we’ll meet again.

including: bradley ‘rooster’ bradshaw, jake ‘hangman’ seresin, robert ‘bob’ floyd, mickey ‘fanboy’ garcia, natasha ‘phoenix’ trace, reuben ‘payback’ fitch, javy ‘cayote’ machado. — drabble, fluff, warning(s): [ i do not own these characters in anyway shape, or form. please note that this is all fiction ]

— bradley ‘rooster’ bradshaw: bradley had your hand interlaced with his since your date had begun barely letting go throughout, only detaching your had to help you with food or to fix a strand of hair when his other hand was occupied; but you didn’t mind even if either of your hands got clammy or sweaty neither of you let go; occasionally switching hands depending on which side he was standing beside you. now you lead him to your door step; hands still together, in a comforting grip. you talk for sometime about future plans and how well the date went. but you don’t mention how he’s been holding your hand for the majority of the day. he eventually gets quiet and you notice that he’s staring and fiddling your hand; you were about to interrupt the silence when bradley brings your hand to his lips, giving a kiss to each of your knuckles. once he’s finished he gives you a charming smile before letting you go on your way inside. not leaving til you’ve entered safely.

. . robert ‘bob’ floyd: robert was rather distant when he walked you to your doorstep, you felt rather disappointed because this was an entirely different man than the one you went on a date on, shy and cute bob who would giggle cutely when you both did something silly and would compliment you every chance he got. you thought maybe he was regretting this date but he was thinking the opposite, he loved the date, he wanted to go on more but now he’s thinking about whether it’s a good idea to kiss you on the first date, he knows that some people don’t like that and he was afraid you would be one of those people. to spare yourself the rejection your turn to open your door but sichengs hand on your arm stops you. robert confesses to you wholeheartedly how much of a good time he had with you and before you can respond he kisses your nose, a puckering sound emits as he kisses you. it’s short and sweet which makes you smile and hug him to return the favor.

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pairing : jeno x fem!reader

genre : humour | strangers to enemies to friends to lovers | socialmedia!au | fake date!au | fluff | angstyish | twitterish

warning : my dry ass humour, curse words, bullying, triangle love, broken family, su!c!d3 jokes

my guide for socmed au

PROFILES

PART 1: why renjun? just why renjun?

PART 2: manifestation

PART 3: lily doesn’t know how to read bios

PART 4: y/n gained pick me-ish energy

PART 5: 1:11 a.m

PART 6: strawberry is better than cherry

6.5: 🍓 n’ 🚬

PART 7: no more basic clothes

7.5: stupid actions

PART 8: we laugh

PART 9: is this the ending of everything?

PART 10: laugh it away

10.5: 5 pages but where is the last one ?

PART 11: useless

PART 12: what’s up with the baseball team

PART 13: met a girl i’d marry with paper rings

13.5: y/n’s lil adventure

PART 14: voices in my head

PART 15: finally with…h?

PART 16: finally with j…?

16.5: finally with j.

PART 17: new victim

PART 18: accident but not us

PART 19: loved?

PART 20: red strawberries

PART 21: the world becomes small because he is in it

PART 22: y/n’s list

PART 23: excuse me..?

PART 24: they’re not working on it!

24.4: wake up..pls

24.5: rewind

PART 25: she isn’t jobless

PART 26: blow your candles

PART 27: it could become real soon

PART 28: plan? destroyed.

28.5: us and everyone else

unfortunately, it’s his

PART 29: face off by Tech N9ne

PART 30: blow your candles

PART 31: i’ve finally became like you

PART 32: bake with me?

PART 33: no, walk with us.

33.5: one impostor

PART 34: birthed!

PART 35: please bring me away

PART 36: it had to be said

PART 37: sun-up!

PART 38: let’s not

PART 39: blindass

PART 40: best player

PART 41: our day

PART 42: us.

PART 43: strawbs only!!

PART 44: we, us

how’s life

EXTRA CHAPTERS

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starring: nct dream

— scenario(s), boyfriend!au, established-relationship!au

on rotation: happiness sung by rex orange county

## mark lee . . . mark isn’t the best at comforting people, especially people of importance so seeing you sitting on the edge of your bed with tears in your eyes when you looked at him, he froze. a plethora of thoughts racing through his mind as he tried to figure out was wrong but most importantly what he could do to make you feel better.

he takes cautious steps towards you and kneels when he gets to his desired spot that is as close to you as possible

“are you alright my love?”

he asks rubbing your arms comfortingly, he doesn’t say much when he’s comforting you, he lets his actions speak for themselves. you nod wiping all your excess tears away. you tell him how much of a bad day you’ve had and mark can help but feel empathetic for you, you’re so important to him and it hurts to see you like this.

the first thing that comes to mind is his guitar, you’ve always told him how comforting is it when he plays so mark jumps to his and grabs his guitar from across the room, he settles himself down and immediately starts playing a song for you hoping it’ll comfort you and it does. :)

## huang renjun . . . like jeno, renjun can read you very easily, especially emotionally he can tell immediately that something is wrong when he goes to pick to you up from you last class of the day so renjun tries his absolute best to get your mind off it while at the same to reassuring you and praising you as you spend your day together.

renjun would go far and wide to make you feel better even going as far to inviting haechan over for a bit just he could tease renjun and make you feel better.

in a more quieter fashion renjun would take you on walks to the park so you could clear your head and even open up to renjun on what had made you so upset, it concerns renjun the most because you get super quiet when your upset. he misses when you talking his ear off about your day but he knows that it’ll subside eventually and he will try his absolute best to help you feel better.

