death note sideblog

I was just thinking about his obsession with sweets, and how that was such a specific character trait that it felt almost odd to me. And I've heard people discuss how that was kind of the point, that maybe sugar was a coping mechanism for L, and it was an easy energy booster for L's fucked up metabolism— and yes it does fit his character in it's particular strangeness.

I propose something that builds off of that.

The way L consumes sugar is... interesting. He eats it in a way that looks like he isn't really tasting it, at the very least just eating it for energy. L rarely gives indication that he enjoys what he's eating, even though it's all he eats. And I do believe that he enjoys sweets on some level, but much like his detective work, it's encompassed him in a way that he needs excess of it to feel even a little satiated. It's almost like an addiction.

And the way he adds sugar to coffee... that can't taste good. It's coffee soaked sugar. Yet he drinks that everyday, multiple times a day.

No matter what he thinks of it, he chokes it down.

And obviously what came to my mind was the term "sickly sweet."

You know what else is often described as sickly sweet?

The taste and smell of death— decay specifically.

I think it's so interesting, and so fitting for L's character, that one of his defining traits is the fact that he quite literally smothers himself in the taste of death, because he's so addicted to consuming it he can't stop even if it must be having serious ramifications on him. Remind you of anything else he does?

Teru visits his own mother every year, on her birthday.

It’s a way to steel himself. It is the opposite of mourning. He never brings anything with him, and so when he stands before her small gravestone he feels like a ghost or possibly its antonym, no anchor to reality available except for the one within himself. He touches the characters for Tokie Mikami and remembers again and again and again:

She was not righteous.

This was for the greater good.

AWWW THATS SWEET!! He says thank you

I just think Near deserves some furbies :]  timelapse of this drawing under the cut!

Wanted to draw the figures I have on my pc 💛💙