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@lyriam
the blue wraith . . .
WELCOME TO LΜ²YΜ²RΜ²IΜ²AΜ²MΜ².Μ²TΜ²UΜ²MΜ²BΜ²LΜ²RΜ².Μ²CΜ²OΜ²MΜ², an independent and canon divergent portrayal of fenris from bioware's dragon age ii. originally established on 08/21/22. this blog is 21+. legacy editor, beta editor and xkit rewritten friendly. find my rules below the cut.
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FINGERS DIG INTO THE SAND, FEELING THE GRAINY SCRATCH as it squishes around them, settling between them and between each knuckle. a nail scratches against a rock buried deep, and the awful sensation sends a shiver down victor's spine. it keeps him there. here, with his head resting gently on his boyfriend's frame, victor feels as though he's trapped in some sort of twilight, the sand below him and the warmth beside him as real as they might have been in a dream. sometimes, he looks at fenris and feels very grounded, knows he's there and awake and safe, but thenβββhe blinks, and suddenly he's looking at the ocean, heart racing for some reason over the fact that they're there, they had to travel to get there, they did, and he doesn't really remember it.
when fenris studies his eyes, it looks in some way like victor isn't there within them. he's trying to be, but looking at fenris is more like a fight between that and looking through him, gaze focusing and un-focusing in a way that's dizzying. its the kiss that grounds him again, the touch and the heart-flutter of feeling someone so close, feeling their love. i'm safe. we're safe. we're far away from those who would hurt usβββthe only one who can hurt me here is me.
when the kiss breaks, he looks away to inspect the rock he's now taken into his hands, pulling it up from the sand to hold it in his lap. ββ my high's wearin' off. ββ code for of course i'm cold, paired with the stiffness of trying to hold back a shiver. he wishes he could remember when he relapsed between the hospital and the beach. all he remembers is the sound of his father shouting about itβββit was the day he got out, wasn't it ? he doesn't want to ask. ββ i'll be alright, though. the cold is like, sobering, or whatever, and m'always cold anyways. βββi found a rock. sorry. ββ
he shifts the blanket over gladly, most of it wrapped and tucked snuggly around vic's shoulders. he's almost afraid to look away from his boyfriend β afraid that he'll slip away. afraid that he'll see that nearly - lifeless form again, that he'll be LEFT ALONE. victor conley was the first choice he made in his whole life. IF HE SLIPPED THROUGH HIS FINGERS TOO, he doesn't know what he'd have left. WHAT WOULD HE HAVE TO LIVE FOR? WHAT POINT WOULD THERE BE TO LIVING? β i don't mind sharing, baby. β he kisses vic's cheek, nose lingering against their cheek for a few moments.
he relishes in the silence for a moment, listening for the sound of vic's breathing to pacify himself. HOW CAN HE SLEEP AGAIN KNOWING THEIR BREATHING COULD STOP? how can he look away knowing that in the next instance he could be gone? IT'S PARANOIA, PURE AND SIMPLE. HE KNOWS THAT. but that fear won't go away overnight. that image in his head will never go away. part of him doesn't even know what to say β how do you go on normally after this? he takes vic's hand, lacing his fingers with theirs.
