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we're not kids anymore.
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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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izzy's mixtape compilation.
ur so pretty
do what you want
like a dog
womp womp
did i break you
for you, i'd bleed myself dry
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never an angel always a god
pls pls pls
let e get through this month
girl fuck him
you taste like heaven
bohem and austen
pov: ur stil in love w the boy
soul.
over.
you you and only you
avocado
wanted to be lovely
zero
one
a love letter
2019
you feed on my restless soul
heartbreak for terror
november
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theyre both dead.
the only true people who knew you.
one is made of ash, now.
the other is a dead man walking.
he's already dead.
(my platonic soulmate, maeve, has died from taking their own life last year.)
(my first love, romantic soulmate, will one day die to suicide)
he is still alive, the love of my life, but not for long. not past 30.
me? not past 28. if i believe it enough, we're cuddling in bed, you pat my head, because it's my most favorite thing in the world.
i still remember the soft, gentle weight of your palm on head when you got up from your seat.
theyre both dead.
the only true people who knew you.
one is made of ash, now.
the other is a dead man walking.
he's already dead.
in order na to so, feel free: [1ļ¼](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3MxfApW7GjZVtj4Z93w6hB?si=e504dffbcd0b4fd1) [2ļ¼](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6MMLUEe02cc1Bt8Bl0bVFj?si=3794646770d64ada) [3ļ¼](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3TLKwTdQZUZDsE197T6fdQ?si=8431473185d44d70) [4ļ¼](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0VvpSk1tNwbBlA7r3HcXQ7?si=3b31649b9cb04b4c) [5ļ¼](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5bFwkyWDaDuBXZkIsd6YcC?si=30c533701cbc4054) [6ļ¼](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0i0ybnplmxmukTxn7VlWwO?si=be2ad2c26aa04833) [7ļ¼](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2pbM4laArvf9mIgMXPXyqh?si=88b2aba1a62e4d29)
november
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take this, girl. i know you told everyone: your life is hard, you had a long day. but you can take more, what are you made for? open up, you can take more. even if you can't, you'd still take it. what else can you even do? you're so helpless. just carry the weight of the men who made you. that's right, we made you.
you can complain, and we'll listen and we'll offer advice you haven't heard before: it will bring you comfort and it will make you grateful. we'll feel like we've done our part, our job here is done. so, now: it's our turn, we take your flesh and bones, we'll take your heart and soul. you can keep your existence, it's the only authority you have over yourself but remember: you exist to be loved, and the only way you know how to be loved is to be used. but we're not really using you: you always insist, you are so, so eager to please.
what's wrong, woman? you consented to this. at the back of your mind, you wouldn't fuck any of the men you fucked sober but you hate being sober. you prefer being drunk, so why are you complaining? you're complaining about being a perfect little sex doll, a fuck meat, an obedient slut. don't forget: you have worse things to complain about. complain about your mother, and your selfish altruism for your need to be nice to save your savior complex. we feed off of your sex, so keep moaning and crying and begging.
and shut up when the men are talking. you wouldn't be alive without me. you wouldn't survive without us, hang your head low and apologize. your worth is what we make it to be.
i don't just know my exes's lovers' names. i know their biggest fears, i know what the most lovable trait is about them. isn't it sorta beautiful? how these men who used to love me is finally directing their love to women much more deserving than me? their love for me has to be two things: a buried memory that changed them for the better, or something that currently benefits them conditionally.
floating around āĀ 05/25 iād like for you to be still 06/18
march comes in like a lion.
3/18
we called. we fucked. we hang out. when did i find out you went back to the philippines again for wanderer festival 2023? i canāt remember. but we talked about kurea hasume, watched videos of her. am i forgetting anything else? it hurts. i donāt want to forget you.
3/20
i received ā±13,000 in my bank today. it was out of rileyās kindness. a very unkind being purposely locked my account on paypal and tortured me for a month, i was out of -300$.
