fuck with myself ✨

the scariest part about getting better is not knowing who you’ll be afterward. looking in the mirror and not knowing who you are without your sadness. the scars are still there, but the pain has faded and you don’t laugh at the same things anymore. it’s like getting a second chance at life, but you’re in the same body you’ve always hated. getting better is scary, and i think that’s why it’s taking me so long.

In order to make a relationship last, you really have to flow with a person as they change. Give them space. My friend always told me about his grandfather who was with his wife for 60 years before she passed. His grandfather said that through all that time, his wife changed so much it felt like he had been with 8 different people by the end. But he said the secret to making it last was that through all those changes, he never suffocated his wife with his own idea of who he expected her to be. Rather he loved, fully, every new woman she became.

i overthink, overlove, overfeel and overstress

BEDTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING: YES IT’S TIME.TO GET UNCONSCIOUS