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One sentence sums her up: she was the sort of woman who burned up life (leaving behind no papers, no traces).
Annie Ernaux, from I Remain in Darkness (via wishbzne)

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Love's been killing me, but I willingly go You're kidding me, why keep leading me on? Keep killing me, won't stop stealing my heart Keep killing me, won't stop bleeding my soul You know I go the distance, the path of least resistance.
Β β FOUND FAMILY SERIES: AVS, THE TRIED AND TRUE.
Β Β Β βYou know that saying?β The brunette inquired with a sudden burst of energy. Settling herself deeper into the couch of her therapistβs office. βThe one thatβs like, weβre all made of stardust or something?β Lucky continued, barely waiting for a response before sheβs slipping into her next thought.Β βI feel like Avery and I were made from the same star.β Or at the very least stars that were right next to each other. Nothing else explained how similar their souls were. Lucky would have outright called the blonde her twin if it werenβt for the fact that she had already been born with one.Β βAveryβs been in my life since before I knew how to string words together in a sentence.β
Β Β Β Β Their motherβs had met in a mommy and me class and the rest? It had been lost to history. Honestly, there were just as many photos of Avery in the Novak family photo album as there were of Lucille and Lydia. She had practically grown up beside them, until she hadnβt.Β βI think losing contact with her so shortly after my sister was taken effected me just as much as anything else during that time. It was like...I lost both my best friends at once.β For a long time afterward the only companionship in Luckyβs had come from her infant brother.Β βI guess what Iβm saying is that I owe the universe one for bringing us back together. I didnβt know how badly I was craving to be understood until she came along.β
featuring: @averybeaufort
Β Β Β β FOUND FAMILY SERIES: RONNIE, THE ANCHOR.
Β Β Β βI met Ronnie as a freshman,β Lucky begins, a smile already tugging on her the edge of her lips. Hazel hues ablaze with the kind of mischief only Veronica Conrad could inspire within her.Β βShe was a sophomore and we had gym together. Iβm pretty sure she couldnβt stand me when we first met.β Then again Ronnie had a tendency to dislike most people upon introduction. They were different in that way. Lucky allowed anyone into her life without so much as a second thought but Ronnie? There werenβt many people she let in.Β βI wore her down eventually though.β In fact, Veronica remained one of the few individuals who entered Luckyβs life during high school that she still knew and spoke to daily.Β
Β Β Granted, they lived together but even before then they kept in regular contact. She was more than a friend to the actress, she was a sister. Or as close to one as Lucky ever got to experience since the loss of her own. βShe keeps me grounded,β comes her next confession.Β βSometimes Iβm too happy go lucky for my own good. My rose-tinted glasses make me see the good in everyone but Ronnie can spot bad intentions from a mile away. Rapunzel had a tower to protect her heart but I have Veronica Conrad. Iβm not sure Iβd still be here without her. Sheβs saved me from myself more times than I can count. Iβm not sure how Iβll ever be able to repay her.β
featuring: @vconrxdβ
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Who: anyone! @catalinastarterβ
Where & When:Β Bootleggerβs Pub, Early Evening, 05/08
Javier was waiting to hear from Esmeralda or Nadia, wondering what they were doing, how Esme was doing at the office, just how Nadia was in general. It had been some time since they had gotten together, what with the move onto the island, but things had finally settled down once more. Javi found himself at the pub in Lafayette, Bootleggerβs, swirling a scotch around in its tumbler.
He glanced up when someone tapped him on the shoulder and smiled, shaking his head.Β βNo, please sit! I am just waiting to hear from my wife and sister. It is no bother.β
Β Β Β Her brother was a nuisance. A persistent little shit who spent the better half of the day hounding Lucille to make some time for him only to cancel on her last minute. Car trouble, heβd texted as is there werenβt a million different ride shares applications just a tap away. Still, in no mood to trek home after she had already put so much effort into getting ready Lucky chose to grab a drink or two before retrieving for the evening.Β
Β Β As expected for a Friday night Bootleggers was packed to the brim, leaving the brunette not much choice for places to sit. She barely taps the shoulder of the stranger in front of her before heβs responding to her unasked question. Peach painted lips curl upward to return his smile with one of her own, slender frame slipping into the stool beside the older male.Β βYouβre a lifesaver,β Lucky response as she patiently waited for the busy bartender to notice her.Β βIt was between sitting next to you or that guy in the corner and just between the two of us, he definitely gives off creep vibes.β

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It has been said that a virtue is a mean between two extremes. However, this mean is difficult to accomplish because no one is perfect, especially not our muses β show us their bad side. Bold the extreme of each virtue your muse is more prone to. Take in even the slightest preference or tendency. Bonus: put a * after each pair of traits that has changed sides during their life. Feel free to tell about it in the tags as well.