β we can stay here as long as you want. or go wherever you want. do you want to? stay here? β god, he's rambling. he's nervous! β we can look for rocks or shells or walk in the water . . . what do you wanna do? β
THERE'S A HINT OF SMUGNESS TO HIM NOW , seeing the way fenris' eyes pull away , rewarded for his actions by exactly what he wanted; a fluster , just to see if he could get one. it quickly fades away , though , and as the bottle is passed smugness turns into a hint of genuine concern , something like surprise. ββ jesusββwhen you were a baby ? ββ he tries not to make too big of a deal about itβββhe knows its not fun , knows prying is never productive. victor has never been good at hiding his emotions , though. ββ i dunno , sounds pretty fucked up to me. i chose this , at least , most of it. guess we just have plenty of reasons to get wasted tonight , aye ? ββ
β yup. when i was a baby. β he shrugs, almost like it's the most casual thing in the world. β as far as i know, my mother is living in london. i think she thinks i'm dead, though. β fenris didn't know if she'd even recognize him β he hoped she might. he doesn't even know how he'd get there, how he'd find her. GOD, DOES VIC EVEN CARE TO LEARN THIS MUCH ABOUT HIM? no one ever has. β that's true. pass the bottle? β he asks, holding his hand out. β YOU CHOSE THIS, huh? mind if i ask why? β
SOMEWHERE AMIDST THE SHARED FEELINGS , victor's shyness wisps away on a cloud of smoke and replaces itself with a strange sense of confidence , spurred on by flirtatious words and memories of that night. with the remaining half of his cigarette held between his lips , he snickers , and turns to swing a leg over fenris' hips , slinks to sit atop his lap. ββ dinner would be great , sweet thing. ββ cigarette is removed so more smoke can be blow into fenris' face , a giggle in victor's chest , free hand twirling the other's hair. ββ i think where and who makes it depends on what mood you're goin' for , though. you after a sweet date , or a covert night in a motel room ? i'm down for either one , 'long as its you. ββ
β um . . . both. maybe. β he laughs, free hand resting against vic's hip while the other holds his cigarette, and it takes everything in him not to devour him whole, right there. part of him wonders if he's hallucinating this, THAT SOMEONE AS WONDERFUL AS VICTOR CONLEY WANTS HIM, HAS CRAWLED IN HIS LAP AND BLOWS SMOKE IN HIS FACE. β maybe my place. then i can impress you and we won't have any distractions. β he takes one last drag from his cigarette before putting it out, then rests his other hand against vic's thigh. he's so perfect. β hm. β fenris finally leans forward and brushes his nose against the other man's, lingering there for a few moments before he catches their lips with his.
FENRIS' HAND IS DRAWN CLOSER , pressed to victor's face and kissed upon the palm. ββ really fancy , aye ? i think you just want to see me all dressed upβββyes. ββ he wriggles closer to the other , head rested on his shoulder , raises their hands up enough that the sunlight from the window dances between their fingers. ββ just don't ask me for any suggestions. god knows i don't know of any fancy places anywhere , unless i've robbed 'em. ββ
β youβve caught me. β he smiles, a rare thing that only manifests around victor conley β the only person fenris has deemed worthy to see it. β i already have a place picked, not to worry. and a reservation. just needed to do the asking bit. β fenris sighs, propping himself up on his elbow and gazing down at his beloved, the wide smile on his face fading to a loving and soft grin. β christ, youβre stunning. canβt believe youβre mine. β
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β so, β fenris holds @erebiusβs hand in his as he lays on his bed, observing each and every little line and blemish on the back of his hand and his fingers. heβs obsessed. β i want to take you somewhere fancy. really fancy. one of those every - so - often proper dates. say yes, please. β
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CONTINUED FROM LEGACY, with @erebius.
he watched vicβs lips wrap around the bottle, and he clears his throat, eyes casting to the carpeting on the floor. after his cheeks cool down just a bit, fenris looks back over at him, holding his hand out for the bottle. β iβve been doing it my whole life too. itβs how i got these. β he doesnβt want to go into more detail, but he still holds his arms out, turning them to let them look at the white lines that cover them. and his torso, neck, legs, hands, feet . . . vic didnβt need to see them. not yet. β danarius took me from my mother when i was just a baby. i donβt really know anything other than this. β itβs his turn to take a swig from the bottle, handing it back to vic after. β couldβve been worse, though. i could be dead. β
hozier lyrics, hozier (expanded edition)
βΒ Β i should've worshipped them sooner. β
βΒ Β we were born sick. β
βΒ Β the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you. β
βΒ Β i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. β
