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chubby Luke !!!!!

having to draw on my phone…. still at my sisters, so no laptop… i miss it sm :’)

are u guys chubby Luke believers too??? i love some chub okay… i will liv Luke small and large

pls share headcanons i beg…

I drew a lot there, feeling kinda better, missed everyone!

I actually snuck Luke into the hospital, but they found him and took him away Tuesday night :’( I thought it was okay to have him because they let me have him in the ER and security didn’t take him away when they checked me…. sigh oh well. He helped me relax a lot and sleep, so I was kinda upset at the loss, but I’m glad to be out and have him back !

I’m staying with my sister for the rest of the week- sad I wont have my computer to draw ugh, but I’m happy to see her and be away from home a little longer, but I do miss my cats :,)

They only allowed us crayons, and it was honestly fun. I limited my palette and got amazing results. I know when i go back to my computer I’ll completely brain fart about colors since I have such a huge palette and the colors won’t layer the same as they do on crayon and paper.

Today’s adventure- Having to drive my mother around. Very boring, but on the way home we picked some flowers.

They were on the side of a country road, and it was pouring rain, but I couldn’t resist.

I’ve had a really pretty vase sitting in my room collecting dust, so this was perfect! It’s beautiful and porcelain, but just a vase, not a proper pot, so I went and hammered away some drainage holes into the bottom for a good 30 minutes….

After that, it was time to prune and replant! Had fun sitting outside in the mud. I genuinely did! I haven’t really done that in a while…

Here it is! I still need to find a proper place to display it, but it’s lovely!

He’s very proud! (And a little dirty.)

Today is June 3rd, 2026, which marks 9 years since I was shot and survived ! 🐌 Here's a doodle to celebrate.

Hey everynyan, I'm back ! (hopefully)

I've been away for quite a while, giving myself time to think, and relax. I have been playing a lot of TotK and letting my mind wander... Which has resulted in me changing Rilu's lore and design! I realized how involved I want her to be in the events of the movies, so I changed a lot of her story around. I know I have yet to post anything pertaining to her lore (beside one fic that is now retconned) so this news is not that big of a deal to the people who are invested, but I still feel like sharing. It's my blog after all, so why not. I have a character design sheet of Rilu I had made as well that is getting scrapped. I might however post it to my DeviantArt, seeing as I had put a lot of time into it, and it'd be a shame to just let it rot on my computer forever...

I legit have not drawn since my last post, just been playing TotK everyday, and I've come to really miss drawing. I want to come back to drawing fanart of Luke and Mark, and making selfship art. I love sharing my work with everyone on this blog, and I'm glad there are people who enjoy it.

I also have gotten into birding. I love waking up really early in the morning to the birds outside my window, and to watch and document them.

It seems to me that my anti-depressants have stopped working, causing my thoughts to become very suicidal, but drawing and birding is helping me relax. That is also why I want to return, to focus more on art, and to share it to help clear my mind.

I'm not fully certain on my return because of my suicidal mindset, as I'll admit myself if they begin to worsen. My doctor told me to take myself to the ER if I felt like killing myself after I came in for my depression and self-harm back in april.

I have yet to get myself into therapy, even though I really need to. (My social anxiety really gets the best of me, but everyday I feel myself getting closer and closer to making that call. My doctor even told me the first step to combating social anxiety is to just make that first step and call, and that has helped me inch closer.)

But anyways, I've become super obsessed with mourning doves and the common grackle. I think they're so cute and beautiful. I run up to my window anytime I hear their songs or call, and will watch them until they have flown away. I have a tree that produces berries right outside of my bedroom window, and my dad has put up a feeder in that tree as well, so I get a lot of visitors, it makes me so happy! Do any of you guys have a favorite bird? I honestly plan to use mourning doves in Rilu' color pallet...

here's a little wip im probably gonna take off on for a while.

im working on drawings and one request i got (ty for requesting hehehehe im working on it cant wait to finish and post hehehehe) but like… i dont want you to feel like im ignoring or abandoning any requests!!!

my life is a never ending mess after another, i do not get a break from it, i just have to work thru it. its really annoying and it drains me a lot. ill be totally fine and drawing days on end, then ill hate everything and not draw for a month- I DONT WANT THAT, I WANT TO DRAW AND IMPROVE!!!

so sorry for any slowness, im gonna try and draw more tn if i get the energy, thank yew <3 🐌

THANK YOU!!! I've been studying/practicing a lot because I used to SUCK at drawing Luke/Mark... like I have drawings that are just downright bad... like that is NOT Luke/Mark

I'm glad to see that my work is paying off and people are enjoying my art :')

I'm actually working on a piece of Mark right now. He's just really nice to draw, I'm obsessed. counting it as a wip rn cuz im not too confident with the coloring (something else I am studying because I really suck at it) when I finish I'll probably post it and other Mark related work on my main @some-melon to keep this blog more Luke focused.

ALSOOOOO if you guys want to submit any Luke/Mark drawings you want seen redrawn by me, idm at all!! I was planning on making a post asking this bcuz I want to interact w other fans and also have more favs to redraw...

anyway, Mark wip