Hey nerds, I'm Amanda.

I am such a fucking piece of shit. I fucking hate myself.

Fucking livid.

I live in a house with my boyfriend and his family. And I get to sit by, completely ignored, watching them all give him literally everything he asks for. I've lived here for almost a year, and I ask for one thing and suddenly I get called a cunt, attacked, and am greedy. One would think a random once in a blue moon "hey, can we include my girlfriend in this, instead of always pushing her to the sidelines" from my boyfriend would be nice. So here's a big huge fuck you to every single person who lives in this house. And to every single person in my life who shoots me down, over and over again. I mean something. I am somebody. I am not a fucking shadow. 2016 is gonna bring some VERY big changes in my life. One is going to be to move the fuck out of this house, and my bf can choose to stay or he can choose to take on life with me. I'm sick of always being in the back of the audience. In 2016, I'm going to force my fucking way on top.