## lee jeno . . . ever since you’ve started dating it had become very easy for jeno to read you, you were like an open book to him. so when you came home without your lovely voice sounding the second you walked through the door jeno knew something was wrong.

jeno doesn’t hesitate to start comforting you, at first it’s none verbal. he just starts hugging you, rubbing your lower back soothingly, his presence alone calms you down. soon he asks what had happened but doesn’t force you to tell him, he doesn’t dare to. then he’s praising you with soft compliments as he pressed kisses on your face, hair or hands. he overall just wants you to feel happy and appreciated since you do so much for him.

## na jaemin . . . the minute you walk inside your shared apartment, he instantly knows somethings wrong, he could just tell. maybe it’s from how much time he’s spent with you but he just knows your upset, so he gives you your space to cool down.

he doesn’t rush into comforting you, even though he’s like to he knows you want your space when your upset. but that doesn’t stop him from glancing at you from time to time to see if you’re alright or if your in another room he’ll slyly peek in to see how you are. ultimately you come to him when your ready and that is when he gives you his undivided attention and all the love and comfort he can give.

physical affection comes easy to jaemin so him comforting you has become a second nature to him, even if it leads to him speaking in a baby voice to you. he bombards you with kisses, cuddles and words of encouragement and reassurance to make sure any negative thoughts you had go away and all you can think about is him.

## lee haechan . . . he reacts instinctively. as soon as he sees you enter his bedroom with a solemn face he’s already on his feet comforting you. it was every evident in your relationship that haechan just wanted you to always be happy and obviously it isn’t foolproof. because sometimes things get to you.

he tries his hardest to always put a smile on your face and that’s exactly what he tries to do to turn your frown upside down. he doesn’t do it from the get go asking how your feeling not it to close proximity to you because the last thing he wants to do it overwhelm you, he could tell how upset you were depending on how you responded to him, if it was none verbal then your very upset but if you replied then you were upset but not to upset to not reply to your boyfriend. so when you didn’t reply he immediately comforted you into a hug before bringing you to his bed so can cuddle <3

he lays atop you while he speaks softly about how strong and lovely you are while drawing soft patterns on your arm, later he tries to make you laugh and it always works to make your mood brighter. he praises you before pressing a sweet kiss to your lips.

## zhong chenle . . . he was very taken aback, because he’s never ever seen you upset. in all his time of knowing you— dating you he’s never seen you quite like this. it was like your personality did a whole 180, from your usually bubbly and loud self you suddenly turn quiet and glum.

chenle didn’t really know what to do but he knew you were upset and he had to do something about not that he had to but wanted to. he couldn’t just have his favorite person walking around with a cloud over their head, he wouldn’t allow it.

so he immediately embraced you, comforting you, telling you comforting words. he even sings you a song to calm your breathing while swaying you side to side. you don’t stay upset for long and chenle is a big help in that, eventually you tell him what had made you upset and he was all ears. no detail wasn’t missed by him— and when it was his turn to speak he immediately comforted you, giving you his advice making you well 10x better <3

## park jisung . . . is concerned from the get go. he had just called you to ask about plans later tonight and by the sound of your voice he knew you were upset— he at first thought it was because of him but as if you could read was he was thinking you had reassured him that you weren’t mad at him but was upset because of people at your school.

when you hung up jisung immediately decides to go see you even if chenle yells at him while he’s running out of his house, he has to go comfort you but the thing was he rarely saw you upset so he didn’t exactly know that comforted you and what made you more upset. but ultimately when you got to you house and you opened the door he immediately engulfed you into a hug. whispering comforting words as he rubbed your back soothingly— soon your frustration turned emotional and jisung will admit he was taken aback to hear your sobs but his too priority was to make you feel better and that’s what he did, he consoled you, made you smile and laugh, he did everything in his power to make you happy again because he cares for you and wants all the best for you.

you stand in front of jaehyun lifting your hands in the air, he quirks his eyebrow his eyes lapping over your face you try and see what you might want.

confused he wraps his arms around your torso leaning in slowly, when he does he feels you shake your head as he moves his to lay on your shoulder, your hair tickling the sides of his face, standing straight with an apparent confused face he tried to figure out that you could possibly want.

