. Some small part of you still wants to go back, to return to his side and ask for your master to pet you instead, but you canāt.Ā
Even if you did not already know that heād meant for 65 to have you this time, youāre not entirely sure if your body would have cooperated. Your limbs are much too loose and languid, heavy, where they clutch pitifully at the edges of his big black coat, and all you can truly do is watch through the hazy sheen in your eyes while he gradually gets your shirt unbuttoned.Ā
Straight down to the apron around your waist where he stops, seems to consider it for a moment, and then evidently decides heāll come back to it later, for he reaches back up again to pull your blouse open around your laboring chest. The rush of cool air feels, admittedly, good on your terribly hot skin, and you just barely turn your head to watch through the haze as he carefully pinches at the silk of your slip. Ever so slowly, gently, he nudges the material down, down, until your bare tits slip out over the top, nipples cutting up in sharp little points. And you once again swivel your hips in search of the stimulation your sadly throbbing cunt so desperately needed, seething an overwrought sound into the static charged room.Ā
āOh. These are lovely, arenāt they?ā 65 murmurs, to himself as much as for your benefit, slowly bringing his big hands up to mould them around the outer swell of your tits. With exceeding gentleness, he gives them a gradual, palpitating squeeze before pushing them together into a fleshy press. Then, as if to intentionally highlight the size of them, the shape and the weight, he gives them a vigorous jiggle between his fingers to make them bounce for him.Ā
Whining a quiet sound of pure, unfiltered wanting, you gingerly turn your face away, unable to look at your own defilement just as you are unable to lift your attention to glance over at your master. You know heās watching and that is plenty to have you squirming atop 65 while he fondles your tits, the leather of his fine gloves sticking slightly to your skin.Ā
And yet, despite your best attempts to keep your eyes averted, the lifting of his hand from your chest draws your curious gaze and you watch, utterly gobsmacked, as he grabs under the curve of the beak, shoving the mask up only enough to expose his mouth and the bottom portion of his nose.Ā
You have but a split second of reeling surprise to recognize familiar coarse lips, the shape of that nose, before heās bending over your chest to capture your closest teat between his lips.Ā
65 gives it a harsh suck that has your back bowing in a supplicating arch while you whimper and whine at the sensation, head lolling bonelessly on your neck. The sensitive flesh, already a little tender, a little raw, aches gloriously in response to that firm, demanding suction he applies to nearly send you vibrating right up off his lap.Ā
āPlease!ā You blurt, half sobbing that one, stricken word in your ratcheting distress. āPlease, I - I wannaā cum ⦠please play with my pussy, sir, please let me cum!āĀ
Those abrasive lips curl against the swell of your breast even as he pretends not to have heard you for a moment, working his wet mouth around your teat to pull it towards the back of his throat. And then he sets in to vigorously batter it with his tongue, letting you feel the fleshy nudge, the fat, swollen quality of your tit.Ā
And then he releases you just as abruptly to the sound of a sticky, smacking pop that makes you twitch, nearly going blind from how violently you shake for him. You canāt see straight, canāt think straight, canāt even seem to straighten out your drunkenly bobbing head. Your only choice is to cling to him, desperate and mindless, groaning a wounded little sound when 65 extends his tongue to press down on that delicate bud, flattening it, so he can then proceed to draw tight, nonsensical patterns over it. Just the same way he might grind his tongue down into your āĀ
āOouughnn! Please, sir, please! Ahhn!āĀ
Chuckling a good natured sound at your spiking desperation, 65 gives your teat another vigorous lick before retracting his tongue and replacing it with his lips so he can place a lingering kiss to the tender tip.Ā
āWhat do you think, old friend?ā He says, straightening up over you and quickly sliding the mask back into place, much to your groaning frustration. āDo you think this good little girl has earned her orgasm or should we try to make her cum with her tits?āĀ
āMasteeeer ā¦āĀ
Zandik quietly clears his throat across from you, his voice noticeably pinched when he next speaks. āI think she deserves to cum. Sheās always so good for me anyway, but ⦠I have to say her pitiful sounds of pleasure are doing more for my cock than any distressed wailing ever could.āĀ
āHah. You are getting soft.āĀ
With that amused murmur, 65 hums a low, grating sound of consideration as he gives your tits one last sharp squeeze to make your breath hitch before dragging them lower. Over your expanding ribs and your tense stomach, one hand presses into your belly as if to grab at your womb through layers of clothes and flesh, as if to take it squarely in his palm. Your skirt is inched and twisted askew in that unmistakably possessive gesture, giving the other hand access to what was nestled safely between your legs.Ā
But he doesnāt immediately touch you where you most want him to, instead curving his fingers around the soft, pudgy cushion of your inner thigh. Gloved fingers dip into the malleable skin, just hard enough to pinch and have you groaning a needy mewl. And when he tugs on your leg, spreading it out from the other, you simply writhe in place as your damp panties are shown to the old man sitting across from you.Ā
And you know the exact moment Zandik gets a good look at them, at the way white cotton is all but plastered to your cunt, moulded to the shape of fat, swollen, puffy lips that must call out to some intrinsically testosterone driven aspect of his psyche, because he pulls in a clipped breath. The sound is hushed and nearly imperceptible but you hear it all the same, and you supplicatingly cant your pelvis up as if inviting him to reach out and touch you. Youāre positive just a single, fleeting brush of his fingers would have you immediately convulsing in spasms.Ā
He is much too far away though, and your pussy just sadly twitches in the air while 65 directs his hand lower down to trace rather lovingly over the tiny metal clasp on your garter belt. You feel downright diminutive against him, the way his palms seem so broad and coarse against your body, his frame sturdy under yours where he reclines in perfect ease. Itās contradictory to the Zandik you were most accustomed to and most familiar with, but somehow you still recognize him even in that difference.Ā
The build and proportions are the same. One is just stronger than the other, slightly more filled out. That tall tell waver of Zandikās hands is absent when 65 confidently flicks the first clasp loose but the way he proceeds to grab at the meat of your thigh, kneading and pinching you with devious intention behind the gesture is almost unsettlingly reminiscent to the manner in which your master often touches you. Like you truly belonged to him and his stake on you was absolute, even if he was in no physical condition to defend that territory from younger predators. From his younger selves.Ā
Youāre half convinced that 65 could likely hold his own against them well enough, though, and you tip your head back to look at that horrid bird mask while he reaches for the top of the other stocking. Itās still disconcerting to see that particular visage looming over you but somehow not near as alarming as it had been the first time heād turned his face towards you. Still, you wished he would take it off.Ā
As if hearing your thoughts, as if youād spoken them aloud, he faintly tips his beak in your direction, angling the nearest glassy eye hole at your face. āYou do me a great honor by giving me so much of your attention, little one. I wonder what I could have possibly done to deserve it.āĀ
You donāt know what to say to that. Especially when itās so hard not to look at him when his mask is this disconcerting, at almost complete and total odds with his otherwise agreeable demeanor. The fact heās currently fiddling with the other clasp to get it open, promising another rush of euphoria that was soon to come, doesn't help either.Ā
And when he gets that one undone as well, 65 shifts beneath you as he gathers you up to his chest so he can then slip an arm under your legs. Pulling up on them, he folds your knees in the air while his other hand slips down to expertly tug at the back of your stockings, getting those clasps loosened too. With nothing there to impede their descent anymore, he finds your panties and pinches at the material, nudging them over the swell of your ass.Ā
Folded up on his lap like that, all you can do is whine a faltering sound, squirming again, even as you send a shy, split second glance at the adjacent chair. Zandikās hand is still on the front of his pants but you can easily make out the stirring weight behind the material now, and the deft thumb he idly strokes over the stiffening length within. The validation that unexpectedly comes with knowing he was getting excited from watching 65 manhandle you, that he was aroused enough to get hard again despite your dalliance with him earlier in the day, is nearly shocking.Ā
You wouldnāt have thought youād find it so very appealing to be watched like this ā¦Ā
Yet that seems to be exactly whatās happening, and your cunt gives a muted, eager throb when 65 gets your underwear inched over your knees and then quickly pulled off over your shoes. But he still doesnāt let up his hold on you just yet, readjusting his grip under your legs instead to keep them braced up in the air. His unoccupied fingers reach inward to find the fleshy mound of your quim where itās trapped and pressed between your thighs. You suck in a sharp little breath at the first brush of leather encased digits gliding over your slit where he takes a moment to simply smear copious honeyed arousal with that featherlight touch.Ā
And then, startling you a great deal, he abruptly points his fingertips further down to swipe them over your ass hole, coating it with your own slick.Ā
āY - yeek!ā You blurt, jolting hard and trying to angle away from it, but 65 merely croons at you in response.Ā
āHush, little one. Hush. Iāve got you.āĀ
Thereās no question that he does. Even when you fidget in his hold, helplessly twitching your hips in a blithe attempt to escape the slow rub of his fingers, you simply have nowhere to go. And he remains undaunted by your restless shuddering as he ever so slowly circles the pucker for a long, drawn out stretch of seconds before just as casually reaching back up to gather more of that eager liquid youth on his glove.Ā
It strikes you as uniquely insidious for him to go about it this way, to use your own arousal against you. Rather than touch you directly, where you actually want him to touch, he instead attacks that vulnerable wrinkle with slow, patient precision until you can feel the rim starting to raise for him, turning fleshy and soft. And the worst part is, you canāt seem to decide if youāre more excited about that or frustrated.Ā
He doesnāt ask for your opinion though as he repeats that steady process a few more times before he eventually starts to prod in earnest at the delicate center of your hole. It doesnāt immediately relent to him, too unaccustomed to this sort of stimulation to give in easily, but he continues to work at it until you eventually feel it start to give. Just a tiny dip in pressure at first, only enough for you to feel it, but not enough to penetrate.Ā
And somehow that long, drawn out teasing, the suggestion of it, the carefully intentional poking at your puckered entrance, just leaves you wanting it, more and more, so desperate to feel that hot sear of being entered again that you could almost sob.Ā
The urge is so overwhelming, in fact, that you do cry out when 65 finally presses in on the slackening wrinkle with enough pressure for the tip to barely breach you. For a singularly glorious, dizzying moment, you can feel the heat of him in your ass, the weight of his finger wedging you open, but then itās gone. Retreated back up to your cunt to gather yet more slick for him to lubricate that tight little sleeve with.Ā
āOh! Please ⦠please give it to me!āĀ
āHmmm. You want it, little one?āĀ
āYes!āĀ
Zandik roughly hisses across from you as if heād been sucker punched. āGods, girl!ā
Drawling that low, vaguely grating sound that was starting to make your pussy twitch every time he did it, 65 slides his fingers down to your waiting hole and this time when he pushes in with one long digit he does it with enough firmly applied pressure to slip up inside to the first joint. It seems to gut you, trembling so wildly at that mind melting rush of being entered, of being stretched, that your hips pitifully buck in response. Burn everything, you were going to lose your mind if you didnāt cum soon!Ā
And slowly, slowly, ever so slowly, 65 starts to gently nudge that finger back and forth, barely even moving it within the constricting passage. Just working to loosen you up some more, to get you acquainted with the sensation and give you a chance to relax into it. That was certainly more than 25 had given you. Heād demanded so much from your body, never quite satisfied, but 65 coaxes it out of you, encouraging your ass to accept what heās offering it, which it does. Gradually, but in no uncertain terms.Ā
Soon, heās able to wriggle his way a little deeper inside when your body gives a pulsing throb around him, in time with your erratic heartbeat, and he hums a rumbling sound of approval at the small acquiescence. You canāt help but wonder, distantly, how you must look to Zandik in that moment. Curled up in a lap that was both his and not his at the same time, getting your backend fingered open while your cunt positively weeps in its neglect.Ā
āWhat a good little doll you are, taking my finger like this.ā 65 murmurs at you, giving you a slight jostle when he readjusts the arm hooked under your bent knees. āI bet you want to take even more for me, donāt you?āĀ
You bob your chin in a drunken nod, shooting that inhuman mask a pleading look. And when you whimper a tiny little plea at him, for good measure, he tips his head to the side in a rather indulgent manner, as if to say he couldnāt possibly deny you that request and heās happy to coddle you. To spoil you.Ā
But his digit starts to withdraw then, moving intentionally slow to ensure you feel the drag at your interior, the way your gripping hole tries to cling to the material of his glove. The sensation pulls another faltering mewl out of you, shuddering when he slips completely out to leave your ass sadly clenching after him. You half expect him to go back up to your cunt again to coat himself in more arousal but, to your surprise, he reaches for your face instead.Ā
That he expectantly presents this finger to you probably should alarm you far more than it actually does, but youāre feeling a bit too caught up in the rush, the attention, the carnal wanting to truly fight it. Even when your chest tightens and your stomach roils in rejection of this entreaty, you still find yourself hesitantly opening your mouth for him.Ā
Zandik noises a quiet sound that is both shocked and deeply aroused when you accept 65ās digit into your mouth, shyly closing your lips around it. Your tastebuds are flooded with salt and leather, a hint of oil, the flavor of your own cunt and a distant tinge of copper. You have a very strange thought then, wondering if this was what your ass tasted like, but the notion is quickly washed away by other, far more pressing concerns.Ā
You couldnāt believe you were actually doing this.Ā
āYesss. What a very good girl you are.ā 65 all but purrs, clearly quite pleased with your obedience, the total surrender of your autonomy to him. āGet me nice and wet for your ass now, hm? Iām going to help you along, alright?āĀ
You donāt know what that means but you like when he praises you like this a little too much to truly question it, or any of this, for that matter, as you dutifully swirl your tongue to coat him in saliva. As long as he kept talking to you like that, as long as Master Zandik continued to watch your patient defilement, you were content to be at their mercy.Ā
At length 65 appears to deem your efforts sufficient, for he carefully withdraws his hand ā much more mindful in this action than 22 had been down in the cellar ā and he reaches back down to find your ass hole again. Locating the center, he gives it one good, solid push, and you jolt as if youāve been electrocuted when he rather easily slides up into you again. Youāre not sure if itās just a result of his gentle stretching or if itās due to the viscous mixture of spit and arousal, but the glide of him is suddenly made smooth. The leather of his glove still drags at your insides slightly, yet even then heās able to wedge himself over half of the way inside you before he finds too much resistance to keep going.Ā
You give a wounded little lurch on top of him at suddenly finding yourself well and truly stuffed, effectively impaled on his hand, and you bleat a frazzled groan that seems to bounce off of the walls. 65 offers the back of your thigh a fond pat with his other set of fingers as he gives you a tiny nudge in his lap.Ā
āOoh, thatās it. Thatās a good girl, opening up your ass for me like that. And how does it feel in your little cunt, eh? Are you getting nice and drippy for me, now?āĀ
Your head is already weakly bobbing before your mouth even has a chance to catch up, your brain struggling behind even that. āY - yuh - yes! Iām so ⦠so wet, so drippy, Iām melting, sir, Iām melting! Please, wannaā cum, wannaā cum, wannaā cuh - ahh ā oouughn! Please, sir!āĀ
Some small, semi conscious part of your mind realizes youāre babbling rather incoherently but you canāt seem to stop. Your pussy feels so hot, so terribly sticky where itās trapped between the press of your thighs, and youāre very aware of the slow ooze gathering along your fleshy slit. You almost donāt even know what to do with yourself in that moment as you twist in his hold and needily swivel your pelvis as if in an instinctive search for the stimulation your poor cunt so badly needs. There is none though, when pleasure is only being given your ass, and that almost breaks you.Ā
Inhaling a sedate, anticipatory breath, 65 nudges his face towards you just enough to lightly brush the curve of his beak against your hot cheek. āWell, then, if you want to cum so bad, why donāt you show us? Go on, little one. Use your fingers on your pussy. Show your master how you like to be played with.āĀ
Your mind momentarily goes back to the hallway outside of Zandikās bedroom. Youād wanted it so badly then ā not as bad as this, not even as close to being out of your mind with pure, unadulterated need as you are right now ā but it hadnāt felt as good when you touched yourself like that. It was no wonder, then, that you only wanted them to rub you, tease you, to pluck your throbbing little clit until you came, screaming in delight, but he wanted you to do it. He wanted to watch and ⦠for Zandik to watch it too.Ā
Itās a real struggle to make your limbs cooperate but, at length, you manage to rouse enough to lift your bonelessly lolling head. Looking past your tits where they spill out of your top, the nipples flushed and hard, you peer down at your thighs with plain faced longing.Ā
No doubt seeing your decision before you can even act on it, 65 carefully eases up his grip under your legs, although he does not pull away entirely at first, just hovering for a moment to make sure you keep your feet skyward.Ā Ā
āHold your legs up and wide open for us, doll. We want to make sure to give Zandik a nice show, donāt we?āĀ
āYuh - ⦠yes, sir.āĀ
Crooning his soft approval, 65 slides his hand out from under you, leaving you to have to balance yourself on top of his lap. The instinctive compulsion to close your thighs nearly gets the better of you but he gives the finger in your ass an attention grabbing, slow motion pump into your guts, and you frantically seethe as you curl your knees inward, completely of your own accord now.Ā
Spread open like that, you know Zandik can see every inch of you, every little hole, every curly hair, every single droplet of glistening slick thatās smeared across your labia and inner thighs. And you shudder with that knowledge as you shyly slide one hand forward to dip between your legs, locating your cunt and nearly startling at the mess you find there. You really are soaked with so much excessive arousal that your fingers simply slip and slide through the obscene coating when you give your clit an experimental, stuttering rub.Ā
Much like before it doesnāt feel quite right when your fingers are not nearly as broad or coarse, or practiced as Zandikās, but your own desperation for release compels you to keep going. The rhythm you fall into is sloppy and uncertain, hesitating at the eager throb of warning your cunt gives a moment later before you force yourself to press on.Ā
You even lean up to get a better look at what youāre doing, mouth dropping open to pant when you see how very swollen you are, how puffy. The gloved hand positioned just under your slit slowly flexes, moving the finger inside your ass again to send fresh shockwaves of pleasure rippling through your taut body. Itās such a shamefully sordid scene, such an indecorous way for you to be comporting yourself, and somehow you just canāt seem to do anything but find it exciting.Ā
Especially not when 65 brings his newly freed hand up to squeeze one of your tits, slowly pinching around the full swell and then dragging his grip towards the center to close in around the coiled teat. He graces it with an encouraging tug, stretching the bud slightly as if to incentivize you, and you give a full bodied jolt in response when your pussy clenches like a vice. The nerve endings seem to vibrate at a hitherto unknown frequency, making the skin tingle and buzz, and you mindlessly rub your clit faster. So desperate for release that you couldnāt stop working towards that end even if youād wanted to, and the eager, sticky click that starts up isnāt nearly enough to dissuade you either.Ā
Between the insistent rubbing and the tweaking on your tit, and the sensation of 65 casually fucking into your ass, youāre already barreling headlong towards the drop off. You can practically taste it, in fact, and your back molars start to ache from how intensely that mind melting, deeply pleasant weight of a long overdue orgasm bears down on you full force.Ā
But what really sends you over into the void is when you glance up, dizzy and reeling, gasping for air that suddenly seems to be in regretfully short supply, only to find Zandik staring intently at whatās happening between your legs while he strokes himself through his pants. The material is all but moulded to the shape of him, weighty and full, and you can tell heās fully erect under his clothes. Long and hard, and twitching, given the way the cotton not so subtly flexes from below.Ā
And somehow, even with everything else going on, it is the thought of him taking that stiff cock out and putting it inside of you that sends you careening into the pit of oblivion. You cum hard, wailing some stricken animal noise while your feet stiffly twitch in the air, letting those terrible waves of crashing pleasure wash over you, sweeping you up and carrying you out into an endless, bobbing sea of absolution. Your cunt absolutely floods with warm slick, your ass throbs and spasms around 65ās still thrusting finger while your poor little teat screams in protest when he gives it a sharp tug as if in reward.Ā
And you just watch Zandik the whole time you judder away, crying out for him ā for them with shameless abandon.Ā
Itās such an all consuming rush that you arenāt even really sure how long it takes for you to start coming down, but you do know youāre still thrumming with it, floating somewhere far outside your own body when you finally go boneless on top of 65 a long moment later. Your head rolls back against his shoulder as you wheeze, so pleasantly warm and comfortable in your post orgasm haze that you donāt even think to question it when his finger is carefully removed from your back entrance.Ā
You also donāt think to question why 65 then reaches under you, gathering your weakly drooping legs so he can fold you up again and angle your bottom up from his lap.Ā
Even when he uses his other hand to fiddle with his slacks, the gesture quick and full of some unnamable tension you might later linger on, in the secluded safety of your bed, but which you donāt give much thought to in the moment, you simply lie there while you try to catch your breath.Ā
Itās only when he shifts underneath you in a particularly intentional way do you start to stir from your inebriated stupor.Ā
And at the feeling of something hot and fleshy, silken smooth yet unrelentingly rigid, slotting over the seam of your meaty lips, you finally pull your head up to look.Ā Ā
The cock you find lined up with your cunt where it juts between your legs from below nearly startles you but you donāt even seem to have the wherewithal needed to gasp at it. You feel too good, your mind far too pleasantly numbed for you to have any real alarm at this development, and all you can seem to do in response is whine an overwrought sound even as you nudge your pussy against that straining length. Was he going to fuck your thighs like 25?Ā
āGoodness,ā 65 seethes, very softly, as he takes hold of his shaft to give it a tight squeeze, making the flesh swell slightly before angling it to smack against your bare cunt. And you jolt at that, both at the wet, fleshy sound that it produces as much as the sharp little sting. āZandik was right. You really are a messy thing. Just look at how very wet youāve gotten for me, little doll. Between you and me, though, I rather like messy girls. Theyāre always fun to play with. Youād be shocked at how well equipped they are for taking cock.āĀ
An intense zap of static electricity shoots through your body when you realize what heās saying. What heās suggesting.Ā
But this, too, is something you just canāt seem to bring yourself to fight, and you simply watch in slackjawed disbelief as he flicks his wrist to lightly slap your pussy again. Smack. Smack. Sedate. Almost thoughtful.Ā
Then, without so much as a word of warning, he gives it a sharp nudge down, dragging the fleshy glans through your sopping wet folds to find your creamy entrance. And he does it much too fast for you to protest or ask for a short break, which you think your pussy is sorely in need of, because the sudden friction of him sliding up into your cunt very nearly ruins you. It was either too soon after your last orgasm or too soon after being deflowered by Zandik earlier that morning, the fingering that had followed. Your inner sleeve is overly sensitive and puffy, and you feel every single millimeter of that jabbing cock as it invades your body.Ā
It comes as such a shock to your system that you go momentarily crosseyed, seeing double and then triple for a harrowing stretch of seconds while 65 grunts a low sound at the tight heat of your guts. But you still take him, almost beautifully so, swaying unsteadily on top of him when he finally halts, buried half of the way inside you.Ā
āOohn, yes. Very good at taking cock.ā He rattles behind you. Over you. Within you, nearly suffocating you in his all encompassing presence. The crushing weight of his gravelly voice as it washes over your drunkenly nodding head. āWhat a perfect little girl you are. So sweet and obedient, so eager. Something tells me you were made just for servicing old men, you know that?āĀ
You mewl some utterly incomprehensible noise at that, half slurred words and half mindless bleating.Ā
Both of his hands come up then to anchor around your waist where he carefully nudges your pelvis down to meet the slow flex of his hips. He sinks a little farther into you with the motion, stuffing you and stretching you a little more, and you groan a truly dire sound in response. Gods, it felt so good even as it makes you ache terribly.Ā Ā Ā
āThere. Isnāt that a nice cock for you to sit on, hm? Come, now, letās get you out of these clothes, shall we?āĀ
At his gentle yet insistent prodding, you woozily push yourself upright to sit upon him. But the settling of your weight just makes you sink even lower, forcing your sadly stretched cunt to take more of him, and you whine a faltering plea into the heavy tension that blankets the room.Ā
But you can do nothing at all to extricate yourself from his lap when heās got you so thoroughly impaled on him like this, so you just perch there, trembling, while he makes quick work of loosening your apron so he can toss it next to him on the couch. Shifting slightly underneath you, increasing the pressure on your guts, 65 then reaches up from behind to tug the rest of your buttons open. With a soft, coaxing word from him, you lift your arms up so he can pull the dress over your head, soon followed by your slip.Ā
You abruptly find yourself naked, save for the unfastened garter belt around your waist, the stockings on your legs and the buckled shoes on your feet. Itās a decidedly strange state of undress to be in and you fidget in place as you glance down at yourself, noting the wide spread of your thighs and the pinstriped pattern on his dark slacks underneath them.Ā
His lap is so big, you suddenly realize, even as you take in the soft pudge of your lower belly and the full, fertile swell of your tits. You look unexpectedly luscious even from your own perspective, and you send a shy glance towards Zandik to gauge what he thinks.Ā
The plainly stricken look on his wizened face speaks for itself and a warm tremor works through you in response. Heās no longer stroking himself but still holding the outline of it through his pants while he drinks in the sight of you sitting on 65ās cock. He likes this. He likes it a lot.Ā
āM - Master ā¦āĀ
Slowly blinking at the warbling sound of your voice, he rather pointedly tips his head at you. āWhatās wrong, girl? Arenāt you enjoying that cock youāve been all but begging me for this entire time?āĀ
You nod your head with a softly hissed seethe, shuddering and squirming where youāre sat while 65 carefully closes his hands around your heaving ribcage. āYes, Master. I - I am, but ⦠what about you?āĀ
Zandik clicks his tongue at that, his expression turning rather fond as 65 chuckles at your back, giving your sides a brief squeeze.Ā
āThatās a very good girl to worry about your master's pleasure in a situation like this. You trained her well, Zandik.āĀ
āNo training needed.ā The old man murmurs. āShe came to me like that.āĀ
You canāt seem to suppress the way you beam, all but preening at the tender praise even as 65 proceeds to pull you back against his chest again. The shift in position makes the angle at which heās wedged inside you change oncemore, making him feel even bigger, thicker, and your tittering smile is quickly replaced by a wounded little āoā as your already soaked cunt floods around him anew.Ā
Once heās got you laid out on top of him, much like before, he reaches back down to grab under both of your knees so he can pull them up and out to the sides in a wide, lurid stretch. A small squeak of surprise slips out of you as you're pulled, rather effortlessly, into position with your feet somewhere above your head and your stuffed cunt on full display ā but even when you know you probably should feel much more ashamed about this than you do, you just canāt seem to find any of your common sense in this situation.Ā
It feels too good, too validating, to have both of them focusing all of their attention on you like this, even when your inner sleeve gives a muted throb at the pressure, the girth itās been made to fit around. Your master had been right about that, after all. You were starting to creep, finally, into overstimulation, overuse, and you arenāt sure how much more your pussy could conceivably take.Ā
But it is clearly of no concern to 65 who proceeds to flex his hips, angling down at first to slide his cock partially out before then thrusting upward with the force of his pelvis to send himself diving back up into your squelching cunt. That demanding, uncompromising stroke has you wheezing a distraught sound as you toss your head back, blindly clutching at his coat, his arms, whatever you can grab ahold of. All heās concerned about, though, is that you are taking him, and quite nicely at that, grunting a rumbling sound just next to your ear when he falls into a steadily paced rhythm of up, down, up and back down again to lightly bounce you in his lap. Contenting himself for the time being with merely testing the give of your pussy, encouraging it to open more for him and take him in even deeper.Ā
āMmmnghnn. Thatās a good little cunt. Yes, Iād say you were made just for this purpose, doll. Arch your back for me. There. Thatās it. Let Zandik watch those beautiful tits bounce.āĀ
You groan a disoriented sound in response, stiffly juddering through the next handful of long, drawn out thrusts that leave you feeling like youāre drowning in quicksand. Itās slow paced enough to give you time to acclimate, to familiarize yourself with being taken this way, in that position. But at the same time it drags at your insides and gives you a chance to process every single inch of him that takes up space within you.Ā
And all you can do is desperately hold on when he gradually starts to speed up over the next some odd minutes, working into a faster, snappier rhythm. The mess coming out of you is so excessive your cunt slurps at him and clicks with every single push and pull of his length, coating both of you in it and wetting everything it touches. You can hear the dull, fleshy impact of his pelvis meeting your ass, too, but youāre a little too overwhelmed to fully process the discomfort on recently bruised skin. All you really know with any certainty is that this cock was going to break you.Ā
If not physically than certainly mentally. The way it spears up into your guts is more intense than you could have ever imagined it to be, and some small part of you even starts to wonder if perhaps you just didnāt like being on top. It was too much pressure on your organs, your womb, your pussy, to have so much of your weight settled squarely on top of a pistoning cock like this. It gives you no way to escape it or to ease up, no option to take away some of the strain on your most delicate body parts.Ā Ā
And your poor cunt lips take the brunt of the punishment in this position without even the buffer of your thighs to help soften the blow. Jabbing up at you from below, and with your legs held up in a shameless spread, 65 has what is essentially a straight shot access to your sore pussy. It takes a much harder pounding now than it did earlier in the library as a result, and the tingling, buzzing, spreading warmth quickly starts up again.Ā
That your arousal can still somehow spike and swell after everything youāve already been put through is, in a way, astounding.Ā
You might have even laughed at yourself for it, if youād had the extra oxygen to do so.Ā
But youāre having a hard enough time trying to get any air at all to give it more than a passing thought.Ā
āO - ohhn! Please! Nghn! Sir - ahhhn!āĀ
āOh, but donāt run away from it.ā 65 chuckles in that good natured, almost grandfatherly way he does, jostling you right back into place with a nudge under your knees. āYou want to be a good little girl for me, donāt you?ā
āB - but! Itās ā itās too ā ooughh! Too much, sir!āĀ
āIs it now?ā He says, sounding amused. āWeāll have to work on your stamina then, if you want to please us. Good dolls learn how to take what theyāre given, hm?āĀ
āItās not that.ā Zandik says, suddenly much closer than he was the last time heād spoken, and you snap your head up with a jolt to find the old man standing over you. You have no idea when he got up from his chair and shuffled over to the sofa, but heās leaning on his cane with one hand while the other rests inside his coat pocket. Perfectly casual, had it not been for the very obvious tent in his pants.Ā
Ignoring your needy little whine for the moment, he speaks to 65 even as his pale eyes linger on the heavy bounce of your tits. āShe was still a virgin this morning. Strictly speaking, of course. I only deflowered her just today.āĀ
āOh?ā A notable tinge of interest colors that one word as the masked man underneath you finally slows the snap of his hips to an almost thoughtfully slow grind that has him exerting far too much pressure on your innards.Ā
āYes. I imagine she might be a bit sore right now. Especially since she begged me so prettily to play with her cunt afterward.ā His gaze sliding up to your face, Zandik pins you with a rogushily cocked smirk as he pulls the hand from his pocket, reaching out with it to lightly brush fingertips over one of your stiff nipples. āIsnāt that right, girl? Never satisfied, are we? I just bet you wish youād left well enough alone in the library.āĀ
You whimper at his touch, basking in it even as you shake your head. āN - not if itās ⦠you, Master Zandik. I ā I want to be good for y - you ā¦ā
65 rumbles a quiet sound of approval at that, halting the motion of his hips entirely now as he gently lowers your legs to rest atop his thighs. āYou really are such a splendid little thing. Then, in that case we should give you the opportunity to do just that, shouldnāt we?āĀ
You noise a small sound of confusion when he nudges you forward, indicating he wants you to sit up, which you gingerly do with no shortage of effort on your part. Your overtaxed body almost refuses to cooperate but you at last manage to settle on top of him again. And youāre once more struck by how very deep he feels inside you with all of your weight centered on his cock.Ā
Panting softly, you bring your eyes up to look at Zandik where he stands well within arms reach as you palm at 65ās thighs to steady yourself. Although you hadnāt expected the two of them to turn the tables on you quite like this, there were certainly a few things you could think of that youād like to do with the old man standing in front of you. Even if you were already sore and tender, impaled on another cock, and you eagerly squeeze your thighs together at the prospect.Ā
āMay I ⦠Master?āĀ
For a stretch of a single heartbeat he doesnāt move to speak. He just peers down at you with that perpetually grumpy furrow in his brow, the half cocked tug of his mouth. Even now you canāt quite seem to get over how very handsome he is, and it just makes you wish even more to see what was under 65ās mask as a result. Youāre sure he was devastatingly handsome, too.Ā
Then, at length, he breathes out a tense breath through his nose. āWhat do you want, girl? Tell me.āĀ
āMm ⦠come closer? Please?āĀ
Stepping forward with the help of his cane, Zandik shuffles into the wide spread of his marginally younger counterparts' legs to stand right over you. The gloved hands anchored around your waist stop you from getting up off the cock youāre currently being made to warm, but you carefully swing your legs down and get the toes of your shoes braced on the floor so you can lean forward.Ā
And Zandik silently watches you, neither reaching for you or uttering so much as a single word on the matter as you grab at his belt with both hands. Your fingers seem to tremble as you work to get it unfastened, some small part of you wondering why you were doing this ā as if you didnāt already have your hands full, so to speak ā but you perfectly knew why. The last thing you wanted was for him to feel left out or like his waning physical condition meant he had no place taking part in these kinds of games with you.Ā
Evidently pleased, 65 rewards you for it with an approving squeeze around your middle but says nothing while you fumble to get the button and zipper opened. You can tell that Zandikās breathing has deepened slightly in the way his soft stomach expands slowly, freezes for a few seconds and then gradually deflates. You can even see his cock give an interested twitch behind his pants when the fabric loosens around his hips, giving you the freedom to tug the front down into a slouch of material.Ā
You quickly find the top edge of his underwear then, inching them down just enough to free his length which slowly unfurls, bobbing in the air as it rises in front of your face. Just the sight of it alone is enough to have you squirming on top of 65, your pussy clamping down around him in a sensitive squeeze as you gently take Zandik in your fist to point him at you.Ā
Heās hard enough that the foreskin is already partially peeled back, revealing the ruddy pink glans within which seems to wink at you when you give him a purposeful upward tug to make the fleshy hood gather over the tip. You earn yourself a wet little click for your troubles, the sound of his pre cum smearing and slicking inside that protective sheath which you carefully ease further back to expose more of the sensitive flesh. But, still, you hesitate at the last moment before going any further than that.Ā
āDonāt be scared, girl.ā He murmurs at you, not unkindly. āYou can do it. Go on.ā
You shoot him a quick look from under your lashes, squirming again to feel the cock wedged inside your guts. āI donāt want to ā accidentally hurt you, Master.āĀ
Zandik snorts a brief laugh at that. āYou wonāt. Silly thing.āĀ
The hand that had retreated back into his pocket now slips out again and he reaches around to carefully cover your gentle fist in his palm, tightening your grip on him just ever so slightly before guiding your knuckles down the shaft. Under his watchful eye, you successfully pull the foreskin back to tuck behind the ridged glans, delighting you to no end. Seamless and as smooth as butter. It was the first time youād gotten to do that and somehow it felt just as satisfying as it looked.Ā
Smiling eagerly now, emboldened, you lean in close to give the flushed head a sweet, shy little kitten lick to get a taste of him, and he exhales a tight, anticipatory breath in response. It seems much less intimidating this time when you donāt have someone standing over you, forcing your head down, and you take a moment to just mouth at him and press kisses into his skin. Rattling a faltering groan, Zandik lets his hand hover for an uncertain pause before he ever so gently places it atop your head. But he neither pushes or shoves at you, nor does he get huffy with impatience, letting you go at your own pace this time.Ā
And youāre immensely glad for that, happy to reacquaint yourself with the cock youād given up your innocence to. Even if you had been tainted in other ways leading into that decision, thereās something incredibly intimate about holding him in your hand now, pressing your lips to him, while knowing this same galvanized length had been deep inside your guts only hours before.Ā
Much like the one currently sitting hot and heavy inside of you ā the same cock, the same shape and size, just slightly more steeled, stronger ā a constant presence that twitches faintly when you pulse around it, your insides throbbing to the tune of your own heartbeat. You feel full and dizzyingly warm, drunk on something far more potent than any wine or spirits could ever hope to compete with. Irrevocably trapped between them and yet so completely, utterly at peace with your fate. Your ā destiny if what 65 had said was indeed true and not just more teasing.Ā
If your future dalliances were more like this and less like the horrors youāve encountered in the cellar, then things werenāt looking too bad.Ā
You feel almost giddy, in fact, as you finally open your mouth to take the exposed glans past your lips where you allow yourself an indulgent moment of just suckling at him, running your tongue over that velvety soft flesh. Zandik rattles a quiet sound of pleasure above you while his hand gently curls against your skull, deft thumb brushing a feather light stroke over your hair. He murmurs a very soft āgood girlā that has your toes curling and, as if to reward you in your masterās stead, 65 reaches up to fondle your tits for you.Ā
Petting, kneading, squeezing to make the nipples swell up from your body, encouraging them into tight little points that he can then pluck and pinch, and tweak for you. Groaning a heady, muffled sound, you take Zandik a little further, mouthing at the shaft now, even as you simultaneously swivel your hips in a stiff half circle to grind on the cock that spears you straight up the middle. Youād never experienced anything quite like this in your entire life.Ā
āHeh. I take it youāre starting to feel good again, eh?ā The sixty-five year old segment croons behind you while he lifts your breasts in the palms of his hands to make them squish together in a hot press.Ā
The tightness of your nipples coupled with everything else, every other rush of sensation, has your head spinning as if you were caught up in some unimaginable fever. To be presented with two cocks like this, two sets of hands, two doting, rumbling voices that softly praise you and tease you even as they take their pleasure from you ⦠itās something you never could have imagined prior to this. Even knowing it should be considered shameful for you to act this way, you just canāt seem to stop yourself.Ā
Wriggling your hips again, delighting in the pressure of 65 taking up so much space within your cunt, you hold Zandik around the base of his shaft to keep him steady when you start to bob your head. The motion is tentative and not quite as smooth as it had looked when Pantalone was the one doing it, but it still earns you a stilted hiss from the old man, whose fingers tighten slightly on your skull. Still not pushing, still not grabbing you in earnest. Just holding on. Cradling you to his pelvis.Ā
āMmnnghn. You remembered what Feofan taught you, I see.ā Zandik murmurs, leaning a bit more of his weight into the cane to steady his balance and give himself the leverage with which to subtly nudge his pelvis into the wet warmth of your mouth. āThatās a good girl, sweetness. You really are a remarkably adept student, you know that?ā
Noising a pleased sound at his praise, you start to lean into it a little more, gradually finding your confidence. It certainly helps that he feels so good against your tongue and you have full control over the pace and the depth now to truly appreciate that, to bask in the sensation as much as the knowledge that this was the cock that took you. Deflowered you. That it was his seed coating your inner sleeve, and youād already felt him flexing deep inside your body as he shot off a searingly hot load into you.Ā
Itās an unexpectedly potent aphrodisiac and your fidgeting in 65ās lap quickly starts to intensify. You just canāt seem to sit still, using your feet braced on the floor between the wide spread of the masked manās dress shoes to grind yourself on him while you serve your master with your mouth. And it doesnāt take 65 long to notice what youāre doing ā in all likelihood unable to miss it even if heād wanted to pretend he was unaware.Ā
āYessss. Thatās a good little cock doll, indeed. Youāre so eager to please us, arenāt you?ā Drawling that low, rumbling laugh again, he drags his hands down off your tits, over the swelling contraction of your ribs, past your stuttering stomach and he latches onto the curve of your hips again. Giving you a tight, pinching squeeze, he guides your pelvis forward and then back to pull you into a somewhat more concentrated rhythm on top of him. āIt takes a very special girl to please two old men at once. Iād say youāve more than earned your reward.ā
Zandik hums a low sound of agreement as he pets over your hair again. So soft and so doting in the way he touches you. āHowās that sound, pretty girl? Do you think youād like that if both of us filled up your sweet little holes for you?āĀ
You nod your head, groaning around him as you desperately clutch at 65ās pant leg with the other hand. The not so distant memory of your master squirting hot, salty discharge down your throat, the way youād briefly gagged, right inside this very room in fact, is almost enough to make you pause and reconsider it. But youāre a little too caught up in the moment to think about much of anything other than how much you wanted them to keep praising you. To that end you probably would have been willing to do anything at all, especially if it earned you Zandikās approval over anything else, and you make no protests when 65 presses on you with his hands, encouraging you to lean forward a bit more.Ā
āLook at me, girl. Let me see that lovely face.āĀ
A warm tremor works down your spine at Zandikās hushed urging, and you shyly lift your eyes to peer up at him from beneath the fall of your lashes while you continue to drag your mouth over him. He looks unfairly good from this angle, with his chin tucked down and all of his attention focused solely on you, a simmering gleam in his eyes that makes his features look at once tender and intrinsically masculine at the same time. Yes, yes, you would have been willing to sink to any low as long as he kept looking at you like that.Ā
And you whimper, eyelids fluttering, when you feel 65 flex his hips underneath you, sedately dragging at your pulsating guts again when he angles his cock down. Thereās not much room for fully executed thrusts though and he just barely moves inside you before gliding back up, up, up, until it feels like heās pressing right in on your womb. You squeak a harried little sound at that but heās already repeating the motion again, nudging back only enough to give himself the space to spear up through the choking grip of your cunt.Ā
Even as you sway unsteadily where youāre perched, almost immediately inching towards overstimulation again, you force your gaze to stay on Zandik as you subconsciously start to fall into the rhythm set by 65. When his cock pulls back, you also draw your mouth to the tip of Zandikās cock. And when he shoves up inside you, you take your master down as far as you can go, using the transfer of momentum to propel you forward. And it occurs to you quickly enough that this is a rather easy way for three people to enjoy each other. The way 65 fucks into you is almost lazy, in fact, and much more indulgent than the punishing pace heād initially set that had left your cunt lips feeling sore and abused.Ā
Now it is so sedate that you can take it much better this time, giving you ample opportunity to truly appreciate the slide of Zandik in your mouth. Itās strangely harmonic in its own uniquely curious way, euphonious how one body seems to bleed into another between cock and cunt, and hands, and tongue, making it all the more easy for you to move together.Ā
Even Zandik who, by simple nature of his declining strength, can really only stand there while he hisses softly at the sensation of your mouth on him, actively feeds into the static moment that seems to zap around you with his hushed words of encouragement and tender petting. You can see his bony knuckles turning white from the fervent grip he has on his cane, keeping him upright when he lightly sways in front of you. Assuring you he feels good, that youāre doing a good job, that you look good like that, being passed to and fro between their two cocks. You think you could probably stay like that forever and never wish it to end.Ā
But you twitch rather suddenly when, dragging one of his hands down off your waist, 65 grabs a palmful of your left ass cheek to spread it out from the other. At first you think he merely wants to get a good look at the way your pussy is wedged open around him, to watch the stilted glide of his length where it works at your guts, and then you feel it. A pointed, deliberate swipe of his gloved thumb over your puckering hole.Ā
You squeak a tiny sound at the touch but it does nothing to deter him from rubbing over it with a deliberate brush, back and forth, to and fro, just for a moment. Then he pulls it back, shifting under you, and for a prolonged beat you have no idea whatās coming next.
