Literally cannot believe I was ever scared of getting older like this is awesome. Learning so many new things about myself & reacting to things that used to get under my skin so differently. This is so sexy.

stoicism won’t save you. pick up a hobby where you make something with your hands

you will struggle to say the unsayable thing for five years straight. and then it will suddenly become easy on a Wednesday morning

fine. *allows myself to feel it*

i’m doing it for the plot (creating a beautiful life for myself no matter the cost)

the only way out is through but fuuuuuuuuuck fuuuuucckkkk cant i like scooch past or something

My problem is that I have betrayed everything that I am for phone in bed

Been really getting into something called doing whatever I want lately

Turns out some people really hate when you do this

you’ll be fine. you made it out of impossible situations before and you will do it again

ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME? YOU WILL DO IT AGAIN.