“what do you want, babe?” he asks his arms open in desperation.

you simply don’t say anything and continue to reach your hands up into the sky. jaehyun pouts crossing his arms really thinking hard about it... you see his ears turn red as he shuffles closer to you lifting his cotton sweater from your bodice tossing it to your bed, grinning happily you wrap your arms around him, in a tight warm embrace

“you’re so silly.” he mumbles into your shoulder shyly.

you laugh your heart warming at your shy boyfriend.

“guy’s don’t ask you out?” jaemin asks abruptly, interrupting the silence of the study room you reserved to do one thing and one thing only, study– no talking. you made that evident with him the second you stepped into the room. jaemin’s not keen on following rules anyways.

you had no reason in affiliating yourself with the imfamous na jaemin. it was mr.moon bringing you two together, berating the young man about his low grades. bringing you in to hopefully fix that.

jaemin was intrigued by you– he wanted to know more about you. however you may allow.

you scoff at his question. did he think just because you choose to prioritize your studies, you don’t have a love life?

“they do, i just don’t go.” you reply off handedly, eyes never lifting from the text book, wishing the conversation would end there. but the boy in front of you pushes.

jaemin didn’t lie when he said you intrigued him, you have done it again, drawing him in like a siren to a sailor. you were a mystery to him, he wanted to solve it, solve you. leaning onto the table,

hands clasped together resting on his chin, he says “let me change that.”

you smile, amused– he’s persistent but not overwhelming like other guys. you like that. “is that a challenge na?” glancing up at him. his gaze already on you.

he nods, a mischievous glint in his eyes “i’ll give you a reason to stick around on those dates.”

you couldn’t wait.

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pairing: johnny suh x fem!reader. — oneshot, fluff, comfort, husband!johnny, domestic!au, johnny being a sweetie wc: 0.691 now playing: j’s lullaby by denaney

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“when do you think mommy’s gonna be home, hm?” johnny quietly inquires to your puppy, latte. gently patting her back while she lays comfortably on his lap. latte shifts looking up at johnny with raised brows, tilting her head at the sound of your tittle around the house. johnny chuckles scratching behind her ears.

a few hours ago johnny had came back from work. took a small nap, made a small dinner for the two of you, took latte on a walk and finally got ready for bed. during that time he got a message from you telling him you’d be working late due to some complications in some documents that make johnny’s head hurt to even think about. it’s now around midnight and you still haven’t gotten home, there wasn’t any other updates from you after you sent that message with was around seven.

worry bubbles in johnny’s chest as time goes by, it wasn’t out of the ordinary that you came home late, johnny’s gotten so used to sleeping in bed with you that he can’t sleep without you. hence why he’s currently staying up so late, it doesn’t matter how long he has to wait or how tired he feels after work. he wants to be there when you get home. make sure you come home safe and sound. this became a sort of routine between the two of you, though you always tell johnny there’s no need for him to stay up, knowing he has work in the morning– johnny is as stubborn as a bull, you don’t know the exact reason as to why he waits for you to come home. all you know is that he wants to make sure you come home safe and that keeps you content. johnny is also shy to tell you the exact reason so to keep himself from embarrassment he’ll be keeping the real reason to himself.

johnny reads in the lounge, one hand occupied by his book and the other mindlessly petting latte. one of johnny’s favorite ways to pass time while waiting for you. after a while johnny gets bored of his book and moves to the kitchen to make himself a cup of tea, latte following behind him. the loud tapping of her paws resonating throughout your apartment. as he pours hot water into his mug he hears the sound of the door rattling. you’re home. hurriedly johnny dips his tea bag into the mug before plucking latte in his arms before she can get to the door before him– meaning she gets to see you first, not on his watch though. with latte safe in his arms, johnny jogs his way to the main entrance, jumping on his toes like a little child. he’s just excited you’re home.

a beeping noise emits from the door and soon reveals you in your full glory, beautiful as ever. latte yips at your arrival as a wide smile grows on johnny’s face “welcome home.” he welcomes in a gentle tone. the sound of his voice makes you heart warm, a voice you’ve been yearning to hear this whole day.

“stayed up again?” you implore, pulling off your shoes before walking into the threshold. approaching your lover.

“actually i was catching up on my book, ended up losing track of time.” he reasons, watching as you coo at latte before taking her in your arms. johnny’s heart feels full at the sight. you nod at his reason, walking into the kitchen. johnny hasn’t given his welcome home kiss yet, huffing unsatisfied he follows you like latte did to him earlier.

“did you not miss me?” he whines wrapping his arms around your waist, halting your movement. you giggle at his clingy behavior melting as he presses a kiss to your lips. a content sighs leaves him– finally feeling his lips against yours after a long day. latte yips again, johnny pulls away from you, leaning his cheek against the crown of your head. joking about latte ruining the mood.

“you don’t always have to wait up for me, you know.”

“i’d always wait for you my love, you know that.”

