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Tabby: Ok yes, I am all of those things. But being "annoying" is not a crime and personally I don't think it means you're not deserving of kindness and love. Besides, what one person thinks is annoying, another person finds funny or endearing. Tabby: No I don't. I think you two fit together. The things you share help connect you, and the things that are different can help you grow. Tabby: Holy shit, wow! Okay um, do we want to do a grand gesture? Or something lowkey? Should I hire a skywriter? I do know a guy. Tabby: I mean, sort of? I briefly dated this guy in a frat after you and I dated, but he was a loser. like the stereotype was based on him! He wasn't a monster or anything, but he clearly needed to grow up and get better hygiene. Tabby: sameeee, I do not envy you there.
Noah: are you saying you find me endearing, Tabs? Noah: joking aside... you're the best. i don't fuckin' deserve you. never have, probably never will, but i'll keep trying Noah: he's my best friend... he's like.. the sweetest, person i know. he's just everything good, you know? fuck Noah: hold on a sec... what? Noah: actually no, you know what? not surprising at all Noah: but i'm ahead of myself i gotta figure out everything first Noah: look we get a bad rap bc most dumbasses are fucking dumb but some of us are chill people, i think
"Absolutely. Together." Wes agreed, his words tinged with sincerity and a promise. He would spend every single day reassuring Noah if he needed to, reminding him just how much he adored him, how he had no interest in anyone else in that way. Truthfully he hadn't since moving to Cider, and he knew that wasn't going to change. Not now, when he had better than he could have ever wished for. His eyes fluttered at their closeness, at the tenderness in which Noah was calming him down too. As much as they could rile each other up in the bedroom, they were also an anchor for each other, always. Noah was his safe space - something that Wes hadn't found since his sister's passing - not until he came along. Wetness still pooled within his eyes, but they were more of relief and joy than sadness. It was Noah's confession though, his declaration of love that finally had them spilling over again. Still, they were jubilant, overwhelmingly happy tears. Hearing those words from Noah rocked Wes' world, for the better. He hung onto every word that followed, hands cinching tighter around Noah, wanting him to know that he was never going to let go if he didn't want him to. They were on the same wavelength like always; every uttered confess was exactly how Wes felt, and his heart was like a gooey mess in the most wonderful kind of way. "I love you too, Noah." Wes murmured, his eyes shiny as they gazed into his; warmth and honesty lacing his admission. "I'm not just saying it because you did, I promise. I've felt it for a while. Maybe even before we were even together. Fuck. I love you so much." Wes dove in again, his hand caressing the side of Noah's neck, and cheek before stealing another soft, loving kiss. "Believe me, I feel exactly the same way. I would have been upset too, if it was the other way around. Now that I have you, I don't want to imagine my life without you." Wes knew he sounded like a sap, but he didn't care. He did love Noah Cho, and he wanted the world to know it. "I'm crazy about you. I'm not letting anyone tear us apart. If anything, they just made us invincible."
And what did rumors matter, anyways? Because if Noah allowed himself to think clearly, he would realize that, of course, there could be no way that Wes would have left with anyone else. It was simply the heat of the moment, of seeing something that so deeply frightened him, that he even thought otherwise. Tabby had been right… all they needed was one quick conversation, and everything would be okay. There was so much trust that they had built up over time, of being friends and transitioning into something new… no stupid gossip column or chatters around town could take that away from them. And with a renewed sense of vigor and adoration, Noah would like to see them try. Wes started crying immediately upon Noah’s confession, and for a moment it worried him, but then he saw the smile, breaking over his face like a sunset. He was beautiful, really and truly, and Noah was in love and he could scream, he felt it so big. Like Dorothy ending up in Oz, when everything switched to Technicolor. Is this what love songs were made for? He wanted to skip, and scribble lyrics down and dive in, so quick and fast. He didn’t care, anymore. Because Wes was saying it back, confirming that he felt the same, and sure… the last hour or so might have felt like whiplash, but it didn’t matter. They loved each other. It was like the whole world was balanced again, or maybe entirely off-kilter, but in the best way. Life was new… like this. Noah looked back at his boyfriend, overflowing with sentiment, and truth. The kiss held so much, and Noah felt like he could shout it all out from the rooftops. “Fuck, baby.” Noah closed his eyes for a second, catching his breath; taking the moment in. “Every silly little thing brought me right to you.”
