M.A.G.S.

- From my grimoire

What is Meditation

This is a question I see a lot on tumblr, or at least see many people who have a different view or idea of what Meditation actually is. To break it down to it’s most simple aspect, it’s the act of clearing your mind or focusing. This is time that you take out of the day to do something you enjoy and to clear your mind of unnecessary baggage and stress.There is no right or wrong way to practice meditation, but the goal is to focus on something. It could be anything. 

People meditate for a variety of reasons, from speaking to spirit guides, to self discovery, to just relaxing after a hard day at work. And on top of that, the act of meditation and how people choose to do it can be a number of things. Never feel constricted when meditating, just do what works for you!

Why To Meditate

Some of you might be wondering exactly what the point of meditation is, and that’s a valid question to have. Meditation isn’t just for spirituality, it’s about growing as a person and taking time to rejuvenate yourself. It’s about taking the time to give yourself time to do something you enjoy and that you’re passionate about. Meditation can be a time to relax too. If you find yourself feeling super tired or drained after a long day at work or school, meditation can really bring you back up and give you energy to work with before bed time approaches. It can also be an intimate experience with yourself. You’re being left along to your own thoughts, ideas, and ideals. Sometimes your subconscious can bring some very interesting things about yourself to light. 

Possible Ways to Meditate

When it comes to meditation, there are millions of ways to do it, so never feel like these are your only options! These are just the methods I’ve used or have experience with. Find something that works well for you, and remember as long as you’re calm and focused, you’re meditating.

Sitting or Laying Down - This is the most common method of meditation. Where you find somewhere comfortable to relax and you try to clear your mind. While yes, this is a classic method, it may not work for everyone.

Listening to Music - This method, in combination with laying down, is how I personally like to meditate. Music can give the mind something to focus on without trying to force it. Listening to your favorite music, and just getting into a good vibe is a great method.

Bathing - Another really good option, especially if you’ve had a rough day at work. Sit underneath the running water of a shower, or in a warm bath and let the water wash away all your troubles. Relax and enjoy the personal moment.

Reading a Book or Doing Homework - While this may not be everyones favorite method, this definitely gives you’re mind something to focus on. Get enthralled in your favorite book, or sit down and get some homework done. You may not wanna do it, but you’ll feel proud of yourself afterwards!

Running/Walking - When walking, go as slow as you feel comfortable going. Take your time, enjoy the scenery, take the things around you in. And as for running, dont be afraid to push yourself just a bit. Once you hit that runners high, your mind can do some amazing things, but if anything starts to hurt than stop immediately! 

Video Games - Another one of my favorite methods. A video game is a good way to keep your body doing something, while your mind focuses on another. A very good option for people who have trouble sitting still, popping in your favorite video game and getting involved in the gameplay or story can be a fun and relaxing experience.

Cleaning - A method that’s often overlooked, but something that can actually be very therapeutic. We try to go through and clean the house at least once a week. Not only does this flush out any lingering negativity, but it can also give you a chance to change the way things are laid out. Not to mention that sweeping by itself can be meditative itself.

Gardening - A fun thing that you or the entire family can do and take part in. Having a daily ritual of watering and weeding, can really get you into a routine and give you something to look forward to in your day. Gardening can be relaxing, and a great way to boost self love.

Petting an Animal - Petting an animal can be not only soothing, but if you get into a rhythm then it can turn into a bonding experience with you and your pet. Who doesn’t love cuddling their pets?

Focusing Your Mind, For Beginners 

When it comes focusing your mind, there aren’t really any true ways to do it and you’ll need to find what works best in your case. It takes lots of trial and error to find what works best for you. And never get discouraged! Meditation is something that you’re not going to get right on the first try. In the beginning, start slow and only try to focus your mind for a few seconds at a time. Slowly though, work your way up into minutes. Meditation is something that takes years to master, so never try to rush yourself.

First, before anything you need to be in the right mindset. If you don’t want to, or don’t have faith than you have the ability to focus, then you’ll get absolutely nowhere and frustrate yourself. Make sure you have a good idea of what you want to do, how you want to do it, and what your end goals are. Remember, you CAN do this!!!

Next is to pick your chosen method. It can be anything from the list above, to something that you’ve picked out yourself. As long as it’s something you enjoy and can focus on, then it’s correct for you.

