VENT
I really needed to get this out..
I genuinely dont know how long i can do this anymore.
Its getting bad... my parents wont take the time to understand, they think I had a perfect childhood due to how well behaved and quiet I always was, how I always stayed cheerful, but in reality I felt neglected. Literally everyone ignored me or called me weak for crying, got mad when I showed any hints of being upset to the point I forced myself to ignore them and act happy.
Today made it worse..
My little brother literally told my stepmother and dad to their face that he hates me and wants me gone, that he cant stand when im around.
Now all i can think about is how annoying i am, how i always seem to bother people instead of make their days better like how they make mine better.
I dont know if I can do it much longer. I want to just be happy but it seems to be getting so so much harder.
Im just being dramatic though. Other people have it worse than I do.
