Nikola

goro akechi I will kill you with my bare hands

I'm following blogs that haven't posted in like eight years but I don't care I shall never unfollow them because I am a true and loyal knight #loyalknight

I think of the fact that in free time, dazai sometimes goes into pubs and chats it up with the customers. and I think of how fascinating he must find people. Human beings are so so beautiful. How they create, how they laugh, how they think, speak, exist. Everyday I am always aching to talk to people. Because there is no feeling like listening to a real person go on about something true to the very essance of their soul, and being reminded of humanity in that light. What I’m trying to say is I think dazai has an admiration for People that runs so deep it sings in his blood. It makes me wonder if his heart races when he talks to someone. When he lets himself be silent for a moment while one drones on. I wonder how he must percieve it. Through the perspective of someone that grew up in the place that he did. I think it’s something he just can’t help: his admiration for others.