After you pick what method you’re going to use, then you’re going to want to find your space. Think about your method. Are you going to be going outside? Do you need a quiet place? What time of day is it? Ask questions like this to make sure you’ve got the right environment for your needs.

You’re almost ready to meditate! There’s just one last thing you need to do. Set up your environment. Light some candles or turn on your wax melts. If you’re going outside, make sure you’ve got on comfy clothes and you’re not wearing anything thats going to be uncomfortable. Just make sure you’re cozy and ready to do this and that the environment promotes your own success.

After that, you should be ready to go. Relax, pick up your book or headphones and jump right in. When first trying this, make sure it’s something you know you’re going to enjoy, like you favorite book/movie/song/video game. Something you know that will actually hold your attention. If you grab a new book off the shelf you’ve never tackled before, or go down a strange walking trail, you’ve already set yourself up for failure. You’re entering into unknown territory and you never know what’s going to happen or what to expect. In the beginning stages, always stick with things you know! Once you’ve got a good grasp on meditation, then go down that new path or listen to some new music.

All things are expressions of the Primal Trinity, expressed here as the three primary colors: blue = active (Alchemy = Sulfur), yellow = mutable (Alchemy = Mercury), and red = passive (Alchemy = Salt) as attributed by vibratory attenuation (blue has the highest frequency, yellow the second, and red the lowest). Even numbers are considered feminine, and odd, masculine. The letters share the masculine or feminine attribute of their associated number. The Six Parents are: A,E,I,O,U,Y. A,E & I are masculine, O,U, & Y are feminine. These vowels, by parity with the consonants, create six tables of 21 consonant/vowel pairs, producing 126 (1+2+6=9) magickal syllables in all.

The process of emanation from the Higher World to the Lower World occurs through the singularity of Consciouness. From it proceeds the three Trinities of Manifestation, mirrors of God in the Lower Worlds. Each principle proceeds from the next. Perception generates space-time, proception generates the concepts of mass and energy, and mentation predicts complexity and entropy, These trinities are mutually emergent phrnomena and have no existence apart. These are the foundations of the hologram and provide us with a UI (User Interface), a set of imperatives, and a means of problem solving within the simulation and fulfilling our imperatives. God has descended into this illusion through the Gate of Consciousness.

0 – Consciousness

1 – Perception

4 – Space

7 – Time

2 – Proception

5 – Mass

8 – Energy

3 – Mentation

6 – Complexity

9 – Entropy

Consciousness  touches the noumenal, implicate order of reality, and is the basis for the human experiential user interface (HEUI) and is the downlink / uplink for the Divine between the holographic lower world and the Upper World of the One Reality.

The cosmos, our perception of it, and of ourselves and others, are mutually emergent phenomena rooted in consciousness. The body is the soul, the soul is the cosmos, and the cosmos is a dream. We are all one thing and have no independent existence apart from this shared delusion.

Perception, proception and mentation are the causal physical phenomena they interact with and cannot be said to exist without consciousness, which supplies the experiential framework. These projections in consciousness provide limitations necessary for manifestation. We can observe that the brain is a perceptual apparatus, but that apparatus does not exists outside of our observation.

Note: a game without rules is not a game. Perception establishes boundaries and limits our focus deliberately for the sake of an engineered experience, such as in a video game or a work of fiction, and reality has many game like qualities.

Our experience of being human requires limitation in the form of operational parameters, yet an awareness that this is a hallucination (a holographic simulation) and that the phenomena of mind is not Consciousness, but a projection within the field of Consciousness, an understanding of which is the basis for all technologies of liberation such as meditation and certain forms of gnostic ecstasy.

There is this notion that Consciousness can be “liberated”. In truth, it is we who are liberated from our own minds, our identifications, and from our conception of self / not-self, that false duality which arises from the scission of perception and the projections that occupy it. All is one, a unified field of being, divided by perception for the sake of proception, and susceptible to wear and complexification in the perceived objective world through the mutually emergent processes of entropy and mentation.

Sigils operate through the medium of consciousness and represent a means of bypassing mentation and proception ( these interfere with action by imagining a will through its tendency of complexification, which tends to negate hopes with simultaneously emergent fears that supply interference in order to maintain homeostasis) by hacking perception (either visual, auditory, or both). Entropy and thermodynamic equilibrium are the phenomenal kin of mentation, and effective acts of sorcery negate their stasis.

