damn bro i miss saitama

Just here,about to drink mate alone

Invite me to a nocturn tea party,just the two of us

Help

Someone

I don't care about my pride anymore,someone please

I'm fucking done

I tried to be a normal guy,now i just can't

The mistake is made,i can't change it.Now i'm fucking done

I really hate myself

I'm a horrible person

And a coward

You know,there are a lot of problems in the world.

And "minories",like black people,gay people,and a lot of diferent kinds of people

These days,this world has become crazy,and is chaotic,of course

I,i'm an horrible person.That's why the girl who i suppose was my friend left me

I'm machist,and homophobe,and a close minded person

I don't understand,i never wanted to hurt people,i don't do that

But,i do it anyways.I don't notice it,because i'm inmature.Like,making a joke who was offensive,or being scared of the new things happening

Like,open relationships,for example.That's new,it scares me.I always though a relationship must be of two persons,and was scared of the idea.My friend notices this and get angry at me,i acted as a coward.And she left me...

I just want to relax and start to be mature in my own way,i don't know what is right and what is not.And honestly i don't wanna hurt someone...

So

That's what i am

You know what pain is?Yeah,you do.Everyone does

Physical pain

And emotional pain

You choose what hurt you the most.But you know how pain can be even more painful?When you mix them,in one of these cases,you can have self-injury

That's the lowest point,when someone hits you,it hurts.But when you hurt yourself,you know this is fucked up

Emotional pain is worst when you do it to yourself