Then, surprising you a fair amount, his thumb returns coated in cool, sticky residue to push in on that center wrinkle again and you realize, distantly, that he must have popped it into his own mouth to lather the digit in saliva. You shudder mindlessly on his cock, gripping Zandikās harder in anxious anticipation of what was surely to come.Ā
And when you feel that blocky thumb start to dip inside your ass, the loosened ring of muscle already stretched enough to facilitate a relatively easy insertion, you tremble even more fiercely in response. The added pressure makes your cunt clamp down on him harder, tighter, and it makes him feel that much bigger inside you as a result.Ā
You woundedly lurch, eyes vibrating in their sockets, at the same time that Zandik rumbles a thready sounding groan over your head.Ā
āGods, girl. Look at you, taking both of us so well.ā
āHeās right, you know. Youāre proving my point beautifully.ā 65 adds behind you, giving his seeking thumb an attention grabbing wriggle. āYou really were made just for this purpose, little one.ā
Eyes starting to roll back in your head, you give another muffled sound of delight, feeling your cunt give a sharp, fluttery throb around the cock leisurely fucking up into you. Between the sensation of being thoroughly impaled on that galvanized length and the constant stream of praise, having your ass and your mouth wedged open at the same time, your head begins to swim in earnest. Your pussy demands more from you though and you hesitantly use your braced feet to lift your weight slightly before rearing back to meet 65ās next stilted thrust. The tiny little plap of skin meeting skin sounds unbearably loud in the still room, but it also sends a sharp rush of ecstasy shooting through your system. So you do it again, nudging up only enough to bounce on it, luxuriating in the way your twitching holes seem to squeeze around the various intrusions with that shift.Ā
Gods, you really might cum again.Ā
āThatās it. Good. Ride my cock like a good little girl, now. Lift your hips for me.āĀ
āDoes that feel nice, sweetness? You like when we use your little holes like this?āĀ
āShe must. She just keeps getting tighter and tighter around me.āĀ
Zandik hums a quiet sound of acknowledgment, shifting his hand down from the top of your head to cup the side of your face instead. āAnd you look so lovely stretched between us like this. Mmnnghn. Are you going to take his load in that hungry cunt of yours too? Add it to mine?ā
You deliriously bob your head, loosening your mouth around his cock so you can groan a heady, faltering sound. Thin and raspy, tinged in pure wanting, and so terribly thick you almost choke on it.Ā
But you can feel yourself growing uncomfortably close to the edge again, and the way they talk to you certainly isnāt helping to stave it off. It almost hurts, in fact, the way your insides begin to tense up and lock the muscles in your body like an overly taut bowstring. And your mouth, your ass, your pussy are too stuffed, too stretched, too full for you to do anything to stop it.Ā
Your only choice is to ride that slowly cresting wave between them, treading the surface over the next some odd minutes until itās hard just to breathe, impossible to think, getting harder and harder to keep moving with them when your legs start to quake at the onset of your release. Itās sharp and debilitating, bringing a flood of prickly tears to your eyes, and you almost donāt even want to cum again. You nearly fear it, what it will do to you. How terribly itās going to wrack through your body.Ā
And yet you let it take you anyway, breathing deep, labored sighs that send tingles racing down to your toes. Your slicking pussy clings to 65ās shaft, your mouth and lips, and tongue clinging to Zandikās. You seem to slip into a trance then, rocking between them, as if you were hypnotized by the push and pull of it all until you just canāt quite stop yourself from tipping over the edge.Ā
When you cum this time it is shockingly gentle, gradual even, and not quite what youād expected. Itās as if the spasms had been coaxed out of you through sheer persuasion and nothing more. Mewling a helpless little sound when the shuddering convulsions wash over you, making you pulse from the inside out, you merely screw your eyes shut and tremble through it. Subdued and nearly hollowed out from how slowly, how deeply your quaking guts contract, it is by far the most mind numbing orgasm youāve had yet. And it seems to stretch on forever, milked down to the very last drop of possible pleasure thanks in part to the dual penetration in both your cunt and your ass. One slow motion pulse begets another, creating a cycle of near constant euphoria as every single one of your sensitive nerve endings vibrates like a lit firecracker.Ā
Youāre still subtly trembling when you catch the sound of 65 groaning a heated rumble as he carefully starts to pull his wedged thumb out. You whimper and whine at the loss, shaking anew when you feel the puffy pucker of your hole reluctantly release him to give another muted throb at the absence. He doesnāt give you a chance to truly lament how empty your back end feels, though, reaching up with both hands now to grab your arms, gently pulling.Ā
It takes you a moment to realize you have to release Zandik and you do so with no shortage of reluctance, letting 65 guide your hands back behind you. Still reeling, still tripping through the hazy, rose colored delirium of your release, you have no concept of what heās doing until he has both wrists captured and trapped at such an angle that youāre forced to arch your spine to accommodate the stretch. A vague, distant thought trips through your cotton stuffed mind and then āĀ
65 snaps his pelvis up into your squelching cunt, jostling you, and you squeak a dire sound. Itās too late to protest or try to scramble away when heās already got you locked in place, and you can do nothing at all to stop it when he eases himself into an energetic rhythm to fuck into you. And the sound of flesh smacking against flesh is suddenly all you can make out ā plap! plap! plap! plap! ā vigorous enough to make your ass bounce at the force.Ā
Your tits, too, are free to shudder and jolt without the use of your arms to keep them from bouncing, and it almost hurts how heavy they feel on your chest like this. But your mouth is still full of Zandikās cock and you canāt even ask 65 to slow down like this. All you can do is noise a muffled squeal as youāre pounded back and forth, from one cock to the other. Forced to take your master deep on one end and forced to take the masked segment of him just as deep on the other.Ā
They really were using you like a toy now, a fuck doll for their pleasure, and yet youāre surprised at how much you actually seem to be enjoying this treatment. Even when youāre quite certain you wonāt be able to cum again, not for a good while, there's something strangely peaceful about being able to put your own carnal urges aside for once and just focus on theirs. It was the first time youād felt this glorious, bone deep satiation even in spite of the aches and painful twinges in your body, despite how overused you felt. Like this really was what youād been made for, and there was only deeply felt gratification to be found in the use of your holes by these two men.Ā
Zandik is the next to cum, which hardly surprises you even given your earlier dalliance with him to consider. His stamina was limited anyway, and it was obvious that he enjoyed watching you get split in half by his slightly younger counterpart. Likely imagining it was him slamming his hips up into you from below, feeling your cunt slick and squeeze around his cock. And you know when heās about to shoot off because his wavering hand stiffly slides back to cup the nape of your neck, gripping you tight with cool digits so he can clutch your face to himself. His breathing deepens, turning shallow and uneven, rattling tremulously now, and you dazedly peer up the length of his body to take in his face.Ā
That you find him wheezing softly, eyes closed and brows drawn in on a deep furrow, sends your heart skipping inside your chest. You make a conscious effort to keep your jaw wide and loose, bracing for the rush of hot, salty release that was about to flood your mouth.Ā
But nothing can quite seem to prepare you for when it happens, the old man groaning a harsh sound as he twitches, cock flexing eagerly while he shoots off at the back of your throat. You give a startled jolt much like the first time youād put your mouth on him like this, but rather than Pantalone it is Zandikās hand that holds you in place this time. Even when you know you could probably wrench free if you really wanted to, you regard his grip on you as an absolute iron that you have no interest in testing. So you force yourself to stay right where you are, grimacing slightly at the salty burst of flavor along your palate while you work to swallow it all down.Ā
āMmmnghnn! Yes. Thatās it. Good girl. Take it all, now. Donāt spill a drop.ā 65 hisses softly behind you, no doubt feeling your guts tighten around him when you try not to choke.Ā
āBurn it all!ā Zandik adds, swaying rather unsteadily. āYou really are going to be the death of me at this rate. Ooughn ā¦āĀ
Evidently unable to take the sensation of your mouth on him anymore, he carefully shuffles back a step to free himself and you watch, dazed and bouncing on the otherās lap, as his glistening, spit lathered cock quickly starts to deflate. Fully spent, by the looks of it. But you would have been lying through your teeth if youād tried to say looking at it like that didnāt make you hunger for him all over again. There really must have been something wrong with you. Even when you were sore and achy, already tasting the lingering bitterness of cum on your tongue, you still somehow find the energy and the enthusiasm to respond to him.Ā
āM - Master ā¦!ā
Blinking out of his post orgasm daze at that whimpering plea, Zandik lifts his attention to regard you and he promptly barks a thoroughly drained laugh. āDonāt even think about it, girl. Iām quite sure I couldnāt go another round even if Iād wanted to. You wonāt be getting your way with me this time.āĀ
You canāt help the way you pout at that ā or try to, anyway, and would have if only you werenāt being pounded within an inch of your life. Thatās how it feels, at least. Your legs are tired and your body is coated in a perspiring sheen of sweat from exertion, and all you can do is mewl a sad little sound of wanting while you watch Zandik tiredly angle himself towards the empty spot on the sofa where he takes a much needed seat. Directly next to where you were being yanked and shoved, struggling to brace against the deep, deep plunge of 65ās rigid length.Ā
But Zandik clearly has no issues observing your unseemly state with another man, even if it was technically himself, and you can feel his eyes on you while he watches you shudder the same way some people might watch the ballet. You have his full attention and that seems to warm you from the inside out. Bolsters your courage, makes you want to do a good job for him, to look nice for your master even when youāre quite sure you look anything but that right now.Ā
The relentless, constant, gliding pressure on your guts has surely turned you into a veritable mess, but that doesnāt stop you from trying to better arch your back for him. With your arms pulled behind you thereās no way to even reach for him like this yet you still wanted him to enjoy the view. For him to see how heavy, how full your breasts are, and how they bounce in their fertility. The way your stomach creases and jiggles, the recoil of your ass slamming down to meet the next upward plunge. It was for him, all him.Ā
And 65 seems to notice that extra bit of effort, of course, breathing out a faltering laugh that is thick with unmistakable carnal tension. āAre you certain you havenāt received any proper training? Youāre still showing off for your master even with another cock already in your pretty cunt. Thatās something that usually requires some work to achieve.āĀ
You noise a wordless, mindless animal sound in response, much too strung out and stretched thin to formulate a better response.Ā
But Zandik has had a moment to recover by now, and he chuckles a rumbling sound of amusement even as he shifts beside you, finishing tucking himself back into his pants. āSheās a rare find, isnāt she? Iād say I donāt know how Omega managed to hit the jackpot on the first try, but. Well. I was already familiar with what I liked back then, wasnāt I? Itās probably not so surprising that heād recognize it immediately.āĀ
65 grunts a low hum of agreement, almost more of a groan than anything else. He seems to be much too fixated on chasing his pleasure now to verbally respond, which suits you just fine. You were truly starting to creep towards your limit now.Ā
It was simply just too much all at once for your until-quite-recently-virginal-body to handle, and when you finally feel the gloved hands around your wrists begin tightening you canāt help but send a silent prayer out to the blessed mother.Ā
As if in direct answer to that plea, his flexing hips start to grow stiff and lose their rhythm, only mildly at first, but it rapidly becomes more noticeable until he canāt seem to keep up the effort any longer. Shuddering stiffly, 65 slams up into you one final time where he stays wedged, releasing your arms so he can grab you around the waist to tug you into a swiveling grind on top of him. You can hear him breathing heavily behind you even as you mewl at the abrupt change in the pressure, the new angles from which he presses in on your walls.Ā
And when he eventually tips over the edge another moment later, 65 cums so deep inside your throbbing body youāre sure you can feel his spend pooling in your lungs. This part, at least, is not so different from when Zandik filled you up, and you tremble helplessly there while he empties his balls.Ā
It nearly startles you to realize he hadnāt even asked first but, given the apparent blanket permissions, you supposed he didnāt really need to.
āMmnnghnn! Burn everything, girl ⦠Zandik was right. This tight little pussy could send an old man straight to his grave.ā Still working to catch his breath, 65 gingerly reclines underneath you with a thoroughly satisfied huff to show for it, leaving you to sway unsteadily on his lap.Ā
Youāre not sure what you would have decided to do beyond that point āĀ to get up and awkwardly get dressed or to seek out the same cuddles Zandik had given you earlier, but luckily you donāt have to choose. Surprisingly gentle, the bird masked segment carefully eases you back to lay against him, which you almost donāt comply with. But you quickly realize how little energy or even desire you have to actually put up a struggle, and with very little fuss heās able to lay you out on top of him where you can try to recover a bit. It was a lost cause though. You couldnāt even remember a time youād been so tired, and it was hardly any wonder given how little sleep youād gotten the last two nights. It felt like you could curl right up and take a nap.Ā
But his gloved hands are distracting where they caress over your sluggishly overheated body, the way he palms around your ribcage to give you a reassuring squeeze. And if that alone wasnāt enough to keep you regretfully tethered to reality and alert, the sensation of another hand that is bare and gouged with wrinkles sliding over the meat of your thigh to give it a warm caress certainly brings your nodding attention back into focus.Ā
Turning your head where it rests along 65ās shoulder, you peer over at Zandik to find him fondly observing you. Simply taking in the way you lean back into the body underneath you with little regard for your nudity, the sweat on your skin, the dreamy look on your face. Pleased with the fact that youād just been pulled ragged between the two men. Two versions of the same man. Gods, at what point was this not going to seem so very difficult to reconcile in your mind.Ā
āWell, arenāt you just glowing.ā He murmurs, giving your leg a rather amicable pat. āThatās the look of a greedy girl whoās gotten more cock than she can stand. I must confess, I quite like how that expression looks on you. It suits you, if you want my opinion. And how does it feel, sweetness? Are you finally satisfied?āĀ
You slowly blink at that. Was he suggesting ā
āY - ⦠yes, sir. I duh - donāt think I could take any more ⦠even if Iād wanted to.āĀ
āI see. And do you wish you could?āĀ
A tentative shake of your head. āNo. Iāve had ⦠plenty for one day. But, Master, is t - that why you encouraged me to ā¦āĀ
65 offers your love handles a faint pinch to draw your attention back to him.Ā
āDonāt be shy, dear girl. Say it.ā He encourages you as he turns his head just enough to lightly brush the curved beak of his mask against your cheek. āYou want to know if he encouraged you to take another old manās cock just so you could get your fill, donāt you?āĀ Ā
Youāre not entirely sure how itās possible after all of that but your face indeed grows warm in response. āI was satisfied with you, Master! I didnāt - -ā
āOh, there, there. I know you were.ā Zandik lightly coos, reaching up now to chidingly pinch the other hot cheek. āBut this way we know what your upper limit is. Currently, at least. I gave you three orgasms in the library. Greedy little thing. And here youāve just had two. So unless anyone else has been playing with that hungry cunt today, it looks like five is about what you need to tire yourself out. Thatās quite a lot, isnāt it?āĀ
Shame cuts through you like a knife and you haltingly try to squirm away from their dual attacks on your person but itās impossible to escape from 65ās lap when heās holding onto your waist. You can only wriggle in place for a moment while both of them quietly croon and fuss over you the way only elderly men seemed capable of. Youād certainly not been subjected to this sort of treatment from any of the other segments.Ā
And you almost hate how tight it makes your chest feel with a strangely fluttery, helium sensation, how your skin prickles and tingles in response to their hushed words nearly as much as the touching of their hands. While 65 carefully tugs on you to adjust the way youāre sat atop him, coming very close to cradling you in the bend of his arm, Zandik ever so gently brushes some of the hair back from your sweaty face. Almost like you were a messy, fussy toddler being handed off between two grandparents.Ā
It is an extremely infantilizing way to be treated, especially right after taking both of them at the same time, but you just canāt seem to find the strength of mind to protest against it.Ā
Particularly not when Zandik, in all his learned wisdom, leans down to press a lingering kiss to your forehead as if to soothe and calm the rioting conflict of emotions within you.Ā
āItās alright, silly girl. I know perfectly well what itās like to be young and have all the stamina in the world. I wonāt hold it against you.āĀ
āJust as I will not.ā 65 adds in agreement, giving you a light, rocking jostle in his arms.Ā
Even if you did technically dislike being treated this way, there is simply no denying the incredibly soft response it triggers within you. It almost seems to make everything else about this situation that is so comparatively awful and heartbreaking seem worth it, and you find yourself gratefully leaning into Zandikās hand when he softly pets over your head again. You felt like a fool for it, but there was no denying you felt a positive response despite the apprehension in your higher functioning mind.Ā
āT - thank you, Master ā¦ā
āOf course. But not another word of that, now. You look like you could use a nap, hm?āĀ
Heās right, of course, but you force your drooping eyelids to flutter open at the mention of it. āI canāt sleep yet. It is only the middle of the afternoon. Your dinner - -ā
āCan wait.ā He assures you, putting on that customarily firm tone of voice that brokered no room for argument. At least not from you, anyway. āYouāve had to put up with an awful lot today, havenāt you? Besides, I canāt say Iām feeling particularly hungry right at the moment either way. Get some rest first and then you can worry about dinner.ā
You take a purposeful breath with every intention of insisting youāre fine to keep working, but 65 ever so gently nudges you before you can speak.Ā
āHeās right, you know. All the food in the kitchen will still be waiting for you later, even if you donāt rush off to start cooking right away. Iāll even give you my coat so you can curl up with it and doze in my lap for a while. So get some sleep, little one. Iād say youāve earned it.āĀ
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Your uneventful nap bleeds into an uneventful evening in which you share an agreeably pleasant meal with Zandik and, inexplicably, 65 who proves himself every bit the mirrored reflection of your master that he was meant to be.Ā
It probably shouldnāt but it does manage to surprise you how easily the two of them are able to casually converse about a myriad of complicated topics that seem to fly right over your head while you listen to them talk. But even when they donāt quite seem to see eye to eye on a particular detail their demeanor never truly changes to the same barely concealed contempt youād often observed in the Doctor, which certainly came as a relief. By all accounts, they seem to get along just fine. A privilege granted by their closeness in age, if you had to guess. And when dinner is finished, you find yourself more convinced than ever that the older Zandik got the more reasonable heād become, although you still did not know what the catalyst for that might have been. Was it simply accumulated maturity or something else?Ā
Shortly thereafter, when youāre serving the evening coffee, 25 drops in to give you a small package of ground up powder which he instructs you to sprinkle into your tea as regularly as needed, depending on how often you have sex. That certainly embarrassed you plenty but even that couldnāt quite compare to how very hot your face became when he fixed you with a pointed look and offhandedly mentioned that youād seemed rather busy the first time heād ventured up to the main floor so heād decided to come back later. His expression remains unreadable though and you canāt get a good read on what he might think of it.Ā
But neither of you seemed to want to say anything else on the matter so heād directed his attention towards Zandik instead, explaining that, in exchange for the contraceptive, you were going to be assisting him with an experiment the following day. Looking understandably doubtful, the old man sent you a questioning look and you had to admit that youād in fact agreed to the surgeon's terms, although you donāt mention heād hardly left you with any choice. Especially after being filled up again by 65, you indeed saw the wisdom in your masterās call to put a stopgap on any potential pregnancies before it was too late. You couldnāt very well continue to do your job if you were uncomfortably round and cumbersome, and things would likely only get more risky from here.
Slowly, everyone filed out of the dining room after that ā 25 first, citing that he needed to get back to the lab before 8 and 22 could blow each other up, and then 65 who grumbled something about wanting to spend his evening in the library upstairs.Ā
And somehow you couldnāt quite seem to hide the relief on your face when Zandik soon announced that heād like to turn in early tonight as well. You knew he was likely only doing so for your sake, no doubt seeing how little the nap had helped restore your energy, but sadly you were just too tired by that point to truly argue against it. In all honesty, youād felt glad to help him up the staircase.Ā
His bath was a quick and straight to the point affair, as were the rest of the nightly bedtime rituals you usually helped him with. In record time you had him tucked into bed, sluggishly moving around the room to turn down the gas lamps and descend everything into darkness so you can shuffle to the next room over. Wishing him a final sleepy goodnight, youād shut the door behind you and dragged your feet the few steps to yours.Ā
Youād similarly gone through the motions of your own routine on autopilot, letting habit guide you more than conscious thought. A quick, much needed bath for yourself, your teeth brushed, hair combed out and tucked safely under your night cap and then finally, finally youād been able to crawl into bed where you fell straight into slumber almost the second your head hit the pillow.Ā
And it was easily some of the best sleep youāve ever had. The ever revolving stage of alternating horrors and pleasures was taking its toll on you, both physically and mentally, but there is a certain kind of solace to be found in unconsciousness where nothing else truly mattered. Youāre so exhausted, in fact, that you donāt even have the energy to dream that night.
When morning comes around and you start to stir towards wakefulness again, you realize quite immediately just how bad youād needed that full night's rest. You feel much better and more rejuvenated than you have the last two days, and you almost find yourself reluctant to leave that comforting purgatory between the waking world and sleep. Even as your mind reluctantly creeps towards awareness, you decide to keep your eyes closed for just another moment longer. Five more minutes, and then you would get up.Ā
But then you hear it.Ā
A strange noise that registers no immediate explanation or reasoning in the back of your mind, the cause of it as much an unknown as the source. It almost sounds like something sliding, back and forth, back and forth, creating friction. Drag.Ā
Groaning softly, you have to force your uncooperative eyelids to open and you blearily try to take stock of your bedroom. But your vision doesnāt want to focus at first ā not until you catch a softly exhaled, shuddering sigh and then youāre suddenly wide awake and alert, snapping your attention up with a startled jolt.Ā
Only to be greeted by the sight of 22 hunching over you, one hand braced along the wooden headboard above your pillow while the other furiously fists at his straining cock. Heās got his head bowed, fluffy blue waves hanging over his brow while he groans and quietly heaves over your prone form. Your mouth opens in surprise but for a painfully long stretch of seconds all you can seem to do is stare up at him in complete and utter disbelief. Some foolish little part of you almost wants to believe thereās been some kind of mistake. That heās not actually doing what you can plainly see heās doing.Ā
And when your struggling brain finally recovers from the unexpected shock of it, you simply blurt the first words that form on your tongue.Ā
āStop that, you damned jerk!āĀ
Youāre not sure why you would say this over any number of other, more fitting insults you could have chosen instead. But itās enough to get his attention and 22 gives a faint, jumpy start as he snaps his head up to look into your face.Ā
āWell, good morning to you too, princess! Did you sleep well?āĀ
āWhat,ā you intone, shaking in barely contained rage as you slowly push up onto your hands to level him with an incredulous look. āAre you doing in my room?ā
He clicks his tongue at that. āIsnāt it obvious? Iām getting in my time with you while I still can before anyone else claims you for themselves.āĀ
āGet. Out. Now.ā
āOh, come on. Donāt be like that.ā Crooning in condescension, 22 tauntingly wags his cock at you with a meaty little flick. āWhy donāt you give me a hand first, and then - -ā
Your pillow slams into his face with a thick whap! to cut him off.Ā
āNo! I said get out, you - you fiend!ā You shriek as you shoot up to stand atop your bed, giving you the advantage of towering over him. āI will find you and tend to you later, but get out of my room! Iām serious!āĀ
Aggressively throwing the hurled pillow onto the floor, he tips his head back to narrow his eyes up at you through the holes in his mask, lips pulling in a sneer to show off those inexplicably sharp teeth. āYouāve got some nerve, you know that? Iād like to see you behave this way towards Omega or - -ā
āOut!āĀ
22 stubbornly opens his mouth like heās going to say something else that's just going to make you even angrier, but you impulsively twist around and grab the heavy, full sized lamp up from the bedside table. Wielding it like a bludgeon, you turn back to him and heft it over your shoulder with as much menace as you can muster.Ā
Luckily that seems to get through to him and he ducks his head to avoid the threatened blow, shoving himself back into his pants as he turns to scamper away. āOkay, okay! Fuck! Youād better keep your word though, or this wonāt be the last you hear from me!āĀ
With that final warning, the door slams behind him hard enough to make the frame shudder and your room once again descends into stillness. Peaceful, quiet stillness.Ā
Panting heavily in the aftermath of that rude wake up call, you slowly lower the lamp to hold it against your front. Damn him! You didnāt want to start barricading your door at night but it didnāt look like he was going to leave you much of a choice.Ā
Youāre halfway through the motion of putting the lamp back down where it belonged, still faintly shuddering from the adrenaline rush, when a rather polite knock sounds from out in the hall. It rouses your suspicions a great deal though when you have no idea who would possibly bother to announce themselves in this mad house.Ā
āWhat is it?āĀ
At your grumpy bark the knob gives a faint rattle as itās turned and to your great surprise it is the little face of 8 that appears in your doorway. Impassive and unimpressed as ever, but the curious glint in his eyes belies his curiosity at the state of agitation heās found you in.Ā
āIs this a bad time?āĀ
āOh. No. No, itās ā itās alright. Iām fine.ā You rush to say, rather self consciously setting the lamp down so you can step off of the bed. Turning towards him, you awkwardly smooth your hands over your flowing nightgown to make sure youāre at least decent. Presentable was asking for a bit too much from yourself right now. āSorry about that. I thought I saw a - a mouse, thatās all. Was there ⦠something you needed?āĀ
āI heard yelling so I decided to investigate. Are you sure youāre okay?āĀ
āOf course. Donāt even give it another thought.ā
But despite your reassurances he just continues to stand there, haunting the doorway like a tiny little ghost. As the seconds creep by it slowly occurs to you that he wants to come in. For some reason.Ā
Well, at least heād waited long enough to get permission.Ā
āWhy donāt you come sit with me for a moment?ā You say, holding out your hand to him. āI could brush your hair for you, if youād like.āĀ
Looking neither pleased nor annoyed by the offer of such childish coddling, 8 slips through the crack and shuts the door behind himself before wandering over. His slippers are nearly silent on the floor as he comes to stand in front of you, although the bulk of his attention is on peering around at the room.Ā
And it dawns on you that this might be the first time heās ever stood inside a womanās space like this before. Although the Doctor hadnāt gone into overly great detail, and you were a little too scared of what the truth might reveal to ask Zandik directly, it had sounded like even his parents might have rejected him too. The thought alone is nearly enough to break your heart.Ā
For better or worse, though, youāre still hot with your earlier anger at 22ās nonsense and the tears donāt even get the chance to sting your eyes. Without really even giving it much thought, you reach down and decisively pluck 8 up under his arms so you can set him on the edge of your bed.Ā
āThere. Let me grab my hairbrush, okay?ā Pretending like you donāt notice the vaguely startled look on his face, you turn to retrieve the item from your tiny attached washroom. You were a bit surprised at yourself too, but in truth you hadnāt even stopped long enough to consider how he might perceive that gesture from you. It was easy to forget that he was not actually an eight year old child sometimes and you find yourself wondering how long itās been since he was ⦠created. Born didnāt seem like the right term, and yet you didnāt know what else to call it.Ā
Making your way back over to the bed, you perch next to him and gently nudge his shoulders to indicate that you want him to face the other way, which he hesitantly does. Given his back now, you reach up to lightly run your fingers through a section of those baby soft, downy, half formed curls, coming back almost a little envious. His hair was so thick and full, but somehow not overly coarse. How lucky.Ā
Settling in behind him, you bring the brush up to gently pull it through those pale blue waves, starting at the base of his neck and working your way up.Ā
āThank you for checking on me by the way. That was very sweet of you.ā
āYouāre welcome.ā A pause, and then, āI can brush my hair myself, you know.āĀ
You canāt quite hold back your laughter at that. āDonāt worry, I know. But I usually take care of Master Zandikās hair for him too, so I guess itās becoming something of a habit for me now. Do you dislike it?āĀ
āI didnāt say that.āĀ
Another giggle.Ā
Another pause.Ā
And when 8 speaks next, it is with a mildly curious inflection in his voice. āDid you really see a mouse? When you screamed?āĀ
Heat stabs at your cheeks with that reminder, but you quickly sweep it into the back of your mind. You could be embarrassed about what youād woken up to and how youād reacted to it later. āHonestly? No. It was that gods forsaken 22. That one does not seem to understand the concept of personal space.ā
8 hums a rather noncommittal sound while you steadily work your way up the back of his head, letting silence descend over the room for a little while before he eventually deigns to speak again. āIf heās bothering you I can tell 35. I donāt know if thereās anything he can do about it though. No one really likes that guy. Other than maybe Zandik.āĀ
You canāt help the way you hesitate at that. āWhat do you mean no one likes him? Donāt you think thatās an odd thing to say when youāre all technically the same person?āĀ
āIn name only.ā 8 huffs as if that should have been obvious right from the start. And on some level you guessed it kind of was. āWe might share the same origin but weāre all as unique as any other individual. When you think about one of your past selves, donāt you regard them as different people too?āĀ
Okay, he sort of had you there. It was indeed hard to reconcile yourself at eleven or twelve with the person you currently were today, even if you did logically know that they were still you. Just a different version of you, each with their own unique thought processes considering how little you understood some of their actions now. Even without being segmented into pieces, the past youās may as well have led completely separate lives. And that sense of disconnect was probably far greater for Zandik considering heād given his different perspectives their own flesh and blood bodies that heād then had to look at, day in and day out, for who knows how long now. Forever reminded of his own lost youth, his lost vigor. His hubris and his mistakes.Ā
āI see your point,ā you murmur softly, resuming your brushing to watch his loose curls shimmer in the light streaming in from the window behind you. āBut why doesnāt anyone like 22?ā
8 gives the kind of listless shrug to that which only children were proficient at executing. āHeās different from the rest of us. He ⦠he was Zandik when he first came to Snezhnaya with old man Pierro. I heard Om ā 35 say heād gotten his first taste of power at that age and it went to his head for a time. The younger segments donāt like him because heās the exact opposite of us and the older ones donāt like him because theyāre embarrassed they ever acted that way.ā
You momentarily think back to your last trip down into the cellar and what 22 had said about all the others being boring, too serious to have a real sense of humor. So the feeling was mutual between them, at least, but you hadnāt expected him to be regarded as the black sheep of this dysfunctional family unit. No wonder youād had such a hard time trying to make any sense of him when he was so far removed from the Zandik you were accustomed to.Ā
And your heart gives a faintly sympathetic tug for him which you try your best to rebuke in the same breath. No way were you going to start feeling sorry for 22 after the way heās treated you, but ⦠perhaps the next time you had to deal with him you could make an attempt to reframe the way you approached one another into something that was a bit less frustrating. If what 8 said was true and he was simply on a power trip then maybe you could try to take some of that power away and claim it for yourself. It was worth a shot, at least.Ā
For now, though, you decide to change the subject.Ā
āThat makes sense. Am I allowed to ask who Pierro is?āĀ
8 clicks his little tongue at that, making you think it must have been a habit Zandik always had. āDonāt you know anything at all? Heās the director of the Fatui Harbingers.ā
āHey, I told you I was in a little over my head here, didnāt I? But does that mean ⦠he was personally handpicked for the role of The Doctor?āĀ
āMm. Something like that, I guess.āĀ
Finishing the last section of his hair now, you set the brush aside and use your fingers to lightly tousle those enviably soft locks to arrange it the way he seemed to prefer. How curious to think that Zandik had been rejected by his own homeland but intentionally sought out by another nation. You canāt help but wonder if it had been at the behest of the Tsaritsa or if this Pierro had made the decision on his own.Ā
You got the sense that 8 wasnāt going to divulge much more than that though, either because he wouldnāt or because he simply didnāt know much else about it, and you finally retract your hands upon deeming him ready for the day ahead. Which was certainly more than could be said for you. Oh, what you wouldnāt give to just stay in your room.Ā
But Zandik would need attending soon and you also had that appointment with 25 to keep. You were almost starting to miss how very quiet and uneventful things used to be around here, before youād uncovered the secret in the basement. It was your own fault, of course.Ā
āWell, that should about do it, little man. Iād better start getting myself ready now. Youāre welcome to sit here while I get dressed though.āĀ
āWait.ā He blurts, turning back around to peer up at you. āWhat about ⦠your lessons?āĀ
You slowly blink at him. Was that why heād wanted to come into your room? āYou want to do it right now?āĀ
At his tentatively hopeful nod, you have to remind yourself to keep all of your other obligations in mind instead of immediately folding to his whims on the spot. Itās hard though, so very hard when he looks at you like that.Ā
āIām afraid I donāt have the time for that right now.ā You tell him gently. āBesides, I just woke up, didnāt I? Iād say that hardly makes for the best time to start learning mathematics. But how about I come find you this afternoon and weāll sit down together somewhere, hm?āĀ
8ās expression remains largely impassive, however, neither showing disappointment or eagerness at the acquiescence as he gives his chin a curt nod. āOkay. Iāll prepare some worksheets for you in the meantime.āĀ
You arenāt sure if you should laugh or cry about that. Maybe even some confounding amalgamation of the two. He was taking this so seriously, and it's perfectly clear to you that he was looking forward to having the chance to educate and guide someone. You didnāt imagine he had many same age friends to play with instead. And while it was certainly sweet of him, it also reminded you of a passing thought youād had about Zandik before. He really would have made an excellent professor.Ā
What must he have done for the Nation of Wisdom of all places to exile him?Ā
āAlright. You have yourself a deal.ā You say, reaching out to give his little head an affectionate ruffle. āWould you like to join us for breakfast this morning?āĀ
At his murmur of agreement, you tell him to wait for you there and hop up off the bed. Brush still in hand, you take the few steps across the small room and step into the even smaller attached washroom, shutting the door behind you. A quick wash, your teeth brushed, hair combed out and styled simply, you go about your usual morning routine feeling strangely ⦠at peace. Even in spite of 22ās nonsense you just canāt seem to shake the warm flutters in your chest. 8 was making you wish for something you knew you couldnāt have, not with the way things currently were. The situation was too precarious, too impermanent. Temporary.Ā
But did it really need to be? You recall what 22 said yesterday about the Doctor working on an immortality elixir. For Pantalone. Did that really even make any sense? Why not Zandik? You were well aware how rocky the dynamic between the two of them was, but would Dottore really withhold something like that from his original self? If the old man could extend his life somehow then maybe this didnāt have to be so fleetingly brief.Ā
Youāre well aware how dangerous it is to entertain such thoughts though, and you sullenly kick them to the back of your mind as you finish getting dressed. It wouldnāt do to dwell on what could be when you were still living in the present of right now. Giving yourself one last look in the tall, claw footed mirror standing next to the wash basin, you take a short moment to run your hands over your uniform. It was starting to feel like an extension of yourself from how often you wore the thing, part of your personality now even though youād never thought you were much the domestic type. And what 65 said in the drawing room about being a homemaker ⦠would you really make a good wife? A good ā mother?Ā
A look of alarm passes over your face at that unexpected notion, reflected back at you in the surface of the mirror, and you quickly turn away from it. What an embarrassing thing to get flustered over.Ā
Quickly stepping back out into the room so donāt accidentally catch another glimpse of yourself, you find 8 laying out on top of your bed right where youād left him. Schooling a pleasant smile into place, you offer your hand out to him and youāre admittedly quite pleased when he slides down off the sheets to come right over to you.
