runnin on my mind, boy

i will say tho that seeing mitski live for the first time last week and watching her open with In A Lake while i knew that 24 hours after that i had to fly to my hometown and organize a wake where i had to talk to a transphobe/homophobe every 20 minutes,,,,,,,made it hit more ngl

god nothing like a nightmare week in your hometown to make u appreciate flying back to ur city and coming home to ur apartment

whatever. at least ill be the hottest one at the funeral

had to smile & nod thru the most vile transphobic shit being said abt me specifically to my face for the last 3 days 👍 and i haven't rly slept in that time 👍 and it all came from people who were eating food i paid for during memorials i organized 👍 for a dead grandmother i barely knew and probably would be treating me the same if i came out before her dementia 👍