vedic astrology

Nothing is as it seems, really. It's a beautiful world, but beauty is cruel. This world is cruel. Beauty requires strong people. You have to do everything for her. You have to lie for money. You have to eat people. How do you get a woman? Become the strongest. How do you get your self-worth back? thinking only of yourself. How do you get money? Stealing.

Venus is required if you are dealing with occult. If you have planets in the 8th house, you should strengthen your 2nd house. You have to make money. You have to take care of yourself. There is no other way. No one will save you. We are all alone. This world is horrifying.

Let down. All the lies in the world. Mars/1st housers. Bad people. You will not be able to see 8th house from 1st house (ego,persona). I realized that people with 1st house placements or mars dominants dont see 8th housers/plutonians. They ignore them because they are captured by the persona. They think world is a beautiful place. They dont see 8th house. They don't see all these traumas, cruelty.

I feel like a trash. No humanity or mercy. prededors. You should gain power. You have to survive somehow. Bad sides of this world. Dont have anyone to protect you. You are lonely. No hope. Only way is being death. Despair. You dont have hope because you are powerless. There is nothing else to do. Lacking self worth. Meeting monsters.

Did you know that other planets have taken parts from Pluto that's why he is so little. Just like how people take things from 8th housers. They are victims, no one really cares about them. They have been left behind. Let down. Used. Been buried.

It is the farthest planet from the Sun. Actually it's not even a planet anymore. I dot want to be optimistic and say "my phoenix it is okay you will transform yourself like a butterfly." Yes you can do that but at the same time you will lost a lot of time. You won't have any power. You have to deal with the pain. It is going to be really hard. In fact I bet its really hard.

It is 12th from the 9th house. The 12th house is what we lost. We lost the 9th house. 8th house is luck, God, mercy. We lost those things. We are the people whom God has let down. We have to make our own way. You have to heal your traumas. Do journaling, meditate, go to therapy.

Transit pluto conjunct your 1st house is going to turn your life upside down and not just pluto coming to your first house but also transit pluto making conjunction to your 1st house ruler. There will be same theme.

Pluto is going to show you all the messy things happening in your life. All the things you should change. slowly slowly. You are going to learn so many things about yourself. I highly recommend journaling and meditation. Dont keep your emotions inside. It won't go well.

Pluto is hard to deal. It literally means death. It can also mean that the old is dying/dead. Like becoming a butterfly, you can be a butterfly with the help of pluto or plutonic person. Pluto is power imbalance, trauma, victim but also occult, psychology. To transform yourself you should search for these things.

Pluto is going to change your life by changing you so you should do the hard work or get to know yourself. When we looking what psychiatrists say they are talking about emotional processing and processes trauma. what is this means? It simply means you should download an emotion chart. You can search for it on Google and then take a paper and write down everything happened/happening to you and how it felt. This is how you transform yourself. This is what they do in therapy.