“here’s a toast to the girl i love most in the whole world, y/n”

featuring: dreamies (jaemin, chenle, jeno, jaemin) pairing: park jisung x fem!reader — oneshot, fluff, non-idol!verse, boyfriend!au, wc: 1.041 on rotation: by my side by honne

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“so when are you going to show us the infamous y/n?” chenle brings up suddenly interrupting jisungs talks of you mid sentence.

his reaction is the usual when his friends being this up, like he’s frozen in time— mouth hung open with redden cheeks.

“yeah! you drone about her all the time, sung we wanna see the girl who stole your heart!” haechan adds, a light teasing tone coating his last words.

to put it simply as much as the guys love hearing jisung talk his heart out about you, they want to see the person that’s made jisung like a love sick puppy for the last three months. they’re more than ecstatic that he’s found someone of his own.

“i’m sure he’ll introduce us when he’s ready, right sung?” jeno nods at him— reassuringly, making jisung mirror the gesture billions of thoughts going through his mind.

when he’s ready.

“i’m not ready at all!” jisung yelps in despair shoving his face into your pillow which smells of your coconut shampoo.

you’re sat next to him, silently giggling at his distres “you don’t have to rush into introducing me to your friends, when you feel it’s the right time then i would love to meet your friends! who you talk about all the time too.” emphasizing the last part of your sentence because he talks about his friends so much to you like he does talking about you to his friends.

when you first began dating jisung wanted to wait before introducing you to his friends. since he didn’t want to spare the endless teasing he’d have to face.

his silent rule was broken when one day he just started talking about you, words leaving his lips like a waterfall, his initial reaction was somewhat dramatic. slapping his hand over his face before passing out. yeah, the boys were more shocked about him passing out than him having a girlfriend— appropriately so.

when he came to, he didn’t have any recollection of that happened before so the guys silently made a silent truce not to not to tell him what had happened moments before but history repeats itself and jisung found himself doing the same thing. this time the boys were quick to reassure jisung as soon as they saw his face turn red— even haechan, tones down his teasing nature towards the younger.

so from that day jisung had continued his scheduled rants about you that lasted for a good five minutes every-time they hung out, mutually his friends somewhat looked forward to his rants about you, though at times it felt like he was rubbing it in their faces, they’ve never seen jisung like this and it was the most endearing.

you were right, he would introduce when the time is right. which brings you here— you and jisung sitting in his car. you, staring worriedly at your boyfriend who’s repeatedly bumping his head into the steering wheel— which he’s been doing for the past two minutes.

“baby. if you don’t wanna do this today we can reschedule. i’m sure the guys won’t mind”

you voice softly to your lover who stays consistent with his head bumping. you’ve said that phrase at least three times already, rephrasing everytime.

you’ve never seen jisung this nervous. he wasn’t even this nervous when he asked you out. you continue watching jisung for a moment longer all while wincing silently at how tender his skin must feel now so you lay your hand between your lovers forehead and the steering wheel before he could hurt himself more “why are you dating a loser like me y/n?”

you’re immediately are taken aback by his comment, the weight of his head leaning against your hand brings you out of the reverie you didn’t realize you were having.

“loser like you? park jisung you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.” you look at your lover like he’s said the most offensive thing, voice aspirated.

“i know your friends mean so much to you and you want them to like me and you might be scared that they’ll disapprove of me. but i’m pretty sure they know everything about me and just want to put a face on who’s making you so happy, jisung i don’t want you to ever doubt yourself on something so trivial, i hope you realize you’re much more than you think you are! i love you with all my heart park jisung but if you don’t get out of this car right now i’m breaking up with you.”

sentences of words spew out of you eyeing your lover closely awaiting his reaction, your breathing is uneven and your arm feels strained from holding it out for so long “say it again.” jisungs voice is above whisper making it almost impossible to hear him so you ask him to repeat himself, this time he says it louder. you face flushes as you recall the words.

i love you with my whole heart park jisung.

he turns to look at you with doe eye, wide with adoration and a glint of mischief. his cheeks are a sweet pink as he leans closer “say it again.”

your complexion mirrors his as you shy away from the close proximity “don’t get so cocky now park jisung.” his lips tilt in a small smirk.

“you’re cute when you get shy.” he chuckles leaning to kiss your lips, jisungs flipped like a switch, new found confidence in knowing that you love him. the cute moment is ruined though and loud tapping at his window makes you two jump. whipping your heads to the culprit.

there stands chenle in front, a shit-eating grin on his face with jeno and haechan behind him.

