Pairing: Peter Parker x Escaped!Black Widow
Synopsis: Freed from the Red Room but still haunted by it, Y/N is trying to survive a life that was never meant to be hers. Peter Parker is doing the same, hiding behind a mask after losing everything. In a city full of ghosts, two masked strangers keep finding each other.
Four days after Y/N started at the Daily Bugle, Peter had learned that she never arrived late and somehow still managed to make everyone else feel late around her.
By nine in the morning, she was usually already seated at the desk Jameson had cleared out for her near the back of the newsroom. She kept it almost completely empty besides a notebook, a pen, and whichever file she was working through that day. There were no pictures, no clutter, and no coffee cups left around long enough to be forgotten. Peter had also noticed that she never sat with her back to the room, which was one of several things about her he probably paid too much attention to.
She had settled into the Bugle faster than Peter expected. Most people took at least a few weeks to learn which reporters were impossible to work with, which desks were technically unclaimed but would still get someone yelled at, and how long they could stand near Jameson before he decided they were wasting his time. Y/N had figured most of it out in a few days.
She’d also started helping with the investigation into the open-house attack, though Jameson acted like he’d personally solved it every time she found something useful. Peter had spent the better part of the week sorting through photos from the event, while Y/N went through guest lists, security reports, and employee schedules with the kind of focus that made him feel like he should probably be working harder.
He was looking through another set of pictures when Jameson’s voice carried across the newsroom.
Peter looked up from his computer. “What?”
Jameson stood outside his office with a folder tucked beneath one arm and an expression that usually meant somebody was about to have a worse day than usual.
“Conference room. Bring your camera.”
Peter grabbed it automatically, assuming Jameson wanted another round of photos from the open house. He’d been asking for copies all week, mostly so he could complain about the angles and insist there had to be better ones somewhere.
When Peter pushed open the conference-room door, Y/N was already sitting at the table with her arms crossed. She looked from him to the camera in his hand, and the second she saw it, her expression flattened. “I’m not doing an article,” she said before he could ask.
Peter paused in the doorway, one hand still on the handle. “I didn’t even say anything.”
Jameson, standing near the window with the folder tucked beneath his arm, cut in. “It’s a spotlight.”
Y/N turned toward him. “That’s worse.”
Peter pressed his lips together to keep from laughing, but Jameson noticed anyway and gave him a look.
“You saved my life,” Jameson told her, like that alone should have ended the conversation. “People like stories. Stories bring attention, and attention brings money.”
“I don’t want attention.” Y/N said dryly.
Jameson glanced at Peter like he expected him to help. “You see what I deal with?”
Peter shifted the camera strap higher on his shoulder. “Kind of sounds reasonable.”
Y/N turned toward him slowly. “You’re agreeing with him?”
“No,” Peter said quickly. “I’m agreeing that not wanting your face everywhere is reasonable.”
Jameson made a noise under his breath. “Both of you are allergic to making my life easier.”
“That’s not true,” Peter said. “I make your life easier all the time.”
“You take blurry pictures of Spider-Man and call it journalism.”
Y/N looked between them, clearly unimpressed. “Are you both done?”
Jameson pointed toward Peter, ignoring the question. “Parker’s interviewing you. Get something usable, take a decent picture, and have it on my desk by tomorrow.”
Y/N looked back at Peter. “I’m not doing this here.”
Peter glanced at Jameson, then back at her. “She’s not doing this here.”
Jameson stared at him. “Since when do you repeat people’s demands like you’re their lawyer?”
Jameson waved them off like they were both getting on his nerves. “Fine, go somewhere quiet. Just come back with a story.”
Y/N pushed back from the table and stood, already reaching for her coat. “Coffee shop downstairs. Be there in ten minutes.”
She left before Peter could ask whether that was a suggestion or an order. Jameson watched him for a second after the door shut behind her.
“You know she hates this, right?” Peter asked.
“You’re weirdly confident about that.”
“That doesn’t answer the question.”
Jameson pointed toward the door with the folder. “Go do your job, Parker.”
Peter left before Jameson could give him another reason to regret asking. He also gave Y/N a few minutes before heading downstairs, mostly because he needed a second to figure out how he was supposed to interview someone who clearly didn’t want to be interviewed.