3/21
ā±500 voucher for grab mart left. save it for your last week of march.Ā
remember to pack your clothes today.
please eat.
donāt open your heart to anyone completely, they will eat you raw.
dami wants to let himself in but heās still stuck with the idea of miyu.
ā±500 php x2 grab car voucher left, save it for when you see your friends.
don't let them ever have your heart, love. they're all vultures. every, last, one of them. and what if you're a vulture yourself. whose guts will you dine on after you've devoured the corpse of the one you gave your heart to?
ā quote from sofi.
media: still blue lock.
books: a little life (continuing) all the lovers in the night (to read)Ā
ā luisā recs:Ā
[12:59 AM] 48 Laws of Power
[12:59 AM]Ā The Laws of Human Nature
[12:59 AM]Ā In Sheep's Clothing: Understanding and Dealing with Manipulative People
i never had haagen dazs before, i came to you for suggestions. cookies and cream and matcha were your favorite, so i got both of those for us. your favorite ice cream flavor is vanilla. i learned premium vanilla ice cream made from ground vanilla beans exist.Ā
everytime i look at your bright face, kind eyes, it feels me with warmth that i see yellow. i see yellow and for someone whoās blue and battered as i have been, would i be able to see green again if i hold your hand? if i let you touch my soul, will the trees come back, the smell of petrichor, the forest.
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we share the same first names.Ā camille saint-saĆ«ns - danse macabre.Ā sayaka murata. curry ramen daifuku. you switch between three languages when you fuck me. you donāt pressure me to finish you off. you put my comfort first. you respect it when i say no. you acknowledge my autism and gender-nonconforming identity and accept it. you see me as a person, you see me as an equal, you treat me with respect and you showed me self-worth. you take pleasure from taking care of me. you spoil me. you apologizeĀ reclaiming fucking pablo neruda. here, i love you (because within this one week, iām supposed to love you.) love sonnet xi. (my eating disorder.) #shibuya_meltdown (the time you made me realize i actually have a bad connection with food than i lead on.) you gave me breathing exercises through calls. you were patient.Ā āi love you, daddy.ā soft giggles. the aftercare, the aftercare, oh god, the aftercare. the dead air between us feels alive. the way my name leaves my voice, and over again. i love youās, thank youās. strong zero.Ā defuncland. vinyls. jazz. classical music.Ā āiād love to show you around japan one day.ā kansai dialect. osaka. i love you, i love you, i love you. youāre sappy and you make me cry but you love your friends and you treat everyone with kindness. i experience a piece of high society when we talk. (i love you.) and you love me. (as friends.)Ā
the day before valentinesā, our contract expires. tomorrow, iāll be someone elseās girlfriend.Ā
the last day:Ā haagen-dazs. your natural ability to slip me back into littlespace when i thought that part of me is long gone. you shared a piece of you and it sealed one of my cracks. i love you, i love you, i love you. dito ka nalang.
2/7
riley. 23. filipino working in japan. my daddy. sent me around 60 dollars on food and bills. 35 dollars in cosplay and 65 dollars as a good morning gift, all in the span of a day. thatās a 146 dollars. i got to order starbucks frappucinos at the konbi mart.
bought strong zero, the drink thatās associated with jirai kei fashion, takayan sings about it, too and it was featured on bocchi the rock.Ā
i think iāll smoke cigarettes today.
january 2023
webtoons: dreaming freedom / match made in heaven by chance / averted gaze r /
tashio x alice. no oxygen included.
february 2023.
songs: we made plans and god laughed - beauty school drop out / emergency contact - pierce the veil / love from the other side - fall out boy. (what would you trade the pain for?Ā
quotes: i do haunt you still (from a uquiz choice)
fixation: blue lock / fire emblem engageĀ
shows: re:mind / the glory / the bear / the last of us
games:Ā crpgs are the computer versions of pen & paper rpgsĀ like dungeons & dragons but fully implemented as games - baldurs gate, planescape torment, pathfinder to just name a few *get tyranny.
books: The History of Sexuality vol. 1 by Michel FoucaultĀ :Life ceremoney by Sayaka Murata