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"Imagine you're playing chess all day, every day, on a timer, where any wrong move could result in confusion or awkwardness. You are constantly anticipating, strategizing, and analyzing every move."

"Imagine you’re an actor performing a role for 8-12 hours a day, acting as ‘normal.’ You’re following rules you’ve studied your whole life, but one small slip, like showing your interests or being yourself, might make people question you or treat you differently. It’s exhausting because the role never ends and it feels like I’m always one wrong word away from the audience turning on me.”

“Imagine that your phone battery dies by lunchtime every day and the only way to recharge it is by sitting in complete silence for 12 hours. Even then, it only gets to 50%.”

"Imagine trying to use an old laptop with too many tabs open. It lags, freezes and crashes. That’s my brain on a regular workday. No matter how much I try to "push through", the system just shuts down.”

So I got to try ADHD medication for the first time a few days ago... 👁👄👁

Ngl it was wild! I didnt realize it was actually possible to clean the whole apartment, cook food, and STILL have energy for hobbies! Not to mention I didnt need to mentally prepare myself to go outside, I just...did it. But my doctor dod warn me this one only worked for 12 hours, so I definitely felt like Cinderella when the time was approaching for it to wear off 🤣

Today is only the third day on this new medicine (I'm doing a trial, and after this week is done my doctor wants me to test another one next week to see wbich one works best for me). So we shall see!

Of course, if you have ADHD, you definitely do NOT need to take medication to thrive, and are totally valid if you don't want to! This is just me sharing my experience thus far as I am brand spanking new to this diagnosis, and I wanna test my options (and also share any silly doodles I may make about my experience 😂)

YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME

no work done no rest gained. literally no point of this at all

At ten this (hypothetical) morning I remembered that I have a meeting at six. And then from 11 through 3 I worked on other stuff and had zero thoughts about that meeting. Maybe even thought about what I was gonna do with my evening at home. Got attached to the idea of taking the time to make a good dinner, maybe play some video games.

And then at three I said, "Oh! Fuck!" and remembered again, hopefully long enough to set an alarm. And then I went to the bathroom and remembered that I need to clean the counter and spent twenty minutes cleaning the bathroom and went to get a snack and then at five I said, "OH! FUCK!" and had to scramble to dress like a real adult and get out the door.