I kinda like the idea of jax becoming a cautionary tale of what happens when you let dysphoria and self hatred eat you alive. I've met so many of him IRL in my own circles. I think people need to hear it. I need more characters who eat themselves alive and actually have to suffer the consequences of not choosing to be better. It's pretty refreshing to see a different and nuanced take on dysphoria and how it doesn't always manifest the way you would expect.

you should really get comfortable believing in love and magic and whimsy or you’ll continue to live a half-life for the rest of the time you have on earth

“scientists don’t want you know” is a phrase that always cracks me up because if you actually meet a scientist they will be shaking and crying like an overstimulated chihuahua with the need to let you know

you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life

ever since i was a little girl i knew i was doomed to take things too seriously and think about them forever

if you aren't best friends with your lover and a little bit in love with all your friends than what's the fucking point

Why did 4 months of this year go by in like a week

Where am I

honestly it’s actually the small, mundane, boring things that someone does for you out of love which mean so much rather than grand gestures and proclamations

eat a fruit that you like. take a little walk and pay attention to the trees. dance to music alone in ur room. it’s the small things that will heal you

find myself listening to music i loved years ago and i realize i still am her

i bring nothing to the table but melancholic eyes and ovethinking

once i figure out how to unclench my entire body my life will begin

"In love with being noticed and afraid of being seen" - no complaints/Noah Kahan

was i normal / forgivable / worth saving at the party last night? be honest haha 😂 🙈

im seriously a fan of millennials. i like their humour. i like their clothes. i like that they briefly for a moment in time had optimism and fun music and a genuine will to change the world. they are a chill collective big sibling. i like millennials