POLITENESS: Β Β Β Β untruthfulness Β vs Β rudenessΒ FIDELITY: Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β obstinacy Β vs Β fickleness WISDOM: Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β guile Β vs Β folly TEMPERANCE: Β Β Β Β abstinence Β vs Β dissipation COURAGE: Β Β Β Β Β Β Β recklessness Β vs Β cowardice JUSTICE: Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β vindictiveness Β vs Β indifferenceΒ * GENEROSITY:Β Β Β Β Β Β wastefulness Β vs Β stinginess COMPASSION:Β Β Β Β segregation Β vs Β cruelty Β MERCY:Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β apologism Β vs Β hatredΒ * GRATITUDE:Β Β Β Β Β Β Β complacency Β vs Β nostalgia HUMILITY: Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β weakness Β vs Β egotism SIMPLICITY:Β Β Β Β Β Β Β simplism Β vs magniloquence TOLERANCE:Β Β Β Β Β Β negligence Β vs Β bigotryΒ PURE:Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β naivety Β vs Β corruptness GENTLENESS:Β Β Β Β Β Β passivity Β vsΒ irascibilityΒ CANDOR:Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β exhibitionism Β vs Β insincerity HUMOUR: Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β buffoonery Β vs Β boorishness
OCCUPANTS OF APARTMENT D16: @beatrizhartleyββ & @vconrxd
oblivion-crackshipsβ:
βBeing healthy is something I learned from a very young age. Looking after yourself on the inside helps with your energy, makes your skin glow, and changes your whole outlook on life.β
Β Β Β β NOVAK FAMILY TREE: ALWAYSΒ ROOM FOR MORE
Β Β Β When your fatherβs been married six times to five different women, you tend to have a rather large family unit. Some years Lucille simply doesnβt have enough fingers to count all of the siblings in her life and other years it dwindles down to fitting on a single hand. Most may have been overwhelmed by the constant fluctuating of family members but truth be told Lucky finds joy amongst the chaos. After her sister disappeared and the divorce of her parents there were a few years where her lively home had become nothing but an empty shell. The only inhabits where Lucky, her workaholic father, and her impressionable young brother. Those days the closest thing she had to family were the staff in charge of keeping the Novak beachside home running. Nowadays her father finally seems like a father again, even if heβs still a workaholic and while she may not always be a fan of the women he brings into their life sheβll always be thankful for more people to call family.
SKEET ULRICHΒ starring as Samuel James Novak,Β fiftyβ5, music industry exec.
FAMKE JANSSEN starring as Lorraine Marie Jacobs, fiftyβ5, playwright.
PENN BADGLEY starring as Roman Novak, thirtyβ3, unemployedΒ β half sibling.
EMRARTAΒ starring as Lydia Novak, Β twentyβ8, missingΒ β twin sister.
PHOEBE TONKIN starring as Lucille Novak, twentyβ8, model/actress.
TIMOTHEE CHALAMET starring as Miles Novak, twentyβ4, intern β fullΒ sibling.
BAILEE MADISON starring as Sienna Novak, twentyβ0, collegeΒ student β half sibling.
AUGUST MATUROΒ starring as AustinΒ Novak, eleven, middle schoolerΒ β half sibling.
OCEAN MATURO starring as Oliver Novak, seven, 2nd graderΒ β half sibling.
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Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β β AND WHAT ABOUT ME, MOM? Β Β WHAT ABOUT THE DAUGHTER WHO'SΒ STILL HERE? Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β LYDIA WAS TAKEN BUT YOU? YOU LEFT. β
bold which habits your muse has
justanotherrpmemeβ:
nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | chewing the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | oversleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking | putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back or their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders
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Location: Ventura Coffee Roasting Co.
Time: Around 2pm
For: @catalinastarterβ
Scraps of eraser rubbings and pencil shavings surround the thin piece of paper covered with notes written in messy handwriting that only he could read. The Russian-English dictionary by his side, just in case he needs it. He often finds himself in this position, overloaded with work because he decided to procrastinate during the month and now the deadline is a few days away. However, this was not a time to question his life choices, and he also knows that he can only work under pressure when adrenaline kicks in and sends his mind into overdrive. Itβs not ideal, but it works. Who was he to question this foolproof method?
The coffee shop is not the best place to work on this. Itβs too crowded, boisterous and full of distractions but since he has to work in an hour, he has no choice but to stay here and advance as much as he can. His earphones can barely muffle some of the noise but at least he was lucky enough to get a table for his own.
Out of the corner of his eye, he sees someone approaching. Please donβt, please donβt. He thinks to himself but his inward pleads are ignored. He lets out a barely audible sigh before he picks up his backpack and places it in the seat next to him. βSorry, this one is taken,β he bluntly lies without lifting his gaze from the sheet of paper. He knows that the place was full but he was that kind of jerk that hates when someone sits next to him, especially when heβs in the middle of something else.
Β Β Β Personal space was a term that didnβt seem to be in the vocabulary of the man behind her in line. In an attempt to be nice Lucille had decided to engage with his small talk under the belief that it would be over once she received her drink but he seemed determined to trail behind her wherever she went. She couldnβt tell whether he knew she was aware of his presence behind her or not but the last thing she wanted to do was lead him back to her car. Especially since Lucky hadnβt bothered to park anywhere near civilization in an attempt to get some extra steps in. With thoughts of escape on her mind the brunette chooses to weave toward the outside seating area in an attempt to find a kind stranger to seek solace in.Β
Β Β Β Luckily enough, however, she happens to spot a familiar face. Axel hardly looked up for the sudden company but her survival trumped whatever annoyance she may inflict upon the clearly preoccupied student.Β βOh, youβre so funny Ax.β The actress counters with a believably laugh, casually swiping his backpack off the seat he planted to slip into herself.Β
Β Β βAre you being pissy cause Iβm late? Itβs not my fault this time I swear! This guy inside distracted me with small talk and I couldnβt get away.β She didnβt dare to glance behind her to see whether her unwanted follower seemed to buying her performance. Her attention remaining solely on the younger male beside her as if heβd someone be able to detect the unnatural tone in her voice and piece together the story being portrayed to him in between the lines.Β βCome on, donβt be a baby. I drove all the way out here to meet you, donβt make me have to leave prematurely just because youβre in a mood.β
I offer damage like salvation, this is my birthright
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