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The a-levels have made me realise, that one of my biggest fears in life is failing. Not because I failed but because everybody has such high hopes for me and expects me to do great, my family my teachers. So I am terrified that come results day in August I will get bad results and they will all be angry and see me for what I truly am a lazy and stupid teen.

The worst part of it all is it is still not enough to motivate me. (Ps typing this in class)

Cannot wait until exams are over and I can go to a club properly. I need to be catatonically drunk so badly right now

This accept I don’t go out