love

I didn't binge even though I wanted to. guys I think I won?

I feel like I have to delay my entire life until I'm thin enough. it's like I've been in the waiting room for years, stuck in the same place while everyone else moves on without me. I know it's ruining my life but I can't stop

i feel so bloated but at least I didn't binge

I just want to get thin enough to not care about anything anymore, I want to be numb

my friends don't want me around apparently

my obese aunt is trying to compete with me about who eats less. lol

oh god I can feel it on my lips its so sticky im gonna be sick

the fucking coffee machine put some fucking sweetener on my stupid coffee im gonna kms

skipped school again bc im fat and ugly and stupid and gross and and and

haha just found out my skinny friend reposts ed stuff (imtriggered)(imgonnakms)

he probably thinks I look disgusting now. his girl is so skinny. I feel sick

being constantly disgusted by myself is so tiring