Wes understood that Noah had a lot going on, which was why his mistrust didn't get to him as much as it normally would. They were being scrutinized by several, and on top of that, Noah lost one of his very best friends. While he trusted Noah with all of his heart, if the roles had been reversed, Wes too may have felt shaky about it all; or at least, insecure. Still, a tear tumbled its way out, but Noah was quick to assuage any fears as he hugged him tightly, and Wes buried his face against him. His eyes closed, the soft caress of fingers in his curls making him relax a little in his arms, though Wes' own tightened around Noah, ensuring he felt safe and protected. "I know you have been, baby. It's okay. I wish I could make it all go away for you," he murmured softly, his hands gliding up and down Noah's back, fingertips strumming along the indents of his spine. "You are not too much. You are the perfect amount for me, Noah Cho. You are enough - more than I deserve. I promise, my eyes have never strayed from you. Even before we got together. I haven't had anyone in my bed since I moved here except you, and I've only been in yours. You know how skin tight that leather was," he tried to laugh, "you had to pry it off of me that night. I don't just come home to you, Noah. You are my home. You are gorgeous and lovable and incredible, and you are my world. Fuck this stupid gossip column. I know it sucks, feeling like so many are against us, but don't let them win. You're not unstable; you're just human, and real." Wes drew back just enough to gaze into those eyes of his; those soulful pools of chocolate brown, and he pressed the most tender kiss to his lips. "I promise I'm yours for as long as you'll let me be."
Noah calmed his boyfriend down with the rhythmic movement of his hands, almost petting him as a form of soothing. "We're in this together, huh?" And Noah believed it, truly. He felt horrible for even doubting them for a second, but then, Noah's head was swimming with so much that any seeds of doubt would have the perfect place to bloom. Maybe this was something they'd laugh at one day. How even a blip, surely made to cause them to fight and breakup, had caused frustration or sadness for all of a few minutes, before clarity had to come through. Because Wes and Noah were like magnets, and trying to wrench them apart was futile. Though Wes leaned into his touch, staying safe in Noah's arms, Noah felt Wes' arms tighten a fraction, and there lied the push and pull of their comfort. Noah had the sudden urge to cry; not the fat tears that sat in the windows of his eyes and sheltered, constantly threatening to spill, but the gut-wrenching pull of a sob. And sure, that had come around in its own form recently, but the cause for it now, or at least the idea of it, was how hard Noah had fallen for this sweet man, how much Noah's life had infinitely changed, for the better. How the thought of losing him had sent Noah into a momentary blue-screen, but he was back on Earth now, in Wes' arms, where he was meant to be. "I love you, Wes." He blurted it out, cheeks crimson, but he meant it. And it sat in the space, which Noah was okay with, for a moment. "I do. And I freaked out because I feel so much. And even though it's outlandish that you would ever hurt me, damn near impossible, even... I'm just so.. I'm like head over heels for you. Completely bowled over, and it just would have broken my heart." He paused, a small smile resting on his lips, only brought upon by the thought of Wes. "You don't have to say it back, or anything. And I know my saying this now is kind of crazy, but I need you to know."
Wes wasn't sure what was happening, but he felt like he was going to throw up. Was Noah breaking up with him? Immediately that was where his mind went, and the very idea had him crumbling inside. His throat felt rough and sticky, the lump forming in it jamming any breaths that might help ease his nerves. "People say things about us all of the time. I don't care what anyone thinks, as long as you're happy." Clearly though, Noah wasn't happy, if the tears in his eyes were any indication. Reluctantly he let go of Noah to fish his phone out of his pocket. It took a little scrolling, but when he saw the post - lies about himself and Enzo - he felt... sad. He knew Noah was going through a lot, so Wes tried to give him some grace, but did Noah not trust him? "You know this isn't true, right?" Wes' hand shook, and he felt tears pricking his own eyes as he pushed his phone back into his pocket. "I went home to you that night, Noah. I don't even know Enzo. I'm not sure we've ever even spoken," he said sincerely, his lip beginning to tremble. "Do you not trust me?"
