luzdeluna444

Yet again I got it.

I wanted a bag for a long time but I never dare buy it even though I can because it was just too expensive for my comfort. But if I earned it in any way then it would be ok.

I wrote down on my manifestation notebook :

Manifestation Project II

Brand of most amazing backpack in the world.

(#1 was a double rainbow which I also got)

On top of these smaller manifestation projects I've been working on two others :

1. The next job I want

2. Our dream home to buy at biking distance from that job

For the bag, a colleague offered to pay me for a family portrait, which I haven't done in a long time. I usually charge very little per head since it does not cost me time. So I charged her the usual which added up to almost the amount I needed for the bag (plus another friend paid me the rest for a logo)

I delivered the drawing by the time I promised which is the time I also wrote for acquiring the bag. She paid earlier than expected, I ordered the bag right away and 10 minutes later I get a call which I was about not to answer since I had an appointment in 10 minutes. But I did and I got the job I wanted!

After this event I decided to go big and for my Manifestation Project number four (#3 is a WIP) our dream home since now it is certain I got the job. And just for the fun of it, I set the time for before I start which is in 3 months. 🤐

I feel so elevated, amazingly happy and inspired every time I work on my manifestations and desires even if 30 minutes a day, is like, life is sparkling endlessly. As if I live inside a hot air balloon and I can see the stars every night.

for everything I have,

everything I’ve accomplished,

and the happiness

I am.

Hi,

I hope all is going well. I wanted to talk to you but I think a letter will be easier for me. I want to thank you for inspiring me and being a confirmation that I was on the right path to manifesting my dreams. I found a house, a house which called my soul. But this house was over a million euros. It came and went from the market. The day I spoke to you and said goodbye, I checked and it was back. I took it as a sign and kept on going. Visions and dreams increasing as I saw it unfold into our lives.

Well... god willing... I won 5 million euros. Part of it is for the house and our lives, part for my parents and I wanted to thank you for being such an angel. How much do you need for your school? I know you just moved, but, take your time to process. I know if I give it to you you will see it through and live a happy life giving to those children, the way my mom always wanted. This is my way of helping her with her own dream. Check with lawyers and financial advisers, let me know if they also ask you fees. But let me sponsor it. I have no idea how much will it be, but I know it will be a good start whatever it is. 100? 200? (thousands), let me know. Because of you I did not give up and I want to return that to you.

Love,

She entered their castle during the spirit walk. She found 3 scrolls with messages from the old owners. One was discarded, the other two would serve their purpose. She does not know the content of these messages yet. But they feel like blessings. While the other one was not. 

She looked up as she entered with her family, the ceiling held words, words which dissipated as well. She the wrote her own, loud and clear, “this house is mine”.

And she made it. To his disbelief, she conquered and made the impossible possible, as she always does. She dared to dream big as big as she hasn’t done before. Believing always in her gift. She drew it and drew it everyday. Their home waited and waited, it came and went. And one magical day, surrounded by magical people, it was back again, against the midnight magic train. It materialized and it was there saying, “don’t give up on me, I am waiting for you all.”

And she went back.

And she dreamed a little more, but not too long. After a few nights it was hers, it was there, it was theirs. Her children would see better days. She has her art space to create dreams. Her children space to grow, explore and discover their own powers within. And he was ever so proud, living the life he never dared to dream.

Though she will never be queen of a world she imagined, she will be crowned as the queen of a seat. A seat made for her. A seat made of her dreams. All she has to do is reach. Reach she did. Reached.

The tides are turning and the wind is blowing in her favor. The life she imagined is coming to terms. She will do her best and shine with all her light. As she shines, so do them. As they shine, so does the world. And queen of secrets she becomes, a queen of a seat, shining secretly, quietly, to all of those who dare to reach.

He sleeps soundly now. His little body is going through big changes and requires lots of comforts, understanding, and above all, love. They love their little castle by the lavender fields. His little chamber becomes brighter and more 'him'. His safe place, his home, his own. But more than a little chamber, she wants to give him a castle. Not a borrowed one like this. But their own safe haven, their own kingdom to call home and grow the many flowers she wants to grow.

They search for that perfect place, in harmony with light. Where the breeze is fresh and the nights are calm. Where the birds are heard singing in the morning sun.Where the showers bring about a refreshing joy of wet soil and life. She misses that. It is the reason she loves escaping to the countryside with them. The smell, the feeling she once knew once upon a time. A feeling of freedom and happiness once gone by. This is possible again. She can share it with them now. With him and his little feet. Those little feet which will get to meet the mud and dance under the rain.

They do not know yet the name of such a place. But they know it exists. It is there, waiting for them, at the everywhere. Surrounded by trees, glorious in summer, elegant under the winter snow, mysterious and enchanting with falling leaves. On the horizon, you hear a train go, as yes, the everlasting freedom of going wherever you chose to go, will always be theirs. The castle has many bedrooms, enough to share. It has a wonderful kitchen, polished in white, both from color and natural light, and it is always a joy to prepare the big family meals together. Many visit and pay their respect, wishing them happiness and glory in their new kingdom. There is a garden where everyone gathers. Smoke fills the air with aromatic spices from across the lands. Everyone sings, everyone dance, everyone dreams and dare to live with joint hands.

This is her gift, to them, for her miracles, a miracle. A life of their own, to cherish, of her own creation, for everyone.

So she did.

So as her wallpaper says. So it has always been.

"I can’t read her future, she will be able to do anything she sets her mind to.”

The words of an old forgotten friend of her mother echoed through all her life. She wonders if that woman even remembers saying them. Or if she ever realized the kind of impact and permanent-ship it had in that 13 year old girl. She wonders if she is even alive. How many people did she help the way those words helped her? She would never know. 

What she did know and always have known is that her life is that of miracles. Since the beginning of her own time in this dream, the truth have always been apparent. Her knowledge always present, that life is but a beautiful dream where she is able to dream away whatever reality she pleased.

Her position as staff of the castle awaits. It is close. She can feel it. Her life is filled with beauty, each day a bit more. So much, she sometimes wonders if it will ever overflow. But she knows it won’t. Ever. For life is infinite. Such as her soul.

A little soul joined this dream, and with him, the dream became more beautiful. And the flowers keep blooming. And beautiful souls keep emerging into our shared dream. She is creating this reality the way she wants, surprises included. Wouldn’t it be boring otherwise?