nina

When you fell from the sky, my heart was racing. I knew something wonderful had begun.

The signs as Skins characters

Mr. Poe: Kids, that’s impossible.

Count Olaf *takes off disguise*: surprise!! it was me all along!!

Mr. Poe:

I always feel like the mentally ill, including myself, are all competing against each other to see who has it the worst. Like, “oh, so you have anxiety? Well I got clinical depression, BITCH”. Then the next person is like, “but how many times have you tried to kill yourself, cause I got 2 suicide attempts under my belt *drops mic* ”. It goes on and on, people mentioning what meds they’re on, how much more they wanna die than the next, and I always feel like chiming in with my little, “well I’m schizophrenic, depressed af, on this drug and this drug, have childhood trauma, unrelenting delusions, hallucinations and homicidal ideation, 2 involuntary hospitalizations, blah blah…” and whatever the fuck else people want to hear about in this one-upping contest of mental illness and darkness. It’s just weird, I feel the need to do it as well. It feels like we’re all searching for further validation of our illnesses and struggles, all by invalidating the last person who we judge to have a better overall quality of life than us. There’s always going to be people struggling in the world, and there’s always going to be this little fucked up contest, but what does it really mean? I think it’s just adding to the sadness and negativity of the world, yet I still always compare my resume of darkness to the next person. 

I fall in love with musicians personalities. I love musicians perspective on things and how they can express their feelings and emotions through art. I love the way they create to inspire, and how they can build up groups of persons that love what they do. I also love how musicians love the people that adore them and how much they actually care about them. I want to be the musician. 

I love so many more musicians but i couldn’t fit them in the photoset (also, i would’ve gone with a full pic of the 1975 but i couldn’t find a good one so its just  matty, but george, adam and ross is also very important okay)