Noah, though trapped in his own mind, could feel the air shift. Suddenly Wes was closing off, seeming to look as scared as Noah felt, and his natural instinct was to protect; to shoulder Wes' pain; to take it all away. This was the thing... they were unbreakable, weren't they? Wes took out his phone, and the minute he heard the little wobble in Wes' voice, Noah felt bad for even thinking that something might have happened. Sure, the gossip in town was getting to him, but he didn't actually care. Not when he had this beautiful, kind, loving man right next to him. He looked at his boyfriend, who seemed to heading straight down into the same spiral Noah had been. Immediately he wrapped his own arms around Wes, pulling him close to his chest. "Oh, baby. No. Of course I trust you. You've never given me a reason not to, and that wouldn't be fair. You're so good to me, baby. Always so good for me." He brought his hand up to rest at the nape of Wes' neck, fingers finding their way to his favorite curls. "I'm just... I'm so sad. I've been so sad, and you've been so kind, and seeing the rumor.. I don't know. I freaked out a little and thought that maybe I'm just.. too "much". That someone as beautiful and wonderful as you would be able to find something far less.... unstable?"

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closed ft. @ecrivainlcvande | sloane + peter !
location set @ tommyland, penny park
She'd spent enough time watching him from across the fairground, so it was time for Sloane to be a bit brave and bold and take matters into her own hands. Which really just meant sidling up to Peter, a thing of cotton candy in her hands, piled high in light pink, sugary sweet goodness. "Hiya, Peter!" She grinned, bright as ever. "Is this not the most insane? I went to all these fancy parties back in New York, but this is totally bonkers." She let some of the cotton candy dissolve on her tongue, and swallowed with a soft sigh. "You having a good time?" Sloane certainly was, although it was better now.
It wasn't until Wes let go and moved around to face Noah that he saw just how shattered he was. The only time he'd ever seen him cry at all was that night when he found him on his bed, devastated about Tommy. He wondered, had something happened with that now? His eyes were glassy - from the tears and... maybe alcohol? He couldn't be sure, but without hesitation he brought Noah in for another embrace, his arms sliding around him in comfort. "What happened? What's wrong?" Wes asked softly, his features etched with concern. He withdrew a hand to let his thumb brush across Noah's cheek, over the adorable smattering of freckles to catch any stray tears. "My phone? No, I haven't had a chance to." Blue eyes searched wet, brown doe eyes, and suddenly his stomach dropped. Was this about more than just Tommy? "Noah, what's going on?"
There was so much concern in Wes' eyes, and Noah could break right in two at the sight of it. But Wes was holding him so close, like something soft, something precious. He wouldn't be doing that if he was betraying Noah, would he? Noah had to believe that it was all just rumors... all just someone toying with his sense of stability and happiness. "I think.. I think you should look at it. Um." He didn't know how to say it... how to even explain that this is something he'd be nervous about. Because of course he trusted Wes, he did. He was just pushed to his emotional limit, lately, and everyone's pitchforks out made Noah feel terrified. "A lot of people have been talking about us, which... is fine. I... but someone said something. Suggested something, anyways."
Who: Noah Cho @lovedearlove Where: TommyLand @ Penny Park When: June 13, 2026
Billie was seated in the third of four seats at the Squirt n' Race game. She wanted to win one of those big stuffed animals, but the person running the booth wouldn't start the game unless all the seats were filled. She happened to lock eyes with Noah and motioned for him to come over. "Hey, we need one more person! Come on over!"
Noah was sort of aimlessly wandering around, which wasn't typically his style. Typically, he was the sort to get really invested with the carnival games, maybe even a touch too competitive. All in good fun. But for now, he was sad and he was wearing his heart completely on his sleeve. Billie was sweet, calling out his name, but he felt a little sick at the invitation. "Who... me? I'm gonna be pitiful, Bill."
Who: Lennon Reed @lovedearlove Where: TommyLand @ Penny Park When: June 13, 2026
After taking an edible at the beginning of the evening and chasing it with copious amounts of drinks and carnival food, Bellamy was starting to sober up. They walked towards the edge of the park and pulled out a pack of cigarettes. In that moment, he realized he didn't have a lighter? "Hey, you got a light?" he asked the only other person around.
