Before reading please note that I wrote this to feel better no one has to deal with pain alone, trust someone will be there even if you don’t see it
CW: Suicide, depression, hopelessness, emotional abuse
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I wish I could escape this hell
There’s no reason for living
I want to go to sleep and never wake up
Go to a land that’s peaceful
Where I don’t have to question my life
Where one day of pain and suffering is peaceful after
Not filled with more agony than one can take
I want to go away where no one can see
A world that’s only for me
Where I’m not pushed into corners
That’s why you all get to hear this
I didn’t need all the shit y’all gave me
But how hard was it to understand I needed help
I wanted to die every day
I wanted to end the shit I had to go through
I was tired of the same “everyone has those days”
I needed you but no one listen
Why could I find comfort in people I never met than my own family
This wasn’t a play and the stage wasn’t set
I just wanted to be happy
Was that too much to ask?
Even after death do you even listen?
Was everything I wanted ignored too?
But I guess I’ve already lived it
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