send this to your ex with no context

Im gonna call this one pha thats literally 5 minutes away and see if anything is available

Like the stress of being poor is getting to be too much, its not only stressing me out but its impacting my relationship with my baby significantly.

Now that ive decided to do this, it feels like a huge weight has been lifted bc moving to this apartment was honestly a bandaid solution. I might look into some waitlists nearby in Indiana too tbh. I know this isnt an instant fix but its one of my nuclear options tbh

Like my last ditch options were:

1. Get section 8 literally anywhere i csn in the state

2. Join a single mother work cult (ik they exist) and pretend to be christian

3. Go home and live with my daddy

Like going home is the best option by far but costs a lot and rachel isnt there and theres no way to see rachel plus if my ex wanted to he could file kidnapping charges. I doubt he would tho

But yeah it feels a lot better to have decided to really go thru with this bc it feels like ive exhausted all my sustainable options

I'll apply to emergency funding when it's available to me, but honestly if it takes just a few financial setbacks to not afford rent then i rly just gotta bite the bullet and leave w my baby for a lil while.

the prepuce (aka foreskin)