The carnival lights reminded Lenny of Christmastime. Maybe that felt off, because it was the middle of Summer, and instead of being back home in New York City, she was sitting at the edge of a park in a tiny town in Mass. Times had changed, hadn't they? She sat out here, almost like a voyeur, watching the shiny, happy people, doing their shiny, happy things. But the spell was broken when she realized she wasn't alone. "Oh.. yeah." She fished around for a lighter, finding one in her jorts pocket. "You need a break from the crowd, too?"
for: @lovedearlove (noah)
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Wes was grateful to be off work because it meant he got to spend the whole rest of the evening with his man. He knew it might be off-putting and weird to show up to Tommy's party, considering things between her and Noah weren't quite right at the moment, but Wes was going to be there to support Noah. Hopefully he could distract him, and help him have a good time, circumstances be damned. If he was able to get Noah and Tommy to make amends, then even better. There was also his secret mission in the back of his mind, but the rest was much more important. Work had been slammed, so he'd not even had a chance to check his phone until he pulled it out upon arrival, to text and ask where Noah was. Like a moth to a flame though, he spotted Noah before evening sending it. Wes quietly snuck up behind him, throwing his arms around his waist and enveloping him into a loving hug. "Hey, baby," he greeted, leaning forward to brush a kiss to Noah's cheek. "How was your day?"
Noah was still drunk, and his eyes were kind of glassy from crying. He thought the only sadness that might come out of the evening would be on account of his fight with Tommy, but no! Life had other plans. Before he knew it, Wes was all but tackling him, with a kiss to his cheek, and Noah felt himself unraveling. It was natural, like a puzzle slotting into place, because they fit together, just as they always had. Still, Noah was nervous, eyes red-rimmed and unfocused. "Wes.. hey." He felt a bit like a wounded animal, terrified and skittish. For all that Wes had been taking care of him for the last little while, he had never seen Noah quite like this. He sniffled a bit, trying to wipe the tears away. "Have you.. um. Have you checked your phone in the last hour?"

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Tabby: Well then, so am I! There's nothing wrong with caring about things and being a little intense. Life is for the living and I'd rather enjoy myself than being afraid someone might think i'm odd. I've dealt with too much bullshit to shrink myself down anymore. Tabby: That's great, that's how it should feel. Matching each other's freak is the dream. and I dont even mean it in the sexy way. I mean it like, you two care about things the same way and express yourselves in the same way. Tabby: I understand. It's scary to be that open with someone and risk your heart. Heck, i'm terrified of it. you're braver than me. and i think that even IF wes doesn't feel the same way yet, he will. Tabby: I do, don't worry, i got you Tabby: well you'd be surprised! but then again, i really didn't date guys like that. i tended to stay closer to the nerds and theater kids. who like, had their own pros and cons. Tabby: i wish you luck. i really hope you two can make up but don't let yourself feel bad if she doesn't. that's her problem to work through.
Noah: But you're odd in such a lovable way, Tabs. And you're hot and cool and funny and people like that shit. I mean, I love that shit. I think you're the greatest. I'm just a little brother who never had big siblings to actually annoy. Noah: you really don't think he thinks I'm too much???? Noah: I'm so scared to tell him Tabs. This is like the most I've ever felt about someone in my life I feel insane Noah: am I the anomaly??? you said fuck it one frat boy is enough forever Noah: i just hate fighting. it makes me feel literally sickkkk
STATUS: Closed for @lovedearlove LOCATION: Tommyland, Penny Park
Unable to muster up the will for aggressively fake pleasantness with the other tonight, she let the disgust land visibly on her face at the sight of the other woman. "Sloane, could you kindly take that sad excuse of an outfit elsewhere?" Insulting her did make María feel better, ever so slightly at least. Though, it didn't solve what she considered a serious conflict. "Some of us have real problems right now and your inability to dress, while tragic, isn't pressing right now. I mean, think of other people for once, the sight alone is enough to give me a migraine."
Sloane almost turned on her heel the minute she heard the most annoying voice she could practically think of. She knew Maria would be at most town events, even if she wished the opposite were true. But still... hearing her insults in the flesh? It was really starting to get on Sloane's nerves. "Oh my god, Maria. It's so crazy that your challenge is going around being a catty, insufferable bitch all night! Oh wait... it isn't? Funny. You'd really give that one a run for its money."
