I had a bit of an irresponsible night not too bad or anything, I didn't stay up all night, but I've been ghosting my friends and self isolating and I had a dream I was working in construction or something? Idk I was like brick laying in a basement or something and I was drinking while I worked and my childhood best friend showed up and they smelled it and looked straight at me and said is that...? LUCY! What are you doing?? and oh my god it was such a weird dream, I kept telling them to go away, this childhood best friend irl ended up telling me they were tired of me and I SHOULD kms later on so we weren't friends after high school obviously, but it was weird, seeing them in the dream, I felt little again, even though when I was little no one really even cared then either, so I felt little in a way that I felt vulnerable and exposed and idk