In love with a FICTIONAL CHARACTER

Glee has changed my life so much. I can't remember what i was doing before Glee. I just can't. I don't want to go back to that. Ever. And as for my love for MONCHELE/FINCHEL.....words cannot express how much i HEART them. Oh and if you haven't figured it out yet....I'm in love with FINN HUDSON...he has ruined all men for me. ***** Cory..........it's so hard to write this. I can't believe i'm writing this. You were my air baby..... You were my light...my reason to smile....you were my heart baby boy. I never thought i would lose you. I didn't think it was possible. I can't believe this happening. That this has happened. I honestly feel like i'm dying right now. What am i supposed to do without you now? You made my life so much better...you gave me so much hope when i needed it the most.......you were the reason to keep going. I'm so so sorry this happened to you baby. You didn't deserve it. I'm so sorry you couldn't beat it. I'm so sorry we couldn't help you. I loved you so much...i still do. i'll always love you. And because of that...even though i know i shouldn't....i'll always have this guilt inside me for not being able to save you ..............cuz you saved mine baby. You really did. My angel. I'm forever heartbroken for losing you. No one could ever replace you. I promise to live my life in honor of you and your beautiful heart and soul. I promise to keep spreading that love you forever embedded on all of us. Oh god....I can't let you go. I'll never let you go. Love...of...my....life. Your forever in my heart baby :''''(