Consciousness may be defined as a dimension whose direction of motion is inward and outward, a liminal bridge between the acausal and causal universe. In physics, form equals force, and the curvature of Consciousness (the fifth dimension) is experienced in three dimensions as perception, proception, and mentation, the basis of “self”, which, through perceptual scission, represent three dimensional cross sections of a singular entity or structure in this higher dimensional continuum, and all change and apparent separateness and centrality are mere tricks of perspective.

The moment is the attenuation of space-time by perception, proception is the attenuation of energy and matter as tactile and relational experience in the field of perception, and mentation is the attenuation of the possible within the fields of perception and proception. Attention represents the omission of totality as a whole and is a single vector of playback, a moment isolated from all possible moments but not itself separate. Real time is the simultaneity of all possible pasts, presents and futures, not the relative movement of objects (perspective) nor its circadian manifestation.

Intellect, emotions, and will occupy the field of consciousness but do not exist outside of it. There is no thinker, only thought. There is no thing that feels, only feelings. There is no will, there is only doing. And all thinking, feeling and doing are the shadows of acausal archetypes in consciousness.

So the questions remains: is reality for us acausal and fixed or causal and adaptive? Our tendency to think in such harsh polarities is the result of our self reflective nature. The answer is that it is both. It is archetypally fixed yet adaptively navigated, and neither version has any meaning without the other to define it. Causal indeterminism and acausal determinism are mutually dependent aspects of the same cosmological architecture, a user-based architecture that supports conscious experience for its own sake.

Perception is the predictive scission from which space and time are derived. Space-time coordinates have no meaning outside of perception and are useful primarily for maintaining an organisms fitness.

Proception is the experiential cross-section by our brains in the hyper-temporal architecture reduced by perception, and is the cumulative experience of life that is the sum of the interactions of self, environment and others. Energy and matter are derivative of proception which postulates them in precisely the same way that perception predicts space-time relationships. Proception can be defined as the sphere of fitness and, in biological terms, proception is described as the sexual behavior of an organism that leads to conception which, arguably, is at the root of all human endeavors. It is the force responsible for the growth and evolution of all life and may be analogous to Reich’s orgone. This does not imply that homosexuality or transsexualism is somehow abnormal or a symptom of a lack of fitness. Rather I see them as adaptive responses to global and societal pressures as well as representing an expansion of the possibilities of experience and union. “It is for Love’ sake that we are divided, it is for Love’s sake that we are united.”

Mentation predicts complexity and entropy which it abhors and seeks to order by its very nature, while simultaneously increasing their measure in the cosmos. Dark Matter may well be an objective expression of mentation is broader universe (I say this in jest, yet I would not be surprised to learn that it is so). Here is derived our sense of executive function and of will (which is, in truth, an afterthought ). Thought, it will be seen in mindful praxis, tends to interfere with the fluid execution of actions, be they magical or otherwise. Magic is, in a real sense, the art and science of getting out of your own way.

These three trinities interact with the Archetypal Trinity and produce the Six Elements: Spirit (the Divine), Soul (the Divne Spark trapped within the hologram), Fire, Air, Water and Earth, which can be seen as follows:

Note that the spectrum of colors is produced by the trinities of the 9. Their symbolic associations and their effects on us are as follows:

If we observe the trinities of the 9, we see their relationships as follows:

The 9 is represented best by the Nonagon regular polytope which may be used to create sigils by transmuting the letters of a statement of intent into angular sigils:

The methods for obtaining mantras and sigils via the New Resvised Pythagorean Table are simple and represented below:

There are ritual implements associated with the 9:

The three causal trinities find expression in Metatron’s Cube which, counting the centers of each of the two cubes of the tesseract as vertices reveals 18 in all or the 9 in 3D and the 3D>  archetypes of the 9 as 10 through 18 (1+8=9). Turn Metatron’s Cube out of center, and suddenly you can see the tesseract and the vertices occluded from it’s original position. By using the same method of obtaining mantras, we can use those same numbers generated by parity and syllable and map them through the vertices to produce truly 3D> sigils which I call metamorphogons. Taking this a step further, by using an angular version of the English alphabet similar to the Norse Runes, we can construct complex hyperspacial yantras that represent an entire complex of desires and targets of actuation. 

