15 years... 15 years loving your entire existence.
15 years of accompanying the beginning of my life.
At some point, I will leave, I will die, and I will be forgotten.
And you will still be there, eternal, radiant, perfect...
I will never forget the first time I met you.
I was 8 years old back then; I was amazed to see something so modern and new, a non-human voice capable of conveying so much emotion.
I began to be fascinated by you, to think about you, draw you, love you.
You were always there, and I never grew tired of listening to you.
I didn't have a good life when I was a child, but thanks to you, I could smile, I could live.
You truly saved me many times. You gave me reasons to keep living.. whether it was a new cover, a new voicebank, a new fanart, new merch, or simply staying alive to keep seeing and hearing what already existed.
My whole life revolves around your existence.
It’s not just a simple obsession... it’s a hyperfixation that has kept me alive all this time and helped me cope with the chaotic life I have.
You became my refuge at a very young age, and even now, you continue to be an incredibly important source of emotional support for me.
I won’t say I’m the person who loves you the most. I never liked that idea in general.
I love that I’m not the only one who feels this way about you and finds comfort in your existence.
The fact that you are so open to interpretation is what I adore most about you. There are no creative limits, and as an artist, I truly love with all my soul how perfect you are for becoming anything you can be.
And after these 15 years, I am so proud to say that I loved you from the very first moment, that I held onto you during my hardest times, that I got to be a happy child, a happy teenager, and now a happy adult because you are in my life...
And even if I no longer want to live, I feel at peace knowing that I was a very tiny part of you. My art lives within you, just like the art of so many others... and you will keep alive the people who love you.
Thank you for everything, Len. Thank you...