HI welcome to my silly stupid blog!!!! my name is apollo and i love yuri <3 i have lots of interests and can barely keep up with them all sometimes, check below the spoiler to read about my current ones (and me)!!! i’ll do my best to keep this updated 。゚(゚´ω`゚)゚。
my main fandom focuses: tadc, pjsk and pmmm
my main oc(s): max (silly guy above!)
my main oshis: mizuki akiyama, minori hanasato, caine, and ragatha
i kin ena shinonome, mizi alnst, hitori gotoh, gangle and caine like. a lot. i’m them they’re me 🙏
my main ships: MIZUENAMIZUENAMIZUENA, royalteeth (token yaoi), jesterdoll and negitoro
my main music obsessions: jamie paige, pinocchioP, tak, yena and guster
my fav song(s) rn: being a good girl hurts by yena, common world domination by pinocchioP, tokimeki emotion from gakumas and naked in manhattan by chappell roan
help i'm trapped in a numbered list factory, the bosses stole my passport; if you're reading this, tell my wife i'm still alive. please send rescue /ref
my main collections: cds, acrylic stands, everything pjsk i can get my hands on, and figures
my main youtuber favs: drew gooden, folding ideas, sarah z, nicole rafiee and todd in the shadows
you can check out my pronouns and stuff here!! :D
my only yuri notp is minoharu, other than that i’m a huge multishipper!! but i am Very picky when it comes to het ships so keep that in mind lol (i block tags pretty freely)
ok thank you for reading allat, if you’re still here you’re awesome sauce and i hope you enjoy my art and stuff!!! YAY!! i’d love to chat about yuri and media analysis please feel free to talk to me if you’re interested :3 i do not bite. (but i can sometimes be slow with responses, curse you social anxiety/depression/adhd… urghhhh…) ANYWAYS ENJOY YOUR STAY!! ☆*:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
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WAAAH sorry my blog has been kinda dead… i’m doing artfight this year!! same user as here :3 i currently have one attack finished and have lined the next. i’m gonna save all the drawings for a biiiig (hopefully) recap post in august! for the meantime, my head is still swimming all the time with various ideas for jesterdoll n royalteeth art/fics/etc, so there will probably be intermittent tadc-posting throughout the month 💖
throwing a slight wrench into both of these, though, is my work schedule… i picked up like every shift i could this past week into next, which is nice because money, but sucks because i save up all my energy for work throughout the day no matter when i’m working and am thus severely tired basically all the time outside of it 😭 even though i’m only working 3 ish hours a day which means my “big paycheck” will be like $450… which is less than i used to make per check at my old job with a pay rate of $10/hr…… ugh
in more exciting news, my birthday is coming up!!! yippee!!! and my mom has agreed to get me a new ipad with more storage so not only will i finally be able to get toonsquid, buuut i’ll also be able to play pjsk again for the first time in like a year 😼 and maybe this time i’ll be able to read the stories w/o it crashing like it would on my phone. fingers crossed
anyways just wanted to give a little yap update :3 luv you guys mwahhh
hai people who followed me before my tadc brainrot era… how y’all doin….
ANYWAYS HAPPY PRIDE!! i finally locked tf in and drew my favorite tfem + tmasc duo X3 woaw i love them so much,,, i can’t wait to get a new ipad so i can start playing pjsk again wahahah
OK ITS FINALLY DONE!! THE CROSSOVER OF ALL TIME YAYYYYYY i started this on the 5th 🤒 BUT NOW ITS HERE!!! obv after seeing the finale i was reminded so much of karma (my BELOVED) so yes. yes i did do that. yw my fellow webseries lovers 💖
also i tried really hard to make them look semi accurate to their actual designs and it was Not Easy but i think they turned out ok for the most part (drawing caine legit had me tweaking he’s so hard to capture. BAHH and don’t get me STARTED on zooble….)
