A realization
i have realized that many of my actions may seam kiddish to some,
the way i type or spell,
the way i over fixat
or maybe they seem annoying
like how i allow apologize for everything
how i am always asking if i upset them
how i doze off at times
or how i don't always get what is said right away.
sometimes its hard to know im grown up now
its hard to accept how i act isn't seen as "normal" by some standards.
how i get excited over kid thing sometimes
how the things i like "don't match me"
and how i present myself can change how over see me.
its hard to be aware of things i was once oblivious to.
its hard to grow up as someone with disabilities,
But
I'm not done growing..
i'm still learning
i'm still improving
Even now as I look back I know past me wouldn't have made it here today.
so who ever may fall upon this
you are still growing
you are still learning
you are still improving
even when you feel like you aren't