Tabby: Exactly. that whole gossip post is just silly nonsense. just stirring the pot, you know? Tabby: you're allowed to mope everyone once and while. you're human underneath it all. Tabby: you are NOT too much Noah, you are absolutely just enough! and if wes really had an issue with everything, he wouldn't jerk you around. so since he hasn't broken up with you, I think he's pretty keen on staying together. Tabby: also, what?? Love?? For real?? Noah! Holy shit, im gonna cry! Tabby: as for the rest of this dumb town, I dont know, I wish I did. I think there are much worse people who deserve the hate. Not you, never you. You're a good person and my life is better because you're my friend. Also you did that thing with your wrist once when we were fucking and now I make sure my other partners do it and it's like, instant orgasm every time. so thanks for that! Tabby: I mean, you dont have to do anything. like i know im the last person in the world to suggest going against a theme or being a party pooper, but if you're not having fun, you don't have to stay. i know you want to fix things with tommy, but a huge party where everyone is getting wasted, may not be the best place. Tabby: okay, just let me know. <3
Noah: i'm too much for a lot of people, tabs Noah: even the people who do like me probably would say I'm too much Noah: and that's okay i'm not gonna float everyone's boat but fuck Noah: idk i feel like wes and i were like... both too much.. .together like i feel like we fit so well Noah: we still do ik ik I'm just scared Noah: i think so yeah and i hope that if this all blows over he feels the same Noah: my life is so much better 'cause you're in it tabs, please please please know that Noah: omg it's like the frat flick, everyone should be able to do it Noah: i know but i gotta try to win her back, you know? i have to at least try
starter: lennon ( @lovedearlove ) location: tommyland, penny park
god, he feels like he could throw up right now. he's so grateful he's in company that knows him less closely, likely just think he's his normal level of not normal. hopefully won't think twice about the way he's twisting one of the rings on his left hand and shifting his weight back and forth. "you know, I heard they've rigged the high striker to make it harder to win. don't ask me to try it, please— I'll never live it down."
Lenny is a lot more perceptive than people seem to want to give her credit for. She notices the little things, really. And yeah, maybe her eyes are a little glazed, so it seems like she's not paying attention, but often, she uses that as a shield. "You fuckin' nervous or somethin', Fletcher? Because I bet I could win this thing easy."
closed ft. @lovedearlove | stevie + noah ! location set @ tommyland, penny park .
" here. " she's shoving some kind of drink into his hand, unsure which of the three main ones on offer it is. " DRINK UP. then we can go explore. " on instinct, she looks a round. " no lover boy tonight ? "
Noah blinked over at Stevie, eyes a little bit hazy. "What?" The drink was in his palm before he knew it, and he instinctively took a sip, without much more of a question. It was strong, but he probably needed that. "He's uh... coming late. Work." His phone was practically burning a hole in his pocket. Noah wanted to scream. He downed the rest of the drink, stomaching the wince. "Am I a bad person, Steve?"

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Tabby: Yes, exactly, everything is fine! Tabby: Wait, shit, fuck, DONT READ IT! I'M SORRY! Tabby: no, he wouldn't! He cares about you Noah, i know he does. This is gossip, mishigas, some idiot seeing something and not understanding the truth of the situation. Wes is a good guy and he wouldn't treat you like that. Tabby: I'm so sorry, I thought you'd read it already. I would never have brought it up if I thought it would make things worse! Tabby: Just call him or talk to him, I'm sure it's all just a big misunderstanding and he's currently thinking about kissing you under the moonlight or whatever. Deep breaths, babe. Tabby: ...I can pick you up if you need me to
Noah: you're probably right wes is so good and he likes me and everything is probably fine Noah: but i've been such a mope lately Noah: cause of everything Noah: and maybe he decided that it's too much to handle Noah: or like... i'm too fucking much Noah: fuck Noah: i love him, tabs Noah: i haven't even fucking told him but i do and Noah: i'm sure it's bullshit like wes wouldn't fucking do that to me he'd pony up and break up with me like a real boy but Noah: dude why do so many people in this town fucking hate me???? Noah: he's coming from work and i should talk to him and i also have to complete this stupid fucking challenge Noah: but after, yeah please i need a cuddle
STATUS: Closed for @lovedearlove LOCATION: Tommyland, Penny Park
They were trying to balance just ripping the band-aid off with being somewhat socially normal and not ending up in a mix of messes they didn't even want to be involved in in the first place. Taking a sip of liquid courage, they walked over to someone they could hopefully have a quick and straightforward conversation with. "Hey." An awkward beat passed as Elvira blinked at Lennon, thinking up a justification for the question they needed to ask. "You work at the record store, right? So, you're probably really good at recommending music?" Fingers delicately drummed against the drink in their hand.
Lenny sat with their hand-rolled cigarette, staring almost violently over at the ferris wheel. They didn't want to fulfill whatever stupid fucking challenge Tommy had masterminded, but it's not like they had much of a choice. "Um... I guess?" Lenny hated small talk. It was physically painful to have unnecessary conversations, but at the very least, it was about music. "What do you need recs for?"