βΒ Β good god, let me give you my life. β
βΒ Β there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin. β
βΒ Β it's toying somewhere between love and abuse. β
βΒ Β no more alone or myself i could be. β
βΒ Β [i/you] lurched like a stray to the arms that were open. β
βΒ Β i lay my heart down with the rest at [your/their] feet. β
βΒ Β i wonder if it's better now having survived. β
βΒ Β i'm so tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes. β
βΒ no better version of me i could pretend to be tonight. β
βΒ Β [they/you] found me just in time. β
βΒ Β cause with my mid-youth crisis all said and done, i need to be youthfully felt cause i never felt young. β
βΒ Β it'd be great to find a place we could escape sometimes. β
βΒ Β we tried the world and it wasn't for us. β
βΒ Β you knew who i was with every step that i ran to you. β
βΒ Β would things be easier if there was a right way? β
βΒ Β honey, there is no right way. β
βΒ Β i fall in love just a little bit every day with someone new. β
βΒ Β there's an art to life's distractions. β
βΒ Β love with every stranger, the stranger the better. β
βΒ Β all i've ever done is hide. β
βΒ Β when you kill the lights and kiss my eyes, i feel ike a person for a moment of my life. β
βΒ Β but you don't know what the hell you put me through. β
βΒ Β it feels good to be alone with you. β
βΒ Β there are questions i can't ask. β
βΒ Β now, at last, the worst is over. β
βΒ Β i know that you hate this place. β
βΒ Β there's something tragic about you, something so magic about you, don't you agree? β
βΒ Β there's something lonesome about you, something so wholesome about you. β
βΒ Β innocence died screaming. ask me, i should know. β
βΒ Β there's something broken about this but i might be hoping about this. β
βΒ Β we'll lay here for years or for hours, your hand in my hand. so still and discreet. β
βΒ Β i'd be home with you. β
βΒ Β any way to distract and sedate. β
βΒ Β i'm somewhere outside my life. i keep scratching but somehow i can't get in. β
βΒ Β don't you stand there watching me, won't you? β
βΒ Β don't you join in, you're supposed to drag me away from it. β
βΒ Β i'm so full of love, i could barely eat. β
βΒ Β [they/you] are sweet as can be. [they/you] give me toothaches just from kissing me. β
βΒ Β no grave can hold my body down, i'll crawl home to [them/you]. β
βΒ Β you never asked me once about the wrong i did. β
βΒ Β [you/they] would never fret none about what my hands and my body done. β
βΒ Β if the lord don't forgive me, i'd still have you and you would have me. β
βΒ Β why were you digging? what did you bury? β
βΒ Β i will not ask you where you came from. i will not ask and neither should you. β
βΒ Β just put your sweet lips on my lips. we should just kiss like real people do. β
βΒ Β i know that look, eyes always seeking. β
βΒ Β i will not ask you why you were creeping. in some sad way, i already know. β
βΒ Β you know better than to smile at me like that. β
βΒ Β i know who i am when i'm alone. β
βΒ Β you don't understand. you should never know how easy you are to need. β
βΒ Β don't let me in with no intention to keep me. β
βΒ Β it can't be unlearned. i've known the warmth of your doorways. β
βΒ Β i'll find my way back to you. β
βΒ Β my heart is heavy with the hate of some other man's beliefs. β
βΒ Β screaming the name of a foreigner's good is the purest expression of grief. β
βΒ Β i feel no control of my body. i feel no safety in [your/their] arms. β
βΒ Β all that i've been taught and every word i've got is foreign to me. β
βΒ Β it looks ugly but it's clean. β
βΒ Β your fight and fury is fiery. β
βΒ Β it's worth it, it's divine. i have this some of the time. β
βΒ Β you called my name til the fever broke. β
βΒ Β i heard a scream in the woods somewhere. β
βΒ Β i turned and ran to save a life i didn't have. β
βΒ Β i need you to run to me. run to me! β
βΒ when i was a child, i heard voices. some would sing and some would scream. β
βΒ don't you ever tame your demons but always keep them on a leash. β
βΒ you've done me wrong for a long, long time. β
βΒ after all you've done, i never changed my mind. β
βΒ please, try to love me. β
βΒ my love will never die. β
hozier lyrics, unreal unearth edition
βΒ Β your reflection can't offer a word to the bliss of not knowing yourself. β
βΒ Β no closer could i be to god or why he would do what he's done. β
βΒ Β what you live in, it finds a way to live in you. β
βΒ Β your heart has such darkness. β
βΒ Β i wanna be gone. i wanna run so far, i'd beat the morning. β
βΒ Β before the dawn has come, i'd block the sun if you want it done. β
βΒ Β let all time slow. let all light go. β
βΒ Β i don't need to know where we begin and end. β
βΒ Β i'd still know you, not being shown you. β
βΒ Β the first time that you kissed me, i drank dry the river lethe. the liffey would have been softer on my stomach all the same. β
βΒ Β some part of me must have died the first time that you called me baby. β
βΒ Β some part of me came alive the first time that you called me baby. β
