all is ash and meat or whatevr

thinking about kattigan's raw, tearful, angry "no, fuck you, she was happy." while brennan was insinuating merienna just took their daughter and left for a better life.

so much was happening and i was trying so hard to listen in the moment that i forgot that brennan pointed out that ethrand looked guilty when the murder of occtis was beought up.....i don't remember if brennan called for an insight check in this moment....but since we've only ever known ethrand and the tachonises as a whole to Not really dig remorse for their actions or......Humanity. at all. i feel like we have to assume it really was a genuine modicum of guilt. which is Fascinating to me.

PRIMUS WAS THE ONE THAT KILLED HIS WIFE AND DAUGHTER ?????? OR DID I HEAR THAT WRONG. OH MY GOD I'M GOONA FUCKING VOMIT

AND THAT'S THE END OF THE EPISODE HUH. HUH. YOU SICK FUCK. I HATE HIM.

"that some kinda joke, cause i got shitty clothes!? WHAT'S THE TAILOR SHOP!?" your lover didn't tell u ?

"FUCK, man, i'm just tryin!!!!!!" that's my wife 💜💜💜💜