“ah! jisung stop making out with your girlfriend and let us meet her~~” your boyfriend lets out an embarrassed whine, opening his door. the boys surround him with glee as they endearingly tease him about you, soon shoving them aside so he can open your door. to which the boys fawn in return, loud ooos as jisung hides his face in the crook of your neck when you’re finally out of the car.

what a great start to the best night of your lives.

featuring: brief mentions of jeno and renjun

pairing: kim doyoung x gn!reader

— repost, oneshot, angst, comfort, domestic!au, established-relationship!au

on rotation: in places we don’t walk by bruno majo

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the argument was a simple misunderstanding.

earlier this morning, you had gone to your local coffee shop with doyoung to pick up some coffee before meeting with jeno and renjun for a nice day out.

there was a new barista and obviously didn’t know you were a regular so when you went to pick up your coffees he had made you linger around the station just to ask some questions about the surrounding area. of course, you didn’t want to come off as rude so you answered the best you could. you didn’t realize you had gotten lost in the conversation.

doyoung had came back from the restroom which he excused himself to when you first entered the cafe— he’d seen you at the pick up station being awfully friendly with the barista there and frankly he didn’t like that one bit. the green monster of envy bubbles in him as he approached you two and excused you from the boy, apologizing for distracting him from doing his job trying to sound the least jealous as possible.

this had led to a petty argument in the car, saying that the employee was new and had asked about the surround area— which is true, but doyoung was to stubborn to take it how it was. he had called you selfish for taking time from his shift just to flirt with him, which had obviously stricken a cord with you because how dare he call you selfish and how could he not believe you? it was uncalled for and childish, you weren’t having it.

the car ride to the shopping center was tense and filled with silence as doyoung gripped the wheel tightly and you looked out the window avoiding any contact with your lover. jeno and renjun could tell something was going on the moment you met up with them, the lack of touch and communication was far from how you two usually were: lovey dovey and never three inches apart. rather than addressing the elephant in the room they tried to distract you both from it. renjun keeping doyoung occupied and jeno doing the same with you. it was weird not having doyoung by your side all the time, he brought you comfort, always knew what you meant or needed never having to explain. it was easy being with him— you couldn’t be mad at him longer than a day though apparently doyoung was feeling very petty this day.

he didn’t apologize until you had gotten home after parting ways with the two young boys, the air had the same tension as it did in the car, neither of you spoke as you took off your shoes and coats or as you got ready for bed, the flat was dead silent all that could be heard was the sound of yours and your lovers breathing and faint footsteps as feet walked around the flat.

now, doyoung sat on his side of the bed. back straight looking down fiddling with his fingers, he knew he was wrong for what he did, he knows that he shouldn’t had called you selfish or wrongly read the interaction you had the with barista he knew he was wrong, wrong, wrong. it just kept spinning in his head as he sat there, he missed your presence during the day out, even if you were only a few feet away from him. he missed your touch, scent, your comforting love— all he wanted to do was wrap his arms around you, apologizing profusely for his wrong doings but his pride won’t let him.

as minutes passed doyoung realized you hadn’t come in for bed. rising from the soft cushion he slowly made his way out of your bedroom to the living-room where the balcony door was slightly ajar bringing a draft into the home. he approached the platform slowly as if he was afraid— it was going to vanish before his eyes if he got to eager, he knew you were there. it was a spot you had frequented when you and doyoung weren’t on good terms. so on the way he had picked up a throw blanket that laid on the couch— because he knew you were never one to bring such a thing when it came to situations like this.

there you were leaning against the railing of the balcony, facing the moon. your lover silently makes his way towards your figure draping the warm cloth over your shoulders, giving you warmth which your thin long sleeve failed to give. the man stood by your side as he watched you fiddle with your hands like he did earlier— a commonality he had picked up from you. his voice is quiet when he apologizes you almost didn’t catch it if he hadn’t been so close, words continued to spill from his mouth as he confessed how he was feeling when he saw you talking with the barista— enjoying yourself, how selfish he was for only wanting to make you happy— wanting to keep that happiness for himself, for only him to experience. his pride long forgotten, when it came to you he was never afraid to share his feelings with you, always telling you when he was upset— what made him upset he was like an open book with you but a small part of him stuck to his prideful-ness not wanting him to let go which is what took him so long to confess his mistakes.

by the time he had finished his apology you had slipped you hand into his your thumb caressing his knuckles, you leaned into his shoulder as he melted into your touch— basking in your presence that he’s been graced with. this was how the two of you made up, you never made verbal acceptances of his apology instead opening up your arms to welcome his touch, which spoke more than your words could convey. doyoung took fondness to your warmth as you both looked out at the moon, pressing small kisses against each other, soft words of affection and forgiveness was let in the air as the pair of lovers became more grateful for each other every step of the way.

he didn’t deserve you but you give him a reason every day.

haechan hates this.

he hates that you're in his bed, mad at him. your back to him in complete silence. he can’t sleep which makes it worse– he doesn’t have someone to answer his redundant questions, to make jokes with or to share his mindless thoughts too because he knows you listen.

today, you drew the line on haechan. he went to far on a joke during dinner and you had enough. you’ve been mad at him ever since, haechan feels horrible for what he did and he apologized many times after it happened but was fruitless when you stayed quiet with him even after getting ready for bed

he didn’t know if you were doing this to spite him or if you were genuinely upset because he could tell the difference, or he thinks he can tell the difference. haechan let’s out a hopeless sigh and shifts in bed for the thirtieth time that night– yes you’ve counted. as much as you couldn’t take the silence, you really wanted haechan to understand what he had done wrong even if he looked like a dejected puppy while doing so. your lover repeats the same actions for another five times and doesn’t seem like he’s gonna put it to rest anytime soon.