βΒ Β these days, i think, i owe my life to flowers that were left here by my mother. ain't that like them? gifting life to you again. β
βΒ Β oh, to share the space with simple living things infinitely suffering but fighting off, like all creation, the absence of itself ... but anyway. β
βΒ Β some part of me stayed alive each time that you called. β
βΒ Β whatever keeps you around, it keeps you around. β
βΒ Β when i was young i used to guess, are there limits to any emptiness? β
βΒ Β how could you think i'd scare so easily? β
βΒ Β my life was a storm since i was born. how could i fear any hurricane? β
βΒ Β i would do it again if i could hold you for a minute. β
βΒ Β what good would it be on the far side of things? β
βΒ Β i would not change it each time. β
βΒ Β heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i. β
βΒ Β i feel lighter than i have in so much time. β
βΒ Β how could i fall when i am lifted by every word you say to me? β
βΒ Β if anything could fall at all, it's the world that falls away from me. β
βΒ Β if you need to, lean your weight to me. β
βΒ Β if we fall, i only pray, don't fall away from me. β
βΒ Β i'm starving, darling. let me put my lips to something. β
βΒ Β you can't buy this fineness. β
βΒ Β we can celebrate the good that we've done. β
βΒ Β we had nowhere to go and every desire for going there. β
βΒ Β i heard once, it's the comforts that make us feel numb. β
βΒ Β it was just our turn being blamed for a world we had no power in. β
βΒ Β i haven't felt it since then. i don't know how the feeling ended. β
βΒ Β i know being reckless and young is not how the damage gets done. β
βΒ Β we knew what our love was worth when we had nothing. β
βΒ Β i miss when we did not need much. β
βΒ Β you were steering my heart like a wheel in your hands. β
βΒ Β all i needed was someone when the whole wide world felt young. β
βΒ Β hold me like water or hold me like a knife. β
βΒ Β you and i burned out our steam chasing someone else's dream. β
βΒ Β how can something be so much heavier but so much less than what it seems? β
βΒ Β you only feel it when it's lost. getting through still has its cost. β
βΒ Β if there was anyone to ever get through this life with their heart still intact, they didn't do it right. β
βΒ Β we didn't get it right but we did our best. β
βΒ Β knowing that everything will end should not change our plans. β
βΒ Β all things end. β
βΒ Β there are some things that no one teaches you that come natural as a dream you didn't know that you were in. β
βΒ Β the awful things we do to make the head go quiet. β
βΒ Β you may never know your fortune until the distance has been shown between what is lost forever and what can still be known. β
βΒ Β i don't wanna be anything but i would do anything just to run away. β
βΒ Β go look another way. β
βΒ look,Β i wanna be loud. so loud, i'm talking seismic. β
βΒ Β i will not be great but i'm grateful to get through. β
βΒ Β the memory hurts but does me no harm. β
βΒ Β the moment i knew i'd no choice but to love you. β
βΒ Β there's a part of me, i'm afraid will always be trapped within an abstract from a moment of my life. β
βΒ Β you know, the distance never made a difference to me. β
βΒ Β so, i thought you were like an angel to me. β
βΒ Β it ain't the being alone. it ain't the empty home. you know i'm good on my own. β
βΒ Β so much of the living is the being unknown. β
βΒ Β do you know i could break beneath the weight of the goodness i still carry for you? β
βΒ Β there are some people who are better unknown. β
βΒ Β darkness always finds you either way. β
βΒ Β after this, i'm never gonna be the same and i am never going back again. β
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IF HE WASN'T ALREADY CRIMSON BEFORE , HE CERTAINLY IS NOW. victor can't help the giggle that bubbles up from his chest , the fluster that makes him fidget and fuss. he takes a deeper drag , practically chokes on it. ββ why not both ? i'll come to yours anytime you like , gladly. somethin' scandalous about gettin' a room , though. could be fun. ββ is this what he's to become ? a motel meet-up every few days , secretive and routine ? i just like you a lot. maybe its more than victor could ever expect for himself. maybe he shouldn't get his hopes up , but as told by the flutter of his heart; his hopes are already beyond him. ββ i like you a lot , too. whatever we've got goin' on , itsβββi ... i like it , you. ββ
β you do? β he sounds like a schoolboy with the cocktail of wonder and curiosity that exits his lips. no one liked him. at least, the real him. they liked what he looked like. they liked the life he lived, for some god forsaken reason. and yet, despite the life and the looks, vic sat through the whole life story and still liked him. liked him a lot, they said! β wanna do it again, then? same room, for old time's sake? i'll take you to dinner, or make dinner . . . i don't know, what's your preference? though, if i make dinner, maybe it would be better to do my place. β and, he's rambling. cheeks flush bright red as he takes a drag of his cigarette. β do you want to get dinner? β
MOVED FROM LEGACY, with @erebius.
