luduckism

don't get me wrong, i AM driven by love. i just don't think my love has a legal license

epiphany: i think a lot of my worldview is informed by me being a small scared prey animal of some sort actually. a) people are like horrifically bad at knowing how to approach skittish animals and b) i tend to speak like i assume everyone else also feels like a small animal. this makes me very condescending

freak my stupid banana life it is so hard to want to be the little spoon when i have Altered Perception of Reality and Irrational Disgust Reaction Towards Other People

need to defeat the otherness by being hashtag relatable

i really like curling up sitting on curbs

larping as a normal, existing person with my life on the line

i think my entire personality is a fawn response

if i was some kind of animal under scientific observation for stress related behaviors the researchers would love me

yuri between a girl with anxious attachment issues and [Revue Starlight Related Punchline Here]

out of body experience where i point at myself and go "you can really see they genuinely think they deserve to live"

one hit k.o. : smiley character with unsettling amount of suicide related imagery and symbolism that is not acknowledged by the actual storyline

i hope the way i cringe into myself like a terrified dog is endearing to the masses