prettywhenicry

Might disappear for a bit , lost a someone close recently and i’m genuinely losing it. Like might cut my hair and run away with $8 to my name , losing it , so yeah. If i post im either feeling okay in the moment or manic , both are very high possibilities.

i feel ugly , fat, depressed, i want to be effortlessly pretty like girls who can just roll out of bed and look like models. i want to be so skinny that when i slouch over i have no rolls. i want pretty hair , pretty skin, i want to be fucking pretty. like the kind of pretty that people would d!e for. i want to be fucking gorgeous. i want to be perfect.

let me get this straight — the woman who cheated on you , cheated WITH you , lied to you , played on your feelings is an angel bc she let you move in with her. I , however, get upset, try to communicate, and get frustrated when you don’t actually try to understand me… so that makes me crazy. 🫪🧍🏽‍♀️ again , not the angel woman who CHEATED on you , but me, the girl who’s only ever tried to give you what YOU want in a partner!! brother i’m sick.

inspo

new diet! wine & cigarettes

okay but i’m genuinely not e@ting for the rest of the week because why does my bf always have something negative to say abt me but when another woman does the same she’s “pretty” and “cool”??!! and im supposed to believe you only want me and don’t have wandering eyes??