Hand in hand, the two of you step out into the hall together and you pull him over to Zandikās door where you issue a gentle knock before easing it open. And as you step inside with 8 in tow, youāre greeted by the sight of the old man already awake and sitting up in his bed, withered hands clasped in his lap.Ā
āOh. Youāre already up, Master?āĀ
He cocks a grumpy brow at that even as he sends his youngest counterpart a curious glance, like he isnāt entirely sure what to make of his presence there with you.Ā
āItās a little hard to sleep with all the shouting going on in this place. It used to be quiet around here, you know. I donāt know what happened to my peaceful retirement home. Youāre not bothering her are you, boy?āĀ
āNo. I heard the yelling too so I came to check.ā
Your face immediately grows hot enough to spark. āD - did that wake you, Master? Iām so sorry. I didnāt mean to - -āĀ
āYes, yes. Itās alright.ā He says with a dismissive wave of his hand. āNo harm done. Iām just glad to see youāre alright. When I didnāt hear any more carrying on, I figured you were likely fine. What had you so excited first thing in the morning?āĀ
You internally cringe at that even as you share a quick look with 8 who, despite his placid expression, seems to be silently telling you heāll answer if you donāt.Ā
āWell,ā you murmur, stepping up next to the bed. āIt was ā 22, sir. He decided to pay me an unexpected visit, thatās all. But I took care of it already.āĀ
āHe didnāt hurt you, did he?ā Zandik asks, keeping his attention on you even when 8 slips out of your hand to climb up and lay out over his legs.Ā
āNo ⦠he just wanted some time with me. I think.ā
The old man scoffs a sharp sound of derision. āI canāt say I blame him for that. It seems like everyone around here wants you all to themselves. I consider myself lucky to have the privilege of monopolizing most of your attention though. Come here for a moment, girl. Let me see you.āĀ
Zandik holds his arm out to open up the space beside him, indicating where he wanted you to position yourself. Your heart gives a little thump, thump inside your chest but you still heed the summons, carefully getting yourself turned and situated to perch on the edge of the mattress beside him.Ā
Evidently thatās not enough to satisfy him though, and you squeak a tiny sound when he curls that arm around you and tugs you right up against him, giving you no choice but to lean into his slight frame. You shoot 8 a wide eyed look of self conscious alarm but Zandik does not seem to have any concern for what the boy might think as he dips his face close to press a hard kiss to your forehead.Ā
And youāre unequivocally struck by how familial and homey this scene actually feels. You earlier thoughts come bubbling right back up to the surface with a vengeance, making you crave it all over again. To have this with him, to share the sort of intimacy with someone that would potentially result in the byproduct of it sitting at your feet with a decidedly unimpressed expression on his face, watching ā¦Ā
āM - Master?āĀ
āHush. I just want to enjoy your company for a little while before the rest of the day takes you away from me.ā Zandik mutters into your hair, exhaling a soft sigh. āIām still surprised you agreed to 25ās terms. I should have known heād try to barter with you though.āĀ
āItās alright.ā You say as you try to calm your pounding heartbeat. āI donāt mind, and itās probably best if I ⦠get to know him a little better. How to handle his eccentricities.ā
āThatās a good mindset to have, girl. But donāt let any of them bully you just because theyāre bigger than you. I can promise I wasnāt nearly as difficult to deal with as it might seem.āĀ
āThey try to push me around sometimes too.ā 8 adds from his spot further down on the bed where heās got his chin resting atop his folded arms. Just observing. āYou could try stepping on their foot if they make you mad. Thatās what I do.ā
āIāll keep that in mind.ā You giggle, wondering if you actually had the courage to do something like that.Ā
The three of you sit together like that for what seems like its own blissful eternity, exchanging snippets of conversation and enjoying each otherās presence. Youāre especially grateful for the chance to just breathe in the smell of Zandik, the permeating warmth that bleeds off of him and into you. It would have been nice if it never had to end.Ā
But, eventually, it does come to a close, and at your masterās nudge you climb up to start getting him ready for the day while 8 lounges about on the bed. It almost hurts how peaceful and domesticated that morning feels, and you think youāll cherish it for a long time to come as the three of you start to make your way down to the library together.Ā
Likely having some idea what 25 has planned for you, Zandik tells the boy he can stay with him until you return from your appointment down in the cellar and that he can help him with his research. Leaving them to it, the last thing you hear on your way back out into the hall are the two of them discussing something about theorems and chemical bonding that makes absolutely no sense to you.Ā
Itās so odd to think that, despite being forever stuck in the body of a child, 8 really was capable of understanding such complicated concepts and advanced terminology. He really was Zandik, just in another form, and you canāt help wondering if a true son or daughter sired from the old man would likewise inherit any of that staggering intellect.Ā
This particular thought occupies your mind while you go about preparing breakfast for them, portioning out a plate for yourself as you go. You make an attempt to replicate the sandwich youād made for 8 the day before but itās obvious youāre missing some key ingredients and know-how to truly make a decent Sumerian dish. Youāll likely just have to wait until the next shipment arrives before you can do anything truly worthwhile. Zandik said over dinner last night that he would relay the request to the Doctor who, heād assured you, wouldnāt possibly deny such a request coming from you. Youāre not so sure of that, especially if he ever found out about that impulsive letter youād sent with the Fatuus yesterday, but youād wisely kept that thought to yourself.Ā
Once everythingās ready, you take the food upstairs and serve them at the desk. Zandik gets his piping hot black coffee and 8 is given a glass of orange juice which he seems pleased to accept. He truly appears to have no interest in Snezhnayan foods though, and you notice he makes a conscious decision to stick to only what was at least marginally familiar to him from the perspective of a child. Eggs and potatoes are fine, but the buckwheat kasha is summarily ignored and avoided. You make a mental note of that.Ā
After ensuring they have everything and theyāre both comfortably settled in, you leave them to it so you can catch up on some of your neglected chores for the rest of the morning. A certain sense of apprehension comes over you every time you think about meeting with 25 later on, so you do your best to keep busy and preoccupied, hoping your nerves wonāt get the better of you.Ā
That doesnāt quite work, though, and by the time afternoon finally rolls around youāre feeling increasingly more anxious by the minute.Ā
Before you head down, you prepare a hearty lunch for them and take it up to the library where youāre mildly surprised to find 8 standing on top of the desk when you open the door. It looks like heās helping to assemble some sort of contraption with moving bits and babbles, given the gears on the apparatus, and a drip that would feed into a flask at the bottom.Ā
Understandably bewildered, you hesitantly make your way over to them. āAnd whatās all this?āĀ
Dropping his chin from where heād been looking up at the boy, no doubt directing him from his chair, Zandik pins you with a roguishly half cocked smirk. āDo you think youād understand if I told you?āĀ
āPoint taken.ā You murmur, carefully balancing the tray as you come to a stop next to the corner, head tipping back to peer up at 8. āPlease be careful. I donāt want you to fall.āĀ
āOh, relax. Youāre starting to sound like a mother hen.ā Zandik comments offhandedly, making your stomach churn with some confusing mix of guilty shame and eager little flutters.Ā
If only he knew the half of it.Ā
āIām almost done anyway.ā 8 adds, as unconcerned as the old man is, while he fiddles with a final screw in the confusing tool. It looked like something out of a whacky science fiction novel.Ā
āIs this ⦠some sort of chemistry set up or something?āĀ
Ever so slowly tipping his head to one side, Zandik sends you an unreadable look. āIndeed it is. Youāve seen similar tools in my personal lab downstairs but Iām still surprised you could correlate the two to draw a successful conclusion. As always, your cleverness does nothing but charm me.āĀ
8 makes an odd sound at that but with his face tipped up you canāt tell whether or not heās rolling his eyes from this angle. The little brat.Ā
āAnd as always, your ability to keep finding new things to research continues to astound me. Now,ā you intone, moving behind the desk to start placing the offering of plates and fresh glasses down. āThe two of you had better eat the lunch I prepared before you start getting lost in your experiments. I worked hard on this meal and I donāt want you to go hungry.āĀ
Zandik snorts a plainly amused laugh at that, tracking you with his sharp eyes while you unload your tray. āYes, dear. The boy and I will make sure to clean our plates if it will make you happy.āĀ
You canāt help the way you smile at that, realizing it would please you a great deal to know theyād enjoyed the food youād cooked for them enough to eat it all. Was this the same reason you used to sometimes catch your mother smiling to herself while you and your father sat at the table in your small kitchen together? That was a very long time ago though. Youād almost forgotten about it.Ā
But when you set down the last bowl of chopped fruit and start to pull away, Zandik reaches up to snag your wrist before you can make it very far. He gives you a gentle yet insistent tug and, helpless to do anything else but oblige when he asks it of you, you lean down to accept the chaste kiss he presses to your mouth.Ā
Heās been so affectionate with you the last few days. As much as you enjoyed it, happily preening under his attention every time he graced you with it, some tiny part of you almost fears what it might mean for you in the long run.Ā
āAre you headed off to the cellar now?āĀ
āYes.ā You grumble, not even trying to hide the fact you werenāt exactly thrilled about it, but Zandik merely chuckles another low laugh at your response.Ā
āDonāt sound so excited.ā He murmurs, lightly brushing the bony jut of your wrist with his wrinkled thumb. āIām sure 25 will take good care of you. After going two rounds with you yesterday, I think Iām going to need more time to recuperate so you may as well enjoy yourself elsewhere for right now.āĀ
āMaster!āĀ
Your eyes grow big as saucers as you shoot a surreptitious glance at 8 but, by some small stroke of luck, he seems to be more focused on climbing down off of the desk than in paying attention to what the sickeningly lovey dovey adults were whispering about. Probably tired of watching these nauseatingly mushy scenes by now, if you had to guess.Ā
āForgive me.ā He laughs, clearly not the least bit sorry about it. āIām so used to it being just you and I that it seems I forget myself. But donāt fret over it, lovely girl. I donāt think he cares very much.āĀ
āEven so!ā You hiss, withering from the inside out. As if being on the receiving end of such sweet gestures wasnāt already embarrassing enough.Ā
But, still, you only see Zandikās usual mean-streaked humor reflected in his face, and you haplessly allow him pull you back down into another lingering kiss. This time, however, he lets his mouth mould to the shape of yours, coaxing you into reluctant compliance as you slowly kiss him back.Ā
āThere. Thatās a much better look for you than that sulky pout.ā He announces, smirking, when he finally leans back to take in your expression again. āYouād better run along now, hm? Wouldnāt want to keep that bastard 25 waiting too long. Just do keep in mind what I said, girl. Itās alright if you enjoy your time with someone else in this household, even if I am not there to personally watch over the proceedings. Try not to seem so put out, alright?āĀ
ā⦠yes, Master.āĀ
āGood girl. Off with you then. Iāll see you for dinner, alright?ā
Unable to keep the warbling grin held at bay any longer, you lean back down again to press one final peck to the corner of his wrinkled mouth. āAlright. Have fun with your little experiments.āĀ
You straighten up and pull away, plopping a hand down on 8ās head to ruffle his fluffy hair as you walk by. Just as Zandik said, though, he couldnāt seem to care less about the rosy atmosphere between the two of you as he proceeds to stretch for a piece of watermelon plucked from the bowl without a second thought given to the matter.Ā
The innocence of children really was something else, even when the individual in question was only a child by design.Ā
It almost pains you to leave them, but you were a bit too aware of the fact that 25 would simply come looking for you if you werenāt punctual enough to suit his liking so you grudgingly make your way to the first floor and then the kitchen where you switch out your silver tray for the kerosene lamp. Then itās back down the hall, through the landing, the careful descent into the dark staircase and, finally, into the subterranean lab.Ā
You pause in the doorway, however, warily glancing around in search of 22. After the stunt he pulled yesterday coupled with the stunt from this morning, you half expect to see him lurking about, lying in wait for you to make his next move. But just as every other time, you see no one at all. Not even 65 putzing about somewhere in his dramatic bird mask.Ā
Realizing you havenāt seen him all day, you wonder where he might have holed himself up at as you set your extinguished lamp next to the exit and start to make your way down the center aisle. Your skin prickles from the chill of the basement as much as at the apprehension of possibly being accosted again, and yet nothing comes of it. You successfully navigate back to the operating theater again where, to your mild surprise, you find 25 already waiting for you.Ā
He's got his attention fixed on the clipboard in his hand though, evidently reading over something, and you canāt help but be reminded of that first fateful encounter when youād unexpectedly run into him as you shuffle over to stand at attention. Silently waiting for him to acknowledge you.Ā
A few minutes go by in this still manner before he finally lifts his head to regard you with that customary bland look of his. āAssistant.ā
āSir.āĀ
The corners of his eyes crease slightly with what you think might be a smile as he shifts in place to set the clipboard on the desk behind him. āYouāre looking well. I take it you were able to get plenty of rest after your busy day yesterday?āĀ
You try very hard not to flush at that only to fail miserably on all accounts. āI did. Iām ā sorry you had to make two trips upstairs because of me.ā
āThink nothing of it. I admit, I was a bit surprised when I realized you were entertaining both of them inside the drawing room but if anything I find it remarkable how quickly youāve made yourself at home here. Of the very few people who know of Zandikās hubristic folly, most are ⦠understandably hesitant to trust his segments at face value.ā
You slowly blink at that. Somehow you hadnāt expected him to be in such a talkative mood today. āI canāt say I donāt understand why, but ⦠do you think that makes me a fool?āĀ
āOn the contrary, I think it makes you an interesting wealth of potential. Hence why so many of us are fascinated by you. Itās not every day that someone new is brought into the fold who then acclimates to such admittedly bizarre circumstances with hardly any trouble at all.āĀ
It's suddenly difficult to process what heās saying. What he was suggesting. āDoes that mean I ⦠I have your approval because I ā accept what you are?āĀ
The surgeon gives a subdued shrug of one shoulder. āSomething like that. More to the point, though, I think itās that you approach us as individuals rather than disposable redundancies. It seems to me like you caught on rather quickly that each of us has his own unique perspectives, likes and dislikes, different interests, despite originating from the same man.āĀ
āI see. Was it ⦠the same for Lord Regrator, too?āĀ
25 offers a rather gracious incline of his head. āIndeed. Feofan shows each of us a slightly different face. All of us segments have a unique relationship with the banker, our own personalized dynamics with him. Much like weāre starting to develop with you. I suppose I could say that you feel similarly promising in that sense.āĀ
You canāt help feeling a bit pleased by that, if they really regarded you with the same potential for meaningful exchange that Pantalone had with them, and you find yourself straightening your back slightly. āDoes that mean youāll start being a bit nicer to me?āĀ
āWeāll see. Are you ready to begin?āĀ
At your stilted nod, 25 rises from his confident slouch leaned up against the desk and reaches out to place a gloved hand behind your back, steering you past the steel table in favor of angling towards the dark curtain instead. Your skin nervously prickles at the reminder of what youād endured back there the last time, but you remind yourself itās under much different circumstances now. You wouldnāt need saving today. Probably.Ā
And when he flicks the barrier aside, youāre greeted by the sight of that awful chair heād previously strapped you to. The metal stirrups are folded back and away, tucked into the sides of the base where you wouldnāt have even noticed them if you didnāt already know they were there, while the backrest is reclined at a ninety degree angle that would no doubt let you rest somewhat comfortably against it. Your heart still leaps into your throat, threatening to choke you, but you bravely stand your ground when he slides his hand away to send you a mild glance, turning to face you now.Ā
āGet undressed and have a seat, please. And before you ask, yes. Even your shoes. I donāt want to have to stop just to fiddle with a troublesome button or buckle.ā
With that command issued, he moves from you over to the rows of cabinets and drawers along the wall, beginning to pull things out so he can line them up in a neat line atop the work space. Confident that you would do as you were told without needing to be coerced, evidently.Ā
Undeniably a bit nervous, you take a moment to simply breathe in and then out on a slow, calming exhale that only marginally settles your nerves. You know itās much too late for second thoughts though, and you reach back to untie your apron which you deposit onto a low table just behind you. Your housekeeping dress soon joins it, as does your slip, your stockings and the garterbelt, while your shoes are tucked in front of the shelf on the floor. The chill of the basement is suddenly unbearable, or something close to it, and you valiantly fight back the shudder that tries to sweep over you as you hurry over to the examination chair so you can get your feet up off the icy flagstones.Ā
You keep your arms folded over your chest while you get settled in, both to protect them from the cold and to preserve some small modicum of your dignity. By chance, you happen to glance up and notice a small mirror situated more or less directly in front of you that shows you your own plainly flustered expression as well as the fertile swell of your naked body. Cheeks growing even warmer, you turn away from it to look over your shoulder so you can watch what 25 is doing instead. From your vantage point you canāt be entirely sure what exactly heās taking out over there but of all the possibilities running through your mind, the very last thing you expect him to turn towards you with is a length of rope.Ā
āBe a dear and lie back for me, hm?āĀ
And it almost startles you, how archaic it actually looks against the backdrop of surgical equipment and tools, the far more advanced technology you would have expected from him.
āW - what are you going to do with that ā¦ā You dare to ask, shooting the rope a deeply suspicious look, but the bespectacled man merely cocks a droll brow at you in response. Itās obvious enough in the way he looks at you as much as his body language that he has no intention of forcing you into submission this time, or at least not yet, and you huff a resigned breath.Ā
Somewhat grudgingly easing yourself down to settle against the backrest, you canāt help noticing that he looks rather pleased by your compliance now as he steps close to stand by your feet.Ā
āThis is just to keep you in position while Iām working.ā He says, unraveling the coil with slow, evenly measured tugs of his hands. āI thought you might appreciate having some amount of freedom instead of being strapped in place, but I still need you to be at least relatively still for me. We donāt want you trying to scuttle away, do we? Oh, but donāt look so nervous, my sweet assistant. Do you recall what I said about a safe word?ā
You slowly nod your head. āYes. I remember.āĀ
āGood. Itās padisarah, by the way. If you start to feel like what Iām doing is toeing a dangerous line for you then just say that one little word and Iāll make everything stop. That only seems fair, doesnāt it?āĀ
His condescending crooning coupled with that pitying look on his face makes a fresh flood of heat rush into your cheeks, but you give him another nod of understanding all the same. āPadisarah. What is that?āĀ
āThere are plenty of books in the library that will give you the answer. The only hint Iāll give you beyond that is youāll want to locate a botanical encyclopedia. Lift this leg for me?āĀ
You fix him with a wry look even as you do as heād asked of you, curling your foot up into the air. It must not be enough for his liking though, because he pushes under the bend of your knee to fold it further back towards your chest.Ā
āExcellent. Now, bring the same hand down and grab your ankle.āĀ
A cold note of uncertainty creeps through you along with a vague curling of understanding. You could probably guess what he was going to do from there and you werenāt so sure you appreciated it much, but you reluctantly oblige him this too.Ā
Abandoning your chest, you reach down to wrap your fingers around the base of your leg, earning a rather warm hum of approval from him. You have the brief thought that you like how that sounds coming from him but itās quickly chased away by a spike of anxiety when he proceeds to wind the rope around your two limbs, securing them together. The twine is scratchy and abrasive, and yet you say nothing in protest while he gets it knotted off with quick and simple efficiency.Ā
Then he shifts to the other side where he pulls a second coil of rope from a pocket in his white coat, indicating for you to do the same thing as before. You donāt exactly like the thought of being bound and helpless, but the safe word heād given you works as an effective balm to alleviate some of your greater fears as sullenly you do as asked.Ā
In very short order you find yourself stuck in that awkwardly curled position with both of your wrists fastened to your ankles. It forces you to keep your legs up and spread or risk yanking on your shoulders, and you nervously squirm in place. You're completely at the mercy of the chill like this too, and you whimper a soft sound at how very tight your nipples harden into finely puckered points.Ā
Looking really quite pleased with you, 25 murmurs a soft sound of approval as he slides one of his hands forward to lightly brush the thumb over your vulnerable slit. Truth be told youāre still a bit sore from yesterday and you instinctively try to shy away from that touch but itās no use, of course. Youāre completely defenseless in this restrained position, which was exactly how heād wanted you no doubt.Ā
āAre you tender here?ā He gently asks you, although he does not retract his fingers or stop touching you. Just poking and prodding at the fleshy press of your labia for a moment, the gesture almost thoughtful in its execution.Ā
āA - a little ā¦āĀ
Noising a soft sound of consideration, 25 bends down to get a better look at your cunt. You give a small squeak when he presses his middle and pointer fingers into your labia, spreading the fleshy lips apart so he can study every last, velvety soft inch of you. The angle of the chair allows you to more or less see what heās doing, and you watch with bated breath as he inspects you for a prolonged moment.Ā
Youāre not sure what, exactly, he sees, but rather than pulling away he instead brings both hands together to crowd in close, hooking his thumbs into the meaty slit so he can hold you open to his scrutiny. Stomach roiling with uncertainty and embarrassment at being looked at so very closely, you wait for him to say something. Anything.Ā
āHmm. You are indeed looking a bit irritated in a few spots. I take it you had a good time, then?āĀ
Your face grows so hot you start to feel dizzy, but he doesnāt wait for an answer and he doesnāt seem to expect one either. Instead, 25 adjusts the position of his hands so he can hold your cunt lips open with just one while the other reaches a finger inside to lightly feel along your tender opening, making you suck in a sharp breath.Ā
āDoes it hurt?āĀ
āI ā I donāt know if Iād call it painful, exactly. Just sore. It was my ⦠first time taking a cock like ⦠that.āĀ
āI figured as much. Even though it doesnāt seem like much of a difference on paper, a sixty-five year old man and an eighty-four year old are still at vastly different life stages, arenāt they? Naturally I would have expected one cock to work better than the other.ā Slowly letting up his hold on your labia, 25 straightens up to send you a decidedly mocking look over the perfectly white edge of his surgical mask. āAlthough if you want my opinion on the matter, I must admit to a certain amount of surprise that Zandik can get it up at all at his age. However, Iām sure we can attribute that to this exceptionally tempting body of yours. Certainly even someone with one foot already in the grave will find a way to partake in the pleasures of this inviting little cunt of yours. Lucky for you, though, Iād already intended to focus on other areas of inquiry today.āĀ
āWh - ⦠which is?āĀ
Slowly dragging his attention down to fix on the spot between your legs again, he reaches out to just brush the tips of his fingers over your puckered back entrance and you outright jolt as if heād electrocuted you. Admittedly you probably should have seen that coming but even so, you canāt quite seem to catch the sensitive shudder that tears through your stiffly held body.Ā
Youāre not completely opposed to it though, you realize with not nearly as much apprehension as you probably should. After 65ās patient stretching of your hole yesterday you find that youāre rather amenable to the idea, in fact. Or at the very least it strikes you as being preferable to having your cunt invaded and claimed again so soon after the last pounding it took.Ā
And when you neither protest or try to shirk away from his teasing digits, only trembling through another halting shudder in response, 25 scoffs a quiet sound of amusement. He draws his hand back and moves to step behind you, momentarily leaving you to your own devices while he presumably retrieves something along the opposite wall. Even in spite of your lingering soreness and the overstimulation of yesterday, you still find your cunt growing vaguely wet while you sit there, listening to him putz around out of sight. You refused to look up at the mirror youād spotted earlier and risk seeing yourself naked and spread out like a holiday roast.Ā
The sound of squeaky wheels and a soft metal clamor soon rises up though, and you glance to the side to see him wheeling a small tray over to the exam chair. Your eyes widen slightly at the strange implements and tools you see laid out on top of it, much like the items heād neatly arranged on the other counter which he soon goes to fetch, leaving the cart down by the corner at your feet. A litany of questions pop into your head as you curiously study the items heād evidently prepared for you in advance but you have no idea what half of them could possibly be for. Your one and only consolation is that you do not see that horrid metal contraption heād used to pry your cunt open last time.Ā
Coming back to set the additional things down with the rest, 25 then retrieves a small black stool from next to the curtain which he unceremoniously plops directly in front of you before taking a seat. Unable to do much of anything else at the moment, you nervously flex your toes where theyāre stuck up in the air.Ā
āHas anyone else played with your ass besides me?ā He asks, abruptly falling into that strict, clinical tone of authority again. The same one heād used while torturing you the first time.Ā
You have to forcefully swallow down your fluttering nerves before you can manage to speak. ā65 did. In the drawing room.āĀ
āHow?āĀ
āHis ⦠his fingers.āĀ
He sends you a slow look under the delicately thin lenses of his glasses. āAnd did you enjoy it?ā
You hesitate briefly at that before answering.Ā
āYes. I did. It felt ā unexpectedly good. Even when I knew I shouldnāt be enjoying it.āĀ
Chuckling a low sound of mirth, 25 glances down at where youāre spread open so very shamelessly on the adjustable chair. āWhy shouldnāt you enjoy something that is only a natural part of your basic biology? Guilt is but a human construct, dear assistant, whereas pleasure is an organic function that stimulates dopamine which is then fed into the reward circuit of your brain. Think of it like ⦠a closed loop, if you would. When something feels good it lights up those neural pathways, rewarding you by releasing a potent cocktail of chemicals to keep you going back for more. The cycle feeds into itself and youāre hardwired to seek out things that trigger this response. So, Iāll ask again. Why do you think you shouldnāt be allowed to enjoy such pleasures of the flesh?āĀ
āW - well ⦠it's shameful, isnāt it? To be taken like ā that.āĀ
āLike what, exactly?āĀ
āMm. Like ⦠an animal. Or something.āĀ
āOr something.ā He echoes you, sounding a bit too much like the Doctor in the way he says it, the inflection of his voice, for your liking. āAnd whatās wrong with that? Are you aware, dear assistant, that humans are a kind of animal too?āĀ
25 turns from you then to fiddle with something on the tray at his elbow while you try to labor through that thought process. Itās getting increasingly harder to think straight the longer you sit there like that though. As naked as ever with your legs forced into a wide, awkwardly bent splay without even being touched at all.Ā Ā
āI think Iāve ⦠heard that before. Or maybe I read it in a book. But my mother always said I should act with self respect and decorum. That means I shouldnāt ⦠behave like an animal, right? Even if I am ā technically one.āĀ
āOh, thereās nothing technical about it, my dear. You are. But let's put aside what your mother has said for a moment,ā turning forward again, 25 brings one of his hands close to softly drag sticky fingertips over your tight back hole, making it twitch under the caress. You realize, belatedly, that heād squirted out a healthy dollop of lubricant onto a square piece of gauze on the table for easy access that you can now glimpse without his arm in the way to block it.Ā
āDid it make you feel good when he played with your ass? A simple yes or no will suffice.āĀ
You hesitate only briefly, distracted by the sensation of him touching you like that as much as by the way your puckering rim seems to readily soften under his ministrations. āYes.āĀ
āWould you like to feel it again?āĀ
āY - yes, sir. I liked it.ā No caveat this time. You donāt have the extra oxygen for it when heās carefully poking at the center wrinkle to taunt you with the promise of penetration. Gods, you really did want it.Ā
āAnd what about when I was the one doing it? Did you enjoy it then?āĀ
ā⦠yes.āĀ
A small sound of approval slips out of him and 25 rewards you with a single finger pressed slowly up into your ass. It catches you wholly off guard how easily he breaches your body and you know quite immediately that it must be the lubricant. Itās much more effective than spit, as it turns out, in that it allows him to slip and slide along your passage with hardly any resistance at all to show for it.Ā
But that doesnāt even begin to lessen how deeply you feel it in your guts, making you shake uncontrollably for a drawn out moment while he reaches in you straight down to the knuckle. He doesnāt give you a chance to adjust though and you whine a thready sound when he drags it right back out again to escape the clinging grip of you with a tiny little pop from your pucker. Groaning a mildly delirious sound, you helplessly rock in your awkward position, pulling first on your arms when you try to straighten out your legs and then the opposite when you have to force your knees back up.Ā
āYouāre a very good girl, arenāt you? As for the matter of todayās business,ā 25 intones with a scholarly inflection coloring his voice now. āWhat I would like to test is how receptive your ass really is. I noticed the last time that you seemed to respond to this particular stimuli with overwhelmingly positive results but I am curious to see how far that actually goes. Oftentimes this sort of thing is more of an ⦠acquired taste than it is anything else. And yet you took right to it with little need for persuasion on my part. I find that very interesting, you know.āĀ
His fingertip is suddenly pressing in on your puffy little hole again, without any warning or buildup to help you brace against it, and you hiss a wounded sound when he slides back up into you again. It really does seem to drive you crazy how seamless the penetration is, how sinfully, buttery smooth it somehow manages to be even though your rear end was very close to being untested yet. Maybe it was the repeated violations of the last few days, or perhaps the lubricant really was just that effective. But either way you find yourself throbbing around the intrusion.Ā
Once more, he doesnāt give you a chance to truly enjoy the searing hot sensation of having his finger wedged inside your ass and 25 quickly pulls back out to another wet little pop. You barely have enough time to twitch at the unseemly sound before heās pressing in again to the click of a tiny slurp, letting your ass swallow him straight down to the base. And you realize then, in a far off, dreamy sort of way, that heās pushing the lube inside to thoroughly coat your inner sleeve with it.
