Live to fight another day

tumblr is my scrapbook, i find something pretty i want to look at later and i glue it to a page . like yesssss you are my little memory forever to look at lovingly

do you remember when we could post boobs and and pussy and penis and balls and taint on this site and nobody had to show their license and registration to see it 😔 was that developmentally good for 13 year old me? no. but I genuinely believe it is better than living in a dystopian advertiser friendly state with no anonymity and I would pick opening my Tumblr and seeing untagged porn at 14 over this bullshit any day

my goal for 2025 is small simple and clear: change my whole entire life

so far being in my 20s is like *hyperfixates* *oversleeps* *mourns my lost youth* *hyperfixates* *oversleeps* *oversleeps* *drinks too much on a thursday* *oversleeps*

You can be depressed and not feel sad or blue. Depression can also be a haze of sleepiness, distractedness/obsessiveness cycles, and a twinge of irritability that can be hard to recognize because you might already be a “fiery” person. It can feel like a lazy Sunday that keeps imposing itself for weeks or months.

Can we just… I’ll leave this here.

and also a numbness. Not necessarily sad but no emotions whatsoever - just flat. Nothing is exciting, I can’t be bothered to be angry, nothing really even gets me to laugh. It’s all just “meh”.

They need to invent a job where I don't have to wake up or go to it

are you signing in? that... unusual. haha that's,, weird. enter the code we've sent to you. it's in your email. it's on your phone. go get your devices. who are you? who is this??????? confirm your identity. are you a robot?? haha just checking... this is so weird. this sign in attempt is unusual! we detected unusual activity!! are you signing in? is this you? please confirm

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me, taking a nap to avoid all my responsibilities: I can have a little unconsciousness. as a treat.

i hate you summer i hate you heat i hate you sweating i hate you burning sun i hate you warm weather i hate you climate change