Jan 26, 2022
He has a girlfriend. I just found out over the phone. All I can think about doing after hanging up is texting him and asking all these questions. But I donβt, because Iβm better than that now. I think deep down I want to reel him back to me. I want to back stroke to the days of us, the days when we couldnβt not talk because we were each others drug of choice.
He isnβt even what I picture for myself out of a partner now adays. But the selfishness in me is so hurt he could move on. How could he? I know, I started it, but itβs simpler to cause pain then to receive it. And I am as selfish as they come.