he can't remember a time where he had this much physical contact with anyone. it was an avoided, dreadful thing, often used by his master to inflict pain and intense suffering on him. despite feeling the same physical pain, the emotional side of it is nothing like what he's used to. instead of fear, there's only love. admiration. victor kisses his neck, and instead of feeling the disgust he normally felt when danarius's friends did it, he wants more. he craves more. his hands rest on vic's waist, head tilted back as he gasps gently. β this is perfect. β his hand raises to cup their face, and for once, he's able to ignore the glow coming from his hand. vic is perfect.
he lets out a soft hum, looking up at the other with bright eyes and a gentle smile, one he, frankly, didn't know he could produce. he was never meant to be happy. he'd settled on this fact, knowing there would never be a place for him in this world. now he can't imagine being anywhere else. victor conley's heart was just fine.
β i'm not dreaming, am i? β he asks softly, thumb brushing over the apple of vic's cheek. the pain he's felt has diminished significantly, turning from something sharp to something dull, barely noticeable. β you're remarkable. β fenris whispers, nose brushing against his before kissing him once more. β you mean it? i'm yours? β
Matured Fenris for Shadow Song. Scratched according to the customerβs lore. There is also a version with a background, but I like the gray squares %)Β
NOW HEβS JUST BEING A TEASE.Β Β Β Β victor looks away from him with a shake of his head ,Β Β Β as though attempting to shake the red that spreads itself further across his cheeks.Β Β Β Β Β Β ββΒ Β just the stayinβ up and talkinβ part ,Β Β huh ?Β Β Β right ,Β Β Β i see how it is.Β Β ββ mind wanders back to that night ; the touch of fenris' hand , the sound of his breath hot against victor's earβββhis whole face must be crimson by now. was talking the only part he enjoyed , or is he only playing around ? ββ noβββi mean , you can ... we ... ββ you can have me any time you like , the unspoken truth he's too flustered to say out loud. ββ not the last night , unless you want it to be. i enjoyed it , you. ββ
β well . . . the other part too. a lot. i just like you a lot. β he normally doesn't like people. he normally doesn't like people a lot. but vic . . . there's something that makes fenris more comfortable than anything. he normally doesn't feel safe β to feel like he can show his back without immediate fear of being stabbed. β we can get a room again. or we can go to mine. doesn't matter to me, as long as you're there. β he grins, something entirely uncharacteristic of him. he wants to kiss him again.
he's never been so happy to feel the sea sprayed onto his face. he's never felt so happy to know he'll leave the day with sand in his clothes, in his shoes, in his hair. victor is safe. the sky is cloudy, but the air is still cool and humid. while fenris would normally complain, he feels like there's nothing to complain about. victor is safe. they're huddled together, wrapped in vic's favorite blanket. his boyfriend's head is tucked against his shoulder and fenris's head rests atop his, white and black hair snuggled together. he'd almost lost him. he'd never felt so scared. victor is safe. his mind repeats, and he turns his head to kiss vic's forehead.
@umbrs : i want you safe. i want you close to me.
β i'm right here. β he murmurs against vic's skin, but soon pulls his head back to look at his face. to think he almost never saw those eyes again. β i'm safe. β he reaches up to cup his cheek, and a rather somber expression settles on his face. β i'm safe. β fenris repeats again, his voice begins to break. instead of dwelling on it, however, he leans forward and kisses vic β tenderly, softly. he's the love of his life β and to think that he almost lost him, that he almost lost half of his soul.
it's easier to kiss him and will his tears to stay in his eyes than to face that fact again. when he does, he's teleported back to that hospital room. pleading with some god that he doesn't believe exists that his partner could live, that he'd be okay. he's weak, but he's okay. he's safe. β are you cold? i think i'm hogging too much of the blanket. you'd tell me if you were too cold, right? β
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PROMPTS FOR PEOPLE WHO AREN'T USED TO KINDNESS * Β assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary
what are you doing?
i can handle that myself, you know.
you didn't have to go out of your way to take care of me.
i'm not used to this. this caring thing.
thank you. don't ever do that again.
i thought you hated me, to be honest.
i didn't ask you to love me!
no one's ever actually just... sat down and listened to me.
