"Here I was in this beautiful city roaming around seeing the landscapes, enjoying myself not having any thoughts of you living a normal life. Then, all of a sudden you appeared from nowhere,making your way to me. At this time many thoughts ran to my mind. I did not want you to be there. You reached by my side and tried to make small talks and me being the wreck I was tried to make it quick and run from you. I made up an excuse and went away, trying to find a path to escape but alas destiny had other plans. As I was walking I did not know it was the last time I was seeing you. Walking down these beautiful Stone stairs carved by hand, death was awaiting me. I did not want to die that night but I did; trying to escape from you, from your thoughts, from the feelings that was engulfed deep inside of me. Even in the moment of my death I was not able to forgive you but knowing you were happy made me feel like death was the only way for me to be able to find peace. "  ~ LVSH

If I was to be dead at this point, It would probably be a good thing and also a bad thing but yes, if someone was to hit me with a car right now I would not mind it at all. 

It’s been a while now. It seems like I have everything that I need. I should be happy. Isn’t it what this is all about? Having everything you ever wanted or desired? Still I find that I am lacking on something. I am not fully satisfied with my life yet. Why is this so? Happiness seems so close but yet so far away. Maybe one day I will truly be happy, maybe it’s not my time yet...

It’s been long now since I wanted to tell how I felt about you. I know I have no right to, I was late...I did not know how to confess my emotion...I never made you feel mine but just once I want you to know that you were always mine and that if ever I had a chance I would do whatever to take it. 

It’s not chivalry dumb asses, it’s called being fucking polite. 

Who you try to be, what you are showing to me and what you say you are. It’s all a lie. Down there you know it, you’ve messed up. So many faces you have and not one you can profoundly say is the real you. How many lies will go by till you realize that what I wanted from you was the real you. Only the real you.

Time. Time is something great that we people take for granted. Time goes by and never comes back, you are left with memories or whatever figment of imagination your conscious makes. You are not always sure if the images in your mind are real or just a montage of things you saw which mix up with your memories and helps you to have so-called memories. In these times, you wish to cherish the most of the time you’ve passed with your friends...best friends because life is unfair. Friends are like time as friends goes by and never comes back.

Socializing can be fun sometimes. It all depends with whom you socializes. It does not have to be a group of people, It can be only one person. A person that makes you feel like the real you. 

The more the day goes by, I wonder what the purpose of me living my pathetic life is. The more I prone onto myself to find the meaning of life...my meaning of life, I find myself far away from my goal which is still a blur in my mind. I let the day decide of my destiny rather than making my own decisions and my own choices. Being carefree is the only way I know to live life. Hope I find my path soon or life might just leave behind in a trail of dust.

The human brain...such an elaborate piece of technology, if we might refer to it as so. It helps with our daily life making easy to difficult choices. We rely on it more so often that sometimes decisions seems easy to make  but we forget that we are like machines that sometimes we make a decision base on previous experiences that might have gone went well or wrong. We don't always assess what has been done or analyse how our lives are. We just make decisions base on previous encounters. We forget that not all experiences are the same and not all decisions have the same consequences. Are we gifted with the brain for nothing? Why don't we use our logic more so often instead of inciting judgement, hatred and influence before all. 

Things people don't understand... politics is a game. One time, one will be bad mouthing its opponent and then at one time, you can see them together. 

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