My skin is nothing but a veil to the host of the person who loves me the most and it’s a heavy weight to carry like I have been holding the world and I need to let it go while time is mending my heart hurts late at night it aches for someone I can’t name and why doesn’t they reach out? I know there is something wrong because how come in my house I feel alone - do they even feel the same because I guess someday this pain will end but for now I just can’t stand loving someone so much it hurts and I am confused and I have been feeling drained lately and that’s how I know. Something is wrong. My life isn’t your show. There is something wrong, something just ain’t right, I don’t want to get out of bed, I want to stay inside and that’s how I know someone is trying to hack me and I guess all I can do now is pray they won’t succeed because it’s hard to try to find an enemy inside your skin it’s even harder when they refuse to leave but I’ll keep trying because I am doing if for me and you know I won’t be what you want me to be and my angel is in green just like a light and takes cares of me when it comes night and deep within my intuition tells me that someone inside is no good for me so it’s only a matter of time until I am free but if you don’t love me why don’t you stay away? Is it desperation, why are you so full of hate? Are you ashamed? Of showing your face? Because eventually truth comes to light, you won’t get away. My skin should be a home to those who love me and I know they would for sure provide me energy the ones who love me the most - not for an enemy I’ll once again ask you to leave because it hurts and this ain’t a garden for you to grow. You need to go. I should let you know - nothing you try to steal is yours to take. God never supports those who betray.
