31.03.2016
"Here I was in this beautiful city roaming around seeing the landscapes, enjoying myself not having any thoughts of you living a normal life. Then, all of a sudden you appeared from nowhere,making your way to me. At this time many thoughts ran to my mind. I did not want you to be there. You reached by my side and tried to make small talks and me being the wreck I was tried to make it quick and run from you. I made up an excuse and went away, trying to find a path to escape but alas destiny had other plans. As I was walking I did not know it was the last time I was seeing you. Walking down these beautiful Stone stairs carved by hand, death was awaiting me. I did not want to die that night but I did; trying to escape from you, from your thoughts, from the feelings that was engulfed deep inside of me. Even in the moment of my death I was not able to forgive you but knowing you were happy made me feel like death was the only way for me to be able to find peace. " Â ~ LVSH









