Lynthia

And what doesn't kill you is on your arms and thighs forever

i have wasted so much time becoming nothing

oh yea, i deserve to bleed

i’ll never be able to shake the urge to want to disappear

sometimes i mourn the person i could've been if i hadnt gone through all this trauma and didnt end up with a personality disorder

yes diva ignoring all your messages is peak self care keep isolating yourself queen

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

clutching onto everything with bleeding hands and the desire to understand and to be understood

i’m sick of being alive

my ultimate fantasy is to have a brain and body that allows me to enjoy being alive

if only i was easier to love

Really gross of me to desire attention, disgusting honestly.

absolutely vile and downright foul