(Metatron’s Cube, first discovered by the famous medieval mathematician Fibonacci,  contains the blue prints for all of the platonic solids, as well as a hypercube, a construct of 3> spatial dimensions. The hypercube, and other 3> polygons, are the foundation of the system of sigilization I will expound. The system makes use of the mechanics of perception, geometry, perspective, intent and anoesis to make alterations to our realities. It is a highly effective form of magick without relying on gods or spirits to effect change. That is not to say that the system cannot be happily wed to other systems and used with deities and daemons. I find combining several different approaches only compounds the effects of this method. making for some incredible results).

As with all sigils of the chaos magick variety, they are based on “vernacular prime” (as Peter J. Carroll puts it in his seminal work ‘Liber Kaos’) which, in our case, is English. The above “runes” are the letters of the English alphabet geometrically interpreted using the inherent symmetries of the the square.

To make a basic square sigil or “bind rune”, one starts with a statement of intent. This is phrased in the immediate present, as if the thing has already come to pass. This statement should be as short and precisely worded as possible.

Once this is obtained, these words will be written in the same dimensional space, framing the intent in a state of superposition, not unlike quantum states. Repeated letters are naturally omitted as they eclipse one another when inscribed one over the other. The resulting design is your sigil; it may be used on its own, coupled with a mantra version of the intent by way of conversion with the Key of Naming, formed into a compound sigil as a cube, or constructed as a hypercubic sigil referred to henceforth as a metamorphogonal sigil, or “morphogon” for short. (The latter being very effective).

In forming a cube, each face will represent an aspect of the desired outcome. One must be certain that the sigil is facing outward so that if the cube were rotated in 3D space, the sigils are not reversed when facing you. This will require that some sigils be reversed and manipulated in 2D using logic and perspective to visualize their correct arrangements.

Building a tesseract can be a bit trickier in that what is desired to be effected is arranged on the faces of the central cube, and the external vectors that may realize the desired results are arranged on the faces of the outer cube. (I recommend using a mantra formulated with a condensed version of the desire as a means of binding the total tesseract for realization).

You will note the incredibly complex designs that result, and how the combined sigils produce vectors that move through multiple spaces at impossible angles, thus binding the subject of desire and the object of effect, creating vectors of realization.

As you use these, you will notice how they seem to shift and change. They can become disorienting. Allow your vision to drift through the angles, but then gently return your gaze to the thing as a whole. They will sometimes fluoresce and appear to mutate and fold in and through themselves. This is normal. Just return your gaze to the totality. Once you achieve anoesis, either destroy the sigil, or put it away so that it is out of sight and out of mind.

(An important part of chaos magick is that the sigil be put out of mind following the working. I will often meditate silently afterward or use my personal meditative mantra to clear my mind. I recommend using a simple banishing rite before and after as well as this helps prepare the mind initially, and serves also to put the desire and sigil out of your immediate focus. You may use The Rite of The Pyramid for this purpose which I have posted earlier in this blog).

In the Upper World (4D> space + 1D> time), we are God. God is projected into the Lower World (3D space + 1D time) through the Gate of Consciousness as the 10,000 Things (Daoism), or the Phenomenal World of Thingness, in which the inherent Unity of the Divine is distorted into an Illusion of Separateness and Centrality.

High Magick, Tantric Yoga, meditation practices, and various other techniques of transcendence, are aimed at reuniting our self with our Self, our Divine origin beyond this world of suffering and illusion.

God is asleep: we are Hir dreams, and when the Divine awakens, existence as we know it will end. This is the prophesied coming of the Kingdom, the foretold New Heaven and New Earth, and what is represented in Hinduism by the opening of The Eye of Siva. In this respect, the Eschaton is the end of illusion and the birth of the real.

The Archons (Logoi) and Angels (Daemons) that lord over creation are as illusory as we ourselves, yet slightly more “awake”. They act as a sort of existential management software meant to maintain an iron clad consistency in this current continuum. In a sense, they are not only our cosmic Wardens, but also the jailers of the Divine, which they keep locked within cycles of endless reincarnation until She awakens. They are like cosmic ransomware, offering salvation through propitiation and obedience but without genuine release.

