In his house at R'lyeh, dead Cthulu waits dreaming

Goodbye

Whatever you do you do, I had a really lovely time with you I'm shocked but that's not what this about I know you'll do great I just hate to think about anything like that, especially with him. I'm sorry I lashed out and said mean things, I've always had a flare for anger, Just please know that even know we're not speaking, I don't think negatively or maliciously of you and that's not the message of us I've been spreading. You hate me or whatever, that's fine, I've not been trying to start arguments, I'm venting, but don't close the door on all the good that year did. I know Davey boy will keep you safe I hope similar thoughts have been in your mind.

I can't allow myself to be human

You obviously have no comprehension of the situation