“why do you keep sighing, what’s wrong?” your tone is low and curt. it startles haechan, shifting his head to see that you're now facing him. eyes closed with your hands beneath your head. a rush of guilt pulses through haechan as he looks at you with a heavy gaze. you can’t see him but knows what his expression is like: pouted lips with furrowed brows afraid to say a word to you. you’ve never gotten like this towards him, he’s only seen it when you got upset at mark for breaking your favorite vase. now that it’s towards him haechan doesn’t know what to do with himself.

“i c-couldn’t sleep.” he responds in a soft voice, slightly faltering.

“why’s that?” you inquire a sigh leaving your lips, awaiting his reason.

“i can’t sleep with you upset at me.” he mumbles, as if he was embarrassed to tell you. you find it endearing but right now you’re supposed to be mad at him. you flutter your eyes to see haechan inches away from you with the exact expression you had visioned in your head.

“well should’ve thought about that before making that joke.” you mutter changing positions in bed alike to what he’s been doing for the past hour. a dejected expression graces his face as he watches you turn on your back, staring at the ceiling.

“i didn’t mean for it to go that far baby, i really didnt. i’m sorry y/n.” he huffs a bit before turning away from you, a familiar burn in his eyes which he tries to will away by stuffing his face into his pillow all while a thought floats into his head. at the thought he lets out a low whine– caring less if you think he’s acting a fool right now.

“what’s wrong, why are you doing that?” shifting your head to the side to look at him, dark shadows of him only visible against the moonlight, irritation threaded through your brows.

“i really can’t sleep now– you always do this thing where you run your hands through my hair as i lay on you, i’m sorry y/n you must be really upset with me.” his voice is muffled as he explains but you instantly know what he means. using all this energy being upset at haechan makes you really realize how much you miss him. how much you miss his presence, his voice, his touch. maybe he’s forgiven, for now. wordlessly you reach for his arm, willing him to closer to you. though surprised, haechan follows in a heartbeat, placing his head in the crook of your neck, his arms naturally moving around your waist and finally your fingers threading through his hair just like he explained earlier. your lover lets out a sigh of content and he snuggles closer to you.

“just so you know i’m still mad at you.”

“you can be mad at me later. let me enjoy this.”

REP0ST FR0M 0LD BL0G.

starring: nct dream, jung sungchan & osaki shotaro

on rotation : i guess i’m in love by clinton kane

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## mark lee . . . he would usually do this when he felt nervous, if he was holding your hand was in his and he was wearing a ring he would tend to take off the accessory and put it on your fingers, alternating fingers to see which fit the best. it kept his mind occupied from what he was worrying about, or he would be similar to haechan. if he was listening to someone, his hands would be occupied with fitting his rings on your fingers. he’d sometimes occupy the both of your hands to see what his rings would look. it was a mindless habit, you didn’t mind of course. the habit didn’t occur so much that you’d be bothered by it. so on days that you go out he’d definitely have you wear one of his rings before you go out just so he would be able to fiddle with it later.

## huang renjun . . . always draws little doodles for you. ranging from cute little animals to beautiful flowers and scenery. he loves the thought of you having something of him always with you and he thought this was the best idea. he always slip them into your bag or clothes he lets you borrow, he does it every chance he gets but if you ever catch him drawing something for you he’ll deny you from seeing it and asking who it’s for. at first you didn’t notice since the little notes of paper weren’t put in plain sight. but once you found them and your collection of them started to grow, you put them into a little scrap book you keep in your bag— something to remember him by even if he’s not with you. he doesn’t know that you know so he never brings it up but his drawings really make your day better and sometimes you look through them when you having a bad day.

## lee jeno . . . whenever he sees you shivering from the cold, he’ll always manage to put whatever jacket he has on around you. your back presses against his chest. which is the loveliest feeling. if he’s lucky he’ll somehow manage to put your arms into the sleeves along with his, he once tried to zip up the jacket so you’ll look like a lil jack in the sack of a mother kangaroo but the fun bicker and giggles always fail you from doing so. sometimes he’ll playfully scold you for not wearing a jacket or more layers but is nonetheless happy to share with his significant other. this also makes him unconsciously where bigger sized hoodies so he’s always able to fit the both of you, he even will double layer just so he can put the fabric around you, you never brought it up because of how cute and considerate he was being. bonus points if he wears a jacket with inside pockets so you can keep your hands warm.