āFirst,ā he goes on, repeating the process yet again. In up to the knuckle. Straight back out to make your slackening hole squelch. āIād like to see if you can cum just from anal penetration. Something tells me you can, but I donāt like to operate on assumptions. You understand.āĀ
Groaning a low sound at what heās telling you, understanding the unspoken implication that he had no intention of touching you anywhere else, not even your stiffly coiled nipples, you wonder if you can actually do it. 65 had given in easily enough to your pitiful pleas and dotingly obliged you instead of forcing you to cum with your nipples or not at all. Something told you 25 would not be half as open to persuasion though, and that doesnāt exactly bode well for how this experiment would pan out. Especially after you came so many times just yesterday and your body felt like it was still recovering from that ā¦Ā
You were willing to try though, closing your eyes so you can focus only on the feeling of him inside you, the soft noises when he pulls out or pushes in. Your ass feels hot and gummy where 25 has it wedged open, and youāre aware of a vague reflection of that mirrored in your slowly slicking pussy, but youāre not sure if itās enough. The slippery smooth glide of him is undeniably arousing, however, encouraging you to lean into it and let it sweep you up, which you gladly do.Ā
āHow is it?ā He asks at length, when your puffy rim is so soft and slack in the middle that it now readily welcomes him back in every time.Ā
āMmnh. Feels good ā¦āĀ
His finger drags out of you, slow and stilted, to another faint pop.Ā
āAnd this?āĀ
Heās suddenly sliding into you with two fingers this time and you tremble so hard the chair seems to rattle underneath you, eyes rolling back in budding ecstasy. Even more than the glide itself, it seems to be the stretch to your guts that really stokes your arousal, turning your insides to molten gold. Maybe if he stuffed you full enough you really could cum like this.Ā
āOoughn. Better. M - more?āĀ
25 noises a quiet sound of consideration, drawing his hand back to remove both digits from your weakly clenching grip. As foolish and naive it might be, your hole feels so loosened now that youāre fairly sure you could take almost anything he tried to feed into you.Ā
But he seems to have other plans in mind as he takes a moment to slather his gloved fingers in more lubricant before coming back up to squeeze into you once more, making you choke on your budding delight.Ā
āRather than more,ā he says, perfectly calm and casual about it as he sets in to pump those spearing digits deep into your innards at a moderately tempoed pace. āLetās try faster first. Then we can try harder. If you still cannot cum by then, I will add another finger at that point.āĀ
A needy mewl tumbles out of your mouth at that proclamation, knowing with certainty now that he was willing to keep at it for as long as it took until he saw the results he wanted. The only good thing is youāre fairly certain your ass can take it, much more than your pussy could right now, at least, but ⦠what if you never found your release? Would he really keep you tied up down here for the foreseeable future?Ā
Squirming in place now, you stiffly flex your legs up as much as you can, absolutely hating the position heās got you stuck in. It makes your limbs feel numb and heavy, and all you can really do like this is uselessly clench your fingers into tight fists where theyāre trapped over your ankles, rocking into the stilted motion of his hand. Your pussy was starting to drool in earnest, and you can feel it growing damp along the seam. His lack of interest in touching you there almost seems to make you want it more than you otherwise would have, craving it more than nearly anything else in that moment.Ā
You dazedly think this must be some strange form of reverse psychology, squeezing down on his fingers to better feel the way they press in on you from the inside and how they stretch your inner sleeve. The fleshy grip of your raised entrance clings to him each time he pulls half of the way out just to plunge back in, dragging against the latex of his glove. It feels good, yes, but was it enough?
āO - oohnn ⦠faster. Please. Nghn! Do it faster, sir.ā
Scoffing, 25 lifts his attention to peer up at you. āAre you presuming to give me orders now, assistant?āĀ
An unsteady shake of your head. āN - no. Just ⦠a request, sir. Iād like to ā mmngh! To cum for you ā¦ā
āWell, thatās certainly a pretty answer, isnāt it? I suppose I could permit you that much.ā Pausing, he gives his wrist a particularly insidious twist that has him jabbing up at an angle that instantly makes your toes curl, groaning another wounded sound when he picks up the pace. In and out, in and out, a continuous back and forth motion that somehow bleeds into a constant, aching burn that lights your guts up.Ā
āIs that more to your liking? Do you think you might cum?āĀ
āOh! Gods! M - maybe ⦠nnghnn! It feels ⦠tight. And hot.āĀ
An interested hum is the only response you get and the sound of his fingers delving up into your ass quickly dominates the small space, interspersed only by your breathless moans. The pressure in you rapidly swells, becoming almost mind numbingly unbearable, especially when your wedged open sphincter hollowly contracts around the intrusion. It feels like your body is instinctively trying to milk his fingers of something they simply donāt have to give, the thought of taking his cock like this making you seethe. Youāre sure heād really stretch you out then.Ā
But you have to make do with this for now, focusing all of your attention on the continuous attack of his hand which, to his credit, does not seem to tire while you stiffly balance there on the precipice. Itās like youāre hot enough to catch fire but you just canāt seem to tip over the edge even when youāre close enough to taste it on the back of your tongue.Ā
And then your innards suddenly give another sharp, hollowed out contraction that leaves you reeling, seeing stars dance in front of your eyes. Lurching in place, you focus everything on that pinprick pulse deep inside your ass while you gasp and heave, whining a desperate sound. Your cunt floods in its neglect now, excited and eager for attention too, but it is only your back end that 25 graces with his touch. In all of your sexual encounters thus far, both the good and the bad, youād never had one of them ignore your pussy quite so proficiently. Even the way 22 had toyed with you by using only your thighs to get off hadnāt been as frustrating as this.Ā
āYou look like youāre getting close, dear assistant. I take it that must mean youāre enjoying having me in your ass like this?āĀ
You heave some terribly gutted sound, practically suffocating on it, as you bob your head in near frantic agreement. If he stopped now you were sure it would drive you mad. Well and truly. You just needed him to keep fucking you with his fingers for another moment longer and then āĀ
Your inner sleeve gives an abrupt, pulsing squeeze around him, contracting again, but this time it stays like that as if the internal muscle was locking up. It fully steals your breath away and you outright sob, shuddering hard at that bone deep, brain melting throb. Instinctively flexing your legs further up, you dizzyingly bear down on the demanding glide of his fingers, in and out, in and out, in and out.Ā
And just like that, the vibrating thread of tension snaps.Ā Ā
This is unlike any other orgasm youāve had before though, and your entire body seems to spasm around your stuffed ass. Your pussy sympathetically flutters in response, weeping more sticky arousal, but the epicenter of it is firmly rooted in your back end. That tight inner passage squeezes down hard enough to strangle as you wail a terribly stricken sound, gasping for air while you plaintively tremble through it.Ā
On one hand it seems to be done much sooner than youāre accustomed to, but on the other ⦠goodness, the way it feels like it drains you of every last bit of energy you have! The satiation is so deep, so all encompassing that you canāt even see straight for a good long minute, and when you finally start to come back into your body some moments later you can only wheeze up at the ceiling. Yes, yes, youāre quite sure youād enjoyed it. Even in its stark difference from the orgasms you were used to, thereās something undeniably exciting about cumming this way.Ā
āI guess that settles that.ā 25 murmurs, more to himself than to you, it seems, as he slowly pulls his hand back to slip out of you again. āBy the way, has anyone ever told you that when you cum you make the most adorable scrunched up face?āĀ
Trying and failing to blink out of your daze, you glance down at him in confusion, still trying to catch your breath. āN - no ⦠but ā thank you?ā
Nodding once in acknowledgment, he turns to look over his tray of goodies. āFor the next phase - -ā
āThereās more?āĀ
āI think Iād like to test what sort of shapes and textures you respond best to. You seem to like my fingers well enough, so ⦠hm. Letās see how you feel about this.āĀ
Picking up something from the cart, 25 holds up a small, decidedly phallic shaped object with a narrow tip that flares out into a wider base on the bottom. You have no idea what to make of it at first, having never seen anything like this before, but he doesnāt really give you the chance to ask questions before he decisively angles his hand towards you.Ā
You snap your head down when he reaches out, watching from your vantage point as he finds your sticky ass with the petite end of the toy. Only a small bit of pressure is needed for it to sink into the center of that puffy wrinkle and you stare, slackjawed, as it gradually disappears inside of you. Not only do you take the whole thing with relative ease, your insides so comfortably stretched and coated in lube, but your ass even seems to welcome it in for how little resistance it actually puts up. Itās too soon after your first orgasm though, and it almost seems to burn as the internal sleeve sensitively twitches around it.Ā
āOh - oooohhhnn.ā
āAnd how does that feel?āĀ
āIt feels ⦠strange. I - I think I like your fingers better.āĀ
āStrange how?āĀ
Seething softly, you give your legs another useless flex in an attempt to lessen some of the strain. āI donāt know! Unghn! Itās just ⦠not the same. Cool instead of warm. Too small. I think it ā it needs to be bigger.āĀ
Tipping his face up again, 25 sends you a plainly amused look. āDonāt tell me youāre turning into a size queen. This little ass of yours can only handle so much at a time, you know. But if itās bigger you want ā¦āĀ
He gently eases the offering out to the sound of another sticky slurp before setting it aside and then consulting the tray again. To your surprise he picks up a string of beads that start small on one end and then gradually work up to rather large on the other. Your ass weakly flexes at the sight of it but you make no attempt to protest as he brings the most petite bead close to your waiting hole.Ā
At the faintest bit of pressure the first one seems to pop right past the raised pucker to wedge inside you, startling you slightly. Youād expected to feel at least some resistance while your body naturally tried to reject the foreign object but that had not been the case. The center of your wrinkled entrance is too slack, too loosened to reject something so small, and you quietly hiss when he feeds the second size up into you almost just as easily.Ā
The third bead, however, actually puts a certain amount of strain on your poor little sphincter as it passes through. Still not enough for your body to truly fight it but you can tell the next one is going to be more of a challenge.Ā
Sure enough the fourth ball canāt quite make it past your puckering entrance on the first try and 25 has to patiently press down, gradually forcing you to open up to the intrusion. Which your ass does, with no shortage of reluctance, but you do indeed take it, whimpering when it finally sinks inside you to disappear.Ā
You can feel your rim trying to close behind it but the muscle just canāt seem to manage it. A little too stretched. A bit too sticky. Seething in earnest now, you tip your chin down to look at the remainder of the string you have yet to take and a cold note of uncertainty curls through you when you realize there are still two more to go. You donāt know if you can take them.Ā Ā
āW - wait - -ā
āBut you asked for bigger, my dear assistant. And Iām giving it to you, arenāt I?āĀ
You suck in a sharp breath to protest, or at least to ask for a moment to get yourself situated, but he doesnāt stop long enough for you to get the words out. Using his thumb, he guides the next ball right up to your entrance where he presses firmly into the center. In truth, you might have expected that the ring has been so stretched out by now that you could take just about anything with ease. But the reality is a bit different and your ass tries very hard to reject it, refusing to relent under the pressure he exerts.Ā
āRelax into it. Youāre clenching.ā
āItās a l - little hard not to ā¦āĀ
But you still try to do as heād said, first and foremost because you knew he was right. You feel so stuffed now that your body instinctively tries to keep anything else out, tensing against the next ball even when you will it not to.Ā
Drawing a deep breath, you give a stilted little push with the muscles in your pelvic floor only to give a full bodied twitch when the firm sphere starts to sink in. The stretch is suddenly intense now and you blubber a breathless, disoriented sound even as 25 softly coos at you, talking you through another push that soon has you accepting another millimeter of the ball.Ā
And with your ass finally widened around the thickest part of it, all he has to do now is guide it the rest of the way in with a simple push. Youāre so full now it almost makes it difficult to breathe, shuddering helplessly from the top of your head straight down to your stiffly flexing toes.Ā
āHow cute. Your little hole canāt even close now. I can still see the bead where itās sitting just inside of you.ā Chuckling a low sound, 25 leans back as if to admire you, scoffing another quiet laugh while he does it. āAnd you had the audacity to ask me for bigger. My dear assistant, I donāt think youāre ready for bigger yet.āĀ
Youād probably agree with that but you canāt seem to find the oxygen to speak. It really is too much. Your ass feels like itās splitting open and the muscle is so terribly loosened now you canāt even seem to keep the largest ball held in place.Ā
Slowly but surely it starts to slip out, pressing back on the interior of your rim as itās forced out by your quivering guts. But, cruel bastard that he is, 25 merely reaches up to push it in again where he keeps his hand poised for a prolonged moment while you struggle with it. And by far the worst of it is how sadly your forgotten cunt weeps in sympathy.Ā
A fact that does not escape his notice in the slightest, and you judder when he huffs another rumbling sound of amusement. āYou really are a fascinating specimen. Even when you look like youāre about to cry, your pussy just keeps leaking. Shall I give it some of the attention it seems to want so much?āĀ
You blithely nod your head, latching onto that immediately even when your ass gives a dull throb at the prospect. āPlease, sir. Please. Ohnn! Touch my cunt.ā
āAnd you are so proficient at begging. Do you think that will make you feel better?āĀ
āY - yes. It will. Please.āĀ
Drawing a stilted breath, 25 abandons your stretched back end in favor of reaching up to lightly thumb over your slit. From the bottom straight up to the top, he merely smears the excess of honeyed arousal with his glove to make you seethe before at last focusing in on the dimpled apex a long moment later.Ā
Pressing down, his thumb sinks between the fleshy clutch of your labia where he finds your clit quite immediately, setting in to caress over it. You shudder fiercely in response, surprising yourself at how readily your cunt responds despite the work out it got just the day before. And when your muscles slacken at the immediate rush of blissful sensation, the ball in your ass starts to slide out in earnest now.Ā
It shocks a gasp out of you as you quickly try to reinforce the clench of your sphincter again but itās already too late. The bead pops out with a sticky squelch, leaving you to woundedly groan in the aftermath. And worse still, the stretched wide gape of your ass hole that it leaves behind allows the next sphere to chase after it, the smaller size barely even catching at your entrance. The rest quickly follow, expelled from your guts in a rush of hot, goopy lube while you sob a hysterical wail at the sudden emptiness.Ā
āOh. That is quite intriguing, isnāt it? I can feel your pussy flexing under my hand. You must like how that feels too.āĀ
āN - nooooo ā¦ā
Giving his head a slow shake, 25 graces your tingling clit another few passes of his thumb before sedately pulling away, leaving you to seethe a broken sound of despair. Heās as implacable as ever though as he turns to the tray again where he drops the sticky string of beads which you could only assume he must have caught in his other hand. Blinking through the hazy delirium, you watch him pick up a long syringe that he uncaps, revealing not a needle but a narrow, open ended applicator. A certain amount of confusion marches through your cotton stuffed head but itās quickly replaced by alarm when he directs the tip of it towards your twitching ass hole.Ā
āWait!ā You squawk, going ramrod stiff with a little jerk.Ā
Itās too late, though, and the loosened center of the puffed up, fleshy rim puts up no resistance whatsoever when he eases the petite end of it straight through to wedge just inside you. With practiced efficiency, 25 thumbs the plunger to make it gradually descend, cooing soft nothings at you while he does it, and you go immediately still at the sensation of ā something filling you up.
Cool and almost unbearably goopy, it takes you a very long moment to connect the pieces together and realize its lube. Heās depositing it directly into your ass just the same as a cock might shoot off its sticky load, and the thought alone is enough to have you blubbering almost hysterically. Your cunt throbs and squeezes around nothing in response, mirroring the undeniable excitement in your body twice over as you wildly shudder in place.Ā
And 25 seems to be picking up on your sickeningly intense arousal too, for he breathes a stuttering groan while he finishes injecting the staggering excess of lubricant up into your guts, squeezing out every last drop until thereās nothing left in the syringe. Carefully easing it back to slip free of your meaty pucker, he quickly sets the tool aside as his other hand replaces it to brush over your twitching entrance where it struggles to keep the gooey offering inside.Ā
āLook at you, my dear assistant. Youāre taking this so very well. If we keep at it much longer, your ass is going to resemble a second cunt soon.ā
You hiss a wounded sound at that, screwing your eyes shut as you turn your head against the backrest. āD - donāt say that!ā
āBut itās true,ā he gently insists, directing his finger tips to attack the fleshy dip in your body with deliberate precision. Taunting you with the suggestion of being penetrated again. āIt will be the same ease with which I can slide into your cunt if we stretch it out enough. Youād like that, wouldnāt you? Having two holes for us to play with. You could even take multiple cocks at the same time if you wanted.āĀ
A shrill, rattling wail slips out of you when he proceeds to follow through on the threat, decisively sliding his first two fingers past the ring of muscle to wedge deep inside your ass again. That heās able to do so with next to no resistance, your back end simply taking him just as readily as your pussy accepted fingers and cocks, and just as dripping with slick too, strikes a particular chord in you that makes you feel truly mindless.Ā
Even in your lolling stupor, while he takes a moment to sedately fuck up into you again, pushing the lube deeper to ensure your guts are saturated in the clinging mess, you wonder if thatās really possible. Could you truly take two of them at once? One segment drilling deep into your ass while the other pounded your cunt.Ā
At that unexpectedly arousing thought you feel a zap of static shoot down your spine, trembling when it settles deep inside your loins to make you feel like youāre burning from the inside out. It causes your inner sleeve to clench and squeeze around the intrusion but youāre so sticky, so loosened, that his fingers just keep pumping even in spite of it.Ā
āOoh, you like that, do you? Something told me you would. It seems to me, dear assistant, that you have a particular talent for such endeavors. I believe the common rabble would likely refer to you as being something of a āslutāā. And I canāt say Iād feel inclined to disagree with that estimation.āĀ
Feeling the stab of that word deep inside your chest, you mewl a tender little sound of budding distress. āIām not ⦠a - a slut.ā
āHm. I think anyone with a working pair of eyes who saw you like this would beg to differ. After all, youāve got your legs up in the air for me while I stretch out this cute little hole of yours. Iād say the title fits. And thatās not even mentioning the fact you allowed two old men to have their way with you just yesterday. What does that sound like to you, my sweet assistant?āĀ
You make every attempt not to pay any attention to 25ās soft, coaxing murmurs while he tries to get you to say it, encouraging you with words as much as the continuous glide of his thrusting fingers where they spear up into your ass. Again and again, and again, slipping and sliding, jabbing at your guts in a way that makes you feel unbearably tight inside. Gods, were you going to empty your bladder everywhere or cum again?Ā
āItās āā you sniffle, sounding rather sad even to your own ears as you valiantly try to reject his entreaty of you, futilely squirming now. āItās not like that!āĀ
āThen what is it like? Tell me.ā
Biting down on your lip in an attempt to keep it held back, you fitfully shake your head against the backrest of the chair. You wouldnāt say it. You couldnāt. Even if some tiny part of you, deep down inside, knew it was true and most people would accurately label you a slut for how youāve behaved here, speaking it aloud felt like it would be the final nail in your coffin. Havenāt you already been debased and belittled enough for one lifetime?Ā
But then, startling a surprised squawk out of you, 25 reaches up with his unoccupied hand to press his thumb into your slit, setting in to rub over that delicate pearl nestled inside again. You canāt help the way you violently jolt in response, limbs yanking on limbs when you try to twist away from him but thereās nowhere for you to go like this. All you can do is sit there and take it while he tortures you from both ends.Ā
āSay it.āĀ
āSuh - uggghhhn! Ooughn ⦠s - slut! Iām a slut, sir! Please!ā
āPlease what? Use your words.āĀ
You practically choke on it, so overwhelmed by the dual sensations in your cunt and your ass that your vision seems to white out for a prolonged stretch of seconds. Itās too much. Like heās forcing it out of you, giving your body no choice but to surrender to his ministrations with little to no conscious input from your brain. You really were going to cum again, gods!Ā
āAghhn! Ahh! P - please ⦠ohhh, please keep playing with my sluh - slutty pussy, sir!āĀ
āMmmm. Thatās a very good girl, dear assistant.āĀ
And he obliges you. Quite enthusiastically, in fact.Ā
While he continues to thumb over your clit, batting the poor little bud back and forth, back and forth, up and down, the fingers in your ass piston even harder, faster. That mind melting burn in your guts doubles and triples, the tension swelling to a truly sickening degree. You can feel yourself balancing right on the edge, teetering over the now familiar maw of oblivion as you wail your pleasure without shame.Ā
That dire tinged sound of delight quickly morphs into one of despair, however, when he abruptly slides his fingers completely out to another wet slurp from your hole, leaving the abused ring of muscle to sadly clench in the aftermath. For a harrowing moment it feels like heās mercilessly ripped that blissful pinprick of euphoria away from you. But then, just as suddenly, 25 comes right back up, bullying his way into your ass again with three long digits this time, and the added stretch sends you careening right over the edge before you can even comprehend its happening.Ā
Bucking atop the chair, you wildly spasm through the onslaught of your release, eyes rolling back into your head now. You hiss and groan, sobbing frantically as your pussy achingly contracts around nothing so tight it almost hurts. That same hollow pulse in your ass as before milks at his fingers with that deep, drawn out squeezing but, still, they have nothing to give you. All you can do is quake through it with no end in sight, no reprieve waiting for you on the other side. It's like some insidious, never ending cycle of pleasure and pain, euphoria bleeding into torture and right back into the soaring heights of ecstasy again.Ā
And youāre still dizzily reeling when, at length, you feel him remove his hands from your person, coming back into your own head enough to realize the orgasm has run its course without you even realizing it. Wondering if youād actually blacked out for a second there, you weakly tilt your face to watch him reach for something on the tray.Ā
āNo.ā You blubber sadly when you see him pick up the string of beads again. āNo more. Too soon.āĀ
āOh? But Iām curious if you can take the whole thing now that Iāve loosened you up even more. Just be good for me, assistant. Iām already quite pleased with these results, so donāt go ruining it now.āĀ
Struggling to get enough oxygen when every breath seems to catch in your throat, you forlornly track the motion of 25ās hands when he guides the smallest bead to your protruding pucker. He takes a moment to trace the little ball over the raised rim of your entrance, taunting you with the glide of it through the sticky, excessive mess of lubricant that leaks out of you. Then, without even warning you first, he presses it right in on the center wrinkle where it pops past the weakened barrier, just as easily as before.Ā
You take the second, the third and, to your mild pang of surprise, even the fourth ball with the same relative lack of resistance. The fifth was the one youād struggled so much to accommodate the first time but it only registers as a slightly fuller feeling now as it forces your ass wide to accept its girth. Between the sensation as much as the underlying truth that your body was being invariably altered to suit their needs, you almost feel a tiny part of your start to psyche crack. What were they doing to you? This wasnāt natural. You werenāt supposed to have something that big inserted in your rectum.Ā
But even when you sob a broken little sound, helplessly rocking in a futile attempt to escape the inevitable, 25 merely murmurs soft reassurances at you as he presses the sixth and final ball to your throbbing hole.Ā
āPlease, please, donāt! I - I canāt! I canāt take it, please, oh gods, please - -ā
āHush, dear assistant. Hush. I think you can ⦠in fact, Iām quite sure of it.āĀ
Watching his svelte frame brace to act, you blubber a mindless sound as terror gallops through your empty head. But then you remember it. So suddenly it almost catches you off guard. Your safeword.Ā
You suck in a sharply raking breath. āPadi - - ā
āDonāt,ā he cuts across you, snapping that crimson attention up at your pinched face. āWaste it on this. I can assure you, youāre fine. See? It's already starting to slide in. You just need to relax.ā
Feverishly whimpering, you hesitantly close your mouth and drop your gaze to glance between your legs again.Ā Ā
And 25, seeing your compliance, pushes on it with his fingers to apply just enough pressure to make your loose entrance start to give. Itās too wide though, too thick, and you desperately force yourself to bear down, trying to make the ring of muscle wide enough to accept the intrusion. It doesnāt work though. The bead is simply too large for your ass to adequately stretch around it and as a result you spend the next mind numbing stretch of moments with your back end nauseatingly wedged open, seething a vicious sound.Ā
āNnghnnnn! Pluh - please!āĀ
āThatās it, darling. Take a deep breath for me, now.āĀ
Your lungs almost donāt want to cooperate, so tight and stretched thin, almost as much as your ass is, but you reluctantly suck in a hitching gasp.Ā
He gives the ball a firm push in the same moment, and that hard won breath youād struggled to pull in bursts out of you on a wounded, lurching groan when the thickest part sinks inside you.Ā
With your chin tucked down like that, you watch, wide eyed and mouth agape, as his gloved hand steadily eases that fat bead the rest of the way past your swollen rim. The sensation of your ass slowly closing around it, accepting it deeper, comes very close to destroying you. You couldnāt believe it. Couldnāt even begin to rationalize it in your spinning head.Ā
But 25 follows right after it with his fingers, feeding them into your body as he forces the string of beads even further into you to truly plug you up. And when he finally retracts his hand, a fresh wave of shock gradually washes over you when you feel your twitching hole slowly start to close around the remaining bit of hard rubber that still sticks out. Sealing around the intrusion to, from your perspective at least, lock it in place within you. Holding the beads deep inside your guts.Ā
And somehow that triggers your panic response, thinking ā perhaps illogically ā that he wasnāt going to be able to get them out. That you were stuck like this, stuffed so uncomfortably full and cramping from the intense pressure that pushes in on your organs. You start to hyperventilate, gasping and choking for air that suddenly seems to be in alarmingly short supply as you writhe in as much as you can in this awkwardly bound position.Ā
Flicking his eyes back up at the panicked sounds, 25 softly clicks his tongue at you as he reaches out to consolingly pet over your drenched cunt. āThere, there. Calm down. There isnāt anything to get so upset about. These beads are on a string for a reason, you know.āĀ
You numbly shake your head, even though youāre not entirely what youāre saying ānoā to. Itās just too much. Your ass is far too stretched, too full, too stuffed to bursting, and it drives you out of your mind to even think that he wouldnāt be able to easily remove them when they seem so invariably wedged inside your shuddering body. Even his reasonable tone isnāt enough to get through to your overstimulated brain.Ā
Rather passively, 25 quietly watches you for the single span of another heartbeat and then he rises up to stand over you, briskly turning away to step from the chair. Youāre distantly aware of him opening a drawer along the wall but youāre a little too caught up in this unexpected surge of emotion to pay him much mind. All you really know in that moment is how overwhelmed you are.Ā
But he soon shuffles back to where youāre seated, moving to stand by your shoulder now, and you squeak a frightened sound when he reaches for your face. You have no idea what heās doing or what to expect, and then ā your vision suddenly goes dark when he presses something over your eyes.Ā
āWh - what - -ā
āJust relax.ā He tells you, unexpectedly gentle in the way he coos at you. āYouāre getting yourself all worked up over nothing, arenāt you? Letās take away your sight for a moment until you can calm down.āĀ
You might have barked a humorless laugh at that, if youād had the extra oxygen for it, but you settle instead on a faint whimper while he carefully winds that cool material around your head. It occurs to you, somewhat belatedly, that he was wrapping a strip of bandaging over your face to block out any input from your eyes, and you somewhat listlessly wonder what he thought that was going to accomplish.Ā
To your slow dawning surprise, though, the inability to see anything does indeed force your panicky mind to slow down a little bit. Itās not an immediate fix, or even a very quick one, but ⦠gradually, your brain starts to relax into the comforting darkness. Even when youāre still hyper aware of your nudity, the tight ache of your nipples brought about the cold air, every little ache and twinge in your body, the uncomfortably full sensation in your ass ā you donāt feel quite so overwhelmed anymore. Almost as if itās forced your psyche to recompartmentalize what itās processing. And in that restructuring, youāre able to fully comprehend what heād said to you a moment ago.Ā
It was on a string for a reason. The beads werenāt going to get lost within you. He just needed to pull them out. A relief, even if you dreaded that coming to pass almost as much as the alternative. Was your ass ever going to recover from this?Ā
āThere. Thatās much better, isnāt it? Poor thing.ā Clicking his tongue again, 25 gives the bandages over your eyes an almost condescending nudge to ensure theyāre firmly in place. His hand falls away from your face then and you strain your ears to follow the movement, unable to tell what heās doing now.Ā
Only to feel his gloved fingers descend upon one of your tightly coiled nipples to give it a casual tweak.Ā
āO - oh!āĀ
āHeh. As expected ⦠even now, youāre still so terribly receptive to my slightest touch. I donāt even have to put a single finger on your pretty little pussy to know itās soaking wet, darling. I can see it glistening from right here. Now that youāre returning to your senses, how does it feel to have those beads in your ass?āĀ
You swallow hard and open your mouth to respond, but nothing immediately comes out. Youāre a bit too distracted by the way he pinches at your teat to lightly tug on it, plucking the straining bud with idle thought. And the responding twitch in your throbbing rear end ⦠may the Cryo Archon help you.Ā
āItās ā a lot. Too big.ā
āDoes it hurt?ā
You have to think about that for a moment. āN - no. Just ⦠heavy. I feel a lot of pressure in my middle. Like I might ā burst.āĀ
Humming a noncommittal sound, 25 abandons your tit in favor of sliding his searching fingers down your stomach, over the band of pudge where your curled legs makes your tummy crease, to dip between your legs. He quickly locates your clit and you hiss a sensitive sound, juddering for him, when he traces lazy circles over the swollen pearl.Ā
āIām sure you could cum again,ā he remarks offhandedly, an almost thoughtful inflection in his voice now. āAnd even if you didnāt want to, Iām sure I could coax it out of you. I know all the right buttons to push, after all. But I think itās my turn to finish what I started to do the last time we were together like this. Donāt you?āĀ
Trembling anew at the borderline sultry tone in that whispered question, you mewl a soft sound at the loss of his hand on your cunt when he pulls away. You can hear him shuffling about there next to you, doing something, fiddling with something.Ā
In truth you half expect him to move back down to the foot of the chair and position himself between your legs. To take his cock out and slide it into you in a single, gliding plunge that would see you truly stretched to your limit.Ā
But, at length, he seems to turn towards your face again.Ā
āOpen your mouth, darling.āĀ
You blink behind the makeshift blindfold. Heād rather have you suck him off? Even though your cunt was right there, ready and waiting, and so very, very drenched in slick arousal that you were sure heād be able to fit inside without any trouble at all in spite of how tender you still felt from your last pounding.Ā
And you briefly hesitate at that notion, because ⦠youād never put your mouth on anyone other than Zandik. Youād also never seen 25ās before. Was it as aggressively excitable as 22ās? Even though they were all technically derivatives of the same original, their varying ages seemed to make all the difference in the world.Ā
Yet youāre hardly in any position right now to barter your way out of this, awkwardly bound and with your ass stuffed full of beads, and you knew that. Your only option was to go along with whatever he wanted while you hoped, prayed, that he was more tempered when it came to his amorous advances than that knuckleheaded 22.Ā
So you slowly open your mouth for him, hinging your jaw wide to accept the offering on your tongue. You earn yourself a murmur of praise for it, pleasing you a fair amount even as you brace for what was coming, fully expecting to feel a fleshy glans slide between your lips.Ā
But what you feel instead is something ā two somethingās on either side of your mouth passing between your top and bottom teeth to hook in the meat of your cheeks. Cool to the touch and unrelentingly solid, you realize quite immediately that itās steel. Metal. Titanium or alloy, or ā or something that stops you from closing your jaw when you instinctively try to rear back from it. A startled, highly confused noise bursts out of you but 25 seems to pay it little mind as he reaches behind your head, feeding the connecting strap around your skull, so he can fasten it into place.Ā
You almost start to panic again. Between being unable to see and now not even having use of your mouth, effectively rendering the safe word heād given you useless, you feel your heartrate slam into a violent staccato. But when you try again to bring your teeth together only for them to clack against the metal keeping your lips wedged open, you force yourself to suck in a faltering breath through your nose. It was clearly too late for protests.Ā
āMy,ā he croons, finally taking half a step back to admire his handiwork as you helplessly mewl a sad little sound that seems to reverberate around you. āDonāt you just paint the loveliest picture? Youāll have to forgive me for not giving you some warning though. I was worried you might start gasping again if you knew what was coming.ā
Reaching out again, 25 rather tenderly brushes his fingers over your temple to sweep some of the hair back from your face. You feel like a blithe idiot for it but you reluctantly lean into that unexpectedly gentle touch, seeking its comforts. The worst part was you couldnāt even fault him for his reasoning. Just thinking about how you must look in that moment is nearly enough to send you spiraling.Ā
And he rumbles a low sound of approval at the gesture, clearly pleased with you. Heās quick to withdraw his hand though, leaving you with no choice but to sit there with your mouth wide open while he fumbles with what you think must be his clothes. The ensuing shuffle seems unmistakably that and you whine another threadbare sound as you try to figure out what he plans to do next. It was astounding how vulnerable you felt without the use of your eyes.Ā
You get your answer soon enough, however, when he steps back up into your space again. A heavy gloved hand finds the top of your head and manually adjusts it at a particular angle, holding you there. And then something thick and decidedly fleshy slips into the space between your teeth in a slow moving glide that drags over your tongue.Ā
The bitter taste of salt sparks immediate recognition and you sputteringly choke on it but thereās nothing you can do to stop it like this. His cock just keeps feeding into your mouth even when you tense and try to turn away, the fingers on your skull tightening slightly. Straight to the back of your throat where you briefly gag on it before it starts to gradually retreat at that same, savory pace.Ā
A soft, faltering groan of masculine satisfaction filters out above you as 25 pulls his length out until only the tip remains. With a stilted little push he starts to push back in, the metal contraption hooked in your cheeks giving you no choice but to take whatever he decides to give you at any given time. Youāre completely at his mercy like that.Ā
āMmmnghn. Yes, thatās quite good, isnāt it? Your mouth feels delightful, my dear. Have you taken many cocks this way yet?āĀ
A muffled sound of protest slips out around him as you shake your head as much as you can, which only amounts to the slightest nudge of your neck. His hold on you was as good as the steel keeping your jaw wedged open.Ā
āI figured as much. Your pussy seems to be the more popular choice, and rightfully so. But I have to admit to having a certain affinity for these kinds of bondage games. You look breathtaking all tied up, blindfolded and gagged. Oh, and we canāt forget your stuffed ass, too.āĀ
He issues a low, vibrating chuckle that makes you uncontrollably shake, nosing a huffy sound when he slowly pushes in on the back of your throat again. You can feel excess saliva starting to pool around the base of your tongue and as he proceeds to draw himself out, the drag of his length smearing the mess around inside your mouth. Gradually drawing it up towards your teeth and your lips.Ā
You make a valiant attempt to swallow it down but itās a nearly impossible, awkward task when you canāt close your jaw. All you can do is try not to choke on it while he fucks into you at that tortuously slow, steady pace. In. And out. In and back out again, until you can feel the drool starting to escape to run down your chin in sticky rivulets. It almost makes you glad for the blindfold, thankful you donāt have to watch whatās going on around you. This way you can just focus on your breathing, on not choking, while your ass sadly clenches around the beads plugging it up. And your poor cunt ā¦Ā
So neglected now, it can only sadly weep while 25 gradually works his way up to a slightly quicker tempo. He doesnāt quite put the same amount of force into it that 65 had while drilling up into your body, but itās enough to have you gurgling and making unseemly sounds that seem to fill up the space around you more than they should.Ā
He doesnāt even try to hide how much heās enjoying this, grunting softly while he alternates between gripping your head tightly and caressing over it in encouraging pets. You almost find yourself slipping into a trance as youāre nudged back and forth, stiffly rocking into the motion while he uses your mouth for his pleasure. Hot and thick between your lips, itās not exactly hard to imagine that same cock churning up your guts in a similar fashion. Youāre certain this strictly tempered pace would have you unraveling in humiliatingly short order, if heād just stick it in where you really wanted it.Ā
But he clearly has no intention of doing that, evidently content with letting your tongue bathe the underside of his rigid length in copious sheets of spit that then bubble out around him. Even when he reaches down with one hand to idly tweak one of your nipples, making you squeak a harried sound, it seems to be more for his benefit than yours.Ā
āYou do like to have these played with, donāt you?ā He drawls, amusement lacing his thickened voice. āHonestly, if it were just me, I think I could keep you caged up down here indefinitely. You have no idea what else I could introduce you to, if I had the time and the freedom to move independently. Just helping myself to your body whenever the mood struck. Mmmnghnn. Unfortunately, the restrictions in place are absolute. I have to be mindful of what I do to you, lest I invoke a certain someoneās ire.āĀ
You canāt help but squeak a half choked sound at that. Was this really his idea of being mindful with you?Ā
āOh, donāt be like that, dear. You know how it is. By the way, you still have those lovely beads in your ass if Iām not mistaken. You havenāt lost them, have you?āĀ
Twitching at the question, you give your head a hesitant shake.Ā
āGood. I want you to bear down on them while youāre servicing my cock. Go on. Try to push them out.āĀ
A squawk of real affront rattles around inside your chest. Youāre appalled at what heās suggesting, what heās asking of you, but when you try to turn your head again he just jerks you right back into place with his hand.Ā
Pushing down a little harder, 25 starts to snap his hips with greater fervor to have his cock jabbing at the back of your mouth. You cough and sputter, almost wretching on it, but the awful gurgling sounds coming out of you donāt even give him a moment's pause. And it occurs to you, belatedly, that he was punishing you for not doing as heād said. For trying to think for yourself instead of letting him make all of your decisions for you.Ā
The warm sting of tears prickle your eyes while you heave on his cock, struggling to keep the contents of your stomach down. But between the added tension in your body, the lurching, choking sobs, the pressure in your guts seems to only intensify and you can feel the last bead starting to push down on your sphincter. Your puffed up rim doesnāt want to relent though, not after itās been so stretched and forced open today. Itās tender and a little sore, weakened in the aftermath of everything itās already been through.Ā
You know 25 wonāt give up easily though, and you pull a shuddering breath in through your nose before reluctantly bearing down as heād instructed. The ball barely moves at all, however, only applying more pressure to the sticky clench of your hole, making you wail a muffled cry of frustration.Ā
āOouughn. Thatās it. Push again, darling. Let me watch you struggle to get it out.ā
For a brief moment you feel nothing but confusion, wondering how he could possibly see what was happening between your legs from that angle, but then you remember the mirror. He must have been watching you in its reflection, so he could enjoy both ends of you at once. How deviously cruel.Ā
Sniveling rather sadly, you do what heās asked of you and stiffly work your muscles to inch the wide girth further down until the ruined ring of muscle has no choice but to split apart again. You can feel it starting to breach your body, just barely, and you hang there in some horrible balancing act for a long stretch of seconds while he continues to fuck into you mouth.Ā
At length, once youāve managed to find some semblance of your bearings again, you give another weak flex of the muscle. The bead nudges forward, just barely, only to sink back in when your hole simply wonāt open wide enough. You give a tiny little shriek, earning another shuddering moan from 25, his fingers digging into your scalp to indicate his growing excitement. So he liked watching you struggle like this. The bastard.Ā
You almost catch yourself starting to panic again, thinking the beads were really stuck after all. But some potent combination of adrenaline and blind desperation urges you on. Compelling you to try again.Ā
When you push this time, you put everything you have into it even when your body twinges in protest. You ignore it, though, pushing, pushing, pushing, and a violent jolt tears through you when the rubber ball finally slips out to the widest point in its circumference. It hovers there for a long, breath stealing moment that seems to stretch on forever and then, with one last weakening flex of the muscle, it slowly pinches the rest of the way loose until gravity takes over and drops it to dangle heavily from your abused hole.Ā
25 grunts a terribly heated sound at the sight of it, shuddering faintly above you, while your eyes roll back in your head beneath the blindfold.Ā
āOoughn. Fuck! You really should see yourself right now. That tight little hole of yours is starting to gape. I bet youāll be perfectly ready for a cock by the time weāre through. Would you like that, my darling assistant? Want me to fuck your ass next? Huh?āĀ
He gives the side of your face a sharp pat, pat, pat with his slapping fingers to pull your attention back to him, making you seethe. But when you still donāt give him the answer he wants, 25 uses his pinching hold on your head to pull you into a nodding motion that makes you take him straight to the back of your throat, battering your tonsils.Ā
āMmnnghnn! Yessss. Thatās it. Keep pushing, dear. Can you get the next one out? That should be easier than the first.ā
Stiffly lurching on his cock, you screw your eyes shut in an attempt to block out the rough treatment while you weakly bear down again. At first the muscles in your pelvic floor donāt want to cooperate, so overused and sore they just stay in half locked suspension for a horrifying beat of stillness.Ā
Then you feel the second biggest bead start to move with the loosening of your sphincter, perhaps pulled by the one hanging outside of you. It drops right down to your entrance which instinctively clenches at the pressure, briefly holding it in place, before you can manage to relax the tension in your shuddering frame. It slowly starts to breach, one agonizing inch at a time, only to almost suck back in when your poor ass twitches under the force it exerts.Ā
You frantically rally your resolve, clenching down so hard the bead abruptly pops right out with a messy slurp.Ā
Thatās not all that comes out though.Ā
In a sudden rush of excessive, sticky slick, the mess of lubricant heād injected into your guts splurts out too, as do the rest of the beads when your loosened ass doesnāt have the strength to grip them anymore. One right after another in descending sizes until the last one finally comes loose to drop to the floor underneath you.Ā
And you give a horrified, full bodied jerk when, in bearing down so forcefully, your bladder gives way too. Youāre just suddenly pissing all over yourself, unable to stop it when there was simply too much pressure on your guts. It warmly squirts out of you and dribbles down your pulsing cunt to coat you as well as the chair in it.