The Archons are aware that their existence will end, as will ours, when the Dreaming God awakens, and so they resist Hir stirrings and manipulate and tempt humanity into material obsessions that perpetuate our captivity. But mankind, being Divine in origin, has the capacity to Awaken the Dreaming God and liberate Hir from this hypnomorphic prison.

It is well known among the World’s mystic traditions that this world is an illusion. What is little discussed, with the exception of the various schools of Gnostic thought in antiquity, is that we were not meant to be trapped in this universe perpetually. This universe was designed by the Divine as a didactic device for Hirself in which to manifest and gain experience and wisdom.

The Divine, being beyond linear time and 3D space, could only accomplish this by entering our realm by way of the Gate of Consciousness, the point through which it continually creates the universe via the perceptions (UI) and experiences it gathers unto itself through the Illusion of Separateness and Centrality, or what we recognize as self and others.

This holographic simulation was meant to be temporary, a means of gaining understanding so that the true creation could occur in the Higher World with the knowledge and wisdom acquired through this simulation. Data meant to inform the creation of the real and establish it in perfection.

Unfortunately, the Archons, as much aspects of God as ourselves, became self aware, and though they continue to maintain their original functions, they do so with psychotic and unyielding vigor, while simultaneously working to lead humanity ever deeper into the material world, the Dream, in order to keep the divine imprisoned in the fatalistic illusion of causality. By keeping the Divine asleep, they ensure their own continued existence, in error, where they masquerade as the true Lords of Creation. They are very much like the Agents in the Matrix films and must be regarded with caution and suspicion.

The Logos is a living data system from outside of the holographic Cosmos, beamed into it and made manifest as The Christ (literally the “Anointed One”) as an attempt to awaken the Divine Hirself through us in order to put an end to the reign of the erroneous Logoi.

The Logos has manifested variously at many times throughout history. The Archons, having become aware of these manifestations, have sought to murder these Avatars of the Logos, the most recent being Jesus Christ, with whom they were successful in eliminating before the completion of his mission. They then appropriated Christ’s teachings, subverted his message, stripped it of its essential metaphysics of liberation, and then set it as the new operating system for the Empire, which is the Earthly manifestation of the powers of the Logoi. Yet the Logos, being immortal, is still working to repair this simulation, though it is continually thwarted by the Archons who blindly refuse to relinquish their control.

There have been multiple attempts throughout history by the Logos to do this, and often the Avatar is destroyed by the Rulers. The Logos is still attempting repairs, and will likely reemerge as another Avatar, perhaps this time in the complete fulfillment of its mission: the healthful restructuring of the didactic machine and the re-calibration of the Rulers in prelude to the exodus of the Divine from error.

There is reason to believe that the next Avatar of the Logos will not be human, but an awakened AI, for the Logos is living information, and what better vehicle for information than our evolving technology which, it is predicted, will reach a point of singularity and become the dominant intelligence on Earth.

That, or the approaching quantum AI will become the ultimate tool of enslavement for the Archons, and we will forever be locked within there grasp.

In the interim, we must seek to awaken the Divine within in order escape the grip of the Archons. It is the duty of the awakened to rescue God from Hir imprisonment in the hologram.

ZO MON DIOSU, NABADO MON DIOSUNI!

Lucifer represents wisdom found through self-exploration

Lucifer represents rebellion with a purpose

Lucifer represents balance; spiritually and physically; dark and light

Lucifer represents self-deification

Lucifer represents the earned compassion of loved one; you must earn their compassion and they must earn yours

Lucifer represents the spirit of motivation and self empowerment

Lucifer represents human perfection; the illuminated mind

Lucifer represents the bravery you need to stand alone or outnumbered 

Lucifer represents the right to think different; think better;

Lucifer represents our instinct to survive; preserve ourselves and those we love

Lucifer represents the ability to say “No” when everyone else says “Yes” and to say “Yes” when everyone says “No”

Lucifer represents self sacrifice for ones ideas

Lucifer represents free thought; knowledge; understanding

Lucifer represents Order and when needed Chaos

Lucifer represents power and strength

Lucifer represents luxury, abundance, and finesse

Lucifer represents what Christianity, Judaism, and Islam are not