Cutthroat Jill

Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when the world is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

Omgggg they shouldve taken me out back and shot me 20 years ago

Fuck. I don’t want to do another day.

i’m sorry i’m sad a lot it just gets really hard to be alive all the time

im so deeply unhappy with my life and it feels hopeless that it will ever change

people will say “be yourself” and then get uncomfortable when the self in question is a little bit strange and stares at the moon too long.

Why is it so fucking loud in my head