Youāre so caught up in your own anguished blubbering that you almost miss the way 25 hisses a truly bestial sound until his cock eagerly flexes inside your mouth, signaling his fast approaching end. You have only a split second to feel the shock of it wash over you, startled that it would be the sight of you wetting yourself that sent him over the edge, and then your throat is suddenly being flooded with hot, salty spend.Ā
Immediately choking on it, you try to yank your head back but he holds you right where you are, gloved fingers lightly twitching in your hair while he groans his pleasure. You have no choice but to accept it all, squirming in place as you try in vain to swallow it down, but it seems a man in his youth has a lot to give. And you donāt doubt for one second itās potently virile too.Ā
āGood girl!ā He seethes at last, sounding almost vicious in the way he all but snarls it at you. Itās the first time youāve heard him come even close to losing his cool, the first time heās ever emoted anything other than reasonable, levelheaded calm around you, and youāre quite certain you can hear a hint of 22 in that aggressively growled praise.Ā
Feeling faint and lightheaded, you suck in a raggedly thick mouthful of air when he suddenly yanks his cock back, leaving you to obscenely gape around the lingering semen in your mouth. You start to turn your head away, mewling sadly in the back of your throat, but both of his hands slide over your cheeks to tilt your face back up.Ā
Youāre aware of him leaning in close then but with the bandages in the way you have no way of knowing what heāll do next, so it comes as something of a shock when you feel coarse lips press a hard, lingering kiss into your forehead.Ā
Lips.Ā
Not the surgical mask.Ā
Heād pulled it down?
It lasts for only a fleetingly brief moment though before he nudges you back, presumably to peer down into your ruined face. You feel the urge to cringe away from him, knowing you probably look a frightful mess after all of that especially when your mouth is still wedged wide open, but the palms on either cheek keep you firmly in place.Ā
āThatās a very good girl, you know that?ā 25 growls, giving you a rough, jostling shake before pressing his forehead tight to yours, as evidenced by the softly curling hair you suddenly find clinging to your skin. āYou never disappoint, do you? I really could just keep you all to myself if given half a chance. What do you say? Do you want to come stay with me when that old fool dies? Iāll take good care of you, sweetheart. I promise I will.āĀ
heās the one doing the work, he reminds himself. heās the one whose cock is buried inside you. mydei is just a pillow. a prop.
tags. smut, pwp, threesome, childhood friend!phainon, acquaintance!mydei, modern!au, rough sex, jealousy, handjob, unprotected sex, reposted from my old blog.
word count. 1.9k
Thereās something, Phainon decides. Something he canāt really put his finger on, and, truthfully, something he canāt be quite bothered to actually defineānot when your cheek is pressed to Mydeiās thigh while Phainon fucks into you from behind.
Itās the silence thatās getting to him.
This whole arrangement had been born from drunk whispers and blurred lines, a theoretical āwhat ifā that had hung between the three of you for weeks: Phainon, your childhood friend, the constant in your life; Mydei, the sharp, sardonic newcomer who had slipped under your skināand, Phainon had begrudgingly admitted, under his own. It was supposed to be easy. A simple, physical exploration. Friends with benefits, plural.
Phainon grips your hips, his palms slick, his thumbs pressing into the soft skin just above the bone. He can feel the heat radiating from you, the faint tremor in your legs. He pushes in, a slow, deliberate slide, and hums in appreciation. The tight, wet heat of you⦠God, heās dreamed of this. For years. Heās dreamed of this exact feeling, of being inside you, the person he knows better than anyone.
But heās not alone.
He lifts his head, blinking sweat from his eyelashes. Your hair is fanned out over Mydeiās lap.
Phainon watches, mesmerised with a creeping sense of wrongness, as Mydeiās long, elegant fingers card through the strands. Itās not a rough, demanding grip, more of a slow, proprietary stroke. His thumb moves from your hairline to trace a lazy circle on your temple, a gesture so offensively gentle, it makes Phainonās stomach clench.
You let out a half-moan, half-gasp, muffled against Mydeiās thigh. Phainon feels the answering, involuntary pulse of your cunt around him.
He wantsāno, needsāto be the only one making you feel that. He leans down, pressing his mouth to the damp curve of your shoulder blade, tasting the salt and the faint, floral scent of your lotion. He wants to mark you, to bite down, to leave a trace of him that Mydei will have to see later.
He resists. Barely.
Instead, he redirects the impulse, pushing deeper, trying to find a rhythm that is his alone. Heās the one doing the work, he reminds himself. Heās the one whose cock is buried inside you. Mydei is just a pillow. A prop.
Mydei moves his other hand, settling it on your hip, right next to Phainonās. His fingers splay wide, and the tip of his ring finger deliberately brushes against Phainonās knuckle.
Phainonās rhythm stutters. He freezes, holding himself deep inside you, and glares.
Mydei is watching him. His dark eyes are half-lidded, his expression infuriatingly calm. Thereās no smirk, no overt challenge. Just a quiet, intense observation. Mydeiās gaze is clinical, assessing Phainonās rhythm, his grip, his sweat. Phainon reads the unspoken message: She is on my lap. She came to my bed. You are here because Iām allowing it.
A hot, ugly wave of jealousy surges through Phainon. Heās known you since you were kids building forts out of couch cushions. Heās held your hair back when you were sick, heās listened to you cry over idiot boyfriends, heās been the one constant. Mydei is⦠Mydei. A few months of witty banter and shared cigarettes on your fire escape.
How dare he look at Phainon like heās the intruder?
Mydeiās gaze drops, just for a second, to the point where Phainonās cock drives into your hole.
Oh.
The realisation is a spike of dark, vicious triumph that cuts through the anger. He feels it, too. Mydei has to sit there, a passive observer. He has to feel your pleasure against his skin, feel the tremors Phainon is causing, but he has to watch. He has to watch your oldest, closest friend be the one to sink into you, to take you, to make you unravel. Heās jealous. Heās just as jealous as Phainon.
Phainon feels a savage smile pull at his lips, a smirk he knows looks feral. āLike the view?ā he rasps, low, meant for Mydei alone.
Mydei doesnāt answer. He exhales slowly, before tilting his chin up just enough to meet Phainonās stare. His fingers curl tighter in your hairāyour hair, the same strands Phainon has tugged at to annoy you a hundred timesāand drags your head back, forcing your throat into an arched line.
Phainonās cock twitches inside you.
āI asked you a question,ā he says, snapping his hips forward, burying himself to the hilt. His grip on your waist tightens, fingertips pressing into your skin. You whimper, and the sound makes him dizzy.
Mydeiās mouth quirksāfinally, a reaction. But itās not the satisfaction Phainon wants. Itās amusement.
āShe looks good on my lap,ā Mydei says, swiping his thumb over your parted lips. āBut she takes you so fucking well. Like she was made for it.ā
Phainonās breath catches. He wants to punch him. You shift, pressing your ass back against him, and his thoughts scatter. Your cunt clenches around him, wet and greedy, your body begging for more.
āGo on,ā Mydei taunts. āYou want to show me who she belongs to, donāt you?ā
Phainon snarls and pulls back, dragging his cock almost all the way out before slamming in again. You cry out, shuddering, your fingers digging into Mydeiās thighs. Your gasps are ragged, muffled against Mydeiās thigh, but itās Mydeiās stifled groan that sends heat crackling down Phainonās spine. He watches, teeth bared, as your body jolts with each thrustāwatches the way Mydeiās jaw clenches when you whimper, the way his cock strains against the fabric of his pants.
The bastard is aching.
Phainonās hand leaves your hip, fingers slick with sweat and your arousal, and drags down Mydeiās chest. He doesnāt ask. His palm presses flat against the hard line of Mydeiās cock, and the sharp intake of breath he earns is more satisfying than any taunt.
āThatās it,ā Phainon says, working the button of Mydeiās pants open roughly. āLetās see how long you last just watching.ā
Mydeiās cock springs free, thick and flushed, and Phainon wastes no time wrapping his fingers around it. He strokes him in time with his own thrusts, thumb smearing precum over the head, twisting just to hear the way Mydeiās breath hitches.
Youāre writhing between them now, oversensitive and trembling, but Phainon doesnāt slow. He fucks you through it, his grip on Mydei ruthless, his voice a low snarl against your ear.Ā
āLook at him,ā he orders. āLook how much he wants youāhow much he needs this.ā
Mydeiās fingers tighten in your hair, his hips jerking into Phainonās fist.
āAre you looking?ā Phainon rasps into your ear. Trembling, you lift your head and nod.
Phainonās grip on Mydeiās cock tightens, his thumb pressing into the leaking slit as he drags his fist down. Mydei exhales sharply. His free hand fists in the sheets, the tendons in his forearm standing taut as Phainon works him relentlessly, matching every snap of his hips into your trembling body. You arch, trying to catch your breath, but Phainonās other hand pins your hip down, keeping you in place.
āFuckāā Mydei chokes out. His head drops back, eyes squeezing shut for a second before he forces them open, gaze locked onto where Phainonās cock disappears into you.
Phainon grins. āThatās right. Watch me fuck her.ā He punctuates the words with a twist of his wrist, thumb circling the swollen head of Mydeiās cock. āWatch how she shakes for me.ā
You whine, and Phainon slows down, just a little. He doesnāt let Mydei look away, though, pumping his cock until the other manās breath comes in ragged gasps. When Mydeiās hips jerk, seeking more friction, Phainon yanks him closer with a rough tug, dragging him back.
āYou want to come?ā Phainon taunts. His thrusts turn uneven, his own control fraying.
Mydeiās hips jerk, a useless, involuntary buck against Phainonās hand, a reflex of pleasure heās clearly trying to deny. He doesnāt answer. His eyesāthose infuriatingly calm, assessing eyes that have been a thorn in Phainonās side for monthsāare finally, finally undone. Theyāre hazy, pupils blown wide and dark. Theyāre locked on Phainonās.
Itās the most satisfying thing Phainon has ever witnessed.
The air in the bedroom smells of the three of youāof sweat; your floral lotion, now warmed and musky; and of arousal. The only sounds are your ragged, broken whimpers, muffled against the fabric covering Mydeiās thigh, the wet, relentless slide of Phainonās body over yours, and the harsh, slick drag of his palm over Mydeiās length.Ā
āAnswer me,ā Phainon demands. He rolls his hips, his knuckles grinding against Mydeiās pubic bone. Heās not just fucking you; heās fucking at Mydei. Heās proving, with every inch of his cock, that heās the one buried inside you, the one setting the pace, the one in absolute control.
You cry out, broken moans escaping your lips. Your whole body tightens around him. He feels your walls flutter around his cock, squeezing. So close. Phainonās carefully hoarded control, his arrogant plan to draw this out and punish Mydei, snaps.
āLook at her,ā Phainon says. āSheās so close. Sheās going to come for me, Mydei. Right here. On your lap, while you just sit there and watch.ā
The jab hits home. Mydeiās handāthe one that had been fisted uselessly in the bedsheets, knuckles whiteālashes out. His fingers find your ankle, wrapping around the bone. Sheās still on my lap. Sheās still touching me. She is still mine to hold.
Hot, ugly, glorious fury strikes through Phainon once more. This wasnāt part of his victory. He was the one touching you. He was the one touching Mydei. Mydei was the passive observer, the prop, the audience. He wasnāt allowed to touch back.Ā
Phainon pulls himself out and thrusts his cock back in, up till the hilt, until you cry out against Mydeiās skin. Your walls clench and pulse around him, a sweet, greedy milking that wrings a groan from his own chest. Your back arches, lifting you almost completely off Mydeiās lap, your body held in place only by Phainonās bruising grip on your hips and Mydeiās desperate, white-knuckled hold on your ankle.
The sight of your climax is what melts Mydeiās sardonic mask completely. He groans, hips slamming up into Phainonās fist. His eyes squeeze shut, his mouth falling slack, as he comes against Phainonās fingers. Heās lost. Phainon made him lose.
Phainon doesnāt stop, chasing his own release. He buries his cock inside you with one final thrust, and comes inside you, his body shuddering, his victory absolute. Heās won. Heās taken you.
His legs are shaking. He collapses, his full weight coming down onto your back, pressing you down into Mydeiās chest, his forehead resting on your damp, slick skin. He can feel your pulse, a frantic rabbit-beat against your neck. His hand is still clamped around Mydeiās length, sticky and cooling. His cock is still buried deep inside you, softening.
Slowly, sluggishly, he lifts his head.
Crawling away from the both of you, he leans back against the headboard, breathing heavily, before stroking your hair near your temple, a mimic of Mydeiās actions from earlier.Ā
Heās made a mess. Heād be a really bad best friend if he didnāt clean it up, and Mydei, stoic as ever, ought to help. Heād watched, after all. Heād found pleasure in the sight.Ā
Thereās something about it, something that twists inside Phainonās chest, hot and insidious. But he bottles it up, and, instead, concedes defeat to Mydei for this one simple thing: taking care of you.Ā
āIāll be back,ā he tells the other man. āPlease make sure sheās okay.ā
Mydei nods, and with that simple confirmation, Phainon swings his legs over the bed and pads over to the bathroom to find a towel to clean you up with.
a/n. this was originally written for jazz and then i started thinking. hm. maybe i should expand on this as a longer fic eventually š¤
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in which ā being in a secret relationship with them but theyāre all idiots
featuring ā dan feng, blade, jing yuan (separately) x gn!reader
wc: total 2.6k, from event req: here!, debut fic for my milestone event yippee, they keep fumbling but itās ok cus theyāre hot, reblogs w comments are appreciated, please enjoy!! <3
#DAN FENG
+ wait⦠since when are you guys married?!
dan feng? i just know heās gonna mess this shit up so badly. heās the high elder, but also the epitome of boyfailure. he really canāt help it, those terms of endearment just slip out so easily when you're by his side.
and it doesnāt stop there. heās completely oblivious to the shocked silence and wide-eyed stares from others; for example, he might be holding your hand absentmindedly while discussing serious matters, and only snaps back to reality when you cough awkwardly.
but unfortunately, itās not that simple when the gang (re: high cloud quintet) find out about your relationship. disclaimer: chaos ensues
dan feng immediately sits up upon seeing you enter the room, a fresh batch of tea brewing in hand. the discussion among the group gradually fades into the background as his eyes trail your figure while you carefully pour tea into each personās teacup.
the piquant aroma fills his senses, and he canāt stop a small smile from creeping across his face when you take a seat next to him. he takes a sip, the delicate flavor enveloping his taste buds, leaving behind a delightful aftertaste that lingers long after the tea is swallowed.Ā
āāthus we require a substantial amount of time, speaking of which, anything on your end dan feng?āĀ
he finds himself watching you out of the corner of his eye. āimbibitor lunaeā¦?ā and itās almost impossible for him to tear his gaze away from you.Ā
āhello? dan feng?ā he snaps back to reality, blinking a few times before processing the initial question. āa-ahem, yes. darling, could you pass me the report?ā he says, turning to your side.
the room falls silent, and a shocked gasp escapes from baiheng's mouth before jingliu clasps a hand over it; jing yuan shifts in his seat, exchanging a bewildered glance with yingxing.Ā
āhm..? did you forget to bring it?ā his tone is soft and gentle, a stark contrast to the shocked expression on everyoneās face. āare you alright my dear? your face is quite red, do yāā
before he can finish, you manage to find your voice, trying to mask your embarrassment with a strained smile. āno, i didnāt forget the report, and iām perfectly fineā¦Ā though our friends might need a minute to recover.āĀ
baiheng, still wide-eyed, blurts out, āhold on, are you guys⦠in a relationship?āĀ
dan feng blinks in confusion āoh, did i forget to mention that part?ā āto which you hear someone across the table audibly facepalm.Ā
you sigh, voice strained but laced with amusement, āi canāt believe you never told them we got married.ā your words are followed by the sound of a cup shattering on the floor.
āwait⦠since when are you guys married?!ā you pat jingyuanās back, trying to stifle a laugh. āsince last year.ā
āseriously, and you never thought of telling us.ā
āit was an honest mistake, yingxing.ā dan feng replies, crossing his arms defensively.
baiheng shakes her head, āan honest mistake? like forgetting to water your plants, not like forgetting to tell us you got married!ā
āwell congratulations, i suppose. though a heads-up wouldāve been nice.ā jingliu manages a wry smile, though she internally cringes at baihengās exaggerated (or not) reaction, opting to just let her be.Ā
"sorry, it slipped my mind.ā dan feng's nonchalant shrug only serves to further fuel jingyuan's irk, his eye visibly twitching; yingxing lets out a groan, still reeling from the revelation. you canāt help but chuckle softly at the scene unfolding, taking a sip of your tea.Ā
āyou werenāt planning to tell us at all?!ā
"honest mistake."Ā you can tell heās just teasing his friends by the way a small smirk appears on his face as he attempts to hide it behind his teacup. (you nearly had to restrain baiheng as she tried to leap over the table.)
well, it seems like youāre not going to get anything done today.
#BLADE
+Ā easy, just buy me a nice ring and leave the lying part to me.
please. if you had a penny for every time blade almost exposes that youāre dating, youād have three pennies. which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened thrice.Ā
the first time was when he received a call from you while in the car with firefly. he answered almost immediately, without realizing that wearing earphones does not necessarily mean he isn't able to be heard in real life, just that others canāt hear what heās listening to.Ā
āwent to boomerville n the locals said they knew uā āsilverwolf, probably.
second was when someone confessed their feelings to you, and he āinstinctivelyā jumped in to say you have a husband. "what husband? i don't see a ring on your finger." so now, that same man won't stop asking you about this so-called āhusbandā (that doesnāt exist).Ā
and third time, well weāll see.
āare you sure you donāt want me to kill him.āĀ
you huff out in annoyance, āthis wouldnāt even be an issue if you hadnāt mentioned i had a husband.ā sighing, you push yourself off the bed and turn to face your boyfriend.
ā...that aside, how exactly do you plan on handling him?ā blade raises an eyebrow, a hint of amusement in his gaze. āeasy! just buy me a nice ring, and leave the lying part to me.ā
if blade hadnāt seriously considered taking care of the man before, he certainly seems determined to do so now. āhey whatās with that reactionā¦ā
bladeās eyes narrow as he takes in your response. āa ring huh, what are you going to do with it?ā you roll your eyes, trying to stifle a smile. āwhat else? pretend i have a husband.āĀ
he sighs, āis this really the best solution you can come up with?ā (he really doesn't like the idea of you having a husbandā¦that isnāt him, fake or not)Ā āyup!ā you reply with a grin, āiāll be eagerly awaiting the āsurpriseā!ā with that, you plant a quick kiss on his cheek and swiftly exit the room.
oh youāre lucky he loves you. (even though this is totally, 100% his fault)
ā
āhmm, bladie? why the sudden interest in jewellery?ā kafka smirks, curiosity dancing in her eyes. blade chooses to stay silent, picking out the most expensive ring; and kafkaās expression only broadens with amusement as she watches his intense scrutiny of the display.
āplanning something special, are we?ā she teases, leaning closer. āor are you just trying to impress someone?ā
blade finally glances up, his face inscrutable. ājust taking care of business.ā he replies tersely, slipping the ring onto the counter along the pile of designer jackets.Ā
āright⦠well, iāll be interested to see how this turns out.ā
ā
āwhat?ā the man in front of you asks, his confusion evident.Ā
you tilt your head slightly, trying to gauge his reaction. āyou seem surprised. did you think i was joking?ā you casually brush a strand of hair away, subtly flaunting the ring to him āand to any onlookers; trying not to crack a smile when you hear a loud gasp followed by a flurry of hushed whispers.
he grits his teeth, clearly embarrassed and humiliated by the commotion. āi didnāt expect you to be married⦠especially since you never wear the ring.ā
āor is it that youāre not all that attached to your husband?ā the audacity of this man⦠just as youāre at a loss of words, a firm hand grips the manās shoulder from behind.
blade yanks the man back, and away from you. āyouāre pushing your luck.āĀ the sudden motion causes the man to stumble, his face pale with a mix of surprise and fear.
āw-who the hell are you?!ā the manās voice trembles as he tries to regain his composure. meanwhile, you notice a crowd beginning to form around you, with some people eagerly pulling out their phones to record the escalating drama.
āleave, now.ā you can tell bladeās patience is wearing thin, dangerously so.
the manās eyes narrow in defiance. āwhy should i? youāre the one to talk when youāre hiding behind a disguise.ā blade pins the man with a steely gaze, his intense stare making the man stiffen under its weight.
but what you didnāt expect was for blade to turn around, remove his mask and letting it dangle from one ear; he then raises your hand to his lips, placing a tender kiss upon it.
the manās face immediately drains of colour, and the crowd around you erupts into a cacophony of gasps and murmurs. youāre not sure whether he's more shocked by blades' bold gesture or by the fact that a notorious criminal is standing right in front of him. (its the latter)
the man, now visibly shaken, scrambles away, yelling out a āsorry!ā before disappearing into the crowd. blade pulls you away, ignoring the flashes of cameras and ducks into a nearby alley.
the next morning, you wake up to a barrage of notifications on your phone. you discover the group chat flooded with messages from your friends.
ā@barcodewrist @[you] explain yourselvesā
āBladie, so that was what the ring was for~āĀ
ābro i cant believe this old ass man has rizzā
you quickly type out a message asking for context, in which you only receive a link from silverwolf. as you click in, you canāt help but wish you can unsee whatās on the screen.
āāYOUR NAMEā, IDENTIFIED IN ASSOCIATION WITH STELLARON HUNTER āBLADEā: WANTED DEAD OR ALIVE. BOUNTY SET AT 3.5 BILLION.ā and attached below is a video of what transpired yesterday.Ā
āgreatā you mutter under your breath, ānot only am i dating a wanted criminal, now i'm one too.ā you shoot a quick message to the group chat āany tips on staying out of trouble when your boyfriendās a fugitive? asking for a friend... and my sanity.ā
on the bright side, at least youāll be greeted by a very pleased blade, now publicly acknowledged as your husband āoh and donāt question the second ring on your finger.
#JING YUAN
+ stop you're not allowed to smile at me like that. / like what?
how do i even start. heās so smug, please throw a rock at him and wipe that ā:3ā off his face.
you really do sometimes wonder if jing yuan ever truly intended to keep this relationship a secret, especially by how he practically transforms into a lovesick puppy whenever youāre within a 10 meter radius.Ā
goodluck because he's also such a tease, an insufferable one. despite that, you canāt deny thereās something endearing about how he always seems to light up when youāre around, his constant teasing remarks making it harder to stay mad whenever you call him out for being ātoo laxā.Ā
after all, he may be a headache, but heās your headache āone that comes with a hefty dose of affection and a penchant for making every single moment spent together memorable.
being the generalās secretary, and his lover isnāt an easy job.Ā
youāre focused on the task before you; reviewing documents, scheduling meetings, coordinating logistics for high-stakes missions āensuring no crucial information slips through the cracks.Ā
but you canāt help but feel a pair of eyes boring into you. itās a subtle sensation, a weight that pulls your awareness away from the task at hand. you glance up from your desk, only to be met by jing yuanās gaze, fixed on you with an intensity that makes your pulse quicken.
ājing yuan, what are you doing?ā you ask, but he doesnāt answer. though a smile slowly spreads across his face as he continues to watch you. his overwhelming stare makes it difficult to concentrateā¦
and worse? he looks utterly and hopelessly in love.
āstop, you're not allowed to smile at me like that.ā the words come out softer than intended; he leans in slightly, the warmth in his expression only deepening.
āand why not?ā he asks, his voice carries a hint of amusement. the twinkle in his eyes suggests that he knows exactly what heās doing, and it only adds to your annoyance.Ā
ābecauseā you reply, trying to sound exasperated, āyouāre looking at me as if youāre in love with me or something!ā āand your handsome face makes it impossible to focus.
jing yuanās smile only widens, clearly enjoying your reaction. āis that so? i didnāt realise my smile had such an effect on you.ā (you hope his pants catch on fire because heās obviously lying about being unaware of the effect his presence has on you)
āand i am in love with you.āĀ
that, in fact, did not ease the fluttering in your chest. āshh!ā you quickly cover his mouth with your hand; you hold your grip for a moment longer, feeling the warmth of his breath against your palm.
āhmm⦠so i can't even look at my beloved partner now?ā his voice comes out slightly muffled and distorted due to your playful assault on his face. you give his cheek one last, harsh pinch before finally letting him go.
you heave a sigh of relief once youāre sure no one heard anything, you loosen your grip but keep your palm resting on his face. with a playful pinch, you squeeze his cheek. āyou tease!ā you furrow your brows, though a small smile tugs at your lips despite your effort to remain stern.
you shake your head with a smile, ādo you have any idea how hard it is to stay focused when youāre looking at me like that?ā the admission slips out before you can stop it, and you feel a flush rise to your cheeks.
āi know,ā he replies with a grin, āand i wouldnāt change a thing.ā
jing yuan rests his chin on his hand, his elbow propped up on your desk; the warmth of his gaze and the cheeky grin on his face makes it hard to stay frustrated at him.Ā
āyouāre impossible,ā you say with a mock scowl, though your tone carries a lighthearted edge. ābut itās also hard to stay mad at you.ā
he chuckles softly, clearly pleased with your reaction. he leans in a bit more, his eyes sparkling with mischief. āoh? then would you like to head outāā
āyou wish.ā you cut him off with a deadpan look, āthat stack of papers has been sitting there since this morning, and itās not going to magically sort itself out.ā
you gesture toward the mountain of documents on your desk, which has only grown throughout the day. he sighs, settling himself comfortably into the seat beside you. you pick up your pen as you try to regain your focus again amidst the lingering warmth of his presence.
this time, you really do consider throwing a rock at him when his head falls on your shoulder as he dozes off just five minutes later.
but hey, at least he makes it clear that heās head over heels for you, even if it comes with a side of embarrassment, and a few near heart attacks.Ā
That old man reacting to their partner asking for a divorce just for the excuse to get married to him again
A/N: more goofy things because I'm trying to keep my sanity while I figure out the Mr. Pants work progress is decent and I do not want to eat my keyboard nope not at all :V
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Varka feels his gut dropping at the moment his partner asks for a divorce and wonders just what he did or if they simply stopped loving him. Regardless of the reason he'd love to work through it with them and accept their decision and part amicably. Of course as he's mentioning this to them they look at him confused before blurting out that they just want to marry him again and they can't do that if they're still married. The relief he feels practically sends his towering form to his knees. Immediately brings them into his arms smothering them with affection. Begs them to be gentle to his old heart and not to ask him that again unless they actually mean it which may or may not pray later for them not to. Still doesn't want to get a divorce just to get married again but is down for renewing vows or getting married in another nation.
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Flins initially feels a deep sadness and anger at the words but takes one look at how excited his partner is and is more curious than anything else. Would question them about it before reminding them that marriage with a fae isn't something so easily broken. His partner reassures him and he can't help how happy he feels knowing they simply wish to marry him again even if it means divorcing first. Part of him wants to do so because of how novel it is and because it simply means that they love him so much they simply must marry him again. Another more greedy part doesn't want to divorce at all because they're finally his and he is theirs and it should stay that way until death even then. Suggests they simply get married in another nation close by or renewing their vows. He manages to wiggle his way out of an actual divorce and they find a new ring on each of their fingers for every time they remarried.
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Zhongli understands that divorce is sometimes unavoidable in a marriage though it still leaves a foul taste in his mouth at the idea of a broken contract sometimes the contract must be broken for the best interests of all parties involved. Divorce coming from his own partner though is something he never saw as a possibility in the slightest. He takes pride in caring for his partner and them in caring for him so he believes that if they are unhappy enough to wish for a divorce something must have been left unsaid or undone. Takes it seriously asking about what's made them unhappy, what the two of them can do to have a better understanding of the situation and etc. It isn't until his partner interrupts that they simply wanted to marry him again and they couldn't do that if they stayed married that he realizes that isn't such a bad idea. Sure he doesn't like the idea of divorcing but if it's to remarry the love of his life why wouldn't he want that? They talk it over for a while and settle on faux divorcing where they play the parts of having a divorce without the actual legal repercussions and in renewing their vows every ten plus or so years on their anniversary.
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Neuvillette is heartbroken and he's so distraught he almost doesn't hear his love mention the reason why they wish for a divorce in the first place. The relief he feels is immediate though he does scold his partner for bringing it up if they truly did not wish for a divorce to separate. He is curious about how they came up with the idea in the first placw and is touched that they love him so much they needed to marry him again and again. It makes his heart overflow with affection. Though he doesn't bring out the divorce documents as the meer idea of touching them for any reason regarding his partner makes his gut sink. His partner seeing his hesitation at the idea offers to instead have small ceeremonies on their anniversary instead. The melusines are more than happy to help set it up and celebrate their favorite people's love over and over again.
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Jing Yuan is more than aware of his partners idea simply because of their sleepy ramblings the night before. That night he felt a flicker of sadness but it washed away when his partner happily stated they want to be courted by him again and remarry over and over again. He's not against the idea but the paperwork is a headache he and his partner both do not wish upon themselves so they decide to marry in different locations that hold fond memories of when they were first dating. By the end if it all his partner is definitely decorated in all sorts of accesories representing their dates and marriages.
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Welt is surprised but listens to his partner before jumping to conclusions as they did blurt it out in the main cabin. Of course everyone is shocked by the words 'divorce' in the first place and even March and the Trailblazer try to patch up the marriage before they clear up the confusion with their reasoning. The shriek of excitement hurts his head but he feels warmth fill his heart and of course his face. He's blushing like mad and feels so much younger at the idea it's a little complicated to do as their place of origin is hard to access so they settle for having a celebration on the Astral Express where PomPom can witness a wedding for the first time.
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Blade was difficult to get into a relationship with in the first place let alone marry so why would they want to get rid of all that hardwork with a divorce? He's upset at first but when they explain why he's just done with their nonsense but this is who he married in the first place so of course this is the sort of thing he signed up for. It'll be difficult to get married officially anyways as with their criminal lifestyles they couldn't have a trail especially a legal one that could get them both put in jail. He's fine with having another ceremony other than their original one under different aliases on different planets if they're able with their busy lives. Even if it's not shown clearly he's pretty happy that they'd chose him over and over again
it all started with him coming back. not just dropping by for a minute when he felt like it, but deliberately coming back to your place after every single mission. Boothill never called it home, but he'd show up unannounced like it was the most natural thing in the world. one day you asked why he kept doing so, and he just waved a helpless wave in your direction ā like, duh, ain't it obvious?
