Disappointed but not surprised

I'm paranoid, I don't miss a thing But I'm still nice, at least that's what I think

You're dumb if you think I never cared cause God knows how many times I broke my heart for you.

You're the cause of my pain and the medicine Never met someone who played games with my head as much

I think about dying every day. I've been told that that's a little strange, but I guess I've always been a little strange.

You ever meet someone and think: “God was listening”. Before I had you in my life baby, I missed you. Got me swimming in emotions, got you close, but I need you closer. Haven't felt this since is my first love, and the last one had me feeling worthless. Don't know how you got me open in the ocean.

Late nights are the worst for me, they bring out the worst in me. Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think.

And I ain't too proud to tell you that I cry sometime, I cry sometimes about it. And girl, I know it hurt, but if this world was perfect, then we could make it work, but I doubt it.

Now and then you miss it, sounds make you cry. Some nights you dance with tears in your eyes