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Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.

Opia: The ambiguous intensity of Looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.

Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.

Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.

Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.

Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.

Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.

Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.

Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.

Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.

Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.

Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening

Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.

Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.

Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.

Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.

Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.

Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.

Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.

Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.

Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.

Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.

Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.

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Savored my week-long break before spring semester with coffee dates, a trip to disneyland, and some great friends. Here’s to a productive and healthy semester!

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She’s Got You High- Mumm-ra

journal series: I can’t tell you how grateful I am that this quarter is over! this was by far the busiest and most stressful quarter at uni I’ve ever experienced so I’m happy to say that after all the work, I’m finally back to doing what I love- making art, relaxing, journaling, and just taking time to take care of myself.

I’ve been making so much art lately and I really just feel so happy to be in a position where I have the time to be creative; here’s a little piece I made for my journal! I’ve also decided to make my art hobby a little business, since as yall know I lost my job to the pandemic earlier this year. if you want to support my art or even commission me for personalized collage piece, you can find all that info on my art instagram! my commissions are open and I’ve been having so much fun making stuff for people. I appreciate all your love and support, as always :)

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