#pluto conjunct ascendant

pluto conjunct the ascendant/pluto in 1st house

"I never walk about after dark It's my point of view 'Cause someone could break your neck Coming up behind you Always coming and you'd never have a clue I never look behind all the time I will wait forever Always looking straight Thinking, counting all the hours you wait

See you on a dark night"

Oblivion - Grimes

To be precise My Pluto is 1 degree above the ascendant, so it's technically in the 12th house if you use the quadrant house system like me.

-Feeling threatened and you tend to experience life intensely, feeling as if you are surviving as opposed to living. As you grow you start to view everyone around you as being either a prey or a predator and in extreme case may feel like you're being targetted which makes you constantly worry about any potential danger in situations. Being a Sagittarius Rising myself, it's not always the case though, since I manage to view life through a positive lens often, but there is always this hypervigilant side that comes up.

-You experience the worst side of people, even from those who are considered nice and have a good reputation in society, they fool everyone but they don't fool you, somehow they feel comfortable showing their shadow to you that they've always successfully hidden from everyone else.

-I've read a lot of description of this placement mentioning how Pluto on the Ascendant people are so intimidating and sexy or what not. That's not me at all, I don't see it. I do however turn eyes, not because I am intimidating, it's rather because I look sort of different and quirky, (I have a stellium in Aquarius and multiple aspects to Uranus) So people stare at you for long but not necessarily because you scare them, it's because you're too (something) in my case, too bizarre.

-The most superficial description about this placement is about the eyes being intense and hypnotizing or something. I don't think I can speak for everyone who have this aspect, but I've been told I have pretty eyes. I am a man in my late 20s and have a feminine face and sometimes people question my gender and sexuality because of it and attract creepy men as a result.

Normalize NOT giving people reactions when you can clearly see they’re trying to get one out of you. Even if it hurts (because most times it’s those closest to you), keep your control at all time and rationalize the situation. Once you’ve gained an understanding on why that person is trying so hard to trigger you, you’re now one step ahead 💡. You now hold the power of knowing their intentions, and their insecurity (remember ppl who purposely try to trigger are often triggered by you😉). This is how you gain emotional control over yourself, the other person and the situation. You can now transmute the energy being thrown at you, and turn it into your very own personal power by manifesting an even more consuming presence. But It doesn’t even have to be that you can manifest anything you desire. One of my gurus made a video on how she manifested money from a situation down below 👇

for reasons i still don't understand but am always pleasantly surprised about, my last post on pluto did numbers here on tumblr.com. here i am about four years later with a LOT MORE SHIT TO SAY, so buckle up buttercups.

i have pluto conjunct my ascendant by less than a degree and my sun and moon opposite it. my last rant here was on the topic of the weird reputation pluto gets on this site for being a "sexy" planet, and i think in the last few years i've started to understand more about this notion. i want to go into my experience with pluto with you all to see if i can get to the bottom of where this stereotype comes from. heads up for certified Long Ass Post

CW: eating disorders, PTSD, alcoholism

Transit pluto conjunct your 1st house is going to turn your life upside down and not just pluto coming to your first house but also transit pluto making conjunction to your 1st house ruler. There will be same theme.

Pluto is going to show you all the messy things happening in your life. All the things you should change. slowly slowly. You are going to learn so many things about yourself. I highly recommend journaling and meditation. Dont keep your emotions inside. It won't go well.

Pluto is hard to deal. It literally means death. It can also mean that the old is dying/dead. Like becoming a butterfly, you can be a butterfly with the help of pluto or plutonic person. Pluto is power imbalance, trauma, victim but also occult, psychology. To transform yourself you should search for these things.

Pluto is going to change your life by changing you so you should do the hard work or get to know yourself. When we looking what psychiatrists say they are talking about emotional processing and processes trauma. what is this means? It simply means you should download an emotion chart. You can search for it on Google and then take a paper and write down everything happened/happening to you and how it felt. This is how you transform yourself. This is what they do in therapy.

Here are some astrological placements or aspects that I think may make someone appear mean or unapproachable, even if they are in fact nice! Scorpio Rising People with Scorpio ascendants are frequently perceived as intense or intimidating. They may have piercing eyes and a serious demeanor that could be misinterpreted as hostile.

Saturn in the 1st House A Saturn in the first house can give a person a serious or stern look. Even if they are kindhearted, they may appear strict or cold. Mars in the 1st House Mars in the first house can make a person appear assertive, aggressive, or too direct. This placement may make a person appear confrontational or intimidating. Capricorn Sun, Moon or Rising Capricorn energy is often serious and disciplined, which can be interpreted as aloofness or unfriendliness.

Mercury in Scorpio or Capricorn Communication styles associated with these signs may be perceived as harsh, serious, or intense. They may come across as critical or harsh, even if that is not their intention. Pluto Conjunct Ascendant This aspect can make a person appear powerful and intense. They might have a magnetic but intimidating presence. Saturn Conjunct Sun or Moon This aspect can give a person a serious or solemn demeanor. They may appear distant or unapproachable because they come across as mature or responsible. Mars Square/Opposition Ascendant This can make a person's energy appear aggressive or confrontational, which can be unsettling to others.