Boothill loved playing the tough guy badly. That toothy grin stretched from ear to ear, those cocky invasions of your personal space, that flirtation tossed out so casually, like it was no big deal. but the moment you gave it right back to him ā oops, system failure. he would freeze, his eyes going wide with total bewilderment, like you'd just started speaking some alien language. then a nervous cough, a sharp look aside, and a strained: "uh... well. whatever ya say, sweetheart," while ducking his face and trying to hide his embarrassment behind the brim of his cowboy hat.
for your first date, Boothill didn't take you to some fancy restaurant, but took you to a shooting range instead. "what's wrong, eh? ya said ya wanted us to do somethin' together!" he taught you how to hit the targets, gently fixed your stance, and when you actually started getting good, he couldn't help but grin. "forkin' hell, darlin'... remind me never to piss ya off."
later on, Boothill dragged you to some greasy diner, ordered the most delicious, unhealthiest junk on the menu, and spent the whole meal just watching you eat, like it was the best show he'd ever seen.
he rehearsed how to kiss you for the first time for a solid hour... and then got so nervous he ended up bumping his nose into yours like some clumsy greenhorn.
on the first night you shared a bed, he didnāt get a wink of sleep until morning. he lay perfectly still, afraid to move and disturb your peace.
Boothill was crazy cautious, too aware of how strong he was or how cold the metal in his body felt. he always started small, lightly touching your wrist as if to check if you'd pull away from the eerie sensation. if you didn't, his whole body would relax, and his arm would confidently wrap around your shoulders, pulling you in close. in those moments, Boothill finally let himself believe that you were real, and that you were sticking around, well, preferably forever.
After sex, Boothill likes lazing around in bed with you tucked against his side, his fingers playing with your hair or you playing with his. He also wants to share how much he enjoyed the session, so he often praises you for something you did. For example, he might comment how hot the sounds you made were, how he enjoyed the little show you gave him, or how seductive you looked. Although his ego is already inflated from having gotten you off, Boothill likes it when you praise him in return. Tell him how much you enjoyed yourself or how you liked a particular thing he did, and Boothill will be grinning from ear to ear for the rest of the day, feeling like a million bucks.
Heās also chattier and more honest after the intimate experience, so he tends to share more things with you, like sentimental memories from his past or his hopes for the future. This is usually the time when he dares to dream of building a happy life with you by his side, though he keeps those thoughts to himself. At least, until he finds and settles his score with Oswaldo Schneider. Maybe afterwards heāll have a chance to settle down with you, if heās still alive.
If youāre tired or sore, Boothill will tease you for tapping out so easily, but will do his best to take care of you. He brings you snacks and a drink to replenish your energy, and hoists you into his arms to carry you wherever you need while acting all smug for having rendered your legs useless.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerās)
On himself, Boothill likes his shark-like teeth. He thinks they look cool, and he gets a sense of satisfaction when his opponents look intimidated by his toothy grin. He also finds theyāre great for marking your skin in bites and hickeys, though heās careful not to bite down too hard... most of the time. Forgive him if he draws some blood, Boothill just gets too excited and loses grip on his self-control.
On you, Boothill is extremely fond of your thighs and butt. Doesnāt matter if youāre stacked or flat back thereāif itās your ass, then itās automatically the best. His hands gravitate towards your lower half to caress your thighs or grab handfuls of your ass. He may not have the same level of sensation he once had in an organic body, but kneading these soft parts of you is fun for him (for this reason, your breasts get played with a lot too).
He also likes the view of your rear end whenever you wear clothing that hugs your figure or is short enough to tantalize him whenever you bend over. Whether you intend to rile him up or not, if you tease him enough with that gorgeous view of your ass, Boothill will bend you over the nearest surface and show you just what you do to him.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Unfortunately, because he no longer has testicles, Boothill produces no semen. He can modify his body to secrete a synthetic substance similar to semen in texture, although itās not quite the same thing. On the plus side, you donāt have to worry about accidental pregnancies. The artificial semen also comes in many different flavors, so you can have your pick of any flavor you like to make swallowing it more enticing. Boothill loves it when you lick up his cum, so heās willing to get your favorite flavor or buy whacky ones if youāre curious to see how they taste.
Boothill loves covering your skin in his seed, so if youāre alright with it, he will release his spend on your face, breasts, ass, and belly. He also loves being covered in your slick. Cover his face or drench his cock in your juicesāBoothill doesnāt mind getting messy. Soak his face, baby. Drench him in your juices. He loves it.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
While not dirty per se, Boothill sometimes wonders how different things would feel if he still had his organic body. As a cyborg, sex with him is quite different from usual. Would you have liked it better if you could feel warm skin instead of cold metal? If your attempts at pleasuring him actually brought him pleasure instead of muted sensation? Do you want to have a family with him? On rare days, these questions plague his mind because Boothill dreams of having a happy life with you but knows it wouldnāt be possible in a traditional sense. Not with his body being a killing machine designed to exterminate Oswaldo Schneider.
However, he quickly pushes those pesky thoughts aside. If you got together with him and continue to stick around after everything, then he figures you must be fine with his cyborg features, so there was no use in sweating the details. Perhaps one day heāll be able to broach the subject of your future together, but that is something he will only focus on after taking revenge against Oswaldo.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyāre doing?)
Boothill had a few partners in the past, but the relationships didnāt last long since heās constantly on the move. He knows the basics of sex and what to watch out for when being intimate, though heās not very experienced in the kink department. He didnāt have much opportunity to really experiment with a partner he deeply trusted until you came along, but heās very open to trying out new things. Boothill just needs to be taught how to do kinks safely since he can be too impatient to do his own research.
While heās confident in his ability to please you, Boothillās ego isnāt so big as to think heās a sex god that knows what you like better than you do. He understands that people are different, and just because one of his past partners enjoyed something, that doesnāt mean you will like it too. As such, he pays attention to any guidance or instructions you give and readily complies. Boothillās main goal is to make sex a fun and pleasurable time for both of you, so if you need to be touched in a specific place or in a certain way to feel good, then he will do exactly that. He also tries new things together to keep things exciting and to see if you can discover something new you didnāt know youād enjoy.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Save a horse, ride a cowboy. Boothill loves all variations of cowgirl. Thereās nothing hotter than watching you take charge and derive pleasure from riding his cock. Seeing the way your body undulates above his, the way your soft flesh jiggles with each snap of your hips, hearing your moans⦠Boothill is in heaven. He sometimes canāt stay still and lifts his hips to fuck into you to get you to moan louder. He also loves to fondle your breasts or hips when you bounce on his lap because the jiggling of your flesh draws his attention and he canāt resist copping a feel.
Another position he loves is doggystyle (or bending you over any flat surface, really). It offers a different angle and depth of penetration, plus he gets a great view of your ass. Boothill likes to lightly tug on your hair and spank your butt whenever he does doggy (provided youāre into this too). This position also gives him easy access to mark your shoulders and back in bite marks, so you end up covered in them by the end.
Heās also fond of modified missionary where you lay on your side with one leg over his shoulder. He likes the leverage your leg offers, and as an added bonus, he can leave bites and kisses along your leg.
Wall sex is another thing Boothill enjoys because he finds the spontaneity of it enticing. He likes pressing you up against a wall and hooking one or both of your legs around his waist. Wrap your arms and legs tight around himāBoothill loves it when you cling to him. You usually find yourself in this position whenever Boothill is too impatient to make it to the bedroom and wants to have you here and now in the hallway.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Boothill is unintentionally goofy in the bedroom due to his censored speech. He likes cussing during sex, but because all his expletives are censored with silly things like shirt, fork, and fudge, his dirty talk ends up sounding goofy and can even ruin the mood.
He may want to say āIāll fuck this pussy real good, sweetheartā but it comes out as āIāll fork this kitty real good, sweetheartā. He gets offended when you laugh at his censored speech since heās not purposely trying to sound funny, but it motivates him to find workarounds so he can convey his dirty talk without being censored.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Boothill doesnāt have any pubic hair since his body is completely , but if he did, it would mostly be white in color with a small patch being black.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Boothill isnāt the romantic sort and doesnāt like acting sappy during sex, but he still makes you feel loved. While his dirty talk is crass (and a bit funny), it oozes with his admiration for you. He offers praise by saying things like how stunning or hot you look, how you drive him crazy in a good way, or how he canāt get enough of you. This man is down bad for you. He also uses terms of possession to reflect your deep bond with each other, such as calling you his girl or himself as your guy.
Boothill also litters your skin in bite marks to further stake his claim on you. Sex can get primal, so he canāt help acting on his instincts and leaving a bite on your neck to mark you as his. His grip on you can also get a little possessive. Boothill grips your hips or thighs or loops an arm around your waist in a firm hold to tug you closer and keep you there, at the mercy of the pleasure he gives you.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Because he doesnāt have a real penis, masturbation does almost nothing for Boothill. Sure, he can use his hand to stroke himself, but he feels only a tiny fraction of the pleasure since his penis lacks the complex nerve endings a real one has. Plus, wanking it alone is nowhere near as fun as having a partner to do it with. Boothill would much rather have sex with you to satisfy his carnal urges since on top of the greater pleasure, he also gets to see and hear you reacting to his touch which gets him going way more than his robotic hand or a sex toy ever could.
While he doesnāt jack off, he loves it when you do. Boothill gets riled up when you send him a video of you masturbating or make a show of it in the bedroom. It really gets him going to see you pleasure yourself (more on this in the Motivation section).
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Boothill is really into dirty talk, both giving and receiving. Unfortunately, he canāt be as filthy with it as he wants due to his censored speech, but he finds workarounds that donāt get slammed by the censorship hammer yet still sound sexy. Boothill also gets turned on when you speak dirty, so whisper something salacious in his ear to have him wrapped around your finger.
Heās also into biting and marking. Most of your lovemaking sessions end with you sporting new bite marks and hickeys because Boothill canāt resist the urge to mark you as his. He feels a little smug when he sees how thoroughly heās covered you in his teeth marks. What can he say? Heās a little protective and wants to make sure nobody tries to make moves on you while heās away on ābusinessā.
Boothill loves having you sit on his face while he eats you out. You donāt have to worry about suffocating him or breaking his neck since his body is really sturdy, or so he reassures you to convince you to give it a try. He simply adores being surrounded by your soft thighs while you ride his face and use him for your pleasure, to the point that he can get pussy drunk. If he had a real dick, it would get rock hard each time you sat on his face.
Boothill is also into a bit of roleplay, specifically cop and robber type scenarios involving a sexy interrogation that leads to sex. He likes the buildup of sexual tension and watching you steadily grow more aroused the further the roleplay progresses. Heās also willing to involve toys like handcuffs or riding crops/belts to enhance the scenario.
Speaking of, heās also into light spanking. Ideally, he would spank you with his hand, but that would be too painful given that his hands are made of metal, so he settles for tools like his belt since itās always on his person.
One other kink he has is seeing you in revealing clothing. Wear something flattering and sexy, like a tight skirt, low cut top, or a sexy police uniform ensemble and watch the way Boothillās eyes light up in appreciation and desire as his gaze roams over you. He likes seeing you flaunt your goods for specially for him. Like a little private show which only he has permission to see. Actually, please do put on a show. Model how you look in that outfit or give him a strip tease. He will treasure that memory for the rest of his life as one of the best things to ever happen to him.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Boothill isnāt picky about where you have sex. It can be in any room in the house, in a secluded alleyway, at a public restroom, in a car, or other locations that offer enough privacy for the deed. Give him a flat surface to press you up against or bend you over and heās happy.
However, having sex with him in public places is risky since Boothill tends to get loud and doesnāt care who hears him.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Most seduction techniques work on Boothill as long as itās you doing them. One surefire way to get him eager for you is wearing revealing clothing that shows off your figure. Boothill loves to see you flaunt your goods, but it must be for his eyes only, you hear? No gallivanting in skimpy clothes in front of others, or else he will put a bullet in the poor chaps who dare to look at you funny.
Sending him nudes or selfies of you in sexy clothing or videos of you masturbating also gets him going. If you send him any, best believe he has a folder on his phone filled with your lewd pictures and videos that he looks at every so often. Boothill finds you very sexy and never misses an opportunity to let you know he thinks youāre smoking hot whenever you show off for him.
Speaking of, if you touch yourself in front of him, all of Boothillās attention will be on you. Seeing you pleasure yourself is extremely erotic and hot in his opinion. Itās an instant turn-on for him, and he canāt resist from offering his āhelpā and joining in on the action. He becomes desperate to get his hands on you and see how many ways he can make you cry out in pleasure.
Of course, simply just telling Boothill that you want him is a great tactic to make him want to bed you. Dirty talk, innuendos, or straightforward admissions will all work him up. Boothill just likes being the object of your desire, so as long as he knows you crave him, heāll be happy to help satisfy your needs.
N = No (something they wouldnāt do, turn offs)
While Boothill is pretty open to trying new things, he does have a line he doesnāt want to cross. Things involving bodily fluids that are not cum gross him out and will get a hard ānoā from him.
He also hates being humiliated or degraded and will instantly get turned off if you say anything to demean him. A little bit of teasing is fine if itās in good humor but saying things that make it sound like youāre looking down on or mocking him gets his blood boiling.
Boothill is also not fond of being restrained, though he can tolerate it to humor you. He prefers being an active participant in sex and doing things to make both of you feel good, so being stuck in once place tests his patience. Just donāt keep him tied up for too long or heāll get annoyed at having his movements restricted and will break free. If he canāt, heāll cuss up a storm and will be genuinely upset with you if you donāt set him free when he asks you to let him go.
Boothill also wonāt do anything non-consensual, even non-con roleplay. He likes it when you enjoy yourself and enthusiastically express said enjoyment. Hearing you resist or tell him no instantly makes him want to stop and check on you, plus it makes him feel like the lowest scum in the universe for forcing himself upon someone. Boothill may be a wanted criminal but he has standards, and one of them is being respectful of his lovers.
If someone brave enough emerges with the suggestion that Boothill share you with them, the cowboy will use them as target practice. His bullets will just narrowly miss the bastard until theyāre scampering away for their life. Donāt look at him like that, Boothill wonāt kill them. Heās just scaring them away so they wonāt think of approaching you again. Youāre his and he refuses to share you with anyone, much less in the bedroom. Anyone who tries will eat bullets.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Although his cock is artificial and doesnāt have much sensation, Boothill loves the sight of you going down on him. What can he say? Itās just hot watching you kneel at his feet and swallow him down. Even though he doesnāt get much out of a blowjob, he still appreciates the dedication you put into pleasing him. He finds is especially hot when he unloads over your face, chest, or in your mouth and you swallow his cum. It makes him want to press you against the nearest flat surface and pound you silly.
Boothill also loves giving and is enthusiastic about eating you out. His mouth latches onto your pussy, licking and sucking at your folds, tongue flicking over your clit and diving deep inside your cunt until you see stars. He wants to render you breathless and dizzy from pleasure, so donāt be surprised when he doesnāt come up for air until heās brought you to orgasm at least twice with his mouth. Also, please soak his face in your juices. Itās a huge turn-on for him.
While eating you out, Boothill uses his sharp teeth to leave bite marks all over your inner thighs and hips. If you give him permission to dive between your legs, expect them to be covered in hickeys and bites. He also gently grazes your clit and folds with his teeth to tease you but does it gently enough not to scratch your sensitive areas. He knows his teeth are sharp, and the last thing he wants is to hurt you.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Boothill enjoys a fast and rough pace because he likes watching your face melt in bliss as he fucks into you. Feeling you writhe under him and hearing you scream and moan from overwhelming pleasure is a huge ego boost. He loves fucking you silly until your mind blanks out and youāre left a babbling mess.
However, he can also go for a slower and gentler pace if that is your wish. Boothill believes that changing things up in the bedroom is important for preventing the lovemaking from getting stale. He sometimes even switches paces in the middle of sex just to tease you. One moment heāll be leisurely rolling his hips into you and then suddenly speed up his thrusts and pound into your harder, before slowing down again.
Because his body is robotic, he doesnāt tire as easily and can keep a steady pace like a machine. This serves him well when you want him to maintain the same pace. You want him to keep going just like this? You got it, sweetheart! Boothill will maintain that steady pace, not slowing or going faster until he sends you over the edge into blissful orgasm.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Being able to jump straight into the good stuff is right up Boothillās alley, so he is fond of quickies. While he enjoys drawn-out foreplay and sex, sometimes he doesnāt have the patience for it, which is where quickies come in. Donāt assume he skimps out on the foreplay, though. He may be impatient, but he does know the importance of prepping his partnerās body before penetration. Boothill teases your erogenous zones until youāre worked up and desperate for his cock, and will only then give you what you want.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Boothill is open to experimenting with new things in the bedroom and trying riskier things like sex in public places, choking, whipping, etc⦠Heās pretty open-minded. Even if itās something heās not into, heās willing to give it a shot as long if you really want to try it with him.
However, you will have to educate him on how to perform riskier kinks safely. While Boothill understands that some of the kinks can be dangerous and he exercises caution to not hurt you, he doesnāt know all the details of what could go wrong if proper precautions arenāt taken because he doesnāt research them. He may grumble if you tell him to study up on the subjects, but he ultimately will because Boothill wants you to enjoy sex as much as he does, so the last thing he wants is to seriously injure you. It will probably be faster to read up on the kinks yourself and then relay the information to him, though. He doesnāt like spending hours reading.
He could also be convinced to install modifications in his body purely for sex, such as vibrators in his fingers, a longer tongue, or a synthetic penis, but only minor ones. Heās wary of tinkering with his body too much if itās not going to help him hunt down IPC scum. After all, he got this cyborg body to better fight his enemies, not to become a walking sex toy.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Boothillās stamina is near infinite since his body is robotic. Being a cyborg means he doesnāt tire easily from physical exertion and thus can last all night and then some. He doesnāt get as much physical pleasure from sex due to reduced sensitivity, so for him, intercourse is more about having fun making you feel good. However, doing the same thing for hours can get a bit daunting for him, especially if you have sex frequently, so Boothillās interest in it will dwindle over time. For this reason, 3 rounds is typically enough for him. If youāre in a friskier mood or if heās more riled up than usual, he can easily go for more rounds (or fewer of youāre less interested). In general, though, Boothill can fuck you for as long as you want until you tell him to stop or he judges that itās time for you to rest.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
With the right enhancements, Boothill might as well be a walking sex toy with how he can make his dick vibrate just like a dildo. Speaking of dildos, if thereās a particular one you like or want to try, he can install it onto his body and fuck you with it.
If youād rather have some alone time with your sex toys, heāll grumble but let you have your fun. However, Boothill will later give you mind-blowing sex to prove that masturbating alone with some toys pales in comparison to how good he can make you feel. If you ever feel needy, youād better come to him, got it?
If you do incorporate toys into your lovemaking, most of them will have to be used on you since Boothill doesnāt have the same level of sensitivity as a normal human. His metallic body limits his enjoyment of sex toys, though heās not exactly eager to have any used on him to begin with. If you play your cards right, you can use things like handcuffs, blindfolds, and ball gags on him, though prepare for him to take revenge on you for restricting his movement by giving it back to you tenfold.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Boothill is fond of verbal teasing and never passes on an opportunity to make you beg for him to fuck you or remark how desperate you look for his cock, but heās not mean about it (unless you want him to be, in which case heāll happily oblige). He also likes edging you just enough to make you beg but isnāt into orgasm denial. He doesnāt have the patience to drag it out, so he usually caves in pretty quickly once he gets what he wants out of you. Consider it his way of rewarding you for being such a good girl for him.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Boothill doesnāt hold back his voice, so he tends to be loud when youāre having sex. While he does grunt and pant during the act, most of the sounds he makes is just him talking or laughing. He seldom moans since his body isnāt sensitive enough to truly feel pleasure.
Heās fond of dirty talk, so Boothill often says a lot of filthy things to turn you on even more. His voice dips and turns low and husky while he rasps all kinds of raunchy things into your ear, although it still retains the tinny quality of his synthetic vocal cords. He also growls when you rile him up and make him desperate to put his hands on you.
As mentioned before, Boothillās dirty talk can sometimes sound funny due to the censorship settings in his Synesthesia Beacon. He wants to be crass and say things like āYou want me to pound this tight fucking cunt? Yeah? Beg for it, baby. Tell me how badly you want to get wrecked on my dickā but the censorship changes the swear words to safer things which can sometimes sound silly. As such, he looks for workarounds that can still convey his lewd intentions and sound sexy at the same time. While Boothill can cuss like a sailor towards his enemies, with you, he softens his speech a bit.
Some things he might say during/before sex:
āYou ride me like ya were born to do it, sweetheart. Heh, look at how youāre drooling. Feels good, yeah? Cāmere, lemme give ya a kiss.ā
āYou look so dang good in those tight pants, darlinā, but youāve been teasinā me with that tantalizing view from behind all eveninā. Youāre a dirty little thing, aināt ya? Now bend over, Iām going to make you forking pay for it, ya dirty girl.ā
āDonāt worry, baby. Iāll use my fudging mouth until you go hoarse and forget how to speak.ā
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Boothill restrains himself whenever you get intimate. His body was designed for fighting instead of loving another person, and he knows that he could accidentally hurt you if heās not careful. For instance, his body is made up of metal and complex machinery which makes it very heavy, so Boothill has to be mindful of how he distributes his weight when heās on top to avoid crushing you.
He also has to be careful when touching you since his fingers are composed of multiple joints which can pinch your skin. He has to be especially mindful when fingering you for this reason. The same applies to his teeth. If he doesnāt temper the strength of his bites and grazes, he can accidentally draw blood because of how sharp they are.
Despite the drawbacks, Boothill doesnāt let his physique stop you both from having a good time. Heāll make as many concessions as necessary to have you smiling and looking at him with starry eyes after a good round of sex. Seeing that happy, awed look on your face is worth every painstaking compromise.
X = X-ray (letās see whatās going on under those clothes)
Since Boothill is smooth down there, he can wear a strap-on or get an upgrade to attach synthetic phalluses to his body. He can make his penis be whatever you want it to be. Big, small, thick, slim, ribbed, shaped like a tentacle⦠the list goes on. Tell him what you like, or even better, try out different models with him and choose your favorites.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Because his body is inorganic, Boothill technically doesnāt feel the need for sex. Even so, he finds sex fun, so he tries to initiate almost daily. Heās down to fuck whenever. It can be as often as multiple times per day or as few as once a week. Personally, around 5 times a week is the sweet spot for him, but Boothill isnāt picky. As long as he gets some on a consistent basis, heās happy.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
As mentioned previously, Boothill doesnāt tire easily so he doesnāt feel the pull of sleep the way you do after sex. In most cases, you end up worn out and in need of rest long before he does, so he usually lets you sleep and heads out to get himself a drink or take care of business.
If youāre not too exhausted and want him to stay, then Boothill will stick around and chat with you until you get sleepy. This usually includes him holding you against him and fondling the softer parts of your body for fun, but youāre free to explore his body too. In fact, he likes it when you explore the intricate plating of his mechanical body and get him to explain the functions of certain parts. He canāt explain the science behind how his body moves but he can show off all the cool things it can do.
While Boothill tries to stay in bed with you as long as your pretty heart desires, unfortunately there are some nights where you canāt sleep together. His body runs on electricity, so he needs to plug himself into a special charging port lest his body shuts down. Heāll look into getting a long charging cable to fix this issue so he can charge while holding you.
lighter x reader, alcohol (lighter is drunk, nitro-fuel is alcoholic here), otherwise just pure fluff
thinking about lighter, stumbling up to you, the smell of nitro-fuel on his breath (and his shirt - he'd definitely spilled some on himself earlier, though with how unstable he was standing, you were hardly surprised). a bit of a party atmosphere had developed around steeltusk's bar tonight, and lighter had definitely had more than he should have. you had barely joined the gathering for a few minutes, relaxing a bit further from the bar, but as soon as he'd noticed you, he had made a (very wobbly) beeline for you.
"(Y/N)."
his hands went to your shoulder, using you to stabilise himself, even though his weight made you stumble a bit too.
"hi," you laughed, a rare sight to see the champion so discomposed, though he was looking into your eyes with a slightly nervewracking seriousness through those shades.
"we should get married."
it took you a couple beats to process his slurred words. heat rushed to your face, one you hoped, if someone noticed, you could blame on the one drink you'd had so far. you searched his face for the punchline, or any sort of elaboration. all you found was a similar searching - he was waiting for you to answer. he was almost pleading with his eyes, swaying a little from the alcohol - this was absurd.
"you are so drunk," was all you could muster, chuckling in disbelief. lighter collapsed against you, arms wrapping around your neck and head on your shoulder, and you swore you heard a very uncharacteristic whine leave his mouth.
"you don't want to marry me," he pouted - just how many drinks had burnice given him, that lighter lorenz, infamous red scarf of the sons of calydon, was pouting?
"hey, i didn't say that," you comforted him, instinctively petting his hair in a way he seemed to enjoy. and it wasn't a lie - it was something you had dreamed about several times, but... "i just feel like you've skipped a few steps here, you know? we're just friends, lighter. and you really are very drunk."
he picked himself up from your shoulder to look at you again, but he was so close this time, the tip of his nose barely an inch from yours, his full bodyweight still leaning on you. for the first time, you really realised the position the two of you were in, and so publicly, the crowded bar not far away. but you couldn't quite get yourself to focus on them, not when there was so little space between you, and his stupid handsome face took up your entire field of view. the musky scent of his cologne cut through the smell of nitro-fuel and it made your thoughts brain spin even more, so you waited for him to say something. you doubted you could come up with any more coherent thoughts.
"what's step one?" he said eventually. you frowned, not sure what he meant.
"what?"
"you said I skipped steps. what's step one?"
"to marrying me??"
"yeah."
once again, you had to pause to process. was this his weird, misguided, honestly really cute, way of confessing to you? there was no way - but there was a sincerity in his gaze that went past alcohol. the best answer would probably be 'ask me on a date when you're sober', but he was too pretty to be considering best answers, and your mouth moved faster than your brain did.
"probably this," you muttered, then pulled him forward by the scarf, closing the distance between you. even drunk, his reaction time was instantaneous - you were the one to initiate the kiss, but his hands were around your waist so quickly it surprised you, pulling you somehow even closer into him. it was clumsy but full of heat, and you could feel his mouth form a victorious grin against yours.
when you eventually pulled away, though, your gaze was immediately drawn away from his to the rest of the sons of calydon, who were whooping and cheering from the bar.
"yes! i told you it'd go well, lighter!" caesar called, shooting you a wink. Lighter only responded to her with a thumbs up, his head returning to rest on your shoulder again.
"did you tell him to do that?" you yelled back, head still reeling from the kiss.
"so what? neither of you were gonna take the leap sober," she replied, and you realised she wasn't behind his words - not intentionally, anyway.
"he proposed to me!"
a round of shocked laughter from the gang, except for lucy;
"he WHAT?"
i truly had no idea how to end this. but like. i love lighter so so much but i especially love him being dorky and down bad.
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So I saw your post about having requests again so if you don't mind I have a request, if you know about Lighter from zzz can you please write a Lighter x reader story where they are exes and they didn't see each other for a few years but one day reader got reluctantly dragged to go to a boxing match with a girl who she just befriended a few weeks ago( the girl is Burnice, Burnice had a suspicion that reader is the ex Lighter keeps talking about after knowing readers name becouse Burnice knows about Lighte's tattoo ). Reader doesn't know that Lighter will fight there and then reader sees him stepping into the ring with her name tattooed on down his spine. What happens next I will leave to your imagination, you can add spice at the end if you know what I mean š.I got this idea from a video made by @SocietyofScrolls. The video's name is :" LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME??šš¤š» #booktube #booktok " , yes that is the literal name. You can refuse if you don't want to write it but please respond so I know if I should hope for this or not, I just really like the style of your writing and when I saw that video I immediately thought of Lighter. Also off topic I am going to take this chance to remind you to drink water and to say sorry for the long request.
Unfortunately I'm unable to make a full fic but I'm able to give a small headcanon, I apologize if it disappointed you are and if they dont meet your expectations.
May contain implication of suggestive content and lovesickness
Lighter made several attempts through the years, expressing wanting to get back together but you have changed your number and no one close to you is willing to give it out. If you see his note app on his phone, it's filled with notes of apologiesāhes been preparing the text for you when he did finally be in contact.
Even if he did manage to make contact with you, months of preparation is instantly washed away because he freezes. He was already planned but nothing can come close towards the real you. Replaying every single mistake, and what you like no matter how mundane or difficult it is cause he wants you to feel special.
Every time he did a smoke break he would close his eyes and imagine you next to him or at home, it's bittersweet. Cause when he finally opens them, all he Is met is the cold reality of you not being his anymore.
He keeps a photo of you near him all times, put in a pocket that is closest to his heart. He often looks at it to bring him comfort, although let say that photo is used in other purposes rather than being a sentimental objectāif you know what I mean š
After he tattooed your name down his spine, he is more spike up. He enjoys looking at the mirror because it's a reminder who owns both of his soul and body. When he saw you at the crowd he froze causing his opponent to gain the winning hand, because he was distracted by youāeven when someone is punching him, his eyes would linger on to you because hes afraid that if he looked the other way you might disappear.
He unfortunately lost that match during the first round, burnice wanted to "check" up on him but in reality she wants to leave you both love birds to finally renconceil because there's still underlying feelings for him towards you and so as your friend, she makes it her goal to try to get you back together.
Things really get out of hand when you enter his dressing room or backstage room whatever the place someone comes to rest. You tried to leave believing your presence annoyed him but he grip your wrist tightly afraid of letting you go, "you being here, is the most effective medicine ever for my heart"
He pins you after that afraid that you might let go or this affection is considered to be torturous. He doesn't want to let goāhes like a man who's been drowning in finding his oxygen. At that moment, somethings where let out and bottled up feelings finally pop and all of your clothing are now lay on the ground discarded and some torn because of how impatient he is.
That interaction caused him to exit the room to find food and water for you, the room smells like sweat after the action that was going on in that room a few minutes ago. meanwhile you are wearing his jacket with nothing else on it and with a hazy expressionāwhat's worse is that he is not finished with you yet.
zandikās segments like taking care of childeās wife š£²ā
heavy boots stomped against the ground as ajax raced through the palace to dottoreās laboratory. one of his subordinates who he tasked with keeping watch over you informed him that two of dottoreās segments had taken you from your bedroom shortly after he left for work. anxiety rushed through his veins like electricity and fear nestled itself deep within his bones due to this information. what do they want with you? what nefarious things could they be doing to you right now? what if something bad happened and he is too late? those thoughts clouded his mind. eventually he reached the doors to the laboratory and kicked them open, weapon drawn, ready to save his beautiful wife from the hands of those evil clones. yet when his eyes landed on you, he lowered his weapon slowly, shock dulling his adrenaline as he saw you sitting on one of the operating tables. you looked so darling as always but also not scared; you had an arm connected to a blood pressure monitor and segment 18 was hitting your knees to check your reflexes. you were smiling and chatting like nothing was wrong until you noticed your husband heaving and staring at you wide eyed.
āhello my love! why are you back so soon? is everything alright?ā you said sweetly as ajax rushed to your side, borderline body slamming 18 out of the way and standing in front of you, holding your face and kissing you all over.
ālove! w-whatās going on here? why are you here? did they do something to you?ā ajax said while checking you over for any injuries.
"oh! i'm here because i mentioned to 18 and 35 that i am feeling unwell as my menstruation hit me this week. so, this morning they came to our room and whisked me away because they said they wanted to make me feel better. 35 made me a tea for my abdominal pain and 18 asked to perform some tests on me for his studies." you responded, then moved to sip on more of the aforementioned tea. ajax took the teacup from you and inspected it thoroughly, setting it far out of your reach.
"don't drink that! it could be poisoned!" ajax exclaimed, looking very harshly at 35 who was off in the corner reading a book and minding his business.
"ajax, honey they have been nothing but kind to me. don't be so harsh on them please." you remarked just as 18 walked over to you to hand you a heart shaped box of chocolates.
"i have read that physicians typically reward well behaved patients with treats. so, here you are miss." 18 spoke in a monotone voice.
"that's usually only for kids you idiot!" ajax barked and took the sweets from his hand. he helped you off the table and dragged you out of the room while you turned back to wave goodbye to 18 and 35.
"i must return to my station but please don't follow them around. i'm not trying to control you my dear however i seriously don't trust them. have faith in me just this once alright?" he whispered, holding you close and kissing the crown of your head.
"alright i'll listen. im sorry for worrying you. can i have the chocolates back though? i really want it." ajax shook his head at your retort while laughing. he gave you one final passionate kiss before walking off to return to work.
back in the laboratory
āit seems our plan failed. miss did not fall in love with us 35. what shall we do?ā
āwe canāt woo her in one day you fool, this is going to take time. childe is going to try and thwart our every move, so weāll just have to make her smitten with us some other way. 65 wants her for an experiment and itās our job to get her, one way or another.
ā¦
well, thatās not goodā¦
first time writing for childe or dottore so hope you enjoy! i'm new to dottore's lore so i apologize if this sounds ooc.
A/N: got this idea from looking at this eidolon picture. I wish I could take a nap with him LOL
You walk into your apartment after getting some takeout for dinner for you, Ashveil and Mr N.
āIām back,ā you announce as you slip your shoes off, walking into the kitchen to place the food on the counter.
You pull the containers out of the bag and still hear no response from the two of them. Luckily you can see the living room from your kitchen where you see Ashveil passed out on the couch and Mr N sleeping in the recliner you have in the corner.
They have been working a lot more recently so youāre just happy they are getting some sleep. Slipping the containers into the fridge so you can reheat them once they wake up. Heading over to your hallway closet, you pull out two blankets. You grab a smaller one and lay it over Mr N then walk over to place the bigger one on your boyfriend.
You gently adjust the blanket so he is fully under it. You slip of his hat that is covering his beautiful face. Gently pushing his hair behind his ear you then place a soft kiss onto his forehead. As you pull away, his hand finds the back of your head and guides you towards his lips. Itās a slow yet passionate kiss.
You break the kiss after a couple of seconds and push at his chest, āBaby, go back to sleep.ā
He then pulls you down so you lay right on top of him. He adjusts you so youāre under the blanket and on his right side that is facing the backside of the couch, just so you donāt accidentally fall off while you two take your now shared nap.
āKnew I was missing something.ā He squeezes his hip.
You cuddle into him with a gentle smile. He watches you through sleepy eyes and thanking everything he can have this moment with you. His life has been nothing but crazy, but when heās with you, he is at peace.
āI love you,ā you whisper.
His lips raise a bit, leaning in he kisses your hairline, āI love you more.ā
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You work at one of Pantaloneās banks; you hated him, or thatās what you thought. When a conference ended with a business partner touching your hand, it made Pantalone jealous, which led to him taking your first time. When you met Dottore, it was at one of Pantaloneās functions, where he got your phone number.
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You sat at your desk, drinking some coffee before you heard a stupid bell ring. You hated your boss! He just pissed you off all the time! Asking you to run stuff even when you had just sat down! Ugh, he really is the worst!
āY/N, dear! I want another cup of tea!ā you hear in the annoying intercom with his annoyingly happy voice. This individual was wealthy; he could afford servants, but he chose to bother his secretary.
You get up, slamming your coffee onto the desk, not caring if itāll stain the desk as you walk to the staff kitchen. Brewing tea for this man. He has legs and arms; he should be able to do it! You know what, you wonāt try him at all.
āI hate doing this so muchā¦ā you muttered as you grabbed the tea and walked to his office. You swore you wanted to hit him. You held the cup in one hand as you flattened the stray hairs with your hand and then slapped your cheek to wake yourself up.
āMr. Pantalone! I have your tea!ā you said before opening the door to find him smoking. As much as you wanted to lash out, you couldnāt yell at him. āSmoking again? That isnāt really healthy, sir.ā
āOh? Is my mean little secretary worrying about little olā me?ā he teased as you placed the tea on his desk. āAnything else, sir?ā You put a fake smile on your face.
āHmm? Maybe praise from my favorite staff member? Or affection?ā he teased even more. āAt this point, just donāt talk anymore.ā You sighed before leaving, not even letting him finish.
During a conference, you sat next to Pantalone because he was the boss, and you were just there to correct Pantalone's sometimes obviously bitchy attitude toward people.
Pantaloneās hand crawled on your leg, startling you. Your ears turned a bit red because he was becoming bolder in front of people. You shoved his hand off; that is something you wouldnāt allow... but maybe in private?