i was supposed to have a drawing finished but it looks like i’ll be posting it tmrw MB GUYS 😭 soon though.. trust… ANYWAYS i wanted to nitpick one thing abt the finale cuz i didn’t pick up on it the first time but it actually drove me insane upon rewatch
ok so post-the jax show (basically what i’d call the 10-40 min mark. aka most mid part sorry. BUT I LOVED RIBBIT SM) gangle is standing by the tent and watching the rest of everyone build it and starts crying. and then zooble follows her to her room. Now. i am to some extent projecting onto these characters, bbbbbut as a victim of abuse i personally feel this dialogue was written SO fucking poorly 🤒 like i’ve struggled with the feelings of mixed grief - while neither of the people who most seriously abused me have passed away, cutting them off was not easy. i mean one of them is my closest blood relative, so.. and there’s just so many feelings!! and i think gangle should’ve been given the opportunity to SAY SOMETHING about the way she was feeling instead of zooble just saying “complex feelings, huh? we’re still human 😊” like what is that supposed to mean??? in general the way they sweep jax’s abusive behavior under the rug after he dies pmo cuz i feel like it could’ve been so impactful to see representation of complex grief by a victimized character… ugh… anyways this is probably very incoherent, gangle just reminds me of me and as an abuse victim whose abusers never received any real retribution for their actions, or who grew or changed from them (i mean. at least mindset wise.) and i watched my family member be coddled and it sucked because i carry lifelong trauma they caused and nobody gives a fuck and that scene just hit a nerve
anyways the first ten minutes and ESPECIALLY the last twenty were some of the most incredible media i’ve seen. caines redemption arc was so peak AND I KNEW HE WASNT DEAD ALL ALONG!! I CALLED IT ONCE BEFORE WITH TILL ALNST AND I WAS RIGHT AGAIN RAHHH caine also reminds me of me as a trauma survivor but that’s for another fucking day cuz it makes me seem a bit more unhinged (if that’s possible) love you all art tomorrow mwah
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my hand slipped and i drew jesterdoll makeout sesh. 😳😳 ooooops...
(also ik this isnt accurate to either of their rooms, i was so excited to finish it i kinda rushed the background 😭 forgive me, i'll draw them getting to third base more accurately. i mean what)
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OK GUYS ITS UPPPPPPPP i'm very nervous to be sharing my writing lol but hopefully you guys like it!!!!! YAYYY JESTERDOLL LETS GO (im drawing them right now too so yall will be getting fed well 😼)
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thank you chappell roan for inspiring me to finally get off my ass and start writing again!! it's yuri, of course, what else is even worth writing...
i'm unsure how/if i'll split it up, so expect it.. somewhat soon? lol. it's jesterdoll & takes place between ep 6 & 7 because i'm sooo curious about what happened between the two of them around then... hehehe...
“you can write non-con and dark fics as long as you’re not romanticizing it”
“you can write non-con and dark fics as long as it’s your way of coping with your trauma”
“you can write non-con and dark fics as long as —”
actually, anybody — including you — can write non-con and dark fics, and any other fucked up things, however they want, for whatever reasons.
wanna romanticize the fuck out of your non-con / dead dove do not eat fic? go ahead. don’t let anybody stop you from creating the art you want to create.
wanna write non-con fic even if you were never a victim? go ahead. you don’t have to meet any specific criteria in order to create the art you want to create.
just tag your works properly so that you don’t accidentally expose those who might not want to be exposed to such topics to the topics, and you’re all good.
art does not have to be for everybody.
art has never been strictly about rainbow and sunshine. art can also be about the horror and the macabre.
art can be outright disgusting and messed up, and being disgusting and messed up can be just what makes the art a masterpiece.
write whatever you want to write and say fuck you to censorship.
i really don’t think i’ll finish the last two,, but i do really like them so i still wanted to post them :,3 i’m very concentrated on an au for tadc rn so most likely that’ll be most of how i draw them BUT. i did have an ✨Idea✨ for something w their og selves so hopefully i actually finish that lmao. ANYWAYS LOVE YOU GUYSS go follow me on artfight (same user as here!!!)
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freebies i made for miku expo in grand prairie!!! seeing The hatsune miku live in person was sossososososososoSO awesome guys especially with my bestest friend in the whole world.. (she made the twins btw!! they weren’t forgotten dw <3) i’m back home now but still wanted to post these cuz they turned out really cute i think :3 when i get started on making merch i wanna do buttons in this style!
also more tadc coming soon. i’m back from vacation and aside from the crazy backlog of homework i need to work through for my last week-ish of classes, i’ve got lots of time n motivation to work on fan art (and fan fiction..?!?) before ep 9 😼