infrared memories

and i have no excuse for being inactive here for the past year n then some. started uni and needed a lot of time to get comfortable with living alone, taking care of myself, figure out what i really want out of life, all that jazz.

but i know most of the reason i slept on this opportunity to get myself out there is fear. fear that i don't have what it takes to compete for people's attention with what i capture. fear that i'm not good enough at this hobby and won't improve enough to make anything out of it.

i'm still afraid of what might or might not happen. only difference is that now i'm willing to try to take and post photos that show what i want to portray most of all: the feeling i get when i see something that makes me go, "hey, i'm glad i'm here." i enjoy creating that kind of content bc it never feels like work. can't hurt to give this a shot.

that being said, expect more from this blog soon! for real this time. thinking a mix of queueing old photos and new ones will do nicely.