Pantalone gives you a side eye after you shove his hand off. He loves a person who is as bitchy as him or someone ruthless, even if you played hard to get with his looks heāll keep trying until it works.
The conference went on for a few more hours but when it ended āit was good meeting you! Iām pretty sure Mr. Pantalone is excited to work with you.ā You said to the new business partner. Pantalone just rolled his eyes, this bitchy man will be the death of me.
āI hope our partnership lasts long.ā The business partner replied to you, Pantalone just looked a little irritated as the business got closer to you to shake hands with you. He tries to convince himself that he isnāt jealous.
āI hope you can handle my bossās attitude, heās a bit sassy..ā you said with a polite smile, as you shake their hand, Pantalone looks a bit pouty in the corner thatās his secretary! Not theirs!
When the business partner turned to shake hands with Pantalone he looked less nonchalant than normal. Maybe he was having a headache? āTo our partnership,ā the partner said as he took Pantaloneās hand.
As they shook hands, Pantalone let go quickly and dusted his hand, even though he had gloves on. It was clear he had a bit of resentment toward the partner who got to touch your hand before he could make you fall for him!
When the business partner left with his accountant Pantalone spoke before you could leave the conference room, āCan you hang behind? Before you finish your work?ā Pantalone asked.
When you finished your work you went to Pantaloneās office and knocked on his door. āMr. Pantalone! I finished my work, you wanted to see me?ā Again your knuckles rap against the door.
āCome in, my dear!ā He says so cheerfully, when you open the door heās smoking cigarettes. āMr. Pantalone! Another cigarette? At this point, your lungs are completely black!ā You whined.
That whine just did something to him, he crushed the cigarette in the ashtray and approached you. āDo you even understand.. what you do to me.?ā He whispered getting into your personal space the smell of his tobacco on his breath.
āMr. Pantalone! What are you doing?!ā You get flushed pushing him back just a bit. āIs it a problem that I want to look at my favorite secretary up close?ā Pantalone just teased, āYes! Itās a problem I have my personal space!ā
He pouts a bit. āCome on, let this happen one time. Iāll make you feel great..ā he gets close again leaning down resting his face in your neck as you inhale the scent of smoke coming from him.
āI donāt know! I havenāt done that before..ā you whispered. Pantalone looked a bit shocked especially because of the woman you were. He thought you were at least experienced.
āWell maybe I can go slow, but that's not guaranteed,ā Pantalone said letting his hands rest on your waist rubbing up and down on your waist his grip tightened his hand slowly going to your hips..
āMr. Pantalone-ā you started before getting cut off by him lifting his head and leaning down as one of his hands left your hip and went to caress your cheek. āYouāre so red, darling.ā He smiles.
Before you knew it, Pantalone was leaning down even closer to your lips, the soft pink colour of your lips. For years he has seen you nipping at your lips wishing it was him now he can do it now..
He stopped just a few centimetres away from your lips waiting to see if you would say anything and changing your mind, ānot going to finish the distance for your little olā boss?ā he said knowing he was messing with your restraint.
He soon closed the gap and kissed your lips. He tasted bitter, the tobacco. It was addictive in a way, he groaned softly into your mouth. To him? You tasted so good, maybe a hint of sweetness.
He slowly walks you up to the door his hand hiking up to your thigh as he hooks it on his hip as you moan against his lips. The vibration against his lips
Why did you agree to this??
You dressed up for the stupid function that Pantalone was going to give a speech, about business and a charity. You could barely care less about your just there because he wanted you there for you to see how beautiful he was whenever serious, and you couldnāt lie but heās so pretty whenever heās at the office or in bed..
You stood at a table with a wine glass, and it was your favourite wine. You knew that pantalone one your favourite wine and this was his function.
As Pantaloneās speech started it lasted 30 minutes or so, and you were a bit mesmerized by his beautiful face. He just looked more serious than the loud top you basically see at least every week.
Pantalone left the stage in the auditorium. You felt a small tap on your shoulder and you felt him kiss your forehead and tuck a piece of stray strands of your hair behind your ear. As his hand crept into your silt of your dress caressing your thigh, āDarling, I need you..ā he whispered in your ear.
You get red in the face, your face heating up. āRight now? Weāre in a public space?ā You murmur shyly, you feel his hand creeping farther but then gets startled by a voice, a medium-deep pitch voice, overly formal.
āHello, old friend..ā the man with long light blue hair spoke, sounding formal.
Pantalone let go of your thigh as he smirked, āDottore! Iām happy you were able to come!ā You look back and forth not knowing what to say.
āDarling, this is Dottore. A special friend.ā Pantalone said, as he patted your shoulder and he pats Dottore's shoulder. āAnd Dottore this is my sweetheart, Y/N,ā Pantalone said. But you saw Pantalone give Dottore a specific look, and Dottore caught what he meant but you were left in a loop.
āMaybe you both should talk, Iāll go talk to some guests!ā Pantalone said before walking to a crowd of guests sipping their wine before you protest leaving you alone with Dottore.
āYour his sweetheart?ā Dottore said, your get a little red. āWell thatās what he calls it, I donāt have an example.ā You said. āMaybe just something new to you and you donāt understand it. You can call me Dr. Zandik.ā He stayed as he stepped closer.
You lost your breath. This other beautiful man is making you as flushed as Pantalone can. āJust call me Y/N.ā You muttered, maybe you wanted both. Then you would be greedy! ugh! Love is always so confusing.
āY/N has a nice ring to it,ā Dottore said in a low tone, he lifted his hand to your cheek, caressing it. āYour cheek is warm, I find it adorable.ā He added.
āDr. Zandik! You're so close!ā You protested. āSo? Pantalone wonāt mind if I touch your face. Actually, he would understand, you're talking to me like Iām a stranger to him.ā He said with fake sympathy.
āAnd letās be honest, you wouldnāt tell me to stop even if I did touch you as Pantalone did.ā He said in a calm tone, with a hint of teasing. You could only but feel something for Dr. Dottore.
āHow about I give you my personal phone number?ā Dottore said, āI think thatās alright..ā you replied. Dottore put his number into your phoneā¦
After the function. You lie in your bed holding your phone scrolling on Seeliegram, seeing a message pop up on the top of your screen a message from Dottore.
One Apple a day keeps the doctor away: āI just got off work, want to go walk around in a park? Without Pantalone if you donāt mind. Just us one on one?ā
āJust one on one huhā you mumbled, you sat up slowly and typed something.
Y/N is typing..
You deleted your message a few times not knowing how to decline. The first one was āWithout Pantalone?ā Too reliant, and then the second one was āsure!ā Too short..
Y/N: āHow was work?ā āAnd I donāt mind hanging out, donāt want to tire you out though.ā
You liked your reply it was good enough, you see his text bubble pop up waiting for a reply.
One apple a day keeps the doctor away. āWork was work. So see you at this CafĆØ xxxxxxxx?ā
You heart the message. Y/N: āYeah give me 20 minutes, see you then.ā
You both met at the CafĆØ he mentioned, which was empty. āI reserved the cafĆØ today so we can have our alone time. You know, without our ego.ā (He means Pantalone), āI understand, Pantalone is sometimes.. too much.ā You said.
Dottore opens the door for you, you walk through and it looks cozy in that CafĆØ, you get coffee and sit down. āI didnāt know if you liked crowded spots so I chose a CafĆØ since itās cozy.ā He said drinking his coffee.
āYou're partially correct, I donāt like restaurants that are too fancy and crowded by rich people.ā You replied while drinking your warm coffee. āWell, good thing I went with my gut to get you comfortable.ā He added.
You ended up at Dottoreās place, drank some wine, and when you started getting giddy, Dottore sat a little closer on his couch towards you. He leaned in, looking at your lips more than Pantalone.
Was he a freak in the sheets?!
āMay I?ā he asked as his hand caressed your face. His cold, chilling hand felt like ice; it sent shivers down your spine. āIt would be nice,ā you said as his thumb traced your bottom lip.
He closed the gap and kissed you; it started a little slow and then progressed into something rougher. He kept nipping at your lip as he shifted you all the way so your back was touching the armrest. He broke the kiss.
He grabbed your thigh, hooking it onto his hip; you felt the chilling feeling from his hand again. He left a trail of bite marks and you moaned. āThe sounds you make are so beautiful, darling,ā he groaned.
He moved his hand under your shirt, giving a signal that he wanted the shirt off. You sat up a bit and took it off, tossing it somewhere in his living room.
What followed was just some teasing from Dottore and you being whiny.
When you heard your phone ring on Dottoreās nightstand, you couldnāt make an effort to pick it up. Why? Because Dottore was being a fucking asshole and pounding you ruthlessly from behind.
Dottore grabbed your phone and accepted the call, then put it to your ear. āHey! Good evening, sweetheart!ā Pantalone said with a happy tone. āJust bought your favorite wine, want to hang out tonight?ā
āMaybe tomorrow,ā you replied, your voice shaky and breathy. āWhy not tonight? Are you busy?ā Pantalone asked. You couldnāt tell him you were getting railed by his friend!
āMhm!ā you whined. āYou sound out of breath,ā Pantalone said, Dottore still being rough. āSorry, Pantalone... ah! Gotta go.ā You hung up on Pantalone. āLying to your boss? Not a good look, darling.ā Dottore leaned into your ear. āYouāre tightening, darling? Are you close?ā he smirked against your ear.
āYouāre not allowed to cum yet... I havenāt even reached my limit,ā he said with fake sympathy. āBut, Zandik...ā he cut off and took your lips into another kiss, enjoying the tight velvet around his cock. It felt too good, like the pressure was just bringing him closer to the edge, but heād wait until you begged.
āZandik... please, let me cum... I canāt hold it anymore,ā you moaned again. āLet me hear you say my name again and then maybe Iāll let you cum,ā he groaned in your ear. āZandik,ā you whined.
āGood girl... Now you can cum,ā he said, his hand reaching down and rubbing your clit for overstimulation while he pounded harder.You felt a bit sore after that night with Dottore you enjoyed it too much to complain while Pantalone was kept in the dark..
You got a message from Pantalone saying that we should go to his place and just enjoy each other's company.
But whenever you did you didnāt expect to start getting heated with Pantalone. He was more aggressive than usual. Making out with you rougher.. and he pulls back biting all over your neck. And then you go through the front door to Pantalone's luxurious apartment.
It was Dottore!?
āDottore told me your little fun time with him,ā Pantalone said and bites down harder onto your neck you whine to the rougher bite. āI did, because maybe we could make a compromise. We'll get you tonight.ā Dottore stepped closer as he talked to you both. āWe both would get to pleasure you,ā Dottore added.
āI mean we can try it..ā you said blushing deeply and probably a little excited and nervous that you're going to have. They sat on Pantalone's expensive bed with silk sheets. āStrip, my dear,ā Pantalone said
You started taking off your top, and then your pants. āDonāt worry keep going,ā Dottore said with fake sympathy and Pantalone groaned at the arousal tension of you taking your clothes off.
You next clipped your bra leaving your panties on. āJust one last thing before we see your full beautiful self..ā Pantalone said.
Pantalone got up and opened his night stand grabbing handcuffs and held them up to you. āWeāll have fun with you darling. He cuffed your hand and put you onto his lap. And he held your legs apart the only thing you had left on was a garter on your thighs.
āI guess Iāll start,ā Dottore said and he got off the bed getting in between your legs. Taking the garters off with his teeth, he bites your thighs looking up at you and Pantalone. The sight of him biting makes you even more needy than you are.
āYou want me to start, darling?ā Dottore teased. You whine loudly. Your restraint was slipping away.. āCome on, Sweetheart. Entertain us..ā Pantalone said kissing up on your neck.
Dottore started with little kitten licks on your silt. Pressing his tongue flat against your clit. āLike how heās licking you? Sweet girl.ā Pantalone whispered in your neck, his breath warm. You moan to the dirty talk and the feeling of Dottoreās mouth.
Dottore hummed on your clit, you felt the vibration giving you shivers up your spine, you whined again. āDottore, I think sheās enjoying it, Dirty girl.ā Pantalone moaned into your ear. Dottore lifts his hand and pulls away, he runs his figure across your slick. As he slips a finger into your entrance he returned to licking your clit.
That already pushed you towards the edge but you didnāt want it to end. You moan again loudly, Pantalones hand mess with your nipples adding even more stimulation. āYou need to cum?ā Pantalone teased with fake sympathy.
āYes.. yes! I need to cum!ā You whined out, Dottore added a second finger you just got louder and closer. āI think we should let her cum, Dottore..ā Pantalone added. Smirking down at Dottore. āYouāre right. Letās let her cum..ā Dottore hummed again against your clit making you cum into his mouth.
āWhat a dirty girl, you made a mess on our precious Dottore..ā Pantalone pouts a bit. āI think I should let Dottore punish you.ā Pantalone added pulling away from you.
First thing that Dottore did was take the handcuffs off of you throwing them somewhere in the room. He removes his clothes one by one, pushing you more onto the bed and spreads your legs apart again. As he held his cock sliding it against your slit.
He pushes in groaning, your warm heap was always so welcoming to him. For Pantalone he was smoking a cigarette sitting in a chair near the bed. He watched fascinated on how you both were going at it.
āJust imagine me..ā Dottore cuts himself off groaning again. āMaking you cum in the supply room at my job.. where anyone could walk in.. youād like that wont you?ā You tighten on his cock at the thought. āOh? You like me telling you my thoughts? Makes you wanna cum?ā He stared down at you.
āWhining like a damn slut already.. and yet you can even handle me yet. Pity pity.. but I guess weāll just ruin you.ā Dottore said with fake sympathy. āYou can take some more like a slut right?ā He added.
You just whined to his words getting closer to the edge. āYou're getting tighter.ā Dottore cooed. Pantalone was getting hard from the sight of his old friend pound his sweetheart into an oblivion. The cigarette in between his fingers burning slowly.
āI think I had enough watching..ā Pantalone said walking towards you both. He extinguished his cigarette on your thigh before kissing it. āWe both need to mark you somehow..ā Pantalone teased
āWell.. Darling I hope you can take us both, you gotta open that pretty mouth pretty wide for me..ā Pantalone said. He unbuttons his shirt, and then he takes his pants off. He crawls closer to your head, you start palming him. āQuite eager..ā pantalone kept teasing.
āPantalone! Please!ā You whined loudly, āOk, ok. Iāll give it to you..ā he tugs down his boxers revealing his pretty cock. 9 inches and thick.. the pretty pink tip at your lips. āCome on, a little more wider. Tongue out.ā He rubs his tip on your tongue and slowly pushes in, not wanting you choke yet.
āHer throat is so good, Dottore.ā Pantalone whined. Dottore didnāt reply because heās a little to focused on your tight heap. You moaned as soon Pantalone started rubbing on your clit, the over stimulation was endless. When you moaned against Pantalone cock he groaned at the vibrations.
āI think I might cum, Dottore..ā Pantalone panted out, The response that Pantalone got was just a low groan. āYou want that, darling? To cum?ā He pushing his cock deeper into your throat. āgotta cumā¦ā your eyes roll back into your skull as you whined.
You cum on Dottoreās cock.. and Pantalone came down your throat swallowing eagerly. Then Dottore thrusts a few times before cumming. āSuch a good girl, you enjoyed swallowing that down?ā Pantalone pets your head, he pulls out of your mouth. Dottore pulled out next, laying right next to you. Dottoreās cum oozing out.
āLook at the mess you made, youāll have to clean it up before you leave.ā Dottore said leaning back on the pillows. āWho said she was leaving? Sheās a damsel in distress after you pounded her to hard,ā Pantalone said with a tone that was dripping with fake sympathy.
Andd thatās a wrap unicorns! Tune in next time when Yuyu-Chan another kiss for you!!š
pookie yk i'll always tell u when ill post asap šš but here's baby pt.2!! ik ppl r expecting dottore, but uh. so me n my gf kinda got too lost in the worldbuilding... so this will be a 4 part mini series! hope yall are hungry :) shout out to my gf here for helping me out! can't do this w/o her fr ⤠also some extra notes, changes some info: reader is in amurt; zandik is in vahumana, and instead of having a school day on the setting, its been changed to sunday. anyways thats all! all yalls requests are concepted already, ill finish one after this, then go back for part 3 and so on and so forth! ty for your patience !! n dont be afraid to send in more :3
ĖāĀ· ĶĶĶĶā³ā„` cw: 16 year old zandik (au where he's in the akademiya younger), reader is a professor at the akademiya, implied child abuse (lightly brought up), STRICTLY PLATONIC/FAMILIAL
Waking up from the sounds of an Akasha Terminal ringing and flashing brightly at your eyes was not a good sign.
Realizing that the sun was already half way through the sky, indicating that it was way half past noon was a horrible sign.
You overslept, more than you'd usually do on a Sunday. Fortunately, you had no classes, and there was no need for you to go to your office, since you've already brought all the papers you needed to grade. You sank back onto your couch, your eyes fluttering to a close once more as the exhaustion seeped into your bones. What was left of your tasks was to create your finals lesson plan and the exā
The kid you took in last night was still inside your home.
Jumping up from your couch, clothes disheveled and hair a mess, you ran towards your room, gently opening the door, mind reeling at the horrific realization that you had overslept until noon, and you had practically left Zandik starvingā if he was even still in here.
When your eyes searched on your bed, for any signs that he remained there, asleep or perhaps reading his book, you feel your stomach drop when you realize he wasn't. You searched your home; the kitchen, the bathroom, your storage room, your living areaā now where the hell was he? He couldn't have possibly left, right?
The last place you checked was your home office, where relief flooded your entire body when you finally found him, standing on his tippy-toes to reach a book from your shelf, far above his height. Sighing as you straightened yourself up, you approached him silently, eyeing the book he was trying to reach⦠An advanced topic of your class, it seems.
"Hey there," You say casually, head tilting to the side as you observed him.
The boy jolted from your sudden presence, a small, frightened gasp leaving his lips, eyes wide and the book in his hand is pulled back behind his head, ready to throw it at you if you even dare to move a muscle. You raise your brows questioningly, hands above your shoulders as a gesture of surrender.
When he saw it was just you, his body instantly relaxed, lowering his book and leaving you unharmed. Though, he remained on guard, with a narrowed gaze at your face, before scrutinizing your appearance. "You look⦠foul."
Frowning at his words, you cross your arms in defense, "I just woke up, okay?" You huff when you see him roll his eyesā this kid got some attitude in him, huh?
"I thought you've already died, given your age." Zandik turns away from you, not able to see the way you put your hand to your chest and express your shock, in disbelief at how easy it was for him to let insults roll from his tongue.
"Excuse me, I am quite young, thank you very much!" You say that without much conviction. Thinking back on the times you've looked at yourself at the mirror, you've lost count of the white strands of hair you've plucked out just this week alone. You shake your head, pursing your lips at the boy before you.
"Could've fooled me," He said with a lilt of condescension in his voice, and subtle aggression hiding beneath his breath, "People around your age tend to die in their sleep."
Quite morbid, you say to yourself, mild irritation spreading beneath your skin, as Zandik proceeded to busy himself by reading some books he had picked out of your bookshelf, though it was obvious to you that he wasn't really focused at it at all. He had his gaze stuck onto you, right on his peripheral vision, and you see him picking the edge of the pages, as if he was anxious about something.
About you.
That made you pause, mouth closing and refraining whatever reply you were about to say. Pursuing this sort of banter would be more damaging than anything else, you thought.
You do not want to think of him as ungrateful, despite how he is acting now. A brash judgment will go against your very morals as a professor at the Akademiya, especially when other professors tend to judge quickly of others, and their own students; so you look at him in a different perspective.
Perhaps he was merely vulnerable last night, which is why he had been more⦠softā easier to get along with, compared to the boy at present.
That was fine, you think, considering you have no idea where he came from, who he truly was, or what he had experienced. If it were any other person, you'd imagine that they'd cast him away at this mere petty interaction, taking him as a bratā but you'd like to differ, allowing a gentle smile stretch your lips instead of letting your frustration win over you.
"I thought you'd be gone by now," You start again, hands on your hips as you gazed at him kinder eyes, despite the prominent exhaustion that continued to linger.
That made him grip on the book tight, and you see him bite his bottom lipā a nervous habit, you assume, before slowly turning his head towards you, brows furrowed. "ā¦Should I have left earlier, then?" His eyes was downcast, not having the strength to properly look at you now, shuffling his feet, awaiting your reply.
Your heart clenched at this reaction, taking a few steps towards him and giving a soft pat on his shoulder. "No, I'm glad that you're still here. I was worried you already left when I woke up," You laugh at yourself, scratching your cheek sheepishly as the boy's tense posture visibly relaxed. "C'mon, I'll cook you some breakfā lunch, you must be hungry." The boy could only nod at you, hugging the book in his hands tightly against his chest, allowing you to lead him towards your kitchen.
Now, you weren't particularly sure what the boy liked to eat. He hasn't really spoken much about himself, and when you asked what he'd like for lunch, he just shrugged and continued reading the book. So, you were stuck staring at your available ingredients. Glancing back at Zandik, you could assume that he could handle his spice well, considering the amounts of spice you added to the rice on the Biryani you ate last night to satiate yourself.
After searching your cabinets and pantries, all the ingredients you had in hand clearly directed you to cook a curry dish⦠As for the meat, you currently have none. "Damn," You cursed under your breath as you rushed past Zandik, who eyed you curiously, but didn't question it. Grabbing the most decent clothing you have in your room, you threw on a less crumpled shirt and some pantsā also fixing your hair, before grabbing your coin purse, "I'll be right back kid, just gonna go for a quick grocery run."
The boy only hummed in acknowledgement, turning the pages of the book he had laid on the dinner table, but you don't miss the way his leg nervously bounced as you closed the door shut.
Shrimp Curry. Easy to make, quite the popular homemade dish in Sumeru.
It it was no match to whatever wall it has around Zandik's heart. He was scarfing down all the food you prepared for him like it was nothingā quickly chewing, before gulping and shoving another spoonful of rice.
You could tell he wanted to keep his nonchalant act intact, but before him lies every mortal weakness: home cooked meals.
"Slow down, or you'll choke on yourself," You lightly scold him, already handing him a second serving of the Shrimp Curry. You were right to trust on your gut to put more shrimp than you'd usually do, especially when the kid you took in had a monstrous appetite.
He seemed to snapped out of whatever food-driven trance he was in, and decided to chew a little slower, taking the time to savor the spices on his tongue.
As you ate with Zandik, you couldn't help but be curious about his choice of booksā a vast majority of your collection related most to your Darshan, which was Amurta. The most he'd find on your bookshelves are textbooks and documents on biology, ecology and medicine, leaning more on botany; which is why one section of your home looked similarly to a greenhouse.
Zandik seemed to be completely invested in it as well, following along every word etched on each page, navigating through the annotations you've carefully put onto your book throughout your entire career, finger sliding across every line as he chewed on his food. It was⦠intriguing, to say that least. "Are you in Amurta?" You decided to ask, head tilting when the boy didn't even spare you even a simple glance.
"No," He said simply at first, turning a page in silence. You wanted to huff at his one-worded response, but you just took it as a note that he probably didn't want to talk much, or to you, for that matter. Yet, it seemed like he couldn't bare to just say one word and finish the conversation just there, given the small, frantic glance and pursed lips. "ā¦I'm in Vahumana."
You hum in response, now more curious than ever, "Oh? Then why are you reading a book about botanyā advanced botany at that⦠I haven't even taught most of that to my 2nd year class yet, that's for the next semester." Despite being a professor in Amurta, your collection still had books that fit more in different Darshans; bought out of boredom or acquiring knowledge that was out of your comfort zone, it was always good to be curious of things that are not of your main profession. "I have quite the books on aetiology,"
"Why not?" Was his defensive answer, eyes narrowed at you as he pulls the book closer to him. "Why should I be limited to learning just aetiology? Am I not allowed to learn beyond it? To read other books?" Zandik poured more accusations faster than your mind could process, leaving you quite flustered and at a loss for a proper response.
"I⦠I wasn't saying any of that?" It was the only thing you could say in the midst of his fit, rubbing the back of your neck with a wavering smile on your lips. Unfortunately for you, it seemed to only further agitate Zandik, his whole posture tense, and he had began loudly tapping his foot.
He clicked his tongue, evidently irritated, or was he nervous? Nevertheless, he chose for his words with the intent to sting, "Then why say anything at all? You were clearly insinuating as such." Zandik spat with such venom that you couldn't wrap your head around it.
Who hurt this child? You've said nothing to provoke him, yet he had taken every word you spoke as if it was a personal offense to his entire being, choosing to be wary eternally wary of you.
But perhaps your befuddled expression had caused Zandik to softenā his hateful gaze faltered and his eyes trailed back down to his empty plate, the tapping of his foot growing louder, and the lines under his eyes seemed to grow more exaggerated. Perhaps, he doesn't even realize he was acting out, or why, for that matter.
You've caught yourself in a lot of trouble, huh?
"ā¦I was just curious," You smile when he started once again, patiently listening to what he has to tell, "Searching for the causation of many things include biology, so as a student of Vahumana, I thought that I should explore other topics, as well."
"That's a rather good mentality to have," You praised, nodding approvingly, to which Zandik responded with an unsure look towards you, "Not a lot of shares the same sentiments towards their research, so it is quite rare to have someone with the same thoughts." You then chuckle nervously, scratching your cheek as you think of better words to say, "Well, a few of my, uhm, colleagues, encourage a more close-minded approachā not to undermine their methods, of course, it's justā¦" Faltering at the very end, Zandik merely scoffed.
Rolling his eyes at the notion, "I can tell⦠It reeks of unjust judgment and hypocrisy throughout the Akademiya. My experiences has all been so unpleasant; students and professors alike too absorbed in their own works, and they dare think they are truly befitting for title of 'scholar'? They're laughably pathetic," Zandik admits with a lilt of bitterness in his tone, fingers fiddling with the fork on his hand, lightly scraping it against his plate. But suddenly, he casts his sights onto you, narrowed once more, but less scrutinizingā more of an observation, this time. "Why are you so different, then?"
"We're all victims of the same system, I'm afraid; I was merely wise enough not to submit so easily to such unfairness." You cracked an amused grin as you thought back to your Akademiya days, chuckling to yourself, "Would you believe me if I told you that they were actually stricter in the previous years before yours?"
Zandik frowns at that, but he seemed to be delightfully interested, "Surely notā I could barely think at the Sage breathing down my neck whenever I try to submit papers that was 'unethical', in his words."
You couldn't help the way your shoulders shake as you laughed, covering your lips to remain polite, "It's true! Me and my peers did the impossible to put out our papers, even if our professors tried so hard to disapprove it!"
And so you talked,
and talked,
and talked.
About aetiology, his studies, and future projects that he has began drafting and needs your help for a peer reviewā about botany, and the plants that bloomed in the sand, a new discovery that you have been trying to write a paper on than you'd like to have his opinion on.
Rarely anything about yourselves as a person, but that was fine, you think. Zandik still doesn't know who you are, as much as you do not know him. It was a bridge you're willing to form slowly, letting the boy to willingly connect it with you.
Until there was nothing to talk aboutā voice rasping and dry, time flew by as if it was nonexistent, too absorbed in the knowledge given, and taken from each other. The sun was beginning to set by the time you've finished doing the dishes, while you've allowed Zandik to use your personal office to study and complete his homework, as well as reading whatever book that may find his interest.
You, on the other hand, finally bathed yourself, changing into more suitable and comfortably clothing, before finally settling at your kitchen table. And damn, you really got yourself carried away, you'd almost forgotten how much papers you actually had to grade and check, all needed to be returned by tomorrow.
First thing's first, you have to check on your Akasha Terminal, which you accidentally left on your couch, where you had slept for the night. You hadn't realized that it's been beeping and vibratingā probably a bunch of notifications that you've forgotten to check once ever since you've fallen asleep, and awoken in the middle of the day. Putting the terminal back on your left ear, you activated it and let the holographic visor engulf your vision, to which you were bombarded with various messages from your peers.
The most worrying one, though, was from the Grand Sage, with the title [URGENT] on his message. "This ought to be good," You murmur to yourself as you quickly opened his messages, only to see a massive block of text, practically exceeding the message limit. Okay, you were starting to get freaked out, sitting down on your couch just to be safe from whatever you are about to read. "What theā?"
You barely got through half of the message when the Grand Sage sent you another message.
[URGENT; Meet me at the House of Daena. Now.
Sweat dripped down the back of your neck, dread creeping at the back of your throat.
"Shit."
The Grand Sage of the Akademiya of your generation was not very fond of you.
You don't blame the old man, considering the fact that you, and a bunch of the previous students that has graduated since and made a name for themselves, gave him a fair share of trouble. What would be considered sins to the Akademiya, deemed as respectable research that challenged the very foundational belief of the entire system.
Instead of suffering in silence, you chose to fight for what you believe in. Unfortunately, this cost you the favorability of the Grand Sage towards you, which he tend to pile lots more responsibilities on your already swamped workload.
Though, it is quite worrying as to why the Grand Sage called you in now, of all times, especially on a Sunday. How important could this be for him to call you in personally? Just thinking about it sent chills down your spine. One could only assume that this was about Zandik, since he did send you his student files for you to read, although you did not have time to do so, since he urgently asked for your presence.
Taking slow, careful steps towards the library, you think about Zandik's reaction when you told him you had to leave againā only this time, with a much different, more important purpose.
"The Grand Sage?" He looked troubled as he watched you put on your uniform, straightening yourself up to look presentable. "Why would he ask for you now? It's like, 5 in the afternoon on a nonworking dayā¦" You didn't miss the way he toyed with the ends of his sleeves, eyes darting nervously at his hands and to your figure.
"Something came up," Was what you had told him, and that did not help with easing whatever reason he was anxious about. "Don't worry, I won't take long." Giving him a comforting pat on the back, that was your last interaction with him after you left. You hoped he'd do well on his own, he seemed really agitated when you mentioned the Grand Sage, sharp teeth biting at his nails and pacing around your office for almost a minute.
Sighing deeply through your nose, your steps echoes as you traversed inside the library. An impending headache was about to come to you, you could feel it, and you rub your temples in an attempt to remedy it. Searching around the massive halls of books, your eyes scanned the area, finding whichever place the Grand Sage picked for your meeting.
Usually, House of Daena would be packed with students, especially with this upcoming finals in just two week's time. But at this moment, it was almost completely empty, only a few stragglers here and there, most of them are of on their last years of college.
Finally spotting the Grand Sage, who was sitting nearly at the very back of the library, brooding all by his lonesome, you grit your teeth. You stop yourself from letting out a disgruntled groan, kicking yourself to just walk over where he was and get this over with. Archons, may they lend you strength, you do not want to meet up with this man right now.
"There you are, professor," His wrinkly hand gestured you to sit across him, though hurriedly, you obliged to his command, nodding at him as a greeting. "I am glad you are able to come, though it is later than what I'd like." He glowered at you with that same, unimpressed stare, tossing your side of the table some documents. "You did not respond to any of my messages for the past 10 hours. Where is your urgency, professor?"
Immediately, you felt flustered. You'd always try to keep yourself in a good image for everyone, not because you were self-conscious, but it was to avoid situations like these.
The man already hates your guts, you can't give him another reason to make you suffer.
"I⦠apologize for my lack of professionalism, Grand Sage. I have no excuse for my behavior." You turned your head down, an act of easy defeat. While you might've been a headstrong student who fought against the system when you were youngerā things were different now. You were an adult with a job, something you can't afford to lose. He was your superior, and you are expected to respect that, no matter how much you want to grind your teeth in seething rage.
He seemed satisfied at that, a smug smirk on his lips as he watched you practically wallow in your own mistakes, before urging you to open the document he handed you, to which you complied by scanning the files as much as you could.
Huh? That's oddā Zandik's student record is⦠not good.
Lots of complaints, not only from your colleagues, but also other students, and even staff at the Akademiya. Almost all of his proposals are rejected, or up for further discussion, but has not been appealed for more than 30 days. His grades are subpar at best but⦠He seemed so intelligent and wise from all the moments you've spoken to each other, and the fact that he could easily comprehend a topic that was way above his level; it just doesn't make sense to you.
No record of a family, or relatives to contact, either.
"You've got yourself a quite troublesome child, professor. Recently, his foster family contacted me that he was to be kicked out of their home."
That caught you by surprise, eyes flicking up to the Grand Sage, who looked back at you with a very serious expression. He was not joking about it at all. "What? Why?" Foster family? What happened to his biological family?
The Grand Sage sighs, turning his gaze to the bookshelves strewn across the halls, tapping his finger on his arm thoughtfully. "They were convinced he was cursed, or something the like. Nothing but damnation to their family, and was a massive brat. The knowledge he seeks is, by any means, forbidden, and the family could not handle him anymore." He explained carefully, as if he was trying to tie the words together for you to understand, and frankly, you are not making sense of anything at this point.
You opened your mouth to argue, that no, he's none of those things, and that they were wrong. He was obviously hurt, and he still is, and he needed a lot of patience, space and support to properly heal. Zandik is a brilliant kid, he was just⦠in the wrong environment to grow.
"If you had not picked up that child that night, then we probably wouldn't have to deal with him any further, considering his horrible records." The old man continued, but his choice was⦠odd, and you had this disgusting feeling, squeezing at your chest.
What's that supposed to mean?
Choosing not to mention it for the sake of your sanity, you peer over his files again with your lips pressed in a thin line. "Then why did you call me in here? Surely its not just to⦠talk badly about Zandik, right?"
Wildly enough, he smiled at you and laced his fingers together, placing them down gently on the wooden table. Uh oh, you don't like that face at all. "Since you graciously decided to help him, we decided that you would be fitting as his new foster family"
You blinked at his words.
"What?"
"You heard me professor, there's no need for me to repeat it." He says sternly, but your mind was reeling faster than you could process. "The boy stays with you, whether you like it or not." The finality in his tone was not something you liked at all, and your heart sank. This has already been decided from the start, and they are not giving you an option to refuse.
"Wait wait wait, why me? Who decided this? Why was I not informed!?" You were beginning to raise your voice, frantically trying to recollect yourself, but you couldn't. You can't raise a child!
Unimpressed, once again, the old man merely fixed his glasses, shaking his head disapprovingly at your reaction. "Since you did not reply to my messages, me and the other Sages have already decided for you. The responsibility now lies on your shoulders." The Grand Sage smiles sickeningly sweet at you, as if your situation was mere entertainment to him. "I'm sure you can handle it."
"ā¦Just like that?" You mutter, unable to comprehend what just had happened. The Grand Sage nodded, the smile never leaving his lips.
No test to see if you were a capable provider? No welfare check? Your financial stability? Or anything to make sure your home was a stable shelter for a growing child? Do you even get subsidy for this? You're now his legal guardian, as stated by the new set of documents he tossed into your hands.
How insane and careless can the Akademiya be? Do they just not care about Zandik at all? What if you were incapable? What if you were someone else that could harm him? What then?
"Grand Sage I⦠I'm honored at this opportunity, but I can't be a parent!" You try to argue, hoping to be heard and get through him for once, but with the frown that was now on his lips, you know you've already lost him, "I can care for a bunch of cats, sure, but a human being? A growing child?"
You were going to have a heart attack just thinking about it.
"I'm sorry, but I am going to refuse this. I'm just⦠not capable of caring for another human beingā especially when I am going to be alone in this, while I'm a professor at the Akademiya!" Yet your heart screamed at you, to just agree and take him in as your own. You can see his hurt, his struggle; every time you tried to talk about his family, he refused, face shifting into a scowl. You knew that it was a tough subject for him, and being kicked out by his foster family? It's almost ridiculous for you to even consider refusing this.
You want to see him grow, to have a better life to what he has now, because you know he deserves it after all the things he has been through, but you're just not sure if you could offer that stability. You've never been responsible for another person's life, and it's definitely a lot harder than caring for plants or cats.
