second to none

im so submissive in all facets of my life. like i want to devote myself to those i love. i dont want decisions. even in sex i want to end up crying. ive been in a v bad abusive relationship tho and it makes my submission feel filthy, not loving.

i’ve fallen for you so badly that i’m already protective over you when you’re not even mine.

They fuck you up, your mum and dad.      They may not mean to, but they do.   They fill you with the faults they had    And add some extra, just for you. But they were fucked up in their turn    By fools in old-style hats and coats,   Who half the time were soppy-stern    And half at one another’s throats. Man hands on misery to man.    It deepens like a coastal shelf. Get out as early as you can,    And don’t have any kids yourself.

all monsters were once full of light, but it was stolen from them by despair, then the darkness seeped into their veins, like a deadly disease without a cure, and once hope betrays you, you can’t help but let the devil inside.