## lee haechan . . . drawing little patterns on the palm of your hand or your thigh or arm. it’s a mindless habit he had when he was with you, his hand was locked with your until he opened your palm and started drawing shapes. you watched him giggling quietly at the ticklish feeling you had felt in your palm but soon was replaced with adoration as you laid your head on his shoulder. he would mostly do it when he was just listening into a conversation or just didn’t quite know what to do with his hands. sometimes he wouldn’t even realize he was doing it— with how often he does it, it’s like second nature for him. just to rest his hand on your thigh and just start drawing random shapes and words. you’ve gotten over the ticklish feeling and sometimes would even count how many times he would do it or try to figure out what shapes he was making. once he had wrote ‘i love you’ on your thigh and was surprised when you said it back.

## na jaemin . . . he always sends you photos of him— whether it is via instagram or messages he would always send you photos of what he does during the day, he can be lying in bed and just send you a photo of him posed with his rabbit or he could be biking with jeno, he’ll send you a photo. he could literally be doing anything and he’ll always send you something. always. when he sends them at random times or unprovoked. like you’ll might not have a conversation prior and he’ll just send you one— he’ll even send you one if you’re in the same room! so with all these photos he sends you obviously have them all saved to you phone; his photos taking a huge part of your camera roll. but you don’t mind because they’re like the highlight of you day. your favorite ones are ones where he has filters on, weird and cute. you love it all <3

## zhong chenle . . . he didn’t know when he picked up this habit but he always found himself constantly thinking of you when he’s out shopping. while shopping his eyes would fall of a certain item and instantly think of you and feel the impulsive need to buy it, so he does. at first i wasn’t a very big deal, sometimes he would just see something and be like “oh that reminds me of y/n” and buy it— it would just a single item but it slowly became more items and he’d at least leave the shopping mall with three things that reminded him of you, sometimes he’d just spontaneously gift it to you or just keep it. it would depend on the sentimental value like if it was make up you liked he’d gift it but if it was something that reminded him of his first date with you or a memory you shared with him then he’d definitely keep it.

## park jisung . . . your hands always gave him a sense of comfort, so he would always be holding it— no matter what you were doing he’ll always find a way to have your hands intwined with his. he would also constantly compare hand sizes with you, no matter how many times he would do it he was always amazed with how much smaller his hands were compared to yours. he especially does this with your hand under the table his hand laying palm side up on your thigh and yours just place atop his, sometimes he’ll play with them interlacing them but never clasping them together, or play mini hand games with yours while you had your palms together but ultimately his hand would always be clasped to yours.

## osaki shotaro . . . you and shotaro visited the park often during any season. you would always find a day and time to go even if it was just for five minutes, the first time you visited the park together it was the middle of spring. and while walking down the path of the park shotaro saw a cute little daisy on the side of the path and immediately decided you needed to have it. so he stopped walking from your side and picked up the delicate flower, he had noticed you kept walking not noticing he stopped— he didn’t blame you though he knew you loved nature and the scenery. he jogged until he was beside you and put the flower onto your ear, saying you were beautiful the second he put it on. from there it continued he’d find all sorts of flowers and put them onto your ear or in your hand, he even managed to make a flower crown for you without you noticing! shotaro thought you would just throw them away after you parted ways but little did he know you kept them, every single one.

## jung sungchan . . . he always left you voice memos when you weren’t able to talk, like if you were both busy that day he would find time to make a voice memo about how his day went, what he did, any fun stories he had to tell— he would tell you anything and everything in those voice memos. he thought it was a good way to stay connected with you other than video chatting and texting, he also knew you loved his voice so that was a plus :) he would also leave some in the morning or nights encouraging you to have a good day, try your best and not to stress yourself to much. he is also very punctual with his voice memos, he would always send three a day: in the morning, afternoon and night. no matter how busy his day was he always found the time to record for you always ending the memo with “i love you, sweet pea.”

you’ve been staring at the same diagram for the last three minutes. already tired of the whole study date you and mark had came up with— in his words he said it’s killing two birds with one stone. “we can be productive while being in each other’s presence!” you’re sat next to mark on his bedroom floor, both sitting against the side frame of his bed; heavy textbooks in your laps.

he’s very immersed in what he’s reading while you well— as mentioned you’ve already given up on that. craving mark’s attention so you do the second best thing, staring at him. you know how easily flustered mark gets and how it really takes over his mind when he gets all shy and embarrassed so you have no doubt that he’ll give you the attention you want when you catch him off guard. turning your head you focus your new found attention to marks side profile; admiring his soft yet sharp features. this goes on for a minute when you find yourself subconsciously leaning closer towards him now centimeters away from his face. being close enough that you can smell the lingering scent of citrus he wore.