i didn't think people like you existed.
is this normal for you? going out of your way like this?
i told you i had it handled. you didn't have to bother.
i... should probably thank you for that.
i don't know what to say. this has never happened before.
wait, that's mine. you fixed it?
you did all of this... for me?
that was the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me.
i'm kinda at a loss for words.
i wasn't expecting this from you.
you did all this for me?
i had it under control.
when did this happen?
how long were you planning this?
i'm not sure what to say. i'm not used to this.
i owe you one.
that was... very kind of you. thank you.
i'm just not used to people going out of their way to help me.
usually people just look the other way, but you actually care.
this is weird. is this what caring about someone feels like?
i could have handled it.
this must have taken you forever to arrange. and you did it all for me?
it would be easier in the long run if we went our separate ways.
i hate being in other peoples' debts.
i didn't want this to happen.
people around me don't last very long.
i feel like i'm screaming and screaming and no one hears me.
i'm in your debt.
how did you find that? i lost that ages ago.
you actually... listened to me?
no one's ever paid attention.
no one's ever put that much time in effort into something for me.
when did i say that?
i didn't ask you to care about me!
i'm easily missed. people don't pay attention to me.
i'm invisible most of the time.
it's easier for people to look the other way.
do you do this often? help people?
i'm surprised you're still here.
if you're expecting something in return, forget about it.
you came back?
why do you care about me so much?
i'm a lost cause. you should just forget about me.
what's the use? there's no point.
i don't even celebrate my birthday. no one cares.
you can't just make someone care about you.
i thought you left.
what is it about me that has you so worked up?
you're making a big deal out of nothing.
thanks for patching me up.
you... brought this here for me?
but i didn't ask for this! i didn't ask for any of this!
stop smiling at me like that.
PROMPTS FOR YEARNING, LOTS OF YEARNING... * Β assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary
i had a dream about you last night.
i remember every single kiss you took from me.
you are my everything.
i feel the same way about you.
where you go, i follow.
you're mine. you've always been mine.
i'm in love with you to the point of breathlessness.
after all this time, you still give me butterflies.
you make it hard to breathe, you know.
you fixed me. you fixed my broken heart.
i will not go another breath without you.
i crave you.
i need to be close to you.
i think i've loved you since the day we met.
i'm with you.
you touched me, and i came alive.
the universe isn't big enough to hold the depths of how i feel for you.
are you sure we're not dreaming?
kiss me again, and don't stop this time.
i can't bear the thought of living without you.
you complete me.
i want all of you. every piece of you.
i won't lose you again.
you're the most important person i have ever known.
the universe gave you to me.
you're the answer to every question i've ever had.
i want you close. i want to feel you sigh.
how am i supposed to do this without you? i can't.
all i love i knew before... it's nothing like the love i have with you.
you changed everything. everything looks different now that you're here.
i'm not ready to let go of you.
i want you safe. i want you close to me.
you fixed all of my broken pieces. you stitched me back together.
nothing will take you away from me.
i love you in every language and in every song.
i need you.
i'd rather die than let you go.
i need a whole day with you, spent in bed, just the two of us.
all that i am and everything i'll ever be belongs to you.
do you have any idea what you do to me?
stop looking at me like that. i can't focus.
you can't expect me to just... wait like this.
don't go. do that again, please.
you are everything i could ever want.
i was an empty shell until we met. i was a haunted house, darkened with pain, and you turned my lights on.
you are the most beautiful person i have ever seen.
i'm always going to be madly in love with you.
if you don't kiss me again, i'll die.
i crave the taste of your kiss.
i can't believe you're real.
if you only knew what you did to me...
there aren't enough words to explain how much i love you.
i love you more than anything.
a life without you isn't a life worth living.
don't let go of me.
you're the only one that matters.
you don't know what you do to me.
pretty sure i've fallen in love with you four times today.
you're my love.
lay with me. be with me.
they don't know you the way i do.
don't give up on me. don't give up on us.
you know what that does to me.
not even the poets could properly describe what you mean to me.
i miss the way it felt to be touched by you.
you are the sun and the stars and every other golden thing in the universe.
am i dreaming? is this real life?
i was living life half-alive until i met you.
i've never needed anyone like i need you.
please take my hand. hold it and never let go.
i love when the sun hits your eyes. you're glowing.
be with me tonight.
i've only ever wanted you. just you.