"Hmph, I suppose I can't blame you for not wanting him either; I should have expected less of you, professor." Was his final statement, a blow to your already wavering will as you feel yourself seethe. Insulting your image was not something you cared about, especially if it came from his mouth, but Zandik?
"That's not what I saidā"
You hear a loud thud behind you, right at the bookshelves. A breathless pause, and you see the Grand Sage smile again, only this time, the shine in his glasses almost blinded you. You slowly turned your head, heart racing in your chest as you feared for the worst; amidst the piles of books and papers scattered across the floorā there stood Zandik, fists clenched on his sides, trembling while his head was down.
It dawned to you far too slow, absolutely mortified, and before you know it, he was gone. Zandik's footsteps echoes across the empty halls of the House of Daena, and you stood from your seat, the wooden chair scraping against the floor as you spared the Grand Sage one last look.
He knew he was there all along, listening to your conversation and choosing the harshest words for Zandik to hear.
It was on purpose, he blindsided you.
You don't dwell on itā you don't have the time right now. All your thoughts were just about Zandik, and how must he have felt when you said those words. Rejection; you knew it was something that he was struggling to cope with, you could easily tell with how defensive he can be at any hint that you are rejecting him in any sort of way.
But you do want to care for him. It wasn't a case of whether you wanted to take him in or not, it was a matter of your own capabilities as a person responsible for another life. You are inexperienced, unprepared.
It doesn't stop you for searching for him, reaching out and calling his name in the sea of people, lost in the tides of the market. It was all a blur as you went out your way to seek Zandik; the loud voices in the market, chattering and hollering to attract customers, to the students that tried to get your attention, asking for your assistance or your thoughts on certain, irrelevant things.
It didn't matter at that moment, did it? All you wanted to see was Zandik.
That random kid at your door, the one you let into the warmth of your home. You don't know how, but you've found yourself more attached than you would have liked; perhaps it was you cannot bare to see him all on his own, or see how brilliant his ideas were, only for his eyes to be full of distrust and uncertainty. He had been pleasant company, despite his terrible attitude, and his curiosity was honest, pure.
You should've said yes at the start.
The fireflies lit up the night skies, alike the stars twinkling above. The moon stares down at your tired form, cool winds blowing along your skin, making the leaves dance from the tree that looms before youā yet you continued to scour on, not stopping your search until you've seen Zandik once again.
Sumeru City was does not have that big of an area, you should've seen him by now, unless he kept moving as you searched. Your Akasha Terminal has been beeping for what it felt like hours, irritating, yet ceaseless chiming in your left earā the Grand Sage was probably spamming you messages again, and guessing by how well you've known him, he was growing angrier in your silence towards him, even if the sun has already left, he still wished for you to gather the documents you left.
Less people roamed around the Akademiya at this hour, retreating at the comforts of their home, and finally letting their head rest on their beds. You, on the other hand, remained outside, wondering where Zandik could be.
It's already so late, and you were starting to get worried. He wouldn't have left the city, right? At this point and time, as much as you liked living in Sumeru, it was lethally dangerous outside of the city, especially when the Withering was running rampant throughout the forest. If it comes to a point, you'll have to get in touch with the Corps of Thirty.
It cannot be helped, it was night and your stomach was rumbling. You walk back home in defeat, head in your hands as the cold finally became unbearable. It was quiet, eerie, the low chirping of crickets filling in the silence, but your mind remained restless. You just hoped that Zandik would turn up sooner or later, you were so worried for him, and your heart cannot take much more of this.
Until you heard soft sniffling, hiccuping and short gasps of breath, with a voice that sounded much too familiar, not to far away from you. Your eyes trailed onto your front porch and, surprisingly, there he wasā hugging his knees, head down as he silently cried.
Has he been there the entire time? No, he couldn't have been, you checked the entire city, including your home. You've even asked people who may have seen him in passing, to which they'd all frown and shake their head. You suppose he decided to come back all by himself, on his own accord.
And for a fleeting moment, you hesitated; how are you supposed to approach this kid?
He has heard you say things that has caused this bitter misunderstanding, yet you do not want to outright say that he was wrong. Zandik's emotions are valid, he was allowed to cry over something, whether he had mistaken it or not.
You held back a sigh. This is one of the reasons why you think you won't be a good caretaker. You are not sure how to approach such delicate situations like theseā you don't want to break someone further, one who is already so vulnerable and fragile.
So you sit beside him, right on your wooden porch, surrounded by the potted plants and flora you have surrounding your home, and letting him sob all to himself. You see him tense at your presence, alert, hiccuping and hugging himself tighter, yet he doesn't pull away from you.
And you wait for him in silence, staring up into the night sky and counting the stars. You map the constellations before you, naming them in your mind, all the while Zandik's cries slowly simmered down into soft sniffles, and trembling breaths. You did not rush, or force him, though you may have wanted to comfort him, to hold him in your arms and tell him it was okayā you just chose to be there for him.
Finally, as his cries was reduced into simple tears that threatened to still fall from his eyes, he spoke to you, with a low, raspy tone, "ā¦You didn't want me." Zandik's voice cracks, muffled as his head remained down, gripping on his clothes, knuckles turning white. He muttered it so weakly, so fragile, that your heart can't help but break into pieces.
But this wasn't about you, even if your chest felt too heavy to bear, so you chose to be strong, just for his sake. "That's not true," You reasoned lightly, slowly turning your gaze towards him with a gentle gaze. "I did not say such things."
Zandik merely scoffs, biting back another sob as he rolled his eyes at that sheer ridiculousness. "Don't lie, I've known you hated me in the first place⦠Like everyone does. I shouldn't be surprisedā I shouldn't have hoped for anythingā¦" And he sounded so sure of it, as if everything what he believed as a mere fact, no matter how much it hurt for him to say.
"I don't hate you." It was quick to leave your lips, natural and honest. Zandik didn't like that.
"Well then, you should! Everyone already thinks I'm some kind of monster, a freak! So why shouldn't you!?" He finally raised his head; eyes puffy and red, snot dripping down his nose and, amidst the anger and hatred in his glare, you can see the faintest sliver of hope in his eyes, the genuine fear, the slightest belief that he could be wrong about you. "Why should you be different than everyone else!?"
"Because I've come to like spending time with you."
You watch Zandik visibly swallow at that, taken aback at your statement, and the mask he wears crumbles bit by bit. He searched your eyes againā for any lie that you may say to him, trying to reach that this was just a horrid joke.
And you take his silence as a chance to say your part, giving him a soft smile, like you always do, "I know this was very sudden, the whole foster family thing⦠I can't imagine how you feel about it, but I do know one thing; it's that I do care about you, Zandik." You watch him open his mouth, wanting to say something but he falters, brows furrowed, lips quivering. "We've only known each other for a few hours, sure, but I guess it's just natural for me to care about others⦠Be it a stray cat, a withering plant, or some random kid I let in at midnight, I all see them as something⦠precious."
It was as if he cannot fathom that concept, that what you say is true, even if he was hoping for it. "You said it yourself, we've only known each other for such a small time⦠How can you look at me and say I'm precious?" Zandik hiccups in between his words, eyes shimmering with tears all over again, "What if I'm not?" It was barely above a whisper, so uncertain.
"You are," You push, though you do not force it, you try to enforce that he is not beneath anything to be undeserving of love, "To me, you are one of the most precious beings out there."
It was sickening to hear, like thick honey pouring into Zandik's ears and drowning him in sweetness that he cannot begin to acceptā not when he had only known bitterness. "But you don't even know meā¦!"
"Then let's get to know each other more."
The silence that followed was dense; atmosphere almost unbearable to breathe in. You aren't sure if you've said the right things to him, or if it was enough to get through the impenetrable walls that he has built around his heart over the years of his suffering, but you had hope, you do not let yourself falter in front of him.
So you continue, when he casts his eyes down to his palms, watching his fingers that was littered with tiny scars and bruises uncontrollably tremble, "I'm sorry for what you have heard from my conversation with the Grand Sage. The truth it⦠I wasn't ready." And you were wholeheartedly honest with it, sighing as you look back up into the night skies, towards the twinkling skies that did nothing to comfort you, "I wasn't sure if I could provide the life you deserveā I have lived alone for the entirety of my adulthood⦠For so long, I was unsure what it meant to have a family to come home to, aside from the plants and cats that rely on me for their sustenance. It was terrifying to think that a human being would need to rely on me, too."
At the corner of your eye, Zandik sucks in a breath, and shut his eyes to a close. His shoulders loose, and drooping, as if he was already accepting his impeding rejection, for the nth time of his life. "But now, the more I think about it⦠I'm sure I can sacrifice a bit more of myself, just to see you thrive." You smile at him again, turning your eyes back at him, "I may be uncertain of the future, but⦠As a fellow scholar, you should understand that it is both in our best interest to explore this new territory. I know that I can assure that I can, and will do my best to support you."
Zandik opens his eyes, his hands now at his chest, brows furrowed in confusion, yet you still see what remains of his hope, sparkling under the moon's light. You can't help but chuckle at his somberly expectant expression, "I'll take you in as part of my family, even if it'll only be just the two of us."
It happened slowly; the wind blowing was all you could hear, amidst your breaths. You watch as his face morphsā from something so disgusted, full of disbelief and anguish of what you just have said, extreme denial and repulsion⦠Slowly melting into this melancholic frown, with tears rolling down his round cheeks as he struggled to hold back his relieved sobs. He cannot stand the anger any longer, the hate, that never ending cycle of bringing himself down, just because it was what he was led to believe.
The mask shatters, and the pieces along with it was impossible to pick upon himself. Zandik breaks down, inconsolable wails wracking his entire form as he buries his face into his palms. For a while, you were speechless, you weren't sure if there was any words that he would want to hear anymore, and if you should just let him cry it all out.
In the end, you decided to spread your arms, opening them wide, merely offering him a side hug, if he even was comfortable with itā you didn't expect him to throw himself at you, completely wrapping his arms around your torso as he sobs onto your chest, wetting your shirt and smearing his snot.
You did not scold him for doing so, nor did you stop him. You only sighed contently as you hugged him back, squeezing him tightly in your arms as you gently patted his head, fingers carding through the strands of his hair and soothing his cries. "It's alright, Zandik, let it all out⦠I'm here for you, don't worry." You feel him nod against you, shaking within your hold and refusing to let go. "I've got you, okay? I won't leave you."
And gods, if there was any higher beings in the skies that was left to hear him, if he was not completely damned by his fate just yetā he prayed that what you were saying was true.
5:32 AM, Monday morning.
You barely got any sleep from the night before; your back was killing you, and a headache was stabbing at your brain, all across your damned cranium.
Yesterday felt extremely surreal, you had to check in on Zandik multiple times when you woke up every hour, your sleep repetitively disturbed by your anxious mind. All the while Zandik slept comfortably, who you let continue using your room to sleep, even though he tearfully forced your to sleep on your own bed instead and have him sleep on your couch.
Of course, you didn't allow that at all. The moment his eyes closed, body melting against the tough cushions of your couch as the exhaustion finally hit him all at once, soft snores emitting from his lipsā you carried him into your arms, and tucked him into your bed.
Now, you stood at your kitchen counter, cooking breakfast for the two of you, sipping the most bitter tasting coffee you've ever drank in your life, in hopes that you'll wake up. Eyes heavy, refusing to cooperate as you almost burnt vegetables in your pan.
You were grueling the miserable fact that you have to go to work today, given the fact you haven't updated your lesson plan, or checked any of your students' papers. It didn't help that you're still practically ghosting your boss, who've been bombing your inbox since yesterday.
Ugh, you just want to crawl under your blanket and pass out for another 10 hours. Although, it seemed that you are in no perfect condition to teach your classes. You promised your pupils high quality lessons, so you are not coming in with such a frazzled state of mind.
In the mean time, you'll have to announce beforehand that they won't be having classes todayā¦
Whilst you tapped into your Akasha Terminal, you hear a small yawn coming from behind, small, slow footsteps dragging across the wooden floors as you were suddenly rejuvenated at Zandik's sudden appearance, looking at him with wide eyes as the visor disappeared from your sight. "Oh, good morning kiddo, you're up early." You state, grabbing yourselves two sets of plates and splitting the meal you cooked for the both of you evenly.
The boy just yawned in response, though he seemed to have a dissatisfied look on his face when you finally sat across him. "You put me on your bed." Though, try as he might, his glare came off more of an adorable pout as he grabbed his spoon and fork, "I said I could sleep on the couch last night."
"Hmm, yes, I did hear you." Was all you could reply with a smile, as you stuff your mouth with rice, humming contently to yourself. Zandik continued to frown at that, now more awake than he had previously been, narrowing his eyes at you.
"You did not respect my wishes." He quickly countered your statement, pointing his fork at you, clearly unimpressed.
"I wanted you to be comfortable."
"I wanted you to be comfortable, too!"
You grin at that, raising your brows at his choice of words. "Oh? Really now? That's very thoughtful of you, Zandik." There was a lilt of teasing in your tone, unable to help yourself as finally caught onto what you meant.
Only then did he realize what he had said, freezing in embarrassment as his face turned red, cheeks flushed, his eyes now fully glaring at you. "I-it's not because it means anything, okay! This is your house, so it just makes sense!" You giggle lightly at the way he tries to deny it, fighting against what is already so obvious. "Don't misconstrue my intentions!"
"Alright alright, whatever you sayā¦" You covered your lips to hide the last of your laughter, yet you cannot hide the way your shoulders shake as you do, watching him chew angrily on his food.
As the tension finally simmered down into something calmer, you decided to tell him your plans for the day. "I won't be at the Akademiya for today to teach, I have some extra things to do so you can properly integrate yourself here from now on." You rub the back of your neck as you gave yourself a sip of your coffee, trying to make your fatigue not evident to Zandik, but he was always so intuitive when it comes to your reactions.
"I forgot to do a bunch of stuff yesterday, so I can't really show my face to my students just yet." You waved it off, though you were slightly bothered by yesterdays fiasco, it was for a good reason, anyways. But Zandik thought otherwise, recalling the massive piles of papers you had on the dinner table before you left to meet up with the Grand Sage, all left forgotten because he distracted you.
"ā¦M'sorry for the trouble." Zandik meekly muttered in between his bites of his breakfast, and you hear his foot lightly tapping on the floor. "It's my fault youā"
You shook your head in dismissal, reaching out for his hand into yours to reassure him, "No no, it's alright, there's no need for you to apologize." You soothed him, your thumb rubbing circles on the back of his hand, and soon, he calmed down, "Its all worth it, so it's all good."
Zandik stared at you for a moment, fighting back a smile that was emerging from his lips, but you see a sparkle in his eyes. "You're weird, you know?"
Snorting at that, you lightly roll your eyes. "Yeah yeah whatever, just eat up and take a bath."
As soon as Zandik left to attend his classes, you immediately got to work. Firstly, you had to meet up with the Grand Sage once againā this time, in his office on top of House of Daena, where he made you sign multiple pages of a contract you thoroughly read.
And of course, after regaining the last embers of the fire that has long died back when you were still a student, you fought for your rights to get a raise, now that you were managing your life with a child. The Grand Sage eventually had to begrudgingly give in, since you made it clear that you won't leave until he gave you what you were asking for.
Well, by law, he was required to, anyways.
Your next agenda, making sure Zandik is comfortable in your home.
Zandik's foster parents were not pleasant to be around, and that was a lot coming from you, considering that you are a professor. While you've mostly handled classes for the 1st to 4th year college students, where most of them are young adults, you've also taken the job as a highschool professor when you first applied for a job at the Akademiya.
That meant you had to speak a lot of students' parents, regarding their grades and behavior if you ever needed to, so you have met all sorts of parents in your time as a professor.
But one could not have prepared for this couple right before you, who had rolled their eyes as soon as you've told them that you were there to pick up Zandik's old things that he never got the opportunity to take back from them.
You tried to speak with them, you really did, but they'd blow their cigars right at your face and make you almost cough out a lung, swatting away the smoke that you're desperately trying not to inhale, and then tossed a heavy box straight in your arms, before pushing you out of their home and almost making you trip over yourself.
They were⦠quite rude, to say the least, but it was certainly not the worst you have interacted with. You were more concerned over the clothes he had inside of the box.
Tattered and mostly dirtied, some even had small blood stains on them. That deeply concerned you, mostly for Zandik's well-being for the entire duration he has spent with his foster family, but also because you saw an infant's crib in one of the rooms you've managed to get a peek of.
You should probably contact the Corps of Thirty to do an investigation over them.
Aside from his clothes, the things he has on his person was very limited, it was less than a child should have. A plushie of what you recognized as an Aranaraā a chubby, blue one with a wide hat and a curly leaf on top, along with a derpy smile on it's face, and a few books with various topics; Khaenri'an technology and history, the dragons residing in Natlan and their devolution, a few tales of the past, and a book of various anatomies of different living species in Teyvat.
A curious collection indeed, but you didn't question it. It was nice for a kid like him to be so curious of a lot of different things, exploring his options and learning far more than anyone would want to.
Since you were already outside, it wouldn't hurt to go to the market and surprise Zandik by buying him a couple of things.
And by a couple of things, you meant a lot, actually.
You had to call one of your friends to help you bring them all back to your home, with the promise of treating them out sometime in return.
It wasn't that much, since he is moving in, after all; just a new mattress, bed frame, a wardrobe that was imported from a well-known craftsman in Liyue, a few clothes that was probably his size, a handful of wooden miniature figurines of Aranaras that caught your attention (they were paintables⦠perhaps you and Zandik can paint them together in your free time), and a few more books that you were sure you didn't have in your own, personal collection just yet.
Some might say that you may have gotten out of hand buying things for Zandik, but surely this isn't enough for a kid.
It was quite an easy decision for you to give Zandik his own room. He seemed like a person who really valued his own privacy, since he was always so distant when it comes to things that are truly hard for him to open up to you, so this is probably the best choice for him.
The room you picked as a rather old library that the previous homeowner, who was also a scholar at the Akademiya, has left behind. It was mostly bookshelves full of books, a window to let in natural sunlight whilst you read, and a cushion for you to sit on. There was also a door that connected directly to your room, so if Zandik has urgent matters, he could probably just knock there, especially at night.
Rolling up your sleeves, you silently got to work. You moved some of the bookshelves into your office to give his room more space, but you left a few of them bigger ones for him to put his own collection in. You moved in the bed frame, put the mattress on it, as well as covered it with new, freshly cleaned sheets, then put his plushie in the middle of his pillows. Then, you moved his wardrobe in, filling it in with clothes you bought just for him.
You cleaned the room, to which you ended up covered in dust, replaced the curtains and placed the rest of his stuff into the bookshelves you let him have. Although you tried to make it as welcoming as possible, you aren't really sure what Zandik liked or his personal preferences, so for the most part, the room was left empty.
And with that, you were finished, wiping off the sweat off your forehead and drinking a cup of cold water for all of your hard work. It wasn't easy to do it alone, but you know it will all be worth it once Zandik sees this. You smile to yourself just thinking about it.
For the rest of the day, until the sun has began to set, you sit yourself in your office and began to do what you should have done days ago. You lined out your lesson plans for the next few days, accommodating it to the day you've lost due to your own carelessness, then went to go check on almost hundreds of pages of research from multiple classes, between different years and Darshans, and reading through them with clean precision and focus.
By the time you've finally leaned back and made your neck pop to relieve some stiffness, it was dark outside your window, and your hand was stained with red ink. Looking at the time in your Akasha terminal you saw that it was already 7 PM in the eveningā there shouldn't be any classes left at that point.
Leaning back from your chair, you yawned as you stretched your entire body, legs buzzing from the numbness. You need to find Zandik before you could cook you both some dinner; a bit worried that he might've gotten into some trouble by other students, you went out in a rush.
Only to find him already at your front porch when you opened the door, arms full of small, mewling kittens, with a familiar looking cat rubbing against his legs. Oh, well, you found him faster than you thougt. You stared at each other for a short moment, both surprised at the sudden appearance, blinking dumbly, before Zandik grew flustered under your gaze. "Uhmā¦"
Choosing to not address the awkwardness, you decided to give attention to the cat between his ankles, "Ah, no wonder I haven't seen you yesterday, mama," You gently cooed as you got down to your knees to pet the cat, to which she aggressively bumped her head against your welcoming hands as she meowed at you loudly. "You gave birth! Without telling me!" You gently scold her as you rubbed her chin, feeling her purr on you.
"She couldn't have told you, anyways," Zandik grumbles to himself, slightly exasperated at the way your voice raised multiple pitches just to talk to the cat, but he doesn't really look quite intimidating when he has a litter of kittens in his arms. "Can I come in now? Their claws are digging in my skinā¦"
You gave the cat a few more loving cuddles, before you nodded at Zandik with a smile, standing up from the ground and opening the door wider for him and the cat to walk in. "Is there where you've been the entire time? Just playing with kittens?"
Zandik pursed his lips, eyes narrowed at you as he set down each kitten on the small cat bed you have in the living room, carefully laying them and letting the mama snuggle up on her kittens. "Of course not," He scoffs, petting the kittens and letting her lick his fingers, before he turned to you and crossing his arms, "I was studying." He says, yet his uniform was covered in cat fur.
Holding back a snort, you just nodded at him, trying to suppress a grin. "Sure, I'm just glad you're home safe." You reach out to give his head a gentle pat, but he visibly flinched away from your handā and though it was the slightest of movement one could make that most would miss, you noticed the sudden freeze of his body.
You did not mention it, nor act like you saw it, you just pulled your hand away and offered him a kind smile instead, "You can go in my office and read something while I cook up some dinner for ourselves, okay?"
Only to find him already at your front porch when you opened the door, arms full of small, mewling kittens, with a familiar looking cat rubbing against his legs. Oh, well, you found him faster than you thougt. You stared at each other for a short moment, both surprised at the sudden appearance, blinking dumbly, before Zandik grew flustered under your gaze. "Uhmā¦"
Choosing to not address the awkwardness, you decided to give attention to the cat between his ankles, "Ah, no wonder I haven't seen you yesterday, mama," You gently cooed as you got down to your knees to pet the cat, to which she aggressively bumped her head against your welcoming hands as she meowed at you loudly. "You gave birth! Without telling me!" You gently scold her as you rubbed her chin, feeling her purr on you.
"She couldn't have told you, anyways," Zandik grumbles to himself, slightly exasperated at the way your voice raised multiple pitches just to talk to the cat, but he doesn't really look quite intimidating when he has a litter of kittens in his arms. "Can I come in now? Their claws are digging in my skinā¦"
You gave the cat a few more loving cuddles, before you nodded at Zandik with a smile, standing up from the ground and opening the door wider for him and the cat to walk in. "Is there where you've been the entire time? Just playing with kittens?"
Zandik pursed his lips, eyes narrowed at you as he set down each kitten on the small cat bed you have in the living room, carefully laying them and letting the mama snuggle up on her kittens. "Of course not," He scoffs, petting the kittens and letting her lick his fingers, before he turned to you and crossing his arms, "I was studying." He says, yet his uniform was covered in cat fur.
Holding back a snort, you just nodded at him, trying to suppress a grin. "Sure, I'm just glad you're home safe." You reach out to give his head a gentle pat, but he visibly flinched away from your handā and though it was the slightest of movement one could make that most would miss, you noticed the sudden freeze of his body.
You did not mention it, nor act like you saw it, you just pulled your hand away and offered him a kind smile instead, "You can go in my office and read something while I cook up some dinner for ourselves, okay?"
It was an easy routine to fall toā cooking earlier than you would normally do, which would always be considered late by normal standards, just so you could prepare enough for both you and Zandik. All the while he'd do whatever he pleased, be it studying in your office, or sleeping on your bed (to which he still argues that he should sleep somewhere else).
The only difficult part was figuring out the portions for the both of you; you already know to yourself how much you'd regularly cook, but you aren't sure if Zandik actually has a big appetite, or was he just starved. Either way, cooking too much was probably a safe optionā the rest could just be leftovers for a different meal.
And you share it, eating together, and talking about whatever that came to mind.
You asked about his day, and though he was evidently hesitant to start blabbering about it by answering questions with simple one worded answers, once you've struck on a particular subject that sparks his interests, he would start to ramble excessively about it in between his bites.
Of course, you listened intently to every word he had to say, nodding along and sharing your own thoughts whenever Zandik paused for you to have your brief turn.
Finally letting him do the dishes for a change (since he is a residence at your home, he has to help out with chores), you decided it was finally time.
"Hey Zandik," You call for him, standing right outside of your kitchen as Zandik wiped his wet hands on a towel, looking at you curiously, "There's something I want to show you."
"It better not be some kind of weird surprise," He huffs and crossed his arms, following your lead, walking across the hallway of your home, "I'm not too⦠fond of surprises." That made sweat bead at your forehead, hand stopping at the doorknob of the room you prepared just for him. Okay, well, should you still surprise him then?
Zandik, noticing your internal turmoil, blinking at the way you stared back at him dumbly while standing and doing nothing, he sighed as he jerked his head to the room. "ā¦I can make this an exception."
With his permission, you smile again and opened the door wide, and let him step before you, watching him take in the view of his room.
"Ta-da!" You urge him inside, proudly puffing your chest as Zandik's eyes widened a small fraction, but to you, that meant a lot. "Your new roomā kinda empty for now, but we can go shopping for things you wanna add in." You rub the back of your neck as you see him walking in, looking around then spots his bed, walking close to it to hold the Aranara plushie he had forgotten at his old foster home. "I also bought you some new clothes to wear; old ones are in a box though, in case you wanted to keep them."
Ultimately, Zandik doesn't say anything. He walked towards the bookshelves, eyeing the new ones you've bought and took great interest in them, touching the spines and humming to himself. You don't miss the small smile he tries to hide from you as his hands glide over the wooden Aranara mini figurines you bought.
It was hard to tell, but you're certain that he was grateful. A soft smile on his lips, shoulders drooped and relaxed, and bright eyes. He doesn't thank you, or has said a word to youā he doesn't even try to face you. You assumed that he'd have a hard time masking himself if he did, with the way his fingers trembled beside him.
His silence already spoke so loudly for you, enough to understand.
"If you ever need anything, I'm one knock away." Reminding him one last time as you point at the door that was connected to your room, "You can tell me anything, and I won't judge, okay?" It was a small nod, short and rigid, still not facing you, yet you smile.
You think he liked his room.
The next few days flew by in a blur.
While your routine didn't exactly change as much as you thought, it was still difficult to adjust to living with someone else in your own home, given that you've been all alone ever since you graduated from the Akademiya and stopped dorming.
You could tell that Zandik was trying to get used to it tooā having someone easy to conversate with, not needing to tiptoe around the house and constantly walking on eggshells? It was⦠certainly different from his previous experiences, that much you could assume. There are times where he still reacts like how a frightened feral kitten would to a stranger, especially when you made sudden movements, but inevitably, he's been slowly accepting your presence on a day to day basis.
He's a good, obedient boy; doing chores without much of a complaint and studying very hard, even if you haven't even told him so. It was odd to see a child be more invested in his studies, rather than taking the time off for casual pleasantries, like socializing or playing.
It was worrying at first, so you tried to engaged him in a lot of activities that did not relate to his studies at all, like painting the Aranara figures you bought for him together (he made quite the mess on your dinner table, smearing prints of his hands on the surfaceā he was apologetic, but you honestly adored it), or going out on walks together.
Funnily enough, it became routine that Zandik would burst into your office without knocking, every 5 PM in the afternoon, hands on his hips as he urges you to stop whatever you're doing, just to go out for a walk togetherā no matter how much work you have left to do.
Of course, you can't just say no to that invitation, since it was rare for Zandik to leave your home unless it was to attend his classes, so you'd have no choice but to get up and let yourself be dragged by Zandik to your front door.
Usually, you'd stop at Razan Garden and just admire the view, breathing in the fresh air, then speak of various topics that interest you both. Or go to the market and shop together, which usually just ends up with you taking him to the cafe you used to always eat in back when you were a student.
Though, these are somewhat rare occurrences, even if you wanted to spend more time on him.
Most of your days were spent doing your job, and him being buried in his studies when you were far too busy. You feel quite guilty for not being able to balance your schedule completely; you could see it in his eyes that he wants to ask to do more things with you, but his own shyness, and still mistrustful self fights back, and the fact that you are responsible on handling a lot of classes this school year, it was just really hard to get by.
Of course, you don't often see him in the Akademiya as wellā his classes are far from the college rooms that you use to teach your lessons in, and there were different cafeterias in various sections in the Akademiya.
Zandik was still distant, whether you liked it or not. You try to ask him about more personal things sometimesā though you never forced it, so he never really answered them himself, choosing silence among other things. He'd only ever speak about is his projects, ideas and topics in his class, or his research papersā or if its a necessary conversation.
You weren't even sure what foods he liked. You could assume that he likes most of the meals you cook⦠Though, mostly unsure of it since he eats whatever it is you give him, regardless if it was meat, seafood, or merely vegetables. He doesn't praise your cooking, nor insult it, but its more clearer when you gave him some homemade Baklava; to which he ate almost all of it, so close with leaving you none.
He also likes coffee? Not too bitter, of course, but he has mentioned in passing that he liked the smell. Awfully young for him to rely on coffee to stay awake, but alas, it is quite inevitable for an Akademiya student.
The attitude remainedā talking back with snark, glaring and rolling his eyesā like you'd mostly expect from an angsty, moody teenager, but it was quite obvious to you that the mask that he has formed to protect himself was still in the process of shedding itself from him.
He was still unsure if he could bare himself raw and vulnerable to an adult, and that was fair, given that almost everyone has failed or has given up on him so soon.
Though, there was one thing that he could trust you on, and that was his studies. Even if you are from a different Darshan, Amurta, Zandik still valued your opinions since you were more open-minded and thoughtful than the rest.
So, working on personal projects that should be 3 years higher than the level he is currently in was fairly⦠intriguing, to say the least. It was fascinating for a kid this young to have the capabilities to best even your top studentsā you wonder what the things he is able to achieve if the system weren't so against him.
Ever since Zandik found out that, not only do you teach Advanced Biology, but also in Research Methods and Thesis Writing, Zandik really enjoyed placing his papers in between the massive piles of your students', so it was almost always too late before you realize it was his, which would already be graded based on your criteria, and he'd always proudly hold that paper close to his chest, knowing that he has gotten higher grades compared to your 4th year students.
Despite all the bumps in the roads regarding your new life with Zandi, including the trials and tribulations of balancing it all with your job, you've grown to absolutely adore Zandik. Perhaps you've already started seeing him as your own kin.
You could only hope that he'd feel the same way with you, in the long run.
Finals soon came after, and you'd often offer Zandik your assistance. Some of the professors he has in highschool were also yours, so you still recall a thing or two about the topics they taught. And every single time, though it started off with him accusing you of underestimating his skills and knowledge, to appreciating at the fact that you'd care enough to ask, he'd say no.
He was well capable on his own, and you know this.
You just hoped there was more you could do for him.
But you did make him an endless supply of warm, coffee milk, to which he absolutely loved to drink, muttering a thank you under his breath as he continued to read. You've already finished preparing test papers, so for the most part, you'd be reading books somewhere in the same room as he was in.
Its quite heartwarming to just spend time together, even without interacting with each other. Just doing your own business in the presence of the other; it was more calming, soothing, to know that you're not alone.
Then, you'd tell him it's time for bed whenever it gets too late. It was a difficult battle though, since he'd always call you a hypocrite and point at your own eye bags, saying you stay up late as well, doing work. "Why am I forced to sleep and you get to stay awake?" He'd argue with a smug smirk on his lips, knowing that he'd made an irrefutable counter.
So you'd huff and go to sleep early, just for his sakeā in turn, Zandik would grumble under his breath as he tucks himself to bed. Not after forcing him to brush his teeth of course; he hates to do so because the toothbrush he'd always use doesn't always last from his sharp teeth, but you are quite adamant when it comes to his dental hygiene.
Of course, you weren't foolish enough to believe that Zandik would never dare to rebel against you. Encouraging independence and letting him have the confidence to stand up for himself, meant that he was bound to challenge the rules that you have set, even if you only had his well-being in mind.
A night before the finals, you practically had to (gently) wrestle him to bed, wrapping him in his blanket, telling him to finally sleep, and not pull an all-nighter just to study. Since he was trapped, there was nothing left for him to do but to begrudgingly follow through your demands.
But you were a teen back then as well.
So you sat in the living room, instead of going to your bedroom to finally turn in and rest, completely devoid of light. You waited, and waitedā you'd almost fallen asleep on your couch, if it weren't from the sound of Zandik's door opening.
With the silent pitter-patters of his feet against the wood, walking towards the kitchen, rummaging through the cabinets to find a candle, you hear him hum quietly in victory as he finds one. As soon he lights it with a match, he lets out a strangled yelp when he saw you standing across him, right at the entrance of the kitchen; arms crossed and brows raised.
"You should be asleep," You take a step closer to him, and you see him suck in a breath. He couldn't see your face, your expressions unknown in the darkness, replaced with shadows that seemed to haunt him. The hand holding the candle began to tremble, and you frowned.
But he kept the snark in his tone, baring his teeth with a glare, red eyes bright into the night, "It's finals tomorrow," He simply growled, standing his ground, "My professors already hate me enoughā imagine if I fail."
"You won't," You tried to reassure him, reaching out your hand towards him, but he was quick to swat it away, scoffing at you.
"And if I do?"
Sighing softly as you retract your hand away from him, you fell into a deep thought. What could you do for him? What would make him feel better? At east enough to finally let himself fall asleep?
"Fine, I'll let you study a bit more," Zandik blinks at you, shocked that you'd still let him, even though you were clearly strict on him getting sleep, "But I'm required to help you this time, okay?"
There was a long stretch of silence as Zandik look down at his feet, contemplating whether he should agree or not. His fingers fiddled with the ends of his sleeves, furrowing his brows, before he finally grunts in defeat, "Fineā¦" He agrees with your conditions, trailing behind you after he handed you the candle.
You tucked him in his bed, blanket under his chin, while his expectant eyes stared at you, awaiting what you'd do next. Sitting on the edge of his bed, you open the book he was previously studying with, and put the candle in an area where it lit up the text enough for your to read. "What page were you? Hmm, I see, I am quite familiar with this topic," You hum, fingers exploring the texture of the paper, before finding a line of text on the very first paragraph, "The origin of theā¦"
And so you read.
Every line, every wordā you spoke in a way how you'd teach. Read a paragraph, and explain the deeper meaning of it all, in the most engaging way you could without projecting your voice. You only had one audience, after all, a small, sleepy boy who was struggling to keep his eyes open, as soft questions emerged from his lips from topics he didn't quite understand.
You'd answer them, understanding and ever-so-patient, you'd never turn his curiosity to learn away.
Most parents would grab a story book for their child to read, just to help them fall asleep whilst they are to dream in a realm of fantasy. If you'd tried, Zandik would probably hate that, claw at you and tell you that you're the worst. You understood how important this was for him, despite him not being so engaged to the Akademiya due to the people within it.
"My professors already hate me enoughā imagine if I fail."
A truth that is too harsh for you to accept. You do not know what this child has done to garner such violent emotions from others. Was it merely his irrevocable fate? For people to see him as this monser that you cannot see for yourself? If it was, then what an awful one to befall on a kid such as Zandik.
You quite adore him, after all.
It didn't take long at all to hear him yawn, though he tried to hide it by muffling it with his palm. Holding back a laugh, you continued reading the text, flipping page after page, visualizing your interpretations the best you could with words, until you finally hear soft snores coming from your side.
Closing the book as quiet as you can, you smile to yourself. He always looked most peaceful when he was asleep, eyes closed and body completely calm. Nothing were to ever harm him in his slumber, and if there were anything that would cry, then they'd have to get through you first.
And you couldn't help it, your hand itching to reach for his head. With enough gentleness, you managed to press your palm against his head, feather light touch to not risk of waking him up.
Yet, to your own pleasant surprise, you feel him lean towards it, chasing the warm from your hands, smiling in his sleep.
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