Welcome!

The third year of study is about to begin. And I'm glad that I don't feel anxious or ill before the start of the year. I encountered this mental state from year to year in school and during college. When a week before September, you literally say goodbye to summer and are in a melancholic mood. Now I seem to have accepted that I love autumn much more than summer, I study where I wanted to, I try to be in the flow, despite some difficult external factors. I like the subjects that I chose for this module (I will try to tell you about this in the next post), I like my minor. I like my calmness.

I'm a proud owner of this chicken scrawl notebook. It depends so much on what pen you're using and all. I go for medium sized ball point pens but for ink, I prefer pilot v7 (it's got a very dark blue ink and it flows smoother than the v5). I mailed few docs to the exam cell and I hope it's received well in time. My priorities are really fucked atm. But thank god I've got Tumblr to vent it out. It's an easy life Id say and self induced lockdown has reduced my social capabilities.

Algebra 101

Monday 6/9 | New studyspace:)

6 september // i overslept and was 45 minutes late to class today. now i’m rushing to read the required texts before my next class. the week is not off to a great start :/

Results for the pure sci exam I’d been preparing for came out a few days ago, and I am delighted with my rank! In other news, I have the last exam of entrance season coming up in about a week and a half, and after that I’m DONE! Well, done until uni begins, but hell if I’m not looking forward to the first studying-free holidays in nearly 3 years!

Let’s study together today!

the ratio between the days i've attended uni for this semester and amount of workload given does not make sense at all :(( send help

some notes from my management and accounting classes

The months of living in the shadow are a stone throw away, so I light my candles and I make my warm drink. We prepare for the cold.

8.10.21 | day 1/30 of productivity | LONG TIME NO POST LMFAOOO med school is kicking me in the ass right now but it is also a game that i will win. metabolism and anatomy can SUCK IT

summer study 2021

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‘[What] if history has nothing more to teach us than that all the shapes of the spiritual world, all the conditions of life, ideals, norms upon which man relies, form and dissolve themselves like fleeting waves, that it always was and ever will be so, that again and again reason must turn into nonsense, and well-being into misery? Can we console ourselves with that? Can we live in this world, where historical occurrence is nothing but an unending concatenation of illusory progress and bitter disappointment?’

[listening to Comptine d`un autre ete - l`apres-midi - Lavinia Meijer]

Saw the most aesthetically pleasing book store in Amsterdam today