So its been a while... I just dropped by to let you guys know I’m slowly dipping my feet back into rping again. Only thing is I’m only going to keep one so I don’t get over whelmed. 

So I made a blog for Jesse McCree from overwatch, if you want to follow and interact then drop by. 

Hey hey hey... it’s been a while... I just wanted to say hi and to let you know I started a personal/art blog...

https://thenewaddedpaper1292.tumblr.com/

if you wanna follow me there then go a head...

Cee!! -- You will be greatly missed. But your health is far more important. Please take care of yourself and live a grand, and happy, life. Thank you for everything ♥

I’m gonna miss you so much. I hope you get into good health and I am so glad that I have gotten to know you <3

((So after much debating with myself and much thought, I’ve come to a conclusion that I’ve dreaded for a while.

I’m announcing my departure from the roleplay community and in conjunction Tumblr. As I’ve said this decision was not an easy one as I’ve had many good memories and good times here and I’ve made some remarkable friends over the last few years who have been supportive of me no matter what. But it honestly isn’t enough to keep me distracted from the negativity and toxicity that frequents this site. As much as I dread leaving I also dreaded coming back for the that very reason, aside from having computer problems its why I’ve kind of been lurking around mostly. 

Ever since I’ve started my medication and therapy after my suicide attempt around the end of June I’ve found myself remarkably happier and more productive without the stress of my blogs and tumblrs general negativity looming over my shoulder. I’ve started working on writing a book, I’m making leaps and bounds in my nuzlocke comic and I just... can’t do it anymore.

With that... there are quite a few people I’d like to thank for many reasons.

@karakurastrawberry- Aw deary, you’ve been with me since the very beginning. Our ship between my Shinji and your Ichigo, though brief, is still something I look fondly on. Even their friendship is something I cherish. I also cherish your friendship as well, even if we went long periods of time without talking, I still see you as a dear friend.

@completelyhypnotic- Another one whose been with me from the very beginning. Much like karakurastrawberry, I treasure the interactions between our Aizen and my Shinji. You’ve been a dear friend and i thank you for it.

@ryusxnka- Caleb Caleb Caleb. I remember when I first met you. I had just joined that Bleach Rp group you helpped run and I was just a newbie. You were so nice and encouraging. Even though we never got many chances to interact, I still enjoyed your presence.

@sadisticperfection/@demens-ingenium - Zeke... one part of the broski trio. My main amigo. You’ve always been supportive and stayed with me through the good and the bad. Our ship between Szayel and Shinji as strange as it was I can’t help but smile when I think about those two. You me and Einar always stuck together, whether it was through the ten million blogs we made or the into the early morning streams of watching anime. I enjoyed every moment of it. I hope to talk to you soon either on skype or through im on here.

@sladetirade/@praktikos-emporos-  Einar... my broski. Everything about Zeke can be applied to you. You’ve stuck with me through it all, you encouraged me when I had doubts about my abilities ( especially when it came to Mitsuko) and I know I said I’d be here when you eventually came back but... I just can’t bring myself to do it anymore. I hope to talk to you on skype when you’ve gotten everything figured out.

@hello-hellhound- I’ve only know you for a short time but I can say I consider you a good friend. Skylars friendship with Bazz is something I didn’t see coming but I appreciate ( honestly the boy needs more friends) and I’m sorry I’ll have to cut things short between them. I’ll never forget it.

@yrkvinn-Another one I’ve only known for a short time but it feels like I’ve known you forever. Our discussions about our boys, the interactions, the hours of plotting and brainstorming aus and scenarios... it was magical, as cheesy as that sounds. I know I haven’t really talked to you much but its kind of a bad habit with me, when I don’t talk to someone for a while... I just kind of revert back to the I don’t want to bother them after so long thing. Either way thank you for everything you’ve done.

There many more of you I could add but this has already gotten long enough. If I didn’t mention you, thank you all from the bottom of my heart for everything you’ve done.

Now will I be deleting my blogs... no. Mainly because I still use the im to talk to my bf and... maybe who knows. Maybe I’ll get a sudden urge to come back... you never know. But if you wish to reach me I’m always lurking on the im or on skype. Just let me know if you want to add me on skype.

Before I leave just know that no matter how bad things may seem, even if it seems the world is against you and nobody cares. Know that I do and love you, even if I don’t say it... your always in my heart.

((So I’ve been away for a good while and once again I apologize for that. We still haven’t gotten around to fixing my pc but I’m planning on trying to test run it now that its had a long break and I’ll try to be on more.

First off i’d like to wish you all a very late merry christmas ( or whatever holiday you happen to have celebrated ) and happy new year. Thank you to those who wished me a happy birthday at the beginning of this month sorry I couldn’t get back to you. 

But I’ve also been contemplating even coming back at all. As much as I love the rp community ( on its good days) and love all the friends I’ve made on here but I have to be blunt, after being gone for so long and coming back on here I literally felt my brain melt from the sheer amount of toxicity this site possesses. As much as I would like to come back and get up to a lot of shenanigans once more I continue to wonder if it’ll be mentally worth it to try anymore with this site. I won’t immediantly decide on this but please know there is a strong chance that I probably may not come back.

If this does turn out to be the case then I’d like to say thank you to those who have made my experience on tumblr and in this community enjoyable and i hope you all have a happy new year and continue to have a good time on here. 

((I hate to make this announcement but I unfortunately won’t be returning to Tumblr any time soon. My pc is currently out of commission (one it won’t stay turned on and the monitor won’t turn on either) and I’m not sure how long it’ll take for me to get it fixed. I currently have no access to any of my icons so I’m kind of stuck in terms of rping.

So heres to hoping this hiatus doesn’t last for long.

the mun's interpretation

♧ Any part of their canon portrayal you dislike?

((Nope, I quite enjoy how much of an unapologetic asshole Bazz is.))

✎ What do you wish the author would reveal/had revealed about your muse?