suddenly mark turns to you, faces mere eons apart. the boy let’s out a startled laugh before leaning back creating distance between yourself and him. you look at him with a brow raised while he lets out a breath in disbelief, his hand going up to cover his mouth “were we about to kiss right now?” laughing at his comment your head bows a little before peering back up are your boyfriend “and if we were?” pushing further getting closer to mark who’s now following suit with your actions meeting your lips briefly, giving you a chaste kiss. a little ‘muah’ sound comes from him when your lips touch. he pulls away leaning his forehead against yours “you just wanted my attention didn’t you?” his words are softly spoken the mood changing from rather playful to soft and endearing, letting out a giggle. you nod connecting your lips once again.

starring: huang renjun, lee jeno & lee haechan

— scenario(s), established-relationship!au, domestic!au, angst. this is giving communication issues… in some areas

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## huang renjun . . . he forgets your birthday, he swears he was diligent in remembering and even counting up the days to your special day! but suddenly things go busy and it just had slipped his mind, even you as well almost forgot your own birthday if it wasn't for you friend who reminded you and asked if you had plans for that day.

his work life just got so hectic he forgot it completely, his phone constantly being on do not disturb made it impossible to see the reminder he set for it as well.

on the day of you were somewhat disappointed when you woke— it wasn’t that you were expecting him to do something grand for your birthday you at least expect him to wish you a happy birthday before he was off for work but nothing came, it was the simple morning routine; a kiss and a greeting of good morning before he got ready and dressed.

you mask your disappointment in soft smiles and excuses of drowsiness and you didn’t realize until he left that you were holding back tears, feeling so unseen by the love of your life, you told yourself to calm your water works, it’s not a big deal but you just couldn’t seem to get over it. renjun never missed an occasion and to feel what it’s like to have him miss one was absolutely heart wrenching. you don’t blame him for having such a hectic schedule, you tell yourself but god you never saw him for more than five minutes now a days, you thought that just once the one day he would take it easy and spend it with you. you didn’t want to feel selfish or needy to be in his presence. it just all came down to that you miss him, you miss him so much and you just hope that on your special day he would be with you before he got whisked away by his idol duties again… you just wished.

## lee jeno . . . jeno is usually great at remembering important dates especially if you're involved. he even said himself he rather forget his own birthaday than your anniversary. but you look back on those word just filled with empty promise because he does forget, and you don't blame him.

recently he got a promotion at his job and it was a big one! the position was very competitive and sought out by everyone in the company so naturally jeno was one, he worked day and night to even get recognition for that position– some days he didn’t get a kick of sleep with how driven he was and it all payed off, he got the position! you were elated, letting him know over a facetime call how proud you were of him. though it did impact your relationship a bit, he worked longer hours and essentially didn’t have anytime for his life. yes, he did have his weekends but those were spent resting from a hard weeks work. you didn’t put anything to him. he was doing what he loved and that made you content, though you missed him.

there was a day you were looking forward to however, your four year anniversary was only a mere days away and you couldn’t wait to spend time with him. over the course of the week you tried subtly hinting to your lover that a special day was coming up but he tended to brush it off or your favorite response

“huh? your birthday isn’t here until a few months, silly” gleaming at you with a crescent eyed smile

a slight bitter feeling lies in your stomach for the rest of the day. had he actually forgotten? when the day came it was also on the day of the company party, a party that was a big deal to everyone affiliated with the company so jeno has a sort of obligation to go, you had excused yourself from going with him. telling him you weren’t feeling well to attend– so jeno gave you his best wishes and soft kisses before leaving.

you felt completely fine but your heart was aching. the day you were looking forward to was completely skipped over by your lover, you didn’t blame him, no. you didn’t have the heart to but he had some sort of responsibility to remember too right?

## lee donghyuck (haechan) . . . with finals season in full force at your university it was hard for you and donghyuck to see each other. occasional one calls and face times suffice but it didn’t quite fill the yearning you felt for each other, even donghyuck’s friends reached out to you. complaining about how much he misses you– that made your heart flutter. after a late night study session over discord, haechan had promised to take you out on a date when finals were over. giving you both courage to finish strong.

but as they say, promises are meant to be broken. after finishing the last final of your semester, you sent a message to donghyuck inquiring what the plans were for tonight. which were never responded to, even after going back to your dorm and changing into a new pair of clothes, he still hadn’t responded.

a pout forms on your face, maybe he still was taking his exams so you decided to wait for a few, a few turned into hours and by midnight you were losing patience. grabbing your phone with a huff you pull up his contact and press the telephone icon.

first call he doesn’t answer, second call he doesn’t answer, third call he doesn’t answer. what the hell was he doing? after the fifth call he picks up, clearly didn’t notice who was calling him apparently.

“hello?! can you stop fucking calling me, it’s getting annoying! don’t you have something better to do!? like getting some bitches? piss off!”

he ends the call just like that, leaving no room for you to even get a word in. you were baffled, there were sounds of loud music in the background so you had assumed he was at a party. you got excited for nothing, you looked forward to the date just for it to be fruitless. he obviously had bigger priorities.

one new message! from y/n the love of my life.

go fuck yourself lee donghyuck.