Magic Whispers.

“slurs” “homophobic” “funny”

i get it. the situation is a bit funny– i laughed too. 

but then i see people saying shit like “he’s about to spout homophobic slurs” and it makes me so angry. they get that bit from his “expression”, btw. 

i’ve been watching this show since i was 11. i am so in tune with this guy’s expressions, i can tell what he’s feeling pretty easily and i’m sure a lot of us can ,too. and i can assure you, this guy isn’t about to hurl insults at anyone (except maybe himself). and i feel like he’s trying his hardest to hold back his true feelings because that’s just who he is. he can’t let them out there because he knows something will go wrong because something always does. Also, Charlie’s little speech? After her gf vanished? I think that’s pretty similar to this situation. “i said i wasn’t gonna do this again- the love thing. and i do. ad the second i let my guard down, stevie is just- she’s gone.”

he’s heartbroken. this is all too much for him to take in. his best friend just told him that he loves him but it’s mere moments before his death and, well, yet another thing that’s being taken away from him. and he can’t do anything about it. this is the face of a broken man who, too, “can’t have the one thing that he’s always wanted”. the circumstances are all wrong and he’s realising it’s too late.

don’t ya’ll think this is one big whiplash of emotions? that it’s bound to leave a man speechless? i personally believe he was gonna say something, too, but Cas pushed him away.

I’m sending you all warm, cozy vibes. ☕ I know this month, and especially this week, is going to be tough for everyone in the US. Hang in there, and let’s hope that democracy can be upheld.

Police officer in early spring

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