IG:LUCYDRIPS

Fuck yes!!!

I got invited out to Ojo’s locos and Red River and my first thought 💭 was “Yes” but here I am in my car an hour later alone listening to music and avoiding people because what’s the point?

What’s the point in going out to only have men try to talk to me as if I give a shit about getting to know them? Or go out with my “friends” to only wish to be alone or in bed? 🛌

I cut off clubs

I cut off people

I cut off old habits

Shit I just been so focused on myself lately it’s crazy

I accomplished some goals within a fucking month or should I say weeks I couldn’t be more proud of myself, since I have been out, I was wildin' out the first two months desperately looking for things in others when I had it in me the whole time.

No one is going to love me as much as I love myself unless it’s God

I don’t have time to waste on people that don’t give me time as much as I give to them, I’m not going out of my way for those that don’t care and I’m sure as hell NOT handing out my loyalty towards people that don’t deserve it.