By the time he reached the coffee shop across from the Bugle, she was already sitting near the back window with her sweater folded over the chair beside her. She’d picked a table far from both the counter and the door, which Peter noticed right away even though he tried not to make it obvious. A paper cup sat untouched in front of her, and she had one hand resting beside it while she watched people pass on the sidewalk outside.
Peter stopped beside the table, looking from the untouched coffee to the empty chair across from her. “You ordered without me?”
Y/N looked up at him like she’d known he was there before he spoke. “I didn’t know what you wanted.”
“That’s fair.” Peter pulled out the chair and started to sit, but she glanced at her phone before he got comfortable.
“You also took twelve minutes.”
He paused halfway into the seat. “It was ten.”
“It was twelve,” she said, like she had no problem correcting him over something that small.
Peter sat down fully and set his camera bag beside his feet. “You timed me?”
Y/N wrapped her fingers around her coffee cup, though she still didn’t drink from it. “I noticed.”
“That somehow feels worse.”
“It is,” she said, and Peter could tell she was a little amused even if she wasn’t giving him much to work with.
He slid his notebook onto the table, and her attention dropped to it immediately. The look she gave it was suspicious enough that Peter almost wanted to put it away.
“You actually have questions prepared?” she asked.
“I was told to get something usable,” Peter said, though the notebook suddenly looked way more official than it had upstairs.
Y/N leaned back in her chair and crossed her arms loosely. “By Jameson, I’m guessing.”
She looked away for a second, and Peter had the feeling she was trying not to laugh.
Peter looked down at the first question and immediately regretted writing it. It had sounded normal when he scribbled it down in the newsroom. Sitting across from Y/N, who already looked like she knew it was bad, it felt like something pulled from a career-day worksheet.
“What made you want to work at the Daily Bugle?”
Y/N blinked once. Peter lowered the notebook slightly. “Too normal?”
“It sounds like something you’d ask someone applying for an internship they don’t actually want.”
“Okay,” he said, crossing it out before she could insult it more. “Fair.” She looked away again before he could tell if she was trying not to laugh.
“What would you rather I ask?” he said.
Y/N looked down at her coffee and rubbed her thumb against the sleeve. “Nothing.”
Peter gave her a look. “That’s not helpful.”
“I’m not trying to be helpful.”
“Yeah, I’m picking up on that.”
“You’re very perceptive, Parker.”
“Thank you,” he said, drawing a useless little line across the page just so his hands had something to do. “I’m putting that in the article.”
Her eyes snapped back to him. “Don’t.”
Peter smiled down at the notebook, but when he looked up again, she had turned back toward the window. Her face reflected faintly in the glass, and he realized he’d have to be careful with this. Not because she seemed fragile, but she seemed like someone who hated the idea of anyone thinking she was.
“You know,” he said, trying to keep it light, “most people are at least a little excited when someone wants to write about them.”
“Most people probably haven’t had a stranger point a gun at them during their first week.”
Peter’s smile faded. She said it casually, but her eyes stayed on the window, and one of her fingers tapped once against the cup before going still.
“Yeah,” he said, quieter. “Okay. That one’s fair too.”
For a moment, the coffee shop kept moving around them while neither of them said anything. The espresso machine hissed behind Peter, someone laughed near the counter, and Y/N stayed quiet long enough that he wondered if he’d already ruined whatever small amount of trust she had been giving him.
He flipped to a clean page, partly for the interview and partly to give both of them something else to look at. “Why did you help Jameson?” he asked.
Y/N turned back to him. The question didn’t seem to surprise her, but Peter noticed the way she became more careful again. “Because he needed help,” she said.
Peter waited with his pen hovering above the page. When she didn’t continue, he gave her a small, pleading look. “That’s it?”
“Okay, but Jameson’s going to read that and say it sounds like I interviewed a brick wall.”
Y/N’s expression barely changed at that. “Sounds like a you problem.”
“It becomes a you problem when he sends me back down here.”
She looked at him for a long second, and Peter had the strong feeling she was deciding whether making his job harder was entertaining enough to be worth it. Finally, she sighed and uncrossed her arms.
“Fine,” she said. “What do you need?”
Peter relaxed a little. “Just something real. Not your whole life story. I’m not asking for your social security number.”
“Or your secret villain origin story.”
Y/N narrowed her eyes. “Do I look like I have a villain origin story?”
Peter should have said no. It would’ve been safer and probably smarter. Instead, he tilted his head and pretended to think about it, which made her raise her eyebrows in warning.
“You did threaten my notebook with your eyes five seconds ago,” he said.
“I can threaten it with my hands too.”
“See?” Peter tapped his pen lightly against the paper, trying not to laugh. “That sounds very villainous.”
Y/N lifted her coffee to hide the small laugh that slipped out, though the word settled uncomfortably somewhere beneath it. Villainous wasn’t entirely wrong. Peter just didn’t know enough about her to understand why.
“What made you move when everyone else froze?” he asked.
Her expression changed almost immediately, and Peter regretted how quickly the mood shifted.
Y/N lowered the coffee back to the table. Her fingers stayed around the cup, but her grip tightened slightly, her thumb pressing into the sleeve like she needed something solid to focus on.
“I’ve seen what happens when people wait too long,” she said. “Sometimes someone has to move first.”
Peter didn’t write right away. The answer was better than he expected, but it also felt like the edge of something much bigger.
Y/N kept looking at the coffee cup, though Peter had the feeling she wasn’t really seeing it anymore. Her thumb moved over the sleeve again and again, and for a second, she looked younger than she had a moment ago.
He almost asked what she meant, but then she blinked and looked back at him like nothing had happened.
“Can I use that?” he asked instead.
Y/N studied him for a second before answering. “Probably.”
“Just don’t make it sound dramatic.”
Peter glanced down at the notebook. “I work for Jameson. That’s basically impossible.”
He wrote the answer down slowly, smiling to himself. “That’s also going in the article. ‘Try harder.’ Very inspiring.”
“If you put that in there, I’ll deny it.”
“You can’t deny a direct quote.”
“I can if I pretend I don’t know you.”
Peter looked up at her. “That would be devastating.”
Y/N rolled her eyes, but she didn’t sound nearly as annoyed as she was pretending to be.
“What are you hoping to do at the Bugle?” he asked.
His pen paused above the page. “That’s not an answer.”
“It is technically an answer.”
“It’s technically the least interesting answer you could’ve given me.”
“Maybe I’m not interesting.”
Peter glanced up before he could stop himself. “I don’t think that’s true.”
Y/N went still for half a second. It was small, but Peter noticed anyway. Her fingers stopped moving against the cup, and her eyes shifted from the notebook to his face like she was trying to figure out whether he meant it or was just trying to get a better quote.
Peter suddenly became very interested in the page in front of him.
“I mean,” he added quickly, “you saved Jameson, got hired on the spot, and now you’re helping investigate the attack. That’s objectively interesting.”
“So this is about the article.”
Peter looked back up. Her voice hadn’t changed much, but she sounded guarded again, and he immediately regretted explaining himself so fast. “Not completely,” he said.
The words slipped out before he could think better of them. Y/N held his gaze for a second too long, and Peter felt his face get warm.
He cleared his throat and looked back down. “I just mean, you have to have some kind of goal.”
Y/N was quiet for a moment while the coffee shop moved around them. “I want to be useful,” she said finally.
Peter’s pen stopped, and she looked down at the table as she continued. “I don’t like sitting around waiting for other people to decide what happens. I don’t like being handed a place to stand and told to stay there.”
Peter looked at her then. There was no joke in her voice and no quick response waiting behind it. She sounded honest in a way that made him feel like she had given him more than she meant to.
Y/N noticed the way he was looking at her. “What?”
“Look like you’re about to ask something, then decide not to.”
Peter looked back at the notebook, smiling a little. “Maybe I’m learning.”
The barista called Peter’s name, and he stood to collect his drink. When he came back, Y/N had picked up his notebook and was reading over the questions he had crossed out.
“Hey,” he said as he sat down and reached for it. “That’s private.”
“You were going to publish it.”
“I was going to make it sound better first.”
Y/N looked down at one of the lines and raised her brows. “‘What does bravery mean to you?’” Peter reached for the notebook again, but she held it just out of reach. “You’re never asking me that.”
“Jameson gave me a list.”
“Of course he did.” She looked at another crossed-out question. “‘Where do you see yourself in five years?’”
Peter groaned and covered his face with one hand. “Okay, that one was mine, but I was under pressure.”
She shook her head, but Peter could tell she was enjoying this way more than she wanted him to know.
He finally managed to take the notebook from her, though his fingers brushed hers in the process. It was barely anything, just a quick touch over the edge of the notebook, but Peter felt it anyway. He looked down immediately, suddenly acting like the crossed-out questions were very important.
Y/N pulled her hand back first and picked up her coffee. “You don’t have to write whatever he wants,” she said.
Peter looked at her. The teasing had left her voice, and she was watching him like she actually wanted to know what he thought. “I know.”
He didn’t answer right away. Jameson always wanted the version of a story that made the most noise, and Peter had known that for a while. But he also needed the job, and the Bugle was one of the only places that hadn’t asked too many questions about where he had been before he showed up.
“I’m trying to keep it simple,” he said finally. “You saved someone. I take a photo. He gets his story.”
Peter looked down at the table. He didn’t have a good answer, and he didn’t want to pretend he did.
Y/N let out a quiet laugh through her nose. “At least you’re honest.”
He looked back up at her. “What do you want?”
The question caught her off guard. Her fingers tightened slightly around the coffee cup, and she looked past him toward the window. “I don’t know,” she said.
Peter watched her for a second. The answer sounded real, which was probably why it stayed with him. He turned the notebook around and pushed it toward her. “Okay. You ask the questions.”
Y/N looked at him like he’d lost his mind. “What?”
“I do,” she said without hesitation.
“Then ask me something better.”
She folded her arms again, though it didn’t feel as much like a wall this time. There was almost something amused in the way she looked at him. “Why?”
“Because apparently I’m bad at interviews.” Peter gave a small shrug.
“Exactly.” He leaned forward slightly and held the notebook out to her. “So help me improve.”
Y/N glanced down at it but didn’t take it. “That sounds like work.”
“You just said you wanted to be useful.”
Her eyes narrowed, and Peter immediately pointed his pen at her before she could respond. “That was your quote. I’m using your own words.”
“You’re annoying.” Y/N said.
Peter leaned back and handed her the notebook. “Go ahead.”
Y/N looked down at the blank page, then back at him. “Fine. Why do you work for Jameson?”
Peter blinked. “That’s your first question?”
“I did, I’m just surprised you went straight for personal.”
“It felt a little personal.”
Peter leaned back in his chair and looked out the window, mostly to buy himself a second. He could feel her watching him, and somehow that made it harder to give the easy answer.
“Because he gave me a job,” he said. “And because I’m good with a camera.”
It was true. Jameson had been one of the only people willing to hire him without asking too many questions about where he’d gone to school, what he’d been doing before he showed up, or why there was so little proof that Peter Parker had existed before then. The work wasn’t always something he was proud of, but he couldn’t afford to be picky.
Y/N didn’t look impressed. “That’s not really an answer.”
“It’s the answer I have.”
“It’s the answer you give when you don’t want someone to ask the next question.”
Peter looked at her. The worst part was that she didn’t sound smug about it. She sounded like she knew exactly what avoiding a question looked like because she did it all the time.
“I like taking pictures,” he said after a second. “I just don’t always like what they want the pictures for.”
Y/N’s expression softened a little, though she didn’t say anything.
Peter looked down at the camera beside him and rubbed his thumb along the edge of his cup. “Sometimes it feels like I’m helping people see something. Other times it feels like I’m handing Jameson a reason to yell louder.”
“That sounds exhausting.”
“Yeah,” Peter said with a small laugh. “But the coffee’s bad, the pay is worse, and Jameson only insults me directly to my face about eighty percent of the time, so there are perks.”
Y/N looked at him for a moment before speaking. “You’re better at it when you’re not trying so hard.”
Peter frowned. “At taking pictures?”
He looked back at her, caught off guard by how quietly she said it. The comment landed somewhere softer than he knew what to do with, and for a second, he just stared. “That might be the nicest thing you’ve said to me.”
Y/N’s expression tightened almost immediately, like she already regretted letting it slip. “Don’t get used to it.”
“Yeah, yeah. Last compliment.” Peter nodded solemnly, though the smile pulling at his mouth ruined the effect.
“That’s fine.” He looked back down at the notebook, still smiling to himself. “I’ll remember it forever.”
Y/N rolled her eyes, but this time she actually smiled. It was quick, but it was real, and Peter caught it before she looked back toward the window.
Without thinking, he picked up his camera and took the picture. The shutter clicked once, and Y/N looked back at him immediately.
“Did you just take a picture of me?”
Peter froze with the camera still halfway raised, suddenly aware of how bad it probably looked. “Maybe.”
“It was a good picture,” he said, lowering it slightly as though that might make his defense sound more reasonable.
Her expression didn’t soften. “I didn’t agree to that.”
“You agreed to an interview.”
“You literally said fine.”
“I said fine to questions,” she corrected, holding his gaze.
The amusement slipped from Peter’s face. He lowered the camera completely, his fingers tightening around it as he realized she wasn’t only giving him a hard time. “Okay. I’m sorry.”
The apology came out quieter than the rest of their conversation, and Y/N seemed to notice. She looked at him for a moment, like she was trying to figure out if he actually meant it, then held out her hand.
Peter hesitated. “You’re not gonna delete it?”
He turned the camera around and slid it across the table. Y/N looked at the screen, where the photo showed her sitting beside the window with her coffee in one hand, looking at Peter like she had forgotten for half a second that she was supposed to be guarded. The sunlight hit the side of her face, and she looked more relaxed than Peter had ever seen her at the Bugle.
She stared at it longer than he expected, which made him even more nervous. Then he shifted in his seat. “If you hate it, I won’t use it.”
Y/N didn’t answer right away. Her thumb hovered near the buttons, close enough that Peter genuinely thought she might delete it.
“It’s not terrible,” she said finally, still looking at the screen.
Peter let out a breath. “Thank you.”
Her eyes lifted to his. “That wasn’t a compliment.”
“You looked at it for a really long time,” he pointed out, unable to hide the small smile pulling at his mouth.
“I was deciding if your camera deserved to survive.”
“See?” Peter nodded toward her like she’d just proved his point. “Compliment.”
Y/N shook her head, but there was a small trace of amusement in her expression as she slid the camera back across the table. “You can use it,” she said. Then her voice grew more serious. “But don’t make me sound like some kind of hero.”
Peter’s smile faded slightly. He looked down at the photo again, noticing the way she’d turned toward the window instead of the camera, like she hadn’t realized anyone was watching her. “I won’t.”
“I know.” His answer came easily this time, without any teasing.
“No dramatic headline. No ‘mysterious girl saves the day.’ No making me sound like I walked through fire while everyone clapped.”
Peter’s mouth lifted slightly. “Was everyone supposed to clap?”
“Sorry.” He held up one hand. “No hero story.”
Y/N studied him like she was checking for a lie. Whatever she saw seemed good enough, because she picked up her sweater from the back of the chair and stood.
“You can say I’m grateful for the opportunity,” she said, sounding like the words had cost her something. “That should make Jameson happy.”
Peter looked up at her. “Are you?”
Y/N looked at him for a moment, then turned toward the window where people moved along the sidewalk outside. “I’m trying to be,” she said.
Peter looked down at the notes he had taken and the photo still open on his camera screen. It wasn’t much, but it was more honest than anything Jameson had handed him to ask.
Y/N pulled on her sweater and headed toward the door. “Don’t stay down here too long.”
Peter looked up. “You worried about me?”
“No,” she said, already walking away from the table. “Jameson gets louder when people are missing.”
Peter looked back down at his notes. “Good point.”
Y/N opened the door. “Try not to take another twelve minutes.”
Peter watched her disappear into the crowd outside before looking back down at his notebook. He had enough for an article now, even if it wasn’t the loud, heroic story Jameson probably